âSteady on course,' Tyndall echoed. âCaptain, commence firing by radar. We have him, we have him!' he cried exultantly. âHe's waited too long! We have him, Captain!'
Again Vallery said nothing. Tyndall looked at him, half in perplexity, half in anger. âWell, don't you agree?'
âI don't know, sir.' Vallery shook his head doubtfully. âI don't know at all. Why did he wait so long? Why didn't he turn and run the minute we left the convoy?'
âToo damn sure of himself!' Tyndall growled.
âOr too sure of something else,' Vallery said slowly. âMaybe he wanted to make good and sure that we
would
follow him.'
Tyndall growled again in exasperation, made to speak then lapsed into silence as the
Ulysses
shuddered from the recoil of âA' turret. For a moment, the billowing fog on the fo'c'sle cleared, atomized by the intense heat and flash generated by the exploding cordite. In seconds, the grey shroud had fallen once more.
Then, magically it was clear again. A heavy fogbank had rolled over them, and through a gap in the next they caught a glimpse of the
Sirrus
, dead on the beam, a monstrous bone in her teeth, scything to the south-east at something better than 34 knots. The
Stirling
and the
Viking
were already lost in the fog astern.
âHe's too close,' Tyndall snapped. âWhy didn't Bowden tell us? We can't bracket the enemy this way. Signal the
Sirrus
: “Steam 317 five minutes.” Captain, same for us, five south, then back on course.'
He had hardly sunk back in his chair, and the
Ulysses
, mist-shrouded again, was only beginning to answer her helm when the WT loudspeaker switched on.
âWTâbridge. WTâbridgeâ'
The twin 5.25s of âB' turret roared in deafening unison, flame and smoke lancing out through the fog. Simultaneously, a tremendous crash and explosion heaved up the duckboards beneath the feet of the men in the bridge catapulting them all ways, into each other, into flesh-bruising, bonebreaking metal, into the dazed confusion of numbed minds and bodies fighting to reorientate themselves under the crippling handicap of stunning shock, of eardrums rended by the blast, of throat and nostrils stung by acrid fumes, of eyes blinded by dense black smoke. Throughout it all, the calm impersonal voice of the WT transmitter repeated its unintelligible message.
Gradually the smoke cleared away. Tyndall pulled himself drunkenly to his feet by the rectifying arm of the binnacle: the explosion had blown him clean out of his chair into the centre of the compass platform. He shook his head, dazed, uncomprehending. Must be tougher than he'd imagined: all that wayâand he couldn't remember bouncing. And that wrist, nowâthat lay over at a damned funny angle. His own wrist, he realized with mild surprise. Funny, it didn't hurt a bit. And Carpenter's face there, rising up before him: the bandages were blown off, the gash received on the night of the great storm gaping wide again, the face masked with blood . . . That girl at Henley, the one he was always talking aboutâTyndall wondered, inconsequently, what she would say if she saw him now . . . Why doesn't the WT transmitter stop that insane yammering? . . . Suddenly his mind was clear.
âMy God! Oh, God!' He stared in disbelief at the twisted duckboards, the fractured asphalt beneath his feet. He released his grip on the binnacle, lurched forward into the windscreen: his sense of balance had confirmed what his eyes had rejected: the whole compass platform tilted forward at an angle of 15 degrees.
âWhat is it, Pilot?' His voice was hoarse, strained, foreign even to himself. âIn God's name, what's happened? A breech explosion in “B” turret?'
âNo, sir.' Carpenter drew his forearm across his eyes: the kapok sleeve came away covered in blood. âA direct hit, sirâsmack in the superstructure.'
âHe's right, sir.' Carrington had hoisted himself far over the windscreen, was peering down intently. Even at that moment, Tyndall marvelled at the man's calmness, his almost inhuman control. âAnd a heavy one. It's wrecked the for'ard pom-pom and there's a hole the size of a door just below us . . . It must be pretty bad inside, sir.'
Tyndall scarcely heard the last words. He was kneeling over Vallery, cradling his head in his one good arm. The Captain lay crumpled against the gate, barely conscious, his stertorous breathing interrupted by rasping convulsions as he choked on his own blood. His face was deathly white.
âGet Brooks up here, Chryslerâthe Surgeon-Commander, I mean!' Tyndall shouted. âAt once!'
âWTâbridge. WTâbridge. Please acknowledge. Please acknowledge.' The voice was hurried, less impersonal, anxiety evident even in its metallic anonymity.
Chrysler replaced the receiver, looked worriedly at the Admiral.
âWell?' Tyndall demanded. âIs he on his way?'
âNo reply, sir.' The boy hesitated. âI think the line's gone.'
âHell's teeth!' Tyndall roared. âWhat are you doing standing there, then? Go and get him. Take over, Number One, will you? Bentleyâhave the Commander come to the bridge.'
âWTâbridge. WTâbridge.' Tyndall glared up at the speaker in exasperation, then froze into immobility as the voice went on. âWe have been hit aft. Damage Control reports coding-room destroyed. Number 6 and 7 Radar Offices destroyed. Canteen wrecked. After control tower severely damaged.'
âThe After control tower!' Tyndall swore, pulled off his gloves, wincing at the agony of his broken hand. Carefully, he pillowed Vallery's head on the gloves, rose slowly to his feet. âThe After Tower! And Turner's there! I hope to God . . .'
He broke off, made for the after end of the bridge at a stumbling run. Once there he steadied himself, his hand on the ladder rail, and peered apprehensively aft.
At first he could see nothing, not even the after funnel and mainmast. The grey, writhing fog was too dense, too maddeningly opaque. Then suddenly, for a mere breath of time, an icy catspaw cleared away the mist, cleared away the dark, convoluted smoke-pall above the after superstructure. Tyndall's hand tightened convulsively on the rail, the knuckles whitening to ivory.
The after superstructure had disappeared. In its place was a crazy mass of jumbled twisted steel, with âX' turret, normally invisible from the bridge, showing up clearly beyond, apparently unharmed. But the rest was goneâradar offices, coding-room, police office, canteen, probably most of the after galley. Nothing, nobody could have survived there. Miraculously, the truncated mainmast still stood, but immediately aft of it, perched crazily on top of this devil's scrap-heap, the After Tower, fractured and grotesquely askew, lay over at an impossible angle of 60°, its range-finder gone. And Commander Turner had been in there . . . Tyndall swayed dangerously on top of the steel ladder, shook his head again to fight off the fog clamping down on his mind. There was a heavy, peculiarly dull ache just behind his forehead, and the fog seemed to be spreading from there . . . A lucky ship, they called the
Ulysses
. Twenty months on the worst run and in the worst waters in the world and never a scratch . . . But Tyndall had always known that some time, some place, her luck would run out.
He heard hurried steps clattering up the steel ladder, forced his blurred eyes to focus themselves. He recognized the dark, lean face at once: it was Leading Signalman Davies, from the flag deck. His face was white, his breathing short and quick. He opened his mouth to speak, then checked himself, his eyes staring at the handrail.
âYour hand, sir!' He switched his startled gaze from the rail to Tyndall's eyes. âYour hand! You've no gloves on, sir!'
âNo?' Tyndall looked down as if faintly astonished he had a hand. âNo, I haven't, have I? Thank you, Davies.' He pulled his hand off the smooth frozen steel, glanced incuriously at the raw, bleeding flesh. âIt doesn't matter. What is it, boy?'
âThe Fighter Direction Room, sir!' Davies's eyes were dark with remembered horror. âThe shell exploded in there. It'sâit's just gone, sir. And the Plot above . . . ' He stopped short, his jerky voice lost in the crash of the guns of âA' turret. Somehow it seemed strangely unnatural that the main armament still remained effective. âI've just come from the FDR and the Plot, sir,' Davies continued, more calmly now. âTheyâwell, they never had a chance.'
âIncluding Commander Westcliffe?' Dimly, Tyndall realised the futility of clutching at straws.
âI don't know, sir. It'sâit's just bits and pieces in the FDR, if you follow me. But if he was thereâ'
âHe would be,' Tyndall interrupted heavily. âHe never left it during Action Stations . . . ' He stopped abruptly, broken hands clenched involuntarily as the high-pitched scream and impact explosion of HE shells blurred into shattering cacophony, appalling in its closeness.
âMy God!' Tyndall whispered. âThat was close! Davies! What the hell . . . !'
His voice choked off in an agonized grunt, arms flailing wildly at the empty air, as his back crashed against the deck of the bridge, driving every last ounce of breath from his body. Wordlessly, convulsively, propelled by desperately thrusting feet and launched by the powerful back-thrust of arms pivoting on the handrails, Davies had just catapulted himself up the last three steps of the ladder, head and shoulders socketing into the Admiral's body with irresistible force. And now Davies, too, was down, stretched his length on the deck, spreadeagled across Tyndall's legs. He lay very still.
Slowly, the cruel breath rasping his tortured lungs, Tyndall surfaced from the black depths of unconsciousness. Blindly, instinctively he struggled to sit up, but his broken hand collapsed under the weight of his body. His legs didn't seem to be much help either: they were quite powerless, as if he were paralysed from the waist down. The fog was gone now, and blinding flashes of colour, red, green and white were coruscating brilliantly across the darkening sky. Starshells? Was the enemy using a new type of starshell? Dimly, with a great effort of will, he realized that there must be some connection between these dazzling flashes and the now excruciating pain behind his forehead. He reached up the back of his right hand: his eyes were still screwed tightly shut . . . Then the realization faded and was gone.
âAre you all right, sir? Don't move. We'll soon have you out of this!' The voice, deep, authoritative, boomed directly above the Admiral's head. Tyndall shrank back, shook his head in imperceptible despair. It was Turner who was speaking, and Turner, he knew, was gone. Was this, then, what it was like to be dead? he wondered dully. This frightening, confused world of blackness and blinding light at the same time, a darkbright world of pain and powerlessness and voices from the past?
Then suddenly, of their own volition almost, his eyelids flickered and were open. Barely a foot above him were the lean, piratical features of the Commander, who was kneeling anxiously at his side.
âTurner! Turner?' A questioning hand reached out in tentative hope, clutched gratefully, oblivious to the pain, at the reassuring solidity of the Commander's arm. âTurner! It
is
you! I thoughtâ'
âThe After Tower, eh?' Turner smiled briefly. âNo, sirâI wasn't within a mile of it. I was coming here, just climbing up to the fo'c'sle deck, when that first hit threw me back down to the main deck . . . How are you, sir?'
âThank God! Thank God! I don't know how I am. My legs . . . What in the name of heaven is that?'
His eyes focusing normally again, widened in baffled disbelief. Just above Turner's head, angling for'ard and upward to port, a great white treetrunk stretched as far as he could see in either direction. Reaching up, he could just touch the massive bole with his hand.
âThe foremast, sir,' Turner explained. âIt was sheared clean off by that last shell, just above the lower yardarm. The back blast flung it on to the bridge. Took most of the AA tower with it, I'm afraidâand caved in the Main Tower. I don't think young Courtney could have had much chance . . . Davies saw it comingâI was just below him at the time. He was very quickâ'
âDavies!' Tyndall's dazed mind had forgotten all about him. âOf course! Davies!' It must be Davies who was pinioning his legs. He craned his neck forward, saw the huddled figure at his feet, the great weight of the mast lying across his back. âFor God's sake, Commander, get him out of that!'
âJust lie down, sir, till Brooks gets here. Davies is all right.'
âAll right? All right!' Tyndall was almost screaming, oblivious to the silent figures who were gathering around him. âAre you mad, Turner? The poor bastard must be in agony!' He struggled frantically to rise, but several pairs of hands held him down, firmly, carefully.
âHe's all right, sir.' Turner's voice was surprisingly gentle. âReally he is, sir. He's all right. Davies doesn't feel a thing. Not any more.' And all at once the Admiral knew and he fell back limply to the deck, his eyes closed in shocked understanding.
His eyes were still shut when Brooks appeared, doubly welcome in his confidence and competence. Within seconds, almost, the Admiral was on his feet, shocked, badly bruised, but otherwise unharmed. Doggedly, and in open defiance of Brooks, Tyndall demanded that he be assisted back to the bridge. His eyes lit up momentarily as he saw Vallery standing shakily on his feet, a white towel to his mouth. But he said nothing. His head bowed, he hoisted himself painfully into his chair.