Authors: Jane Aiken Hodge
Something splashed in the water close to the rowboat. Price watched for a moment as it began slowly to draw away. âMad drunk, miss, and dangerous. I oughtn't to be so glad to see you.'
âOh yes you should. I ought not to have left. I know that now. I had no idea ⦠But where is he? What's he doing?'
âThrowing Miss Helena's things out of the cabin window. The captain and Mr. Brown are with him, but he's beyond minding them. He's been at it ever since you went ashore.' No mistaking the reproach in his tone. âAnd eaten nothing.'
âLamentable.' She moved briskly past him and down the companion-way to surprise several members of the crew loitering in the yacht's long corridor, listening to the sounds of strife from the saloon. âGood evening.' Her chilly glance sent them scurrying back to their own quarters, and she waited till they were out of sight before pushing open the door of the saloon.
Chaos. Brett, wildly untidy, in his shirtsleeves, had his back to her as he delved in Helena's box. Barlow was beside him, vainly expostulating, Brown was trying to shut the saloon window. The room stank of brandy, and an empty bottle bore mute
witness to how Brett had spent the afternoon. A chair lay broken at the head of the table, and another bottle had been hurled at the gold-framed looking-glass, which was cracked from side to side.
âDear me,' said Phyllida.
âOh God!' Brett straightened up and turned to face her. His face was flushed, his hair wildly disordered. He was holding a tiny, silver-mounted pistol. âYou.' He pronounced each word individually, as if with a great effort. âYou should have stayed away. Or come sooner.' His hand was steady as he checked the little weapon. âLoaded. Thought I'd never find it. Bought for Helena. Manton's. Tell her it came in useful in the end. Keep off, youâ' Barlow had advanced a cautious step. âAnd you, too.' Brown was immobile at the window. âCan't you see I'm talking to a lady? To two ladies? A death-bed speech: “Here lies one whose name was writ in water.” I should have known it was no good.' He was speaking directly to Phyllida now, the others forgotten. âI should have learned. “Don't touch me,” she said. Loathsome. Like a snake, a toad ⦠Untouchable. Should have known.' Suddenly he smiled at Phyllida with immense charm. âYou knew. Just don't interrupt me this timeâ' His hand shook as he raised the pistol, and he had to steady it with the other one.
âNonsense,' said Phyllida. Dared she try to take the pistol? No; movement would provide the final spur. âSo you'll let Helena win?' she said.
âShe's won already. You don't know the full humour of it. Mr. Bidd ⦠Bidd ⦠Biddock told me today. My uncle's leaving her his estate. To make up for my cruelty. Mine! Drunk in church. Shame! And she waiting in her Val ⦠her Valenciennes. “Don't touch me!” Rich Helena; lucky Helena! Give her my con ⦠my congratulations.' Once again the pistol wavered upwards.
âYou care so much for money, Mr. Renshaw?'
âWho doesn't?' But the contempt in her voice had got through to him. âYou shouldn't have come. No sight for a lady. Blood. Should be Helena. “Don't touch me.” Blood on her little white slippers. Blood on her veil.'
Keep him talking. And, suddenly, inspiration: âHave you made your will, Mr. Renshaw?'
Surprisingly, he laughed, a queer horrible croak of a laugh.
âThat's the cream of it. Made it before my marriage. Everything to her; to Helena. All my debts ⦠A present for Helena ⦠A bride giftâa blood giftâ¦'
âAnd the
Helena
too?'
âTheâOh!' This was something he had not thought of. She could see his drink-logged brain trying to grapple with the new idea. âThe
Helena
?'
âFor another honeymoon?' She had his attention now and pursued her advantage. âMr. Renshaw, what you do to yourself is you own affair, but first listen to me: I've come to see you on a matter of business. Surely you'll pay me the courtesy of a hearing?'
âCourtesy?' He was coming back to them as from a great distance. âBusiness? At your serviceâBrown, a chair for the lady.' And then. âBut you were to call me Brett.' He dropped the pistol on the table and looked down at his crumpled shirt. âNo state for business. Ladies present⦠A thousand apologies.'
âI should just about think so, sir.' Price bustled forward. âIn your shirtsleeves indeed! And the saloon looking as if a tornado had struck it! If you'd be so good as to step up on deck for a moment, ma'am, we'll have all shipshape for you in a jiffy.' One hand adjusted Brett's straying cravat while the other whipped the pistol out of sight. âGive us five minutes, ma'am?'
It was longer than that before Barlow joined her on the deck. âThank God you came.'
She did not want to discuss it. âHow is he?'
âAsleep. He sent you a thousand apologies and fell asleep as he spoke. Don't blame him too much, Miss Vannick. Andâanother thing. He thinks you're staying. He insisted on being put in my cabin ⦠the one he's been using. If he should wake and find you gone ⦠Miss Vannick, would it be asking too much?'
âOf course I'll stay.' She was delighted to have the decision made for her. âI'll write a note to my aunt at once. She can explain to Mrs. Biddock. Mr. Renshaw's illâ' She was working it out as she spoke. âI can't put my proposition to him till the morningâtill he's better. I feel in honour bound to stay and nurse him. It would never do to leave him to the tender mercies of a lot of men. Price is with him?' She broke off to ask it anxiously.
âYes, and Brown is tidying up the saloon. The less the crew
know of this, the better. There's rumours enough going about the ship as it is. Miss Vannickâ'
âYes?'
âI've no right to ask it, but you said something about a proposition?'
âYes.' Why not tell him? âI want to charter the
Helena
, Captain Barlow.'
âThank God.'
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By the time Cassandra was rowed out to the
Helena
, the saloon was tidy again and Price was setting the table for dinner. âI knew you'd come!' Phyllida kissed her warmly.
âOf course I've come. If Mr. Renshaw needs nursing, I'm the one to do it. Poor manâ' A bright, intelligent glance suggested that she knew exactly what was the matter with Brett. âFrankly, Phyl, I was delighted to get your note. One afternoon of Cissie Biddock was enough for me. Where her poor husband can have found her is more than I can imagine. Underbred, a gossipâ¦' She coloured angrily, remembering the questions Mrs. Biddock had asked about Phyllida. âAnd as for her childrenâ'
âHorrid little boys,' Phyllida agreed. âPoor Mr. Biddock.'
âHe was a horrid little boy too.'
âYesâ¦' Thoughtfully. âReally, if it were not for the convenience of his handling Brett's affairs too, I'd be inclined to move my business to Mr. Barff, of whom everyone speaks so well.'
âBut you can't until the will is proved. What are we going to do, Phyl?'
âStay here until we hear from Alex, And thenâI've a plan, Aunt.' She told her about her idea of chartering the
Helena
. âPoor Brett! I've no doubt Mrs. Biddock told you how things are with him. You'll help me persuade him, Aunt Cass?'
âI'll try.' If Cassandra had noticed that the gold-framed looking-glass was missing from the wall, and one of the chairs from the table, she did not remark on it, and Phyllida was grateful to her. The yacht was too small for any discussion of Brett's state.
He did not appear in the morning, and Price reported him as
still far from well. And that was likely enough, Phyllida thought, after the amount of brandy he had drunk. So long as it was only that. But suppose he felt he could not face her, after yesterday's scene? She half smiled to herself. Last time they had quarrelled, it had taken capture by pirates to restore them to speaking terms. Perhaps this time she would have to wait until Alex returned with news of Peter. She refused to believe that there would not be news. Alex had promised to find out: he would do so. His return would solve everything.
She was waked early next morning by a bustle in the harbour, and hurried eagerly up on deck. How like Alex to have made such a good time. But it was a strange ship that was being moored inland from them. âIt's the British packet, miss,' the lookout told her. âNo quarantine for them, I reckon.'
And indeed Phyllida, swallowing disappointment, could see a lively going and coming to the new ship. She saw Biddock being rowed out to her and wondered if by any miracle the packet might bring news that Brett's uncle had changed his will once more. Summoned below by Price, she found her aunt already at the breakfast table. âIt's the British packet, Aunt Cass. Do you long to go home on her?'
âNot so long as you're staying.'
âBless you. I knew you'd say that. Good gracious! Can we have company already?' A boat had scraped against the
Helena's
side.
âIt sounds like it.' Aunt Cassandra calmly finished her coffee. âIt might not be a bad thing either.'
âNo.' Anything to get Brett out of that dismal cabin.
Captain Barlow appeared, looking flustered, at the saloon door. âThere you are, Price! Excuse me, Miss Knight, Miss Vannick. You must call Mr. Renshaw. At once. I've never been so surprised in my life. Perhaps you ladiesâIn the meantimeâIt seems an odd kind of welcome for the poor young thing. Really, I don't know what to do for the best.'
âCaptain Barlow!' Phyllida could hardly help laughing. âIf you'd be so good as to explain. Price will need to know what to say to Mr. Renshaw.'
âOf course. Forgive me. It was having it come plump like that. I'm just a seaman, these are too deep waters for me.' And then, pulling himself together. âIt's Mr. Biddock. Up on deck. He's come from the packet. No, that's not right. He's come from his
home, he says. He thought it best to take her straight to Mrs. Biddock, he told me.'
âHer? Good God, Mr. Barlow, not Helena?'
âHelena! Lord bless you, miss, not her. No, it's Miss Renshaw come out on the packet to join her brother, and what Mr. Biddock was thinking of to take her ashore I'm sure I don't know.' But he looked uncomfortable, as if he had a pretty good idea.
âWell! If this isn't the outside of enough.' For once, it was Cassandra who took command. âPrice, tell your master I will be delighted to accompany him on shore to fetch his sister. Unless he would prefer my niece to go out with me? Tell him, would you, that the sooner his sister is out of Mrs. Biddock's house, the happier I shall be.'
âThank you, ma'am.'
As he withdrew, Cassandra turned to Phyllida. âTell me, did you even know he had a sister?'
âNo. But then, he talks so little of his life in England. Captain Barlow, you must know. How old is Miss Renshaw?'
âA mere child, miss. She lived with their aunt and uncle, you know. Ever since their parents died.'
âWith ⦠Not with
the
uncle?' No good pretending Barlow did not know everything about Brett's being disinherited.
âPrecisely, miss.'
âGood God. And he's had her on his mind too. No wonderâ'
She paused at the sound of altercation from Brett's cabin. âOf course I'm going like this.' His voice was raised in a vigorous anger that she found most encouraging. âThis is not a morning call, you fool. I'm fetching Jenny. And why on earth that idiot took her there in the first placeâ'
Suddenly conscious that they were all listening, Phyllida and Cassandra both spoke at once. âI'll just fetch myâ' said Cassandra, and: âI'd best go up on deck and speak to Mr. Biddock,' said Phyllida.
She opened the saloon door as Brett burst out of his cabin, with Price, still protesting, behind him. âBe damned to Mrs. Biddock.' Brett was wearing his sailing costume of loose shirt and duck trousers. âI'm in a hurry, man.' And then, suddenly aware of Phyllida: âForgive me.' Surprisingly, he laughed. âThere seems no end to the apologies I owe you. But no time for that now. I must get that fool of a girl back on board the packet
before it's full up.'
âYou're never thinking of sending her back?'
âWhat else can I do with her? I suppose she has quarrelled with my uncle on my behalf, bless her silly little heart. Well, she can't afford to. You'll have to help me make her see that, Phyllida. Or, better still,' he looked past her into the saloon: âYou, Miss Knight? I'd be most grateful if you'd come with me. It's good of you to offer.'
âOf course I'll come. But I think you should listen to what your sister has to say for herself, before you decide what to do with her.'
âOf course I'll listen.' Impatiently. And then, with a half laugh. âYou don't know Jenny. I'll have no option. But she'll have to go back just the same. You know as well as I do, Miss Knight, that this is no place for her.'
Phyllida threw back her head in a laugh her aunt suspected of being near-hysterical. âYou sound for all the world like Mrs. Biddock. Another reputation dies!'
âNonsense!' He turned on her furiously. âYou know I don't mean that. But she's a child, I tell you. There's her education to be considered; her future. What's to become of her, wandering about the world with a lost cause like me? I can't
do
anything for her, don't you see?' It had been eating into him. âShe's got to go back to my uncle, however much she dislikes it. And however much
I
do. But at least I hope I'm beyond considering myself.'
âYes,' said Cassandra Knight. âI see all that, Mr. Renshaw, but I still think you should wait to see what the childâJennyâhas to say. And as to education; I think I could make shift to help you there.'
âYou're too good. But we must be going. God knows how many people will have booked passage on the packet already.'