Authors: J. M. Green
Tags: #FIC050000, #FIC031010, #FIC000000, #FIC062000, #FIC022000
âReally?' I looked at the label:
Beaujolais Village
. No local gut-rot for Tania. She favoured French wine, and it was always excellent. âOh, right.'
âDo you know when they're going to fix the security door on this building?'
I found a corkscrew and started screwing. â
When?
You mean
if
. It's been like that since I moved here.'
This news displeased her considerably. âWell, I wouldn't have signed the lease if I thought the security was compromised.'
â
Compromised?
Ha! This isn't the Pentagon.'
âBut don't the other tenants care?'
I thought about them â the ones I knew well. âNope.' Not even the owner-occupiers like me and Brown.
âAren't you afraid?'
âAfraid?'
âI mean, concerned.'
I poured her a glass of wine, trying not to laugh. âNot really.' I tried to reassure her. âYou're safe with me around. I killed a sheep with a knife once.'
âStella!'
âI'm not proud of it.'
âOh my God, I can't believe I didn't notice before.'
âWait, what?'
âYour feet. I bet we're the same size.'
I studied her face: she seemed genuine. âSo?'
âI've got these shoes. I was going to chuck them out, but â'
This time I laughed, full and free. It had been a while, and it came out as a squawk.
âThey're too tight across the toes, but I bet they'd fit you.' She beamed at me.
There was much wrong with this state of affairs. Her excessive generosity, for one thing. The fact that my toes were hidden inside a pair of Blundstone boots, for another.
âThey're in my flat,' she was saying. âI'll go and get them.'
âNo rush,' I said. She didn't hide her disappointment. So I added, âBut I was just thinking how fabulous your taste in shoes is.'
âOh my God! I know!' She looked at them admiringly for a moment. Then she addressed me. âStella, I have loads of clothes you could borrow, and nice shoes. And, well, don't take this the wrong way, but I was going to suggest a makeover.'
âBut you look fine.'
âNot me â¦'
My mobile trilled.
Saved
, I thought,
by the default ringtone
. I swiped the screen. It was Mrs Chol: âStella, the police are here.'
I held my breath. They were probably conducting a thorough search. âDo you want me to come over?'
âNo. It is all right. My brothers are here with me now. Stella, listen, I need to tell you something.'
All I could think was that Mrs Chol was about to reveal the existence of the book, with the cops standing in her lounge room listening to every word. âNo!' I shrieked.
âPardon?'
âI mean, I'm doing something. Can I call you back?' I put down the phone, and found Tania staring at me.
âYou've gone grey.'
âHmm?'
âIn the face.' She gestured at my head. âYou're all sweaty. Are you okay?'
I had trouble focusing. âSorry, Tania. I think I need to have an early night.'
âYes, I think you do.' She stood by my door then turned back to me, an anxious expression blighting her perfect facial structure.
âWould you like me to walk you home?' I said, half joking. Three steps, and we were there.
âYes, please. That would be brilliant.'
I chocked open my door and we went out. The stairwell was in darkness. The third-floor collective was quiet. Brown Cardigan in 9 had the TV on low volume; and Amber and Jack, the joined-at-the-hip hipsters from number 11, were in Hobart at some music festival. I waited while Tania turned her key in the door to flat number 12. Once inside, she wished me well and shut the door. I heard a bolt slide, a second lock snap shut, and the chain slide into place.
I smiled a little at her nervousness. Melbourne wasn't dangerous; it wasn't up there with New Delhi or Caracas. But as I walked back to my flat, I realised that, despite her skittishness, I liked having Tania around. Flat 12 had been empty for ages, and it gave the third floor a cold, creepy vibe. Then, a couple of months ago, Brown reported seeing a young woman carrying boxes inside, and concluded brilliantly that the flat had been leased. At first I was wary of this apparent interloper and interrogated Brown for information, but all he had managed to learn was that she was from Western Australia. But then I bumped into her in the foyer one evening, and she tottered towards me on spiky heels, offering her hand. âIt's Tania, by the way. Bradshaw.'
I gave her cold mitt a hearty shake. âStella Hardy.'
âI know, the old guy told me.'
âWhat? The gossipy old bastard. Better watch what you tell him.'
âTotally!'
Brown had said she was pretty â a colossal understatement. If Iâd had to guess, I'd have said TV journalist, or fashion ambassador to a large department store. Turned out she was a beauty therapist. She seemed tolerable, but was kind of ingratiating. Or I was a soft touch. In any case, she inveigled an invite, and we drank a bottle of wine at my place one Thursday. Somehow it became a regular Thursday thing. It was my favourite day of the week to get a skinful. No one cared if you came to work with a hangover on a Friday. Who did work on a Friday?
Once inside, I called Mrs Chol.
âWhat have the police found?' I asked, trying to sound nonchalant.
âThey have found the man,' she said. âThe alleged man.'
The news was good, excellent, and so fast. Yet I felt panicked. âWho?'
âThe police received a call to go to a house in Deer Park.'
âAn anonymous tip-off?'
âYes. The man lives there with his mother. They did a search and found Adut's phone. Wait a minute.' I waited. She came back. âThe police lady wants to talk to you.'
âHardy?'
âRoss? I thought you called in sick?'
âNo. Who told you that?'
âNo one. Wires crossed. What do you have?'
âBlood-stained clothes and the likely murder weapon. They've got him in the cells.'
âWho is it?'
âDarren “Clacker” Pickering. They're charging him with murder.'
3
MY WATCH
and handbag were conveyed in a plastic tray through an X-ray machine the size of a truck. As my belongings emerged, a guard opened my bag, and took out a teaspoon I kept for emergency yoghurt-snacking and put it behind the counter. I rushed under the metal-detecting arch to confront him.
âOh, good on you! Can't be too careful with
spoons
. Lethal. I could use it to tap His Honour on the noggin like a boiled egg.'
The guard folded his arms and smiled with the smug righteousness of those with limited power. I waved my newly received Department of Justice ID at him, but he was unmoved. I glared at him, snatched my bag, and headed to court, struggling with my watchstrap. By the time I entered the courtroom it was nearly full. I saw Mrs Chol in the public gallery and eased past her supporters, neighbours, and relatives, to sit beside her. She gave me a grateful look and a quick squeeze of my hand. I had to look away; since the night of Adut's murder last week, my obsession with his exercise book took the place of proper professional regard for my client â it made me feel like a traitor. If I had managed to get hold of the damn thing, maybe I could concentrate on other things, but every time I went to her place to try and get my hands on it something or someone hindered me. Like Bruce Copeland, the homicide detective who was in charge of the case.
He sat two rows from us playing a game on his phone. With his tortoise-shell spectacles and good manners, he was more librarian than hardened cop. I liked him because he had been in constant contact with Mrs Chol since Clacker was arrested and she had found him reassuring. But I was also annoyed with him because whenever I went to retrieve the exercise book, bloody Copeland was there and I had to leave empty-handed.
I glanced around the court. Staff of both legal teams were having last-minute whispered conferences. Clacker stood in the dock. He had a carrot-top with russet freckles and buckteeth. He wore a suit that only made him seem dodgy. The clothes, plus his slouch and botched tattoos were a biography of his childhood poverty, limited education, and time served. His tendency to use an unblinking angelic look, one I'd seen delinquents use many times, was a tell-tale sign that he was lying and gave the impression that Clacker was still a child. He was twenty-nine.
Verity Spinks, the prosecutor, stood and I leaned forward. There was CCTV footage, she said, that showed Clacker in the area of the Knock Knock restaurant at the time the kitchen hand saw Adut staggering down the alley having suffered fatal knife wounds. Items found in Clacker's house included Adut's phone, a knife matching the murder weapon, a large amount of cash, a small quantity of marijuana, and twenty grams of the drug commonly referred to as âice'. It was, she concluded, a straight-forward case of aggravated robbery, resulting in the tragic death of a promising young teenager.
The grave personage of Finchley Price, dark-haired with a touch of grey at the temples, was barrister for the defence. He denied the significance of all of the prosecutor's evidence. He sighed, shook his head, used the word
circumstantial
, and said he was bewildered as to why we were here wasting His Honour's time.
At one point, I drifted off and started planning my evening â a two-step programme: go home, hit the cardboard. The disturbing thought arose that perhaps the wine cask in the fridge was empty, in which case, new plan: hit the bottle shop.
Eventually His Honour signalled he was ready to make his pronouncement. It appeared he did not like to see time wasted either. âI find sufficient evidence for the defendant Darren Clyde Pickering to stand trial for the murder of Adut Chol.'
Darren's mother pointed at him. âYou lyin' fuckin cunt.'
At that moment the gallery erupted. Clacker's supporters were yelling abuse at the magistrate, the press, everyone. Security guards and several cops stormed in and started removing people. His Honour called for calm, pounding the desk like a carpenter on crack.
Mrs Chol accepted words of comfort from her supporters, and when the courtroom was cleared we went out together. Near the main entrance, Copeland was waiting for us. He clasped her hands in both of his. âDo you understand the verdict?'
âYes, Bruce,' said Mrs Chol.
âThere'll be a trial. It's a way to go yet, but we'll get there.'
âThank you, Bruce,' she said.
Copeland gave a sad little smile and pushed his glasses back. He shot me a parting look â for what, I didn't know â and went out, where the waiting media mobbed him.
We waited inside until the photographers and journalists who were surrounding Copeland had gone further along the street. The day was becoming gloomy, and low clouds gathered over the city. Heavy drops of rain splattered around us as we went down the steps of the old court building.
âHow's Mabor?'
She frowned. âQuiet.'
âBack at school?'
âYes. He walks his sisters to the primary school then he goes on by himself to high school.'
âMaybe I should come over and see how he's going? Like tonight? How's tonight?'
âNo, Stella, thank you. Lately, Mabor likes to keep to himself. After school he goes to his room, does his homework. He comes out only to eat. But if you want to come and visit with me, have some coffee, it would be all right. Maybe tomorrow?'
I swallowed, one more day. âGreat. Tomorrow then.'
She hailed a taxi and I watched it meld into the sour Melbourne traffic. Taxis were expensive. If she took one to court and back every day of the trial she'd be broke in a week. I'd offered to arrange a lift for her but she was determined to travel alone by cab. To her, the cost seemed irrelevant, which puzzled me.
I turned to leave and caught sight of Finchley Price pacing down William Street. He was bleating into a mobile. His arrogant demeanour had been replaced by a hunched, anxious whispering as he made for his chambers. He looked stately though, with the black silk gown billowing behind him. The man rocked a wig and robe, I'd give him that. For my part, I fought the evening commuters for a seat on the next tram heading to West Maribyrnong. I sat down and looked out the window, but all I could see was myself sitting in the dock, humiliated and condemned, while Verity Spinks waved around Exhibit A: a battered exercise book.
Between the tram stop and my home, I detoured via the local fish and chip shop. While waiting for my order, I let my gaze linger on a wall-mounted television, a fast moving series of images: rain, floods, water washing away once firm ground. Then some perky newsreader came on, skimpy camisole, big hair, and inappropriate smile. News, entertainment â who could tell, these days?