Going Deep (Coastal Heat #1) (19 page)

“I’m going to sue the pants off them.” He punctuated the statement with another thud of his fist.

“You can’t. You said every word he printed. I know. I gave him the transcript myself.”

Pressing her palm to the door, she closed her eyes as freeze frames of their deliciously naked interview flashed through her brain. Brian rumpled and pleased with himself, staring up at her from between her thighs, smile infused with devilment but those soulful brown eyes revealing his very serious intent. They’d been happy. She’d be damned if she’d let Nels and his jealousy take her happiness from her.

“I’m sorry. I know you’re embarrassed, but I don’t want to retract a damn thing. I love that you’re secretly addicted to
Full House
reruns and you wrote fan letters to both Bill Nye and Pamela Anderson. I love that you’re an equal opportunity kind of guy.”

“I didn’t write Pamela Anderson a fan letter. I just wanted her to know I shared her character’s opposition to oil drilling in the bay.” He paused. “Let me in, Brooke.”

“If you come through this door, I’m going to use you.” She rested her forehead on the door. “Any thoughts you had of leaving your fame behind you will be shot, because I’ll trot you out like a damn show poodle and exploit every bit of fame and notoriety you’ve ever known.”

“Okay.”

The quiet acceptance in his voice broke her. A tear spilled over her lashes as her hand fell to the knob. “But I don’t want to. I want you to be happy. I can’t let you in.”

“If you don’t open this door in the next ten seconds I’ll burst into tears.”

The strung-taut anger in his tone made the threat sound so ridiculous she had to laugh. She brushed the tear away and blew out a ragged breath. “I think I’d pay money to see that. I bet you’re an ugly crier.”

“Open the door.”

She nodded, but before she could make herself turn the knob, she had one last thing to say. “Brian, I really am sorry.”

“You have nothing to be sorry for.”

The gruff admonishment coaxed a bitter laugh from her. “Yes, I do, and we both know it.”

She flipped the locks and took a step back. Brian straightened, clearly startled by the inward swing of the door. His suit fit him to perfection, the charcoal wool obviously hand-tailored to flow from broad shoulders to narrow hips without a bunch or a crease. But the crimson silk tie knotted at his neck hung askew. His dark hair was as furrowed as a cotton field. His lush lips parted but failed to curve into the smile she ached to see.

“I’m sorry I was smug,” she blurted. “I thought I had it all figured out. The story, my career…you. But I was wrong. So damn wrong.”

“The best discoveries come from failures.”

The bit of nerd wisdom teased a weary smile from her. She stood aside, gesturing for him to enter. When he did, she closed the door gently behind him, hoping he’d stay, praying he’d believe this particular piece of common ground might be stable enough for them to build a future. Something real. Not something pre-ordained by people who didn’t know the first thing about what lay beneath the surface.

She turned to face him. “I want you to know I understand how frustrating this whole thing is for you. I know better than most what it’s like to be judged on a set of criteria vastly different from your own. I wish I could tell you it will get better, but I can’t.”

“It got better the minute I laid eyes on you again.”

“You will never be able to outrun
Voyager
, Brian. The show and all the stuff that went on within it and around it are a part of you now.” Brooke let a shoulder rise and fall. “I might spend my whole life trying to live up to a nomination, or I could blow it out of the water. But either way, no one can take it away from me. It’s mine. I earned it. I own it.”

“Yes, you did. You do.”

Turning on her heel, she walked over to the table and picked up the coffee-stained newspaper. “I’m done apologizing for my success, and I hope you are, too.” Holding the full-page spread in front of her, she met his gaze. “Screw those guys who question your credibility. They wish they were one tenth as incredible as you are.”

“I love you.” Brian seemed surprised by his own declaration. He blinked once like a big brown owl but then something shifted in his expression. Something sure. He grabbed her and the newspaper slipped from her hands, fluttering to their feet. His fingers were warm and certain, his breaths soft and regular. His pulse throbbed beneath his jaw, but he gave no outward sign of fear or excitement. “It’s true. I do.”

She opened her mouth to tell him she loved him, too, but he stopped her with a brisk shake of his head.

“Let’s go rogue.”

Her eyebrows shot up. This was not exactly the follow-up she expected. “Rogue?”

“You’re right. Screw them all.” He squeezed her hands then used the leverage to pull her flush against him, trapping them between two thudding hearts. “I have a little money. Not enough to last forever, but enough to….” He hesitated, obviously formulating his plan on the fly, and she loved him for the attempt. Spontaneity was not his field of expertise. “Enough to give us some choices.”

She cocked her head, searching his earnest, eager face for any sign of doubt. What she found instead was medium-brown hair, somewhat shaggy, but thick and rich as the finest Swiss chocolate. A cowlick broke free at his crown, tempting her to touch, but the intensity in his sober, serious gaze made her hold back. His classic features should have been bland and forgettable yet were anything but. He was powerful. Compelling. As steady and inexorable as the tides, restless as the sea, and below the surface, just a little bit dangerous.

This was the boy who would stoop to using a pink Barbie pencil to get the job done all grown up. The awkward adolescent who would kiss the girl come hell or high water. Here was the man for her, strong and determined. The future might be a little murky, but he seemed to be okay with the possibility. Of course he was. As a scientist, Brian knew there were few things in nature one could count on as certainty.

In a move as irresistible as it was unexpected, he pulled one hand to his lips and kissed her knuckles. “We don’t need their newspapers or awards or their dubious validation. I agree. We’re pretty fucking incredible together.”

His sudden use of the F-bomb startled a laugh from her. “Hey, don’t try to steal my lines. I’m a writer. Words are my tools. Like SCUBA gear or a microscope. You don’t want me messing with your junior scientist kit, do you?”

“You and me.” His smile spread into a wide grin. “We’ll use that new-fangled internet thing all the kids are raving about. I’ll fact check, you write, and together we’ll pimp it everywhere. We’ll make the world listen. I might dust off my relationship with my old publicist. My agent will be happy,” he added, wrinkling his nose, “I think she was lonely being my fan club of one.”

“Two,” she corrected. “I didn’t use you.”

“Well, actually, you did, but not without my permission.”

“The story…I turned in the draft you saw.”

“I know.”

“I figure Jack took the picture. He knows what a pain in my ass Nels is. He’s also probably jealous because I never kissed him the way I kiss you.”

“I know.”

“You do?”

“I do.” Holding her snug against him, he searched her eyes. “I’ve done extensive research in what you look like when you’ve been kissed right.”

Her eyebrows jumped, but her voice came out husky and more than a little breathless. “What do I look like when I’ve been kissed right?”

“You look like you belong with me.” He lowered his head, and like one of Pavlov’s dogs, she responded by closing her eyes and tipping her chin up. But instead of the kiss she expected, he brushed his thumb over her bottom lip. “You don’t have to say it back.”

Warm, moist breath tickled her mouth. A few trippy heartbeats passed, but eventually she caught his drift. She blinked away the haze of anticipation and tried to focus on him. “But I—”

“I know you love me.”

The cocky edge in his voice flew all over her, but she didn’t have the strength to wrench herself from his grasp. Not when he was solid and warm and felt so right. “Do you?”

“I knew it before you did.”

Incensed, she drew back, ready to give him hell, but the sweet smile he wore grabbed her by the heart and squeezed. The indignation she should have felt was drowned in a hot rush of love. Brilliant or not, he was undoubtedly the dumbest man she knew in some ways. A fact that made him all the more appealing in a twisted sort of way.

“I might be in over my head,” she whispered.

Brian pulled her close, tucking her snug against his chest and resting his chin on her head, wrapping himself around her. “That’s why we always dive with a partner. Hang on tight, Sugar. I think we’re going deep.”

The End

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The line at the bar wasn’t long, but she needed a drink—a real drink—and she needed it fast. Jo twirled her empty champagne flute and tapped her toe as the DJ made a cringe-worthy segue between Louis Armstrong and Pink. A pang of regret tweaked her stomach when she spotted her eldest brother, Tony, leading his baby girl from the dance floor, but that was nothing new. She’d suffered so many pangs in her life they’d become a part of her autonomic system. Breathe in, breathe out,
pang
. Blink, sniffle, sneeze,
pang
. Go to bed alone—again—
pang
!

At the tender age of twenty-six, her niece had managed to accomplish everything Jo never had. Kaylin had a career, a home of her own, and a man she loved so much she actually glowed. Literally glowed. Jo hadn’t known such a glow since her mother stopped slathering her sunburns in Noxzema.

Radiant happiness was enough to drive a woman to drink.

Three groomsmen bellied up to the bar and jockeyed for position in front of the pretty blond bartender. Their voices rose as they trumped each other’s orders. Each successive suggestion was an obvious attempt to prove the issuer was more worldly, and therefore manly, than the last. The misguided boys must have believed their ability to chug grain alcohol might make or break their chance at ending the evening in the poor girl’s bed. The bartender eyed them with hardly-contained disdain. The posturing little pricks didn’t notice. Jo couldn’t help but smile when the girl rolled her eyes and went back to stacking glassware.

What little buzz Jo had managed to eke out of two glasses of table wine and a flute of champagne began to wane. She considered goosing one of the guys to shock him into gear, but then another tuxedo-clad man, murmuring quiet excuses, slipped in front of her. The groomsmen jumped when the newcomer gripped their padded shoulders.

“Three beers for these guys, please. Give them the imported stuff.” Casually, he stuffed a twenty-dollar bill into the pitcher serving as a tip jar. “Having fun, fellas?”

The groomsmen replied in the affirmative, but their cheeks glowed pink. Bravado squelched, they grabbed their beers and beat a hasty retreat. The hero of the hour turned to face Jo. Recognition kicked in. Saliva pooled in her mouth and a tingle of awareness prickled the fine hairs at her nape. Her savior was none other than the father of the groom. It took a fraction of a second for her brain to source the pertinent facts Kaylin had imparted on Ben’s father. Gregory. Greg. Divorced, devoted dad, and hot as Hades on a summer day. Confronted with him now, Jo was happy to confirm the acute case of the bright shinies hadn’t skewed her niece’s powers of observation. Gregory Stark was all that and more.