Authors: Michelle Paver,Geoff Taylor
Tags: #Prehistory, #Juvenile Fiction, #Science Fiction; Fantasy; Magic, #General, #Horror & Ghost Stories, #Historical
Ghost Hunter (Chronicles of Ancient Darkness #6)
Michelle Paver
One
Torak doesn't want to enter the silent camp. The fire is dead. Fin-Kedinn's axe lies in the ashes. Renn's bow has been trodden into the mud. The only trace of Wolf is a scatter of paw prints.
Axe, bow, and prints are dusted with what looks like dirty snow. As Torak draws closer, gray moths rise in a swarm. Grimacing, he flicks them away. But as he moves off, they settle again to feed.
At the shelter, he halts. The doorpost feels sticky. He catches that sweet, cloying smell. He dare not go in.
It's dark in there, but he glimpses a heaving mass of gray moths--and beneath it, three still forms. His mind
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rejects what he sees, but his heart already knows.
He backs away. He falls. Darkness closes over him....
With a gasp, Torak sat up.
He was in the shelter, huddled in his sleeping-sack. His heart hammered against his ribs. His jaws ached from grinding his teeth. He had not been asleep. His muscles were taut with the strain of constant vigilance. But he had seen those bodies. It was as if Eostra had reached into his mind and twisted his thoughts.
It's what she wants you to see, he told himself. It isn't true. Here is Fin-Kedinn, asleep in the shelter. And Wolf and Darkfur and the cubs are safe at the resting place. And Renn is safe with the Boar Clan.
It isn't true.
Something crawled along his collarbone. He crushed it with his fist. The gray moth left a powdery smear and a taint of rottenness.
At the back of the shelter, another moth settled on Fin-Kedinn's parted lips.
Torak kicked off his sleeping-sack and crawled to his foster father. The moth rose, circled, and flitted out into the night.
Fin-Kedinn moaned in his sleep. Already, nightmares were seeping into his dreams. But Torak knew not to wake him. If he did, the evil images would haunt the Raven Leader for days.
Torak's own vision clung to him like the moths'
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unclean dust. Pulling on leggings, jerkin, and boots, he left the shelter.
The Blackthorn Moon cast long blue shadows across the clearing. Around it, the breath of the Forest floated among the pines.
A few dogs raised their heads as Torak passed, but the camp was quiet. One had to know the Raven Clan as well as he did to perceive how wrong things were. The shelters clustered like frightened aurochs about the long-fire which burned through the night. Saeunn had ringed the clearing with smoking juniper brands mounted on stakes, in an attempt to ward off the moths.
In the fork of a birch tree, Rip and Rek roosted with their heads tucked under their wings. They slept peacefully. So far, the gray moths had only blighted people.
Ignoring the ravens' gurgling protests, Torak gathered them up and went to sit by the long-fire, his arms full of drowsy, feathered warmth.
In the Forest, a stag roared.
When he was little, Torak loved hearing the red deer bellow on misty autumn nights. Snuggled in his sleeping-sack, he would gaze into the embers and imagine he saw tiny, fiery stags clashing antlers in fiery valleys. He'd felt safe, knowing that Fa would keep the dark and the demons away.
He knew better now. Three autumns ago, on a night
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such as this, he had crouched in the wreck of a shelter, and watched his father bleed his life away.
The stag fell silent. Trees creaked and groaned in their sleep. Torak wished someone would wake up.
He longed for Wolf; but howling for him would disturb the whole camp. And he couldn't face the long walk to find the pack. How has it come to this? he wondered. I'm afraid to go into the Forest alone.
"This is how it starts," Renn had told him half a moon before. "She sends something small, which comes in the night. Something you can't keep out. And the gray moths are only the beginning. The fear will grow. That's what she feeds on. That's what makes her strong."
Far away, an eagle owl called:
oo-hu, oo-hu.
Torak grabbed a stick and jabbed savagely at the fire. He couldn't take much more of this. He was ready: he had a quiverful of arrows, and his fingertips ached from sewing his winter clothes. He'd ground the edges of his axe and knife so sharp they could split hairs.
If only he knew where to find her. But Eostra had hidden herself in her Mountain lair. Like a spider, she had cast her web across the Forest. Like a spider, she sensed the least tremor in its farthest strand. She knew he would hunt her. She wanted him to try. But not yet.
Scowling, Torak tried to lose himself in the glowing embers. He woke to a voice calling his name.
The logs had collapsed. The ravens were back in their
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tree. He hadn't dreamed that voice. He had heard it. It was familiar--unbearably so. It was also impossible.
Rising to his feet, Torak drew his knife. When he reached the ring of juniper brands that protected the camp, he paused. Then he squared his shoulders and walked past them into the Forest.
The moon was bright. The pines floated in a white sea of mist.
Above him on the slope, something edged out of sight.
Torak's breath came fast and shallow. He dared not follow. But he had to. He climbed, scratching his hands as he pushed through the undergrowth.
Halfway up, he stopped to listen. Nothing but the stealthy drip, drip of mist.
Something tickled his knife-hand.
At the base of his thumb, a gray moth fed on a bead of blood.
"Torak
..." A pleading whisper from the trees. Dread reached into Torak's chest and squeezed his heart. This wasn't possible. He climbed higher.
Through the swirling mist, he glimpsed a tall figure standing by a boulder.
"Help me ..." it
breathed. He blundered toward it. It melted into the shadows.
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It had left no tracks; only a branch, faintly swaying. But behind the boulder, Torak found the remains of a fire. The logs were cold, covered in ash. He stared at them. They'd been laid in a star pattern. This couldn't be. Only he and one other person built their fires that way.
Look behind you, Torak.
He spun around.
Two paces away, an arrow had been thrust into the earth.
Torak recognized the fletching at once. He knew the one who had made this arrow. He wanted desperately to touch it.
He tried to lick his lips, but his mouth was dry. "Is it you?" he called, his voice rough with fear and longing.
"Is it you? ...
Fa
?"
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[Image: Torak and Fin-Kedinn.]
TWO
"It may not have been him," said Fin-Kedinn. "It was Fa," said Torak, rolling up his sleeping-sack. "His arrow, his fire, his voice. His spirit."
Fin-Kedinn prodded the earth in front of the shelter with his staff. "Voices can be mimicked. Those who knew him remember how he woke his fires. As for that arrow--"
"I know," Torak cut in, "anyone could have found it. Because I left him in the Forest. No rowan branches, no chants. Just a botched attempt at Death Marks. No wonder he's not at peace."
Grabbing strips of dried meat from the cross-beams,
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he crammed them in his food pouch.
The dried deer meat,
his father had gasped as he lay dying.
Take it all.
But in his haste, Torak had left it behind.
"You were twelve summers old," Fin-Kedinn said quietly. "You did your best."
"It wasn't enough. Now he's begging me for help."
"Or Eostra wants you to think so."
Torak stiffened. These days, few dared say that name out loud.
"This is what she does," said the Raven Leader. "She steals into thoughts and dreams. She breeds fear."
"I know."
"Do you? Do you have any idea how powerful she is? She has tokoroths at her command. She has the fire-opal. All the other Soul-Eaters were afraid of her. And you want to seek her alone."
Torak paused. The mist had thickened to fog, and in the wakening camp, people loomed and vanished like ghosts. He saw pinched, terrified faces. He wondered if the fog had been sent by Eostra.
Opening his medicine pouch, he found the chunk of black root which he'd begged from Saeunn, in case he needed to spirit walk. But what use was that against the Eagle Owl Mage?
"Maybe you're right," he said. "Maybe what I saw last night was her doing. Fa was a Soul-Eater for a time.
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Maybe she's got some hold over his spirit. But I have to do something."
"Not yet. It's been only days since the moths came. Not even Saeunn has seen anything like them. I've had word from Durrain of the Red Deer--she agrees with me. We must gather the clans. If we don't--if we give in to fear--we fall into Eostra's hands."
"I can't wait any longer!" Torak burst out. "Again and again I've wanted to set off, and you've always said no! The Mountains are vast, you said; you could search your whole life and never find her. But now we're under attack. Who knows what she'll send next? It's my destiny to face her, Fin-Kedinn. Must I wait till she has the whole Forest in her grip?"
"So what would you do, head off for the Mountains and trust to luck?"
"I won't need to! She wants my power. When she's ready, she'll tell me where she is."
"When she's ready, Torak! When she's got you alone. When it's too late. No. I won't let you go."
"You can't stop me."
They faced each other. Fin-Kedinn was broader and stronger, but Torak no longer had to look up to him.
Taking his medicine pouch, Torak yanked the drawstring tight. "When Renn gets back, tell her I'm sorry. It's too dangerous for her to come with me. At least
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that's one decision you'll approve of," he added with some bitterness. Since he'd turned fifteen--the age at which clan law permitted a boy to seek a mate--it had seemed as if Fin-Kedinn were trying to keep them apart.
Casting away his staff, Fin-Kedinn took a few paces, then returned. "I understand the urge to contact the dead. Believe me I do; when your mother died ... But Torak, it must be
resisted.
The living and the dead can't be together. It casts a blight on the living; it drags them down into madness!"
He spoke with startling vehemence, and for a moment, Torak was shaken. Then he shouldered his quiver and bow and took up his axe. "He's my father," he said.
"Your
father.
Your
destiny. But this is not only
your
battle! This threatens us all!"
"That's why I have to leave. I can't do nothing any longer."
Torak left the Raven camp soon afterward. The fog oppressed his spirits, but he saw no gray moths, and felt no immediate menace as he headed east.