Full Measure [Mastering Holly Oaks] (Siren Publishing Ménage Amour) (12 page)

Kat undressed and walked over to the mat where Jay was naked and kneeling. He was sitting back on his heels with his knees spread wide. His hands were relaxed on his inner thighs, palm up. She got into position and looked to him for approval.

“Spread your legs a little wider, you’re to be open to him, and arch your back a bit. You have an amazing body, pet. Show him how proud you are. He loves that body, and you should be proud of it.” She noticed he couldn’t take his eyes off the way her breasts lifted when she arched her back and pulled back her shoulders. She felt so on display, but beautiful, in a weird way. She was presenting herself for Sir. Just knowing that and looking at the god of a man kneeling next to her was getting her wet. Fuck. Jay’s cock was so hard already that it practically pointed straight at the door. It was like every part of him was straining for his Master’s arrival.

When Mac opened the door, she took a minute to take him in. His chest was bare, and he was wearing black leather pants. He was simply stunning. He looked so powerful and so strong. The air practically vibrated with his energy.

“So beautiful. You two are a vision.” Mac circled them while he spoke. When he was facing them again, he placed a hand on each of their heads. “Kitten, tonight you get to experience my flogger. There will be some pain, but the goal here is pleasure. I’d like to try and get you to fly, but that may not happen. Part of this scene will be for me to evaluate your limits with pain. You
will
call ‘yellow’ if it gets too painful for you. I’m good at reading body language, but we are new to each other. You need to communicate with me if you’re not feeling pleasure from the bite. Understand?”

“Yes, Sir.” She was getting so excited, she started breathing faster.

“Excellent. Slave, prepare her for me.” Mac walked away, leaving her in Jay’s care. Jay stood up and offered her his hand. He didn’t speak, but the look of love in his eyes gave her the strength to rise. Jay led her over to the St. Andrews Cross and positioned her hands out and up. He used leather cuffs with fleece lining to strap her hands to the wood. Running a finger under the cuffs, he made sure they weren’t too tight. “If at any time you feel your fingers or toes tingling, you say ‘yellow’ immediately. Master or I will check your circulation periodically, but do not wait for that if you feel tingling.”

Next he lowered to her feet and used similar cuffs on her ankles. He tapped her inner thighs to get her to spread her legs farther and strapped her in place. Finally, he wrapped a strap around her waist and cinched it to the center of the cross so she was completely immobile. She could barely wiggle. Instead of feeling trapped, though, she felt safe. Like she was tied to them and free to just let go. She couldn’t move, couldn’t do anything but take what was given to her.

It was so liberating. They had just taken away her ability to make any decision except to stop. She didn’t have to focus on what they wanted, where to touch, how to please. Kat realized that for the first time tonight, her mind was quiet. By taking her freedom and choices, they had given her mind the ability to truly quiet down. She lowered her head and breathed slow and deep.

She didn’t even jolt when she felt something caress her down her back. She was so relaxed. The flogger, that’s what that was. The strips of leather were so soft. Mac circled her body, letting the falls softly skim over every inch of her skin. After a few revolutions, he started to lightly swing. She felt no pain on impact, just a thuddy smack that felt really friggin’ good. He was focusing on her back, ass, and thighs, being careful to avoid her kidneys. His precision astounded her. Focusing on the pattern, she thought he was swinging in a moving figure eight up and down her body.

Every couple of swings was harder, and then he would go back to that thuddy stroke. It was kind of like getting a deep tissue massage. She closed her eyes and relaxed into the cross. Then Mac gave her a stroke with more bite to it. Kat moaned. It didn’t exactly hurt. It was like a thousand licks of fire on her ass. She felt the heat spread throughout her body as he softened the strokes. Then he focused his pattern down to just her ass and thighs. The biting strokes came more frequently, but she found she craved them.

She felt like time had stopped and there was just this feeling. She was breathing so deeply it was like actually being able to feel the oxygen flood her body. Her thoughts were fuzzy and slow. Her skin felt so hot and tight, sensitive to the very particles in the air. She could feel her cream running down the inside of her thighs. Someone was moaning in the room, but she didn’t even know if it was her. Then out of nowhere, she heard Mac drop the flogger and tell Jay, “It’s time, slave.”

* * * *

Jay could not fucking believe this. Kitten was flying. She practically went into subspace by the time he finished binding her to the cross. Christ, she was so beautiful to watch. Mac was definitely a skilled Master, but he didn’t know many subs that could go under so easily. They’d have to watch her closely to make sure she didn’t go so far as to not be able to call a stop to a scene. Mac would be devastated if he hurt her because she couldn’t differentiate pain from pleasure anymore. But this scene was perfect. She was a lovely shade of red that would fade in a few hours. And she was practically shaking with the need to come.

As soon as Mac gave him the go-ahead, they moved in on her. As delicately as they could, they released her from the cross and rubbed down her arms and legs. Face flushed, skin shining with sweat, eyes heavy lidded, she looked like a goddess. When Mac noticed her eyes were losing the glassy sheen of subspace and dilating in pure lust, he looked to Jay. “I want her on the bed. Now.”

Jay carefully picked kitten up. Fuck. She was rubbing all over him like a cat in heat.
Twelve times twelve is…
He wanted to feel his woman, enjoy the pleasure of her body. He did
not
want to shoot off like a teenager.

As fast as humanly possible, he got her laid back on the bed in the corner while Mac restrained her arms above her head. He knew Mac understood the restraint really worked for kitten. Jay didn’t need it as much as kitten, but he loved it all the same. He slammed his eyes shut on the image of him on the cross, bound and helpless with his cock down kitten’s throat. “Get it together, slave, you come without permission and you’ll get the cane. Remember your training. Your pleasure is mine. Do not let me down.”

That worked. His Master knew what to say to help him. He knew that Jay hated failing him in any way. Mac had just given him exactly what he needed to get his control back. “Thank you, Master.”

“Always, slave.” Mac grabbed Jay by the hair and pulled his face up close. “I will always give you what you need. I love you. Nothing changes that, slave. Kitten will make us something better than we were. She will never take my love or focus away from you. We are three now, love.” With that, Mac gave Jay a savage kiss. He fucked his mouth and gripped his cock. “Now get this beautiful cock inside our pet, love.”

Kitten was whimpering and panting on the bed. She started rubbing her thighs together. “Did you like watching me kiss my slave, pet?” Mac quietly asked.

“God, yes, Sir!”

“Good, be a good girl, and I’ll let you watch me fuck him. Would you like that? To watch us make love? Maybe I’ll order you to finger yourself. Show us how much we please you. I’ll make you spread your legs wide and let us watch you come when I shoot into his ass.”

Jay knew Mac was thoroughly enjoying setting up that scene for kitten. They were both watching her breasts jiggle with her pants and listening to her moan. Jay was enjoying the image he created, too, and he needed to stop listening before he undermined his own efforts with the condom. His hands were shaking so badly he was afraid he’d never get the fucker on!

“On top of pet, slave. Now. She needs you,” Mac commanded.

Thank the saints! Jay crawled between kitten’s legs and slicked up his cock in her juices. She was writhing under him. “Now, slave. Tunnel your way in…she’s tight and wet…don’t you dare come. When you’re fully seated, I want you stop.”

Kitten wrapped her legs around Jay and rubbed her breasts against his chest. She couldn’t move her arms, but girlfriend was working with what she could. The head of Jay’s dick kissed her entrance and he pushed. He dropped his head at the feel of her. She was gripping him like a fist. He was going to go slow for her, but she squeezed her legs and thrust her pelvis up to take him fully.
Goddamn!
Uncrossing his eyes and trying to breathe, all Jay could manage was a moan that matched kitten’s.

Just when he caught his breath, he felt Mac drizzle lube down the crack of his ass. “Oh, fuck.” He moaned.

“What’s he doing?” kitten huffed. He glared at her. She was so not the only one who wanted to get this going. She could huff all she liked. He’d just be the guy having a stroke.

“He’s playing with my ass!” he practically screamed.

“I’m not just playing, slave. I’m going to ream your ass while you fuck our pet.” With that, he felt Mac breach his hole and grab his hips. He pushed in all the way, grunting with the effort. Jay’s mouth froze in an
O
, and he knew true bliss. His cock encased in the wet heat of kitten’s pussy, Master’s hard cock filling his ass, nothing had ever felt better. He’d never had a sexual experience so intense.

“Move, slave,” Mac said in a voice that was more than strained.

Jay bumped into kitten and started to move. He was fucking into her cunt with every thrust, and when he pulled back, Mac slammed home in his ass. Un-fucking-believable!

As their pace increased, kitten started to keen. Mac had found his sweet spot and was hammering into him. “Master?” He had to let go. Kitten was so tight now he was having a hard time moving inside her. His balls had drawn up close to his body and he knew he wouldn’t last.

“Now, loves!” Mac shouted.

Jay shoved his hand between his and pet’s body and rubbed her clit. She came hard around him. She squeezed him so tight she pulled the cum from his balls. Mac thrust deep, shooting into his ass so powerfully he could feel every spasm. Mac collapsed on top of him, breathing heavily. Jay’s arms were shaking from trying to hold their combined weight off kitten. She was gasping for air. Finally, Mac withdrew and pulled Jay off kitten. “Untie her, slave. I’ll clean you both up. Then we’re going to bed before I pass out.”

Yeah. That was a plan he could get on board with. Maybe some sleep would help his brain start functioning again.

The next morning, they were sitting in the breakfast nook eating when Kat realized she had yet to see Mac’s dog. Granted, it was a big house, but a Lab is a big and social dog. Why hadn’t it greeted them yesterday? “Mac, where’s your dog? I wanted to make friends before I go scavenging for bad teeth tomorrow.”

Mac’s face turned beet red, and Jay was covering his laugh behind his hand. “Well, he’s not here. He’s at Kelly’s,” Mac said reasonably.

“Why? And why do you look nervous?”

“I am not nervous, kitten. And stop looking at me suspiciously. I didn’t lie to you. Carson is my dog. I trained him to be a watchdog, and then I sort of moved him in with Kelly. She lives alone and needs companionship and protection. I pay all his bills, so he’s still technically mine. But, kitten, from now on if I want to buy you a gift, I do not need to barter with you to do so. I know you have a lot of pride, especially where money is concerned, but it does not belong here in this relationship. Are we clear?”

She couldn’t help but smile at him. He found a way to protect his friend, and he thought she would call him a liar? She wanted to hug him for being such a sweet and caring man. And he was revving up for a fight with her over gifts, too. She had no intention of fighting with him, though she would clarify one point.

“Mac, I’m not mad about the dog. I think it was tremendously thoughtful to give Kelly a dog that would love and protect her. And I won’t argue about gifts anymore. But I don’t need them, Mac. You do not have to buy my affection. I’m not interested in money. I’ve lived long enough without it to appreciate it, but I don’t need it. I need the men who cuddled me all night.” With that she leaned over and kissed him. Then she left him smiling to go clean her plate and get ready for work.

* * * *

Jay turned to Mac. “I love her, Mac. I didn’t know I could fall in love so fast, but there it is. I truly love her.”

Mac knew just how he felt. In such a short time, this woman had changed the path of their life. He knew she still needed some time, but he hoped he wouldn’t have to wait long. Kitten belonged in their home with them. She was their mate, and he knew that she was falling in love with them, too. “I love her, too, Jay. And we are definitely keeping her.”

Kitten came back to the kitchen in her scrubs, ready for work. “I need to get to the clinic. Can one of you drive me, since I don’t have a car here?”

“Jay is going to take you, love. I have to go out of town for the night on business. I’d like for you stay here with Jay, but we understand if you need some time alone. Think about it, and let him know before your shift ends, okay? We make sure to always tell each other where we’ll be so no one has to worry. Can you agree to that?”

* * * *

“Of course. I won’t leave you wondering or not able to get in touch with me.” She definitely had some thinking to do. She wanted to stay and never leave. Could she really be in love with these men after just a week? Everything in her said
yes
. Part of her recognized that she had never felt as strongly toward her ex in all their time together. Now she wondered if she had ever even truly loved him at all. And was it smart to keep distance between her and her boys just because it wasn’t common to fall in love so quickly? What was the point in waiting around for some magical period of time to elapse? Hadn’t she wasted enough of her life just existing? Maybe it was time to take a chance and really live.