from Pain to Pleasure (Gainesville Book 1) (17 page)

“What’re you doing?” He was the one confused then.

She put her arms around his neck and kissed his cheek. “Lay down on your stomach. I want to do the rest of you.” Her eyes scanned the front of his body and stopped at his engorged cock. Her pussy contracted. It knew what that part of his anatomy could do to her.
What the hell’s wrong with me?
The response in her head almost made her laugh.
Shut up and enjoy his body
.

He leaned back on her shoulder and caressed her arms. “See? You do care. I love you.”

She put a hand through his hair. It was soft and flowed through her fingers easily. “I don’t know what I feel. I just wanna touch you.”

She moved on the bed and watched as he lay down. All of him looked incredible. She sat on his legs and started with his lower back. Then as each area loosened, she went lower. Her pussy rubbed on his skin a few times, not quite accidentally.

“Fuuuuck,” Alex mumbled as she ground against his calf. He gripped the pillow under his head while his erection grew even more. “Oh, damn,” he growled into the pillow. She stroked the back of his knees with her fingertips. Girls didn’t usually try to find his weak spots, but she found several that morning.

When Danielle finally finished, she lay next to him and whispered, “Turn over.”

He grinned and flipped over, hands behind his head. Her eyes roamed his body. When they met his, he blew her a kiss. “Do your worst.” He hoped she would get so horny she rode him. He dreamed of that nightly, and of course it was his favorite masturbation fantasy.

She knelt on the bed and watched his rigid dick twitch. Then she began to massage his thighs. They held such power and strength. No wonder he ran so fast. Their eyes met again as she let his lower leg stimulate her even more. She was about to lose control. Minutes later, she slid her hands up his body. Her hands ran up, over his abdomen, and then to his chest. Unable to resist, she leaned down and kissed his lips. She wanted him so badly, she felt like she would die without him. It was almost as intense as when they were under the influence of the drug the night before.

Alex kissed her back while he held her face. Their kisses quickly became intense. He repressed the urge to flip them over so he could do her, but it wasn’t easy. One hand traveled down her body, slowly. She moaned into his mouth as he gently caressed her lower back. Then he grabbed her butt. He loved how nice of an ass she had; so abundant, in a good way.

“I want you,” Danielle admitted. She shivered with need.

He smiled at her and gazed into her glassy eyes. “I know.” He held her hips over his and shifted up, which rubbed his dick into her folds. “I want you, too.”

She whimpered while his erection brushed her clit repeatedly. “Please…”

“Please what?” He groaned, not sure how long he could continue the tease. At least, it was a tease for him. “What, babe?”

She cried out and scratched his chest, shocked she came. He didn’t stop, though. She grabbed his shoulders. “God…” A gasp passed her lips. She had no idea something so simple could feel so good.

As soon as Danielle came a second time, Alex brought his hips down and held her. “You like that?”

“Yeah…” She was breathless.

When she caught her breath, she looked up at his smile and grinned back at him. Brian would never do something just to give her pleasure. Alex was a better man. One that she couldn’t resist any longer. He was the one man that made her happy, horny and secure all at once. She got up and rifled through Marie’s bag. When she pulled out a condom, she held it behind her back. Then she let the towel drop, a smirk the only thing she wore.

“What’re you doing?” Alex asked from the bed. He watched her funny expression, but couldn’t read it. She was up to something.

Danielle’s gaze roamed his body again, and she bit her lip. He was the hottest guy she ever laid eyes on. “Nothing,” she lied. She got up on the bed and stayed on her knees for a few seconds.

Alex sighed. “You’re killing me, you know.” He stared at her naked body, dying to touch her. He wanted to feel it under him again. His cock jumped as if it beckoned her to it.

She leaned down and kissed him deeply. Her tongue slowly caressed his. Her free hand rested above his shoulder. He pulled her face closer. Then he thrust his tongue in further and dominated her mouth, desperate for her. She pulled away and sat on his legs again. Then she opened the condom behind her back. Doubt suddenly entered her mind. His killer smile swayed her his way.
I need him
.

After she had taken a deep calming breath, she showed him the condom. Then she rolled it over his erection. “Did I do it right?” She was still anxious and unsure of herself.

“Yeah.” His smile widened. Then he lifted her hands. “You sure you wanna do this?” He wanted her but didn’t want her to regret it.

“I do… But—but I never did it this way before.” She blushed at her lack of experience. “I haven’t done a lot of things.”

Alex’s breath caught when she straddled his hips. Then he watched her lift his dick and slowly sink down onto it. He moaned loudly while his fantasy came to life. “Fuck. You feel good.” She was tighter than he remembered.

Nervously, Danielle continued to lower her hips until she had taken every inch. Then she closed her eyes. Flashes of the night before came to her. His cock felt so different than Brian’s, and it
did
fit just right. The other times they had sex were still somewhat sketchy.
I’m sober now, and nothing is going to make me forget how he feels inside me
. Her vaginal muscles clenched a bit. She looked to him, scared and unsure again.

“We can stop.” He didn’t want to push her into something she didn’t want. “I told you. You can say no to me.”

She stuck her bottom lip out a bit. “I’m nervous. I don’t know how to ride you the right way, but I want to.”

“There’s no wrong way. Just lift up your hips, and then come back down.” He took her hands again. “Push on my hands while you do it if you want.”

She took a deep breath again and did as he told her. The extraordinary feeling surprised her. “Can I go faster?”

“Do whatever you want to me.” He groaned as her hips hit his again. He tilted his head back. His balls already tingled. “Not… yet…” he quietly begged his body while she rode him harder. “Danielle… Oh fuck, Danielle.”

She could see and hear his pleasure, even without the words. It made her shiver. With a smile, she pushed harder on his hands and moved quicker. Then she found if she lifted higher, it was even better. She did that several times and sighed. Her head went back. It was just incredible.

Alex’s eyes glazed over while unbelievable ecstasy washed over him. He felt like he came without ejaculation. That had never happened to him before. He gasped again. It was much better than in his head.

“Holy shit!” he cried out.

Danielle clutched Alex’s hands tightly. Her body responded as well. Deep within, a tremble began. She came down on him as hard as she could without pain. With just a few more thrusts, she cried out. Her insides exploded with rapture. The feeling took over her whole body. It never felt that way with Brian. She had to stop for a few seconds.

“Babe, don’t stop. I’m so close. Please,” he begged.

His mouth opened as his belly tightened when she contracted around him several times. Then he quickly forced it to subside. She needed him to last. Again, that sensation flowed through him. His eyes closed while his entire body shuddered.
Is that what they mean by multi-orgasmic?
He didn’t actually care. He just couldn’t keep the thought at bay.

She pushed herself to continue because she wanted him to cum as well. She leaned on him even more and went faster than she thought possible. His moans encouraged her even more. She cried out again. Inside, she tightened while her eyes rolled back. Yet, she kept up the rhythm. He moaned loudly, which triggered one of her own. It didn’t affect her when Brian enjoyed sex.

She leaned her body forward for some reason, and it suddenly felt different. Alex obviously felt it too. She continued to move as quickly as possible. Alex’s fingers gripped her hands tighter while he pulled her upper body down somewhat. Then she cried out again. Waves of pleasure coursed throughout her entire body.

Alex quickly let her hands go and held her hips down. “Danielle. Fuck. I’m cumming!”

Danielle closed her eyes when she felt his shaft pulsate. Then she looked down at him, and their eyes met. She shook with aftershocks, overcome it still felt good.

“That’s what it’s supposed to be like,” Alex told her, breathlessly. “Not pain.” She suddenly hugged him as she shuddered hard. He put his arms around her. “It’s OK, Danielle.” He ran his hands over her back and felt the contours of her scars. “It really should be like this. You’re OK. It’s a good feeling.”

Her body shivered as realization came over her.
I’ve been wrong about sex for so long
. She was overwhelmed and baffled by the feelings Alex brought on. How good she felt, even after it had ended was foreign to her. She did not remember that same reaction the night before. Tears started to fall while it became too much to bear.

“Babe, try and relax.” He was nervous she would bolt from the room. He had been right. She never enjoyed sex before him. He raked his fingers through her hair. “Hey, um. I need to pull out. So the condom doesn’t slip. I’ll hold you again, I promise.”
Wait. Did I use a condom last night?
He had no idea.

Danielle used his body to help her move. When his dick dislodged from her body, she missed it but needed him to hold her tight. Then she lay down on the bed while he turned to his side. They held each other closely.

“I love you so much,” he whispered. He hoped it assured her.

Her tears tugged at his heart, but he understood them. She had never known love before. He held her head to his chest, and she sobbed.
I hope she doesn’t cry every time we have sex
. He soon laid his head on hers and listened to her breathing change. Within minutes, she was asleep.

Alex relaxed and took slow breaths. He felt more satisfied than he imagined possible. He came so hard and so much, it shocked him. The condom was uncomfortable, but he didn’t want to let Danielle go. He kissed her head again then closed his eyes.

“Forever, Danielle,” he whispered into her hair.

Alex opened his eyes and looked around. The light in the room had changed.
I must’ve fallen asleep
. Danielle was still asleep, nestled in his arms. He smiled. It was hard to believe she was finally his. After all the weeks he had pursued her and had been there for her, he won. She made love to him to prove it. His smile widened as he caressed her soft cheek.

“Brian will never knock you around again.” He looked up and tried not to let his hate take over. “Never again will anyone hurt you, Danielle.”

A few minutes later, Danielle woke up. Fingers gently ran down her arm. She slowly looked up. Alex watched her sleep. She still felt amazing.

Their his eyes met. She reached up and touched his cheek. “Why do I still feel it?” Her body felt tingly, and her womb continued to spasm.

He smiled, with love in his eyes. “It’s normal. It’s a good thing.” He ran a hand through her hair. “So, this means we’re together, right?”

“I don’t know,” Danielle admitted sadly. “I care about you so much, but I don’t know if I should really be with you without breaking up with him. That’s not fair to you, either. I don’t even know how I feel about you.” She pulled away from him and sat up. She felt guilty about the entire situation.

Alex’s heart beat so fast; he felt like it would burst from his chest. Her words couldn’t have hurt more. He got off the bed and tossed out the condom but returned quickly. Then he crawled up on the bed and lay behind Danielle. He pulled her into his arms and gritted his teeth.

“Whatever you want is fine with me.” It was a lie, but he knew the truth would push her away. “But I need you to talk to me. If you’re not sure, I’ll wait.”

Danielle leaned back on him. “I’m not sure what to do yet. I feel…” She didn’t know how to describe it. “Um, well… I feel more for you, but that could be because sex never felt like that before for me. It’s confusing.”

Alex breathed deeply. “Then I’ll wait.” He kissed the nape of her neck and held back the tears that filled his eyes.
How am I gonna be around her and not remember how she made me feel this morning?

Eyes closed; Danielle felt Alex tremble. That meant he was hurt and upset. She had the need to explain herself. Quickly, she turned over and wrapped her arms around him. “I’m sorry. There’s just so much you don’t know.”

“So tell me.” Alex held her close. “I deserve to know why.” He couldn’t stop the words before they left his mouth. “I didn’t mean it that way.”

She sighed. “But you do deserve the truth. It’s not going to be easy to hear.”

He waited for her to explain. Her hands shook on his back, but she didn’t utter a word for some time. He ran a hand down her back and felt all the welts. “Did Brian do this?”

“No.” She shivered as a memory returned. The belt slapped her shoulder, and she jumped. Alex’s soothing caress helped her relax. “He saved me from it.”

Alex’s mouth dropped slightly. Her loyalty started to make some sense. Brian wasn’t all bad. “How’d he save you?” He asked had without thinking. His mind was overwhelmed as well.

“He came to pick me up.” Danielle moved closer to Alex. She needed his strength to get through the tale. “My dad was in my room, whipping me again. It was much worse than normal. Usually, I got a few swats when I got a bad grade or something.” She took in a shaky breath. Alex’s hand cradled her head to give her a bit of courage. “Brian’s father told mine that I cheated on him. It wasn’t true. Brian let hid brother Jeff have me because I—I—” She shivered. “I caught Jeff jerking off and didn’t look away fast enough. Brian told him I needed to learn not to look at other men. It hurt.” She whimpered, as she recalled her attempts to fight Jeff off.

Barely composed, Alex whispered, “I’m here.”