Foundation Fear (32 page)

Hot day in the sun. Dust tickles. Makes me snort.

That Biggest, he walks by, gets respect right away. Plenty. Ferns and guys alike, they
stick out their hands.

Biggest touches them, taking time with each, letting them know he is there. The world is
all right.

I reach out to him, too. Makes me feel good. I want to be like Biggest, to be big, be as
big as him, be hint.

Ferns don't give him any trouble. He wants one, she goes. Hump right away. He's Biggest.

Most males, they don't get much respect. Ferns don't want to do with them as much as they
do with Biggest. The little males, they huff and throw sand and all that, but everybody
knows they're not going to be much. No chance they could ever be like Biggest. They don't like that, but they are stuck with it.

Me, I'm pretty big. I get respect. Some, anyway.

All the guys like stroking. Petting. Grooming. Ferns give it to them and they give it back.

Guys get more, though. After it, they're not so gruff.

I'm sitting getting groomed and all of a sudden I smell something. I don't like it. I jump
up, cry out. Biggest, he takes notice. Smells it, too.

Strangers. Everybody starts hugging each other. Strong smell, plenty of it. Lots of
Strangers. The wind says they are near, getting nearer.

They come running down on us from the ridge. Looking for ferns, looking for trouble.

I run for my rocks. I always have some handy. I fling one at them, miss. Then they in
among us. It's hard to hit them, they go so fast.

Four Strangers, they grab two ferns. Drag them away.

Everybody howling, crying. Dust everywhere.

I throw rocks. Biggest leads the guys against the Strangers.

They turn and run off. Just like that. Got the two ferns though and that's bad.

Biggest mad. He pushes around some of the guys, makes noise. He not looking so good now,
he let the Strangers in.

Those Strangers bad. We all hunker down, groom each other, pet, make nice sounds.

Biggest, he come by, slap some of the ferns. Hump some. Make sure everybody know he's
still Biggest.

He don't slap me. He know better than to try. I growl at him when he come close and he
pretend not to hear.

Maybe he not so Big anymore, I'm thinking.

He stayed with it this time. After the first crisis, when the Stranger pans came running
through, he sat and let himself get groomed for a long time. It really did calm him.

Him? Who was he?

This time he could fully sense the pan mind. Not below him -- that was a metaphor -- but
around him. A swarming scattershot of senses, thoughts, fragments like leaves blowing by
him in a wind.

And the wind was emotion. Blustering gales, howling and whipping in gusts, raining
thoughts like soft hammer blows.

These pans thought poorly, in the sense that he could get only shards, like human musings
chopped by a nervous editor. But pans felt intensely.

Of course, he thought -- and he could think, nestled in the hard kernel of himself,
wrapped in the pan mind. Emotions told it what to do, without thinking. Quick reactions
demanded that. Strong feeling amplified subtle cues into strong impera- tives. Blunt
orders from Mother Evolution.

He saw now that the belief that high order mental experiences like emotion were unique to
people* was ... simply conceited. These pans shared much of the human worldview. A theory
of pan psychohistory could be valuable.

He gingerly separated himself from the dense, pressing pan mind. He wondered if the pan
knew he was here. Yes, it did -- dimly.

Yet this did not bother the pan. He integrated it into his blurred, blunt world. Hari was
somewhat like an emotion, just one of many fluttering by and staying a while, then wafting
away.

Could he be more than that? He tried getting the pan to lift its right arm -- and it was
like lead. He struggled for a while that way with no success. Then he realized his error.
He could not overpower this pan. not as a kernel in a much larger mind.

He thought about this as the pan groomed a female, picking carefully through coarse hair.
The strands smelled good, the air was sweet, the sun stroked ban with blades of generous
warmth ...

Emotion. Pans didn't follow instructions because that simply by beyond them. They could
not understand directions in the human sense. Emotions -- those they knew. He had to be an
emotion, not a little general giving orders.

He sat for a while simply being this pan. He learned -- or rather, he felt. The troop
groomed and scavenged food, malm eyeing the perimeter, females keeping close to the young.
A lazy calm descended over him. carrying him effortlessly through warm moments of the day.

Not since boyhood had he felt anything like this. A slow, graceful easing, as though there
were no time at all, only slices of eternity.

In this mood, he could concentrate on a simple movement -- raising an arm, scratching --
and create the desire to do it. His pan responded. To make it happen, he had to feel his
way toward a goal.

Catching a sweet scent on the wind, Hari thought about what food that might signal. His
pan meandered upwind, sniffed, discarded the clue as uninteresting. Hari could now smell
the reason why: fruit, true, sweet, yes -- but inedible for a pan.

Good. He was learning. And he was integrating himself into the deep recesses of this
pan-mind.

Watching the troop, he decided to name the prominent pans, to keep them straight: Agile
the quick one, Sheelah the sexy one, Grubber the hungry one ... But what was his own name?
His he dubbed Ipan. Not very original, but that was its main characteristic, / as pan.

Grubber found some bulb-shaped fruit and the others drifted over to scavenge. The hard
fruit smelled a little too young (how did he know that?), but some ate it anyway.

And which of these was Dors? They had asked to be immersed in the same troop, so one of
these -- he forced himself to count, though somehow the exercise was like moving heavy
weights in his mind -- these twenty-two was her. How could he tell? He ambled over to
several females who were using sharp-edged stones to cut leaves from branches. They tied
the strands together so they could carry food.

Hari peered into their faces. Mild interest, a few hands held out for stroking, an
invitation to groom. No glint of recognition in their eyes.

He watched a big fern, Sheelah, carefully wash sand-covered fruit in a creek. The troop
followed suit; Sheelah was a leader of sorts, a female lieutenant to Biggest.

She ate with relish, looked around. There was grain growing nearby, past maturity, ripe
tan kernels already scattered in the sandy soil. Concentrating, Hari could tell from the
faint bouquet that this was a delicacy. A few pans squatted and picked grains from the
sand, slow work. Sheelah did the same, and then stopped, gazing off at the creek. Time
passed, insects buzzed. After a while she scooped up sand and kernels and walked to the
brook's edge. She tossed it all in. The sand sank, the kernels floated. She skimmed them
off and gulped them down, grinning widely.

An impressive trick. The other pans did not pick up on her kernel-skimming method. Fruit
washing was conceptually easier, he supposed, since the pan could keep the fruit the whole
time. Kernel-skimming demanded throwing away the food first, then rescuing it -- a harder
mental jump.

He thought about her and in response Ipan sauntered over her way. He peered into Sheelah's
eyes -- and she winked at him. Dors! He wrapped hairy arms around her in a burst of love.

“Pure animal love, ” she said over dinner. “Refreshing.”

Hari nodded. “I like being there, living that way.”

“I can smell so much more.”

“Fruit tastes differently when they bite into it. ” He held up a purple bulb, sliced into
it, forked it into his mouth. “To me, this is almost unbearably sweet. To Ipan, it's
pleasant, a little peppery. I suppose pans have been selected for a sweet tooth. It gets
them more fast calories.”

“I can't think of a more thorough vacation. Not just getting away from home, but getting
away from your species.”

He eyed the fruit. “And they're so, so ... ”

“Horny?”

“Insatiable.”

“You didn't seem to mind.”

“My pan, Ipan? I bail out when he gets into his hump-them-all mood.”

She eyed him. “Really?”

“Don't you bail out?”

“Yes, but I don't expect men to be like women.”

“Oh?” he said stiffly.

“I've been reading in the ExSpec's research library, while you toy with pan social
movements. Women invest heavily in their children. Men can use two strategies: parental
investment, plus 'sow the oats. '” She lifted an eyebrow. “Both must have been selected
for in our evolution, because they're both common.”

“Not with me.”

To his surprise, she laughed. “I'm talking in general. My point is, the pans are much more
promiscuous than we are. The males run everything. They help out the females who are
carrying their children, I gather, but then they shop around elsewhere all the time.”

Hari switched into his professional mode; it was decidedly more comfortable when dealing
with such issues. “As the specialists say, they are pursuing a mixed reproductive
strategy.”

“How polite.”

“Polite plus precise.”

Of course, he couldn't really be sure Dors bailed out of Sheelah when a male came by for a
quick one. (They were always quick, too -- thirty seconds or less. ) Could she exit the
pan mind that quickly? He required a few moments to extricate himself. Of course, if she
saw the male coming, guessed his intentions ...

He was surprised at himself. What role did jealousy have when they were inhabiting other
bodies? Did the usual moral code make any sense? Yet to talk this over with her was ...
embarrassing.

He was still the country boy from Helicon, like it or not.

Ruefully he concentrated on his meal of local “roamer-fleisch, ” which turned out to be an
earthy, dark meat in a stew of tangy vegetables. He ate heartily, and in response to Dors'
rather obviously amused silence said, “I'd point out that pans understand commerce, too.
Food for sex, betrayal of the leader for sex, spare my child for sex, grooming for sex,
just about anything for sex.”

“It does seem to be their social currency. Short and decidedly not sweet. lust quick
lunges, strong sensations, then boom -- it's over.”

“The males need it, the females use it.”

“Ummm, you've been taking notes.”

“If I'm going to model pans as a sort of simplified people, then I must.”

“Model pans?” came the assured tones of ExSpec Vaddo. “They're not model citizens, if
that's what you mean. ” He gave them a sunny smile and Hari guessed this was more of the
obligatory friendliness of this place.

Hari smiled mechanically. “I'm trying to find the variables that could describe pan
behavior.”

“You should spend a lot of time with them, ” Vaddo said, sitting at the table and holding
up a finger to a waiter for a drink. “They're subtle creatures.”

“I agree, ” said Dors. “Do you ride them very much?”

“Some, but most of our research is done differently now. ” Vaddo's mouth twisted ruefully.
“Statistical models, that sort of thing. I got this touring idea started, using the
immersion tech we had developed earlier, to make money for the project. Otherwise, we'd
have had to close.”

“I'm happy to contribute, ” Hari said.

“Admit it -- you like it, ” Dors said, amused.

“Well, yes. It's ... different.”

“And good for the staid Professor Seldon to get out of his shell, ” she said.

Vaddo beamed. “Be sure you don't take chances out there. Some of our customers think
they're superpans or something.”

Dors' eyes flickered. “What danger is there? Our bodies are in slowtime, back here.”

Vaddo said, “You're strongly linked. A big shock to a pan can drive a back-shock in your
own neurological systems.”

“What sort of shock?” Hari asked.

“Death, major injury.”

“In that case, ” Dors said to Hari, “I really do not think you should immerse.”

Hari felt irked. “Come on! I'm on vacation, not in prison.”

“Any threat to you -- ”

“Just a minute ago you were rhapsodizing about how good for me it was.”

“You're too important to -- ”

“There's really very little danger, ” Vaddo came in smoothly. “Pans don't die suddenly,
usually.”

“And I can bail out when I see danger coming, ” Hari added.

“But will you? I think you're getting a taste for adventure.”

She was right, but he wasn't going to concede the point. If he wanted a little escape from
his humdrum mathematician's routine, so much the better. “I like being out of Trantor's
endless corridors.”

Vaddo gave Dors a confident smile. “And we haven't lost a tourist yet.”

“How about research staff?” she shot back.

“Well, that was a most unusual -- ”

“What happened?”

“A pan fell off a ledge. The human operator couldn't bail out in time and she came out of
it paralyzed. The shock of experiencing death through immersion is known from other
incidents to prove fatal. But we have systems in place now to short circuit -- ”

“What else?” she persisted.

“Well, there was one difficult episode. In the early days, when we had simple wire fences.
” The ExSpec shifted uneasily. “Some predators got in.”

“What sort of predators?”

"A primate pack hunter, Carnopapio grandis. We call them raboons, because they're
genetically related to a small primate on another continent. Their DNA -- '

“How did they get in?” Dors insisted.

“They're somewhat like a wild hog, with hooves that double as diggers. They smelled game
-- our corralled animals. Dug under the fences.”

Dors eyed the high, solid walls. “These are adequate?”

“Certainly. Raboons share DNA with the pans and we believe they're from an ancient genetic
experiment. Someone tried to make a predator by raising the earlier stock up onto two
legs. Like most bipedal predators, the forelimbs are shortened and the head carried
forward, balanced by a thick tail they use for signaling to each other. They prey on the
biggest herd animals, the gigantelope, eating only the richest meat. ”,

“Why attack humans?”

"They take targets of opportunity, too. Pans, even.

When they got into the compound, they went for adult humans, not children -- a very
selective strategy."

Dors shivered. “You look at all this very ... objectively.”

“I'm a biologist.”

“I never knew it could be so interesting, ” Hari said to defuse her apprehension.

Vaddo beamed. “Not as involving as higher mathematics, I'm sure.”

Dors' mouth twisted with wry skepticism. “Do you mind if guests carry weapons inside the
compound?”