Forever Girl (25 page)

“I’m the dominate in this relationship. You’ll experience that dominance outside of the bedroom. If I fill that you need to be controlled in a situation I’ll do just that. This is one instance that what I says goes. I know you well enough that you’ll try sticking your nose into whatever is happening or going to happen with Hound and Jess.” He says to me in a low voice.

I understand what it is he’s saying but that does not mean I like it.

“I understand but right now’s not the time or place to have this discussion. I have to check on the children and say hi to dad and Shadow.”

He kisses me hard and tells me he can’t wait for my training to start.

    Dean and I get the kids bathed and down for the night. I go to the fridge and grab the wine and pour two glasses for Jess and myself. She takes her glass and asks for the tour. So we head for the hallway. I show her the half bath, Dean’s office, and the library. I then take her to the basement and I show her the gym and the bathroom.

“What’s behind the other door?” She asks me

“It’s another bedroom but it’s more of an adult playroom.” I say in a whisper.

“Oh really now?” She says to me with laughter in her voice when she sees how red my face has gotten.

I open the door for her and she walks into the room and she stands there looking around.

“WOW!” She says in a slightly gruff voice.

“Have you ever done anything like this?”

“I have. I’m in control of every aspect of my life. I needed an outlet so I found out about a spot in Fort Collins. It’s a Sex Club and I went and checked the place out and eventually I got a membership.” She tells me.

“I’m a submissive from what Dean tells me. I have all kinds of questions.”

“I can talk you through all the questions you might have now or in the future. You don’t have anything to worry about.” She says to me sincerely.

I hear someone clear their throat. We turn around and I see my man and Hound behind us. I know my face is as red as a tomato because I can tell they both heard our conversation.

“We we’re just checking on you two. You and Jess can finish you’re conversation now. Thank you Jess for the help you’re going to be giving my girl. I know she’s nervous and didn’t know exactly what to expect. Seeing as you’re a submissive you’ll be able to answer the questions she will have.” My man says.

“You’re welcome Sir.” She says as she has her head lowered in a submissive way.

I hear Hound growl and she lifts her eyes to him. He has his hands in a tight fist by his side. I also see the huge bulge in his pants. I move my eyes away from Hound’s cock and land my eyes on my man’s cock. I lift my eyes to his face see his smirk and he lifts his eyebrow and I lift my shoulder as to say I don’t have any idea. He gives a gruff laugh and walks to me and kisses me hard on the lips as one of his hands grabs my ass and squeezes.

“Let’s leave the girls alone to talk a little more.” He says as he lets me go and hits Hound on the shoulder.

Both of them adjust their packages and turn around and walk out of the room. Jess and I look at each other and we start to laugh.

“We can hear you! I can’t wait to spank your ass later!” I hear my man say.

“I’m happy that you’re here.” I say to her as we both start giggling.

We talk for about an hour. I ask her all the questions I have. She answers my questions and explains things in detail I’m not understanding. I have a clear idea of what’s going to be asked of me now. I feel confident that I’ll be all he needs me to be. I know that this isn’t just for him but for me also. The way she explains it to me is that I’ll feel like I can give up control and I won’t have the weight of the world on my shoulders anymore. He’s already made me feel special and loved and I’m already addicted to the dirty nasty things he does and says to me. I’m excited to see what else he has in his store for me. I know the book introduced me to the lifestyle through its pages. I knew people were into this lifestyle but I’d never knew anyone personally in the lifestyle or so I thought. So for me to have Dean and Jess in the lifestyle I feel comfortable knowing that I’ll learn from two people I trust most.

“Could you teach me the poses and anything else I’ll need to learn?”

“I’d be happy to teach you, but you need to talk to Dean first. These kinds of decisions need to be made together. He might want to teach you himself. He could also be happy for me to teach you.” She responds.

I tell her I’ll ask him tonight. We leave the basement and I take her to the back deck.

“One night we’ll have to get into the hot tub with some wine. We’ll just chill and watch stars.”

“That is a great idea.” She responds with a smile.

“I’m happy that you’re getting everything you’ve dreamed about. You have a lovely home and a great man. I’m really happy for you guys.” She says with a hand on my arm and a look of happiness for me in her eyes.

“I’m grateful that he found us. I never imagined in my wildest dreams I’d be here. Now that I am I’ll never leave his side.” I tell her truthfully.

“So what do you think of Hound?” I ask as I hug her tight.

“I wondered how long it would take for you to ask? He’s just the kind of man I’m attracted too. He looks like a living god but I’m not in a place where I can get involved with someone right now. I have to focus on me and the last thing I need is to have to worry about another man. I’ve been having problems with one of the guys that I was submissive for at the club. He’s given me such hard time I canceled my membership. I had to file a report with the club also. I’m not ready to put myself back out there.” She says to me with sadness in her eyes.

I ask what happened with this guy because I know something terrible must have happened.

“He wanted to me as his submissive on a permanent basis. I told him that I wasn’t looking to be a full-time submissive or in a relationship with him or anyone else. I also told him I wouldn’t be his submissive at the club anymore either. He stalked me and found out where I lived and worked. He tried to blackmail me into being his submissive. I reported him and he was put on probation at the club. He then broke into my house on night and waited for me to come home. He proceeded to beat and rape me repeatedly for two days. I went to the police but because of who he is there was nothing they would even do for me. I’ve been sleeping at the office or a hotel for the past month and a half.” She tells me.

“Is why you didn’t come here a month ago?” I ask with tears streaming down my face and I hold her in my arms.

“I didn’t need or want you to see me beat up. I wanted to recover before I meet everyone.” She tells me with sad eyes.

I hear a growl and then the slamming of my sliding glass door as Hound goes back into the house. I look at her and she looks at me with a sad smile.

“Well I didn’t plan on him hearing the dirty; but I guess that’s one way to keep him from coming around and tempting me. It’s better this way for him and for me. He’s too sexy for his own good or for mine for that matter.” She says.

I don’t believe her for a second.

“I want you to move back here. I’ll help you anyway I can.” I say to her.

“I’ve been thinking about it.” She tells me.

Next thing I know I have four very angry alpha bikers on the back deck. They want to know everything about this guy.

“You had him figured all wrong sister.” I whisper

“I guess I did.” She whispers to me.

We go into the house and they follow us. Jess sits down on one of the couches and everyone follows suite.

“He’s mom is a CEO of a big corporation in Denver and his dad’s a Congressman for Colorado also. I’ve been going to the club for a couple of years now and I’ve never had a problem. He joined a little over a year ago. Most of the submissive’s in the club stay away from him but none of them would talk about it why so I was under the impression he was done with them. I know realize they refused to have scenes with him. He approached me about six months ago. I didn’t mind most of the scenes we would do until three months ago. He started to get more violent and I had to safe word out of a scene because he was pushing my hard limits. That’s something we agreed on at the beginning of our tryst. He got mad and refused to do after care for me and I refused scenes with him after that incident. He tried to apologize and I told him that I accepted his apology but I wasn’t doing scenes with him any longer. He asked if I would go to dinner with him because he wanted me to get to know him on a different level other than in the club. I told him that my personal and business life was kept separate from the club. He didn’t like my answer and told me that I was his submissive to do with what he pleased. He would have me regardless so I reported him and he got pissed and told me I would regret not being his inside or outside of the club.” She says with fear and anger in her voice.

“Please don’t make the problem any bigger. I’ve already put my house up for sale. I haven’t used my credit cards in almost two months. He shouldn’t know where I’m at either. I’ve already talked to my law firm and turned in my resignation letter. The Law Firm said they’ll help me anyway they can when I open my own practice.” Jess asks after she tells the guys all the information they wanted to know.

“I need a minute with you Shadow, Hound, and Titan.” Dad says to them and us.

“Baby girl we protect our family and that’s what the fuck you are.” Dad says to Jess.

My man kisses me on the side of my head and puts his hand on Jess’s shoulder.

“You’ve been brave on your own for far too long. Now you need to let us help you. We got you baby girl.” Dean says to her.

“I didn’t come here to drop my problems on your laps.” She says to them.

They all growl and she lifts her hands in a surrendering way.

“You should know more than me about dominate men. They just take over situations. They aren’t going to let this drop.” I say to her.

She shakes her head as if to agree with me. We go to the kitchen while the guys are outside. I grab the rest of the wine and pour it into our glasses. I look outside and I see all the guys on their phones. I know they’ll be having church in the next day or two so they can figure out a way to deal with this situation. They come back in and dad kisses me and tells me it’s late and he and Shadow are heading out. He gives Jess a hug and tells her that she has nothing to worry about. Shadow says goodnight and heads out with dad and I’m thinking Hound’s getting ready to follow them out.

“Hound will be moving in here temporarily. He’ll be here for however long it takes to keep baby girl safe and keep an extra set of eyes on us.” My man informs us.

“You have a choice you can stay here with Titan and his family or you can go to my house. Regardless I’ll be sticking with you and if for some reason I’m not with you you’ll have a prospect with you at all times.” Hound says to Jess.

“I’ll stay here for the time being. I’ll start looking for a house with property to buy tomorrow.” She says with a shake of her head.

I hear Hound growl again and I’m about to say something when I feel my man wrap his arm around my waist. I look at him and he shakes his head no at me.

“You’ll stay here tonight and tomorrow you’ll be moving your fucking shit that you brought into my house! We’ll then make fucking arrangements for your other fucking shit in Colorado to be shipped fucking here. You won’t be moving off of this fucking mountain or away from your fucking family. I’ll have the prospects clear out the stuff in my fucking house in the morning. I’ll go buy new shit tomorrow and have it fucking delivered before we get there. Right now you need to take your cute little ass upstairs now and get ready for fucking bed before I decide you need punished for even thinking you’re in control of this fucking situation any longer. I should spank your ass for even fucking thinking about moving off of this hill.” He says to her in his Alpha voice.