Forbidden, Tempted Series (Book 1) (27 page)

“Does it bother you?” She sat on the foot of his bed. “Living like this? This is the first circus I’ve ever been at that has their shows so late at night.”

He walked over to a small cooler and grabbed a bottle of water. “Want one?”

She shook her head.

Abel took a sip and then said, “Used to. But after a while the sounds sort of grow on you.” He sat down beside her.

Which, there weren’t a lot of places to sit in his place, but it felt weird sitting on the same bed with him. He leaned over, snatched a faded red shirt off the floor, and pulled it on.

But not before Flint noticed his bird chest didn’t seem quite so birdy tonight.

She wondered how close he was to turning.

“Saw you with Cain earlier,” he whispered, picking at the paper wrapper on his bottle.

“Oh?” She picked up her bag, unzipping it and pretending to look inside for something.

He turned toward her. “What did you guys do today when you ditched school?”

He sounded hurt and she didn’t have a clue what to tell him.

“Isn’t he the one that went bat guano when I hijacked you that day?” His brown eyes were alive with curiosity.

She pressed her lips tight. “He just wanted to talk.”

“About what? About what a douchebag he is with you?” He clenched his jaw.

Flint grabbed her chem book and pulled it out, opening it on her lap. She laughed. “Not really.”

“Then what?” He pressed his palm over the book, forcing her to look him in the eye. “He goes from ignoring you, yelling at you, and you’re cool with this?”

He was angry and looking at her with questions in his eyes. She could tell that the situation had been bothering him all day.

Sighing, Flint shook her head. “Honestly, I have zero clue what goes through your brother’s head more than half the time.”
Truth
. “I wasn’t feeling good today.”
Truth.
“He... he just wanted to talk. I’m pretty sure I’m well on my way to failing chem, my dad is dating someone here, I was a wreck. He saw me, and that’s all.”

Again truth.

“Really? He only wanted to talk? Douche bag Cain?”

“Yup.” She popped the
p
sound and started doodling on the corner of her book.

Lielielielie
, her conscience screamed as heat tracked up her neck. She was a terrible liar and wondered that a scarlet letter hadn’t magically appeared on her face.

She never got to hear his response because a knock sounded a second before Layla’s head popped in. “I come bearing gifts.”

The smell of pepperoni, cheese, and red sauce made her stomach growl. Abel took the box from his mom’s hands, and with another wave, she was gone.

He opened the box and they both dived in. Flint gasped as the cheese seared her tongue, scalding the sensitive skin instantly.

Then the door was flung open and a very sweaty Janet and Rhiannon walked in. They waved, glanced at the pizza, and then crowded onto the small bed.

Abel grinned. “I could get used to this.” He waggled his brows.

“Ew.” Rhiannon grabbed his navy pillow and tossed it at his head. “Gross.”

“Pizza. I’m starving.” Janet groaned and snatched up a slice.

Flint couldn’t help but stare at her.

Her skin looked just as firm and supple as this morning, there were no strange markings crawling up her arms, down her legs... Now that the show was over, she’d replaced her contacts with her familiar, funky cat’s-eye glasses. Lime-green ones this time. Her long, silky hair was drawn back in a tight ponytail.

She looked normal.

As if feeling Flint’s stare, Janet looked back. She chewed her pizza thoughtfully.

“Oh shoot, Rhi,” Janet said, setting her half-eaten slice back in the box. “I forgot my book bag in my trailer. Can you get it?” Her smile was sugar sweet.

Rhiannon turned big blue eyes on Flint, a strange look filtered on her face. A flash of something... almost like guilt. “Yeah, sure,” she said. “Abel, come with me?” She scooted off the bed, her pink tutu fluffing up around her hips as she scuttled off.

Abel looked put out, chewing on the crust and staring at all three of them as if they’d gone crazy. “This is my trailer.”

Rhiannon rolled her eyes and fluffed her blond hair. “Stop whining, you know you’ve been dying to hang out with me all night.”

“Oh please,” he growled, but she yanked his wrist, and after he reached for another slice, they were out the door.

As soon as they were gone, Janet turned around. “We don’t have much time. I’m sorry.”

It seemed ridiculous that Janet was apologizing. “Ja, no, you didn’t do...”

“No. Yes, I did.” She cut her hand through the air. “Cain told me you saw Rhiannon that night.”

“You saw Cain?”

She nodded. “Just before I got here. You shouldn’t have seen that. That’s why I was following you. I didn’t realize you had a window in that bathroom.”

Ja was staring at her pink tights.

Looking at her, remembering her quick plea that she loved manga and Sam, it was hard to imagine that what she’d seen Rhiannon do, Janet could too. Because she looked so human.

“Can you show me?” Flint asked.

She jerked her face up. “You want to see?”

“Yeah.” Flint shrugged. “I’m curious. It was dark that night and I still have a hard time believing that you can turn into that.”

Janet’s face screwed up, as if she wanted to laugh but realized it might not be the right moment. “Well, since you asked.” She touched her wrist, or rather the golden bracelet on her wrist. “You remember asking about the markings on my bracelet?”

Flint nodded.

Janet glanced over her shoulder, at the still-open door. Quickly jumping off the bed, she shut the door and then returned to Flint’s side. “The markings are actually magical runes. This bracelet is spelled to help me retain form. Without it, I’d be a big blob of shadow.”

Flint grabbed her wrist, holding the bracelet up to the light. “No joke?”

“Uh uh.” Janet smiled. “Rhi wears the same thing around her neck.”

A bronze sheen illumined the markings on the cuff. Now that Flint realized they were runes and not just strange markings, she saw they did actually seem to have a similar pattern, like something you’d see inscribed on a runic slab. Not that she was big into that sort of thing, but she’d seen books now and then.

“I noticed that,” she said, finally releasing Janet’s wrist. “So you’re a
kanlunga
?”

Janet laughed. “No, I’m called a
kanlungan
. Shadow demon.”

“I’m assuming that means neither you or Rhiannon actually have parents in this circus. Am I right?” she said, lifting a brow. She’d often wondered why in all the times she’d come to the circus, she’d never once bumped into their
parents
.

Snorting, Janet shook her head. “Yeah no, that was just our cover with the humans.” She winked.

“But Abel—”

She smiled sweetly. “Sees exactly what we want him to see.
Kanlungan
are born of the eternal darkness. We simply are.”

Her heart thumped hearing that word again.

“I’m not going to hurt you, Flint,” Janet said, as if aware of her reaction. “I’m Cain’s familiar.”

“And what is that exactly?”

Janet slipped one of the cuffs off her wrist. The moment she did, a trembling took over her arm. It started in her bicep, traveled through her forearm, and when it reached her hand the shaking got so hard that it literally seemed as if her skin ripped apart. A dark, vaporous smoke undulated upward. If Flint looked real hard, she could almost see that the smoke formed into a hand of sorts.

Janet flexed shadowy fingers and quirked her lips. “Adam snared Rhi and me centuries ago. Because he knows our true names, we’re bound. Me to Cain, Rhi to Abel. Though he doesn’t know it yet.”

Flint’s eyes widened. “Oh wow.”

“Yeah.” Janet lifted a shoulder as she wrapped the cuff around the shadow. Like a vacuum, pieces of the shadow drew in tight, and then a rich bronze tone covered that shadow, followed by layers of bone, muscle, and skin.

It was macabre, but like watching a car wreck, she couldn’t look away.

“Creepy, huh?” Ja voiced her thoughts.

Flint gave a half chuckle. “A little. So you’re older than Cain?”

She nodded, and Flint couldn’t help remembering her first initial impression that Abel wanted to hang out with an older girl just so he could be cool. Little had she known, or him, that Ja and Rhiannon should be mummies by now.

Janet cocked her head as if she was listening to something. “They’re coming back. Look, real quick. We’re not here to hurt you. I like you. If you trust me, I’d really like to stay friends. And...”

The knob on the door turned.

“If you have it in you to talk to Rhiannon, she feels like crap,” Janet finished just as Abel and Rhi reappeared with her Hello Kitty book bag.

Abel shook it. “There, we got it, lazy bones. And I hope you saved me a slice of pizza,” he grumbled good-naturedly.

Janet rolled her eyes and it was a déjà vu moment for Flint.

Rhiannon and Ja both acted no different than she did, talking about hair, what nail colors they’d recently found at the mall, the latest boy bands, and after a while, it was easy to forget they weren’t exactly who they claimed to be.

“So.” Rhiannon closed the magazine she’d been riffling through. “Homecoming. Who’s going shopping for a dress?”

“Totally,” Abel shrilled in a high falsetto.

Flint dug her finger into his side, making him break out in a squeal. He swatted her hand.

“Well, I’m going.” Ja smiled. “You should come with, Flint.”

“Yeah.” Rhiannon nodded, hope shining in her eyes.

“Do you guys even have dates?”

Rhi elbowed Janet, who actually looked like she was blushing.

Janet’s almond-shaped eyes gleamed. “I got asked today,” she admitted.

“Pft.” Rhiannon shook her head. “She makes it sound as if she wasn’t asked by the hottest guy in school. Captain of the football team.”

Flint giggled. “Gabe asked you? That’s awesome, Ja.”

Janet shrugged. “He said he’s wearing an orange tie. Thought maybe I’d try to match him.”

“Well.” Rhiannon pushed the last bite of crust into her mouth and chewed while she talked, glancing at Abel. “You can stop holding your breath. I’m not going with you, dweeb. I’m holding out for Kyle.”

“Whatever.” Abel flicked a wadded-up piece of paper at her. “You wish. And that’s gross. Cauliflower ears Kyle?” Abel shuddered.

“Who’s that?” Flint asked.

Rhiannon’s full red lips tipped up. “Captain of the varsity wrestling squad with thighs like tree trunks and arms like pythons.”

“She likes ’em big.” Janet giggled.

Rhiannon thinned her lips, shooting daggers at Janet. “I’m thinking that might be the night.”

Abel choked on a cough. “You what? Let him pop your cherry? Rhiannon, I swear, your standards lower every year.”

She laughed and stretched out her pink-stockinged legs, propping her feet on Abel’s lap. As much as they fought, it was obvious the two cared for each other.

“So, you coming or what?” Rhiannon looked at Flint with the slightest hint of doubt in her smile.

Rhi acted tough, but Flint thought she was nothing but a big softie on the inside.

“I don’t have a date. In fact, I wasn’t even sure I’d be going, but I’ll go with you guys.”

“Of course you’re going!” Janet swatted her arm. “We’re only young once, right?”

Did she honestly expect Flint to answer that? In response, she lifted a brow. Rhiannon snorted and then chuckled beneath her breath.

“Whatever.” Abel rolled his eyes, gathered up the empty box, and walked to the door. “Too much estrogen in here for me. I’m gonna throw this box away.” He held it out to them. “When I come back, I expect to hear you talking about guys, guns, and blood.”

The second he left, Rhiannon turned to Flint. “Flint, about the other night...”

“Rhi.” Flint grabbed her friend’s hand and gave it a quick squeeze. “Look, I’m not going to lie and say this isn’t weird, but... it’s water under the bridge. And...” She looked at the floor. “Something happened to me when that
hive
,” she whispered, feeling weird saying the word, “guard attacked me.”

Janet clapped her hands. “Okay, now that that’s out of the way, heads up, but I’m pretty sure Abel’s planning to ask you to homecoming.”

“What?” Flint frowned. “Who told you that?”

But before she could answer, Abel returned.

He peered at them, cocking his head at the thick silence that had suddenly descended like fog, and said, “Who died?”

Cheeks flaming, Flint shook her chem book at him. “I’m about to if I don’t get some studying done. Gah, it’s past one and I’m not even sleepy. I really need to finish my homework.”

“Ugh,” Ja whined. “Me too. How ’bout Rhiannon and I go get us some super industrial-sized coffee and we do this thing? We help you, you help us?”

Flint laughed. “Not sure how much help I’ll be. But yeah, sure, whatever.”

They left, taking their scent of smoke with them. It was awkward with Abel. Flint expected him to ask her any moment.

He sat down and took the book from her lap. “Seriously, Flint, what’s so hard about this? Just a bunch of letters and numbers.”

“So says the geek.” She dug her finger into his ribs.

He grabbed her finger, gave it a quick squeeze, then grabbed a pencil. “I know it’s tempting to see these muscles and pretty face and think that’s all I am.” He grinned, giving her the huge dimpled smile that never failed to elicit a response from her. “But I’ve got mad skills.”

And just like that, the nerves were gone.

***

T
here was too much.

Too much buzzing.

Too much anger.

Too much Flint.

Cain needed it to stop. The constant thinking, worrying... After the attack, when he’d seen that thing fly at her, the hands wrapped around her slender neck, something beastly inside him had snapped.

The sensory overload of the circus grated on his nerves tonight, the kids screaming, the adults looking weary but morbidly fascinated... He needed to get away.