For My Lady's Heart (26 page)

Ruck was surprised to find himself and his leman favored with a solar
room, where the winter sun fell through a barred window onto the bedcurtains
and a pair of stools. There was even a chair. The servant knelt before it.

Ruck strode forward and sat down. While the princess stood holding her
burden, he thrust out his feet and let the attendant pull off his steel
sabatons, then waved the man away. “My woman will despoil me of my harness.”

The servant bowed. “Will you have a bath of water, sir?”

“Certes he will!” the princess ordered, gesturing briskly, “Needst thou
ask such a witless question? Neither hot ne cold, but temperate, with balms
as my lord likes. A fire mote be laid here in the chimney and the bath
placed before it. Bring him spices, do ye have them, with good wine.”

“Yea, my lady.” The servant seemed to hunch before such sharp and easy
command.

She followed him as he retreated toward the door. “And rich robes, to the
honor of this house. And cushions for his comfort. And—iwysse, inquire of
thy master, fool—if he has sojourned in the halls of great men, he will know
alwise what is required. See that thou dost not return ere all is suitably
in order for a guest of my lord’s estate!”

“Yea, my lady. Anon, my lady.” The door closed behind him as he bowed out
hastily, muttering compliance. Princess Melanthe secured the hasp with her
free hand.

“That should keep him some little while,” she said, throwing the cloak
off her falcon. “If they can find thee a rag worthy of the wearing in this
place, I were seized with surprise.”

The bird roused and stretched her wings. Ruck stood. Princess Melanthe
caused the hooded falcon to step backward onto the arm of the chair he had
emptied and then gave him a dry look of question.

“We stay only the night, my lady,” he said in answer. He pulled off his
gauntlets and opened the buttons on his armor-coat, shrugging it from his
shoulders. “If the bird be remarked—I descried and trapped her in the
forest, and return her now to the master who was named on her varvels. I do
not show her much abroad, for her value is too great to risk.”

She took up his cloak and arranged it as if it had been casually flung
over the chair back, cascading down to form a tent over the falcon. “The
huntsman saw her,” she said.

“Yea.” Reaching awkwardly behind his shoulder, Ruck tried to unbuckle his
cuirass, managing only the uppermost clasp. “But I think me he says little
to his lord, for he is too shamed and wroth over the hart. E’en does he,
what of it?” He gave up on the buckles, leaned against the wall, and bent
down to unfasten his greaves.

“I like it not. Let us fly soon.”

He looked up at her. She stood in the middle of the room, staring about
at the walls and window with a troubled aspect. “My lady,” he said. He
straightened and walked to her. “Ye be nought at ease?”

“Nay.” She lifted her eyes to his, and then averted them. “Nay, in truth
I am not easy in this chamber.”

He paused. Awkward silence swallowed the room. She stripped the hawking
gauntlet from her hand and cast it down.

“Rather would ye bed with the ladies?” he asked.

“Nay!” she said quickly, and then gave a short laugh. “Ladies, are they?
And thou namest
me
wench.”

He could see apprehension concealed beneath her taut mirth. He did what
he should not have; he put his hand to her cheek, caressing her skin with
the pad of his thumb. “My lady, only for your safekeeping.”

“Nonetheless, I take account of all these wenches on thy tongue,” she
said, with determined irony in the curve of her lips. “Thou wilt getten
above thyself.”

“Nay,” he whispered. “Always at your command, sweet lady.”

“Ah, God.” A small sound came from her throat. “I’m frightened here. Must
we have people and intrigue? The forest was better. I would rather have us
sleepen upon the ground than be slain in a soft bed.”

“What fantasy is this?” He took her face between his hands. “By hap this
man n’is nought as good alloy as the sterling, but what would gain him to
slay us?”

A barely perceptible tremor passed through her. For a moment she stared
up into his eyes, and then let go a sharp sigh. “Nothing,” she said.
“Nothing. I am witless.”

“I will sleep before the door tonight. Ye are safe.” The urge to enfold
her in his arms near took possession of him. His body read the same longing
in hers: she stood still, yet it was as if she were drawn invisibly toward
him, as if she waited for him.

Fine as the edge of a blade, the moment held him in balance. He looked at
the fingers of his own hands against her skin, not daring to seek her eyes.
The sight of his flesh touching hers seemed illusion, shameless confidence,
as if he truly possessed the right.

He dropped his hands.

“Will ye given help to me, my lady?” Making effort at a smile, he turned
aside. “Be I nought above myseluen to asken it, wench—the buckles.”

To wear robes, however common the woven stuff and decoration might be in
Princess Melanthe’s estimation, was a luxury that never palled for Ruck.
Seldom enough did he leave off his armor in the usual way of things; in the
past fortnight he had slept and lived in it as if he were on the march. But
for the moment he did not have to tolerate the seam in the
cuir bouilli
where the leather corner had pulled loose and curled when it dried, chafing
his left armpit with every step, or ignore the pinch of the cuisses’ straps
behind his thighs, or bide the clumsy weight of chain mail over every inch
of his body. He felt light, as if he were made of thistle silk.

His head felt a little light as well as his body, after whiling the
afternoon at Henry’s table. Ruck had joined the company’s meal alone,
leaving Princess Melanthe in their chamber. Staring down into his wine cup,
he grew warm thinking of her. She had watched the servant bathe him and
dress him, sitting cross-legged upon the bed in that way she did—more wench
than gentle lady in that pose, he thought pungently— giving keen orders for
his care, insisting upon bobbaunce and pomp as if he were some prince. She
had even rejected the first robes they brought, sending back for a better
selection. Ruck suspected he was wearing Henry’s best Christmas houpelande
of blue wool and miniver, chosen by her with disdain from among the sparse
variety.

The household seemed torn between resentment at such treatment by a
stranger’s concubine and awe of her manners. Word had clearly gotten back to
Henry. The young man who styled himself the lord of Torbec leaned close at
the table and murmured that he supposed Ruck’s lady had been some time at
court. Ruck had merely shrugged. Henry, wearing an avid look, had ventured
the conjecture that she was accustomed to the favor of great men. Ruck
leaned back with his wine cup and smiled. “Yea, and cost me the Fiend’s
expense, she does, to keep her as she’s wont,” he had said, to dampen any
covetous ideas.

“Witterly, I can believe it,” Henry said, losing his eagerness and
turning to his unpolished country maid with a little better cheer.

A bachelor’s hall it was, full of hunting dogs and weaponry, with no
mistress to foster seemliness or hold the rougher games in check. After a
plain and abundant dinner, no one answered the bell for Nones or left to
train in the yard. Instead, they spent all the day and into the evening
talking of hunt and battle, arguing the merits of Bordeaux steel against the
German, wrestling between themselves or, near as ungently, with their
willing ladies.

Ruck offered no opinion on the question of the best steel, though they
pressed him for his judgment. He listened to them talk. They had the
restless violent vigor of youth, and words enough to spend about weapons and
fighting, but no more discipline than a band of untaught mongrels; half wolf
and half cur, without the sense to know that only because they sat at table
in drink and idle discourse about a warrior’s concerns, they were not, ergo,
great warriors themselves. He might have made much of them, given the time.
But he counted them useless for his immediate need, too full of themselves
to be trusted.

Arrowslits in the wall or no, Sir Geoffrey of Torbec would make short
work of these infant brigands when he returned from Gascony. However that
might be, alone and responsible for the princess, Ruck did not care to stir
the hornet’s nest.

He sat without saying much, though he took care to be a pleasant guest,
not to smile too little or drink too lightly or leave too soon. At evensong
he rose, standing carefully to surmount the turngiddy feel of the wine in
his head, and shamed them into mass only by asking the way to the chapel.

He came at dusk, at last. Melanthe was furious, mad with waiting. She
rose and went forward as the servant lit him into the chamber with a branch
of candles. As if she were the fondest of lovers, she put her arms about
him, stood on tiptoe, and hissed French in his ear. “There are spying
holes.”

He looked down at her. In the falling shadows his face was handsome; his
breath heavy with wine. If he heeded her warning, or had even heard it, he
made no sign. He sighed and stood holding her, his hands clasped around her
hips.

“I am old,” he said gloomily.

Melanthe commanded the servant with a gesture, dismissing him. She had
intended to point out to Sir Ruck the carved masks in the wall, where the
peeks were concealed, but she hesitated.

“Old,” he said. “Three ten years.”

She pushed back. “No more old than I, then,” she retorted in French,
disengaging herself. “So spare my feelings and say no more of it. Come and
sit thee down.”

There had been watchers off and on at the holes all the day. She could
not hazard speaking to him openly, even in French. And she had never seen
him in his cups; she did not know how much wit she might expect of him. Haps
it were better to curb any discourse and put him readily to bed.

His fingers twined loosely in hers, he let her lead him. He did not sit,
but looked at the bed as if it were the grave of a long-lost faithful hound.
He shook his head, pulling his hand from hers and reaching for his sword
that lay with his armor. “The door,” he said, using English. “For your safe
keep, my lady.”

“My safe keep!” she responded lightly, as if he japed. “What safer than
thy close embrace? Best-loved, come thee all haste to bed.”

“To bed?” With a newly aware look, he stopped in the midst of a half turn
away. “Lady?”

She tilted her head toward the masks, smiling. He only gazed at her
carefully, with the diligent attention of a man mindful of his dazed
condition.

“My truelove, my honeycomb—” She put her arms about him again, and leaned
until he took a step backward. “Lovedear, sweeting, ne let us not linger in
disport and speech as is our wont. I can govern my ardor no longer. I crave
a kiss for thy courtesy.” Fervently she embraced him, pressing him off
balance in the zeal of kisses that she showered over his chin and throat,
pushing him step by wavering step until his back met the wall beneath the
masks.

Before she could point upward, he grasped her close and hard, making a
sudden mockery of her wiles. The abrupt grip stole her balance. His hands
spread across her loins, pulling her against his body. With a low, hoarse
sound he buried his face in her neck and made a motion of pure lust,
straining her to him.

It was no counterfeit passion or monkish restraint. Through the muffling
robes, his full member thrust between them. His fingers pressed into her,
spreading her buttocks, touching her in a way no man had ever dared touch
her. He pushed his knee into the space between her legs, forcing her to open
for him as if she were an unwilling whore.

Melanthe drew in a sharp breath as the embrace spun beyond familiar
ground. He lifted his head, resting it back against the wall, his eyes
closed. But he did not let her go. His hips moved in a pushing stir against
hers, without shame, rubbing the firm bulk of his tarse to her belly, even
against her privy-most quaint.

Kisses she knew, and courtiers’ games of dalliance, but nothing of a
man’s member beyond the cramp and discomfort of her husband’s bodily
company, so long past and fleeting that it seemed to have no share of this.
A spring of delicious sensation arose from this touching, ungentle though it
was, a delight in fleshly vices. She let it take her, became his common
wench and leman in truth, as light as these brazen country maids whose loves
made no difference to the world beyond their beds.

He was wanton drunk; she knew it, but she made no warning or protest when
he sought her lips and kissed her, searching inward with his tongue,
wine-flavored and reckless in his trespass. She took his tongue into her
mouth and pressed her lap to his in pleasure, welcoming the hunger in him.

His open hands slid across her hips and up to her waist. Her hair was
loose. She had left off her heavy azure gown after her bath, to be brushed
and cleaned, changing it for a lent one of scarlet that was made for close
measure and immodest display.

He ran his hands up and down her sides, from her hips to her breasts. “I
haf seen this,” he said, his mouth close to hers. “Your white skin.” There
was a doted awe in his voice. “Your body all bare, below thy mantle.”

She smiled, tilting her head back. “
Suis-je belle
?”

“Ye are beauteous,” he said, closing his fingers on her hair. “By Christ,
ye are beauteous.”

From overhead issued a feminine giggle, smothered but distinct. His hands
leapt away from Melanthe; he jerked upright, searching the shadowed chamber
with appalled bewilderment.

Melanthe put her fist under his jaw and made him look upward. Faint light
from the hidden holes illuminated odd shadows, picking out detail in the
dusk.

She didn’t know if he would recognize what he saw, but just as she was
about to lean forward and whisper to him, the strange glimmer vanished as
the spy pressed to the peek again, blocking it. Sir Ruck went stiff, turning
his shoulder to the wall and staring up.

“Hanged be they,” he breathed, his lip curling.

She put her hand over his mouth, leaning close to his ear. “They ne
cannot see us here beneath it. Only hear.”

Immediately he looked over her head, about the room, not too much in his
wine to reason that there would be another peek to cover the blind position.
Melanthe knew where it was, but she had already pulled the bed curtain a
little way, as if by chance, just blocking the line of sight to where they
stood.

His lashes lowered in wine-maze. He gazed down at her, then lifted his
eyebrows and blinked, like a man struggling to wake from a walking dream.

She brushed back a rough black curl that had fallen over his ear, brazen
wench that she was. “I will serven as thy chamberlain, beau sir, to prepare
thee for bed. Come.”

* * *

If not for the wine in his head, Ruck thought, he would have found a more
reasonable means of dealing with the spyholes. He wanted to. He thought of
covering them, but she distracted him, doing out the candles, leaving only
the firelight that sprang in crimson arcs over the folds of her gown. It was
cut low across her shoulders and back, the gown; he watched the curve of her
breasts as she leaned to take up a mantle that had been warming by the
chimney, her black hair falling in a cascade across her shoulder—and then
remembered again that he was thinking of some cheat for the spying.

Darkness would do it, but there was the fire. He might bank that, take up
his place on guard by the door; she was like a living flame in crimson.

He could not keep his mind fixed, not with her beckoning him near the
fire. He went, light of weight in his body and brain, soft wool brushing his
skin. He sat on the stool and let her pull the robes off over his head. His
linen lay drying before the hearth after washing—beneath the robes he wore
only slippers and socks for his feet. She had seen him in his bath, his body
and the scars of fighting that he carried, but it embarrassed him anew and
painfully now to be exposed, his scars and his lust together, unworthy of
her.

She laid the warmed mantle over his shoulders. He dragged it around to
cover him as she knelt and drew the socks from his feet, massaging them like
a fond wife. Her hands moved up his calf, and then his thigh. He felt
helpless, in utter wonder of what she might do next. Certes he had taken too
much wine. He could not think in straight lines.

“Right seldom do I drink so deep,” he muttered.

“Avoi, I hope thou art not unabled.” She touched him beneath the mantle,
caressing her hand boldly over his yard. He clapped his fingers on her
wrist, sucking in his breath.

“In good order, so I see!” she said laughingly, rubbing her palm against
his rigid part in spite of his resistance.

“My lady—” he said.

She stood on her knees on the rush mat, putting her free arm about his
neck. “Thou hast named me common wench all the day—so now I am becomen one.”
Leaning close to his ear, she whispered, “These spies, they moten see
loveplay, forsooth? That I am no more than thy leman?”

They must see it? He thought there was some flaw in that reasoning, and
arrant iniquity, but her seeking touch seduced him from the last of his wit.
She was not tender; her handling was without art to the point of hurting
him, but it was
her
hand upon him, and her body leaning close, and
he could achieve no more than to pull each breath into his chest with a
harsh sound.

“Ye are shameless,” he said with effort. “Ah ... Mary and Jesus.”

She hid her face in his shoulder, but she did not stop her unchaste
behavior. Then she twisted her wrist free of his hold and took his hand
against her, strangely innocent in the way she held it over her womb,
stilling her whole body, waiting.

The power of his will broke. He stood, lifting her up in his arms. His
limbs acted without his reason—he carried her to the bed. The mantle fell
from his shoulders, cold air on his skin as he lay down with her.

Then he let her go and sat up, yanking the bedcurtains closed, shutting
out the spyholes, enclosing and muffling the bed in heavily quilted winter
hangings.

He stayed sitting up in the bed. He would wait until the fire died and
the light was gone, he thought desperately, and then he would take his sword
and lie by the door. He would pray. He tried to pray now, his arms gripped
about his knees, his forehead down upon them, but his brains spun with drink
and passion.

He would think of other things. Important things—where they must go now,
whether the falcon had been discovered, how far beyond Lyerpool the plague
had spread, if it had spread at all. Her leg rested against his hip. He felt
her sit up beside him, running her fingertip down the leather cord about his
neck, brushing her mouth against his ear, and then he could not think at
all.