For Many a Long Day (19 page)

Ellie began to shape a courteous refusal, then changed her mind.

‘Perhaps you’d like to think it over,’ he said, seeing her hesitate.

‘No,’ she said, somewhat to her own surprise. ‘I think it’s a generous offer and I’d like the new experience. Let’s say the end of June. The summer is a much better time for travelling back and forth to Canada.’

She added a generous row of kisses read the letter through again and sighed.

‘Jimmy, I know yer readin’ the paper, but would you just cast yer eye over this.’

He put his paper down, saw the look in her eye and reached out for the pale blue sheets she’d been about to fold to fit the airmail envelope. Jimmy was always a slow reader and Polly sat fidgeting as she watched him working his way down the pages.

‘Aye, well,’ he said handing it back to her, the question unspoken in his eyes.

‘D’ye think I’ve told it right?’

‘I think ye’ve done a great job. Ellie’s no fool. I think she’ll read between the lines.’

‘What d’ye mean? I was just trying to tell her all about him comin’.’

‘Aye an’ I’ve said ye’ve done a grand job. It’s a pity the man’s so fond of the sound of his own voice and full of himself as well. If Ellie’s any wit, she’ll see it for herself. I don’t think George Robinson has any plans for anyone other than George Robinson.’

‘Oh Jimmy, you don’t mean it do you? She’s been goin’ with him since goodness knows when. She loves him.’

‘Aye, but does he love anyone but himself? Ask yourself that, Polly?’

Polly had known for a long time that something wasn’t right and now Jimmy had put his finger on it. Just like him. He said nothing and said nothing and then when he did say something you knew he was right.

‘What am I goin’ to do, Jimmy? What am I goin’ to do?’ Polly asked, as she dropped her head down in her hands and burst into tears.

Jimmy let the newspaper fall on the floor and put his arms round her.

Although the February day had been bright and sunny the fields beyond the train windows were still iced with snow. Only where a south-facing slope showed green, a patch in the sparkling white carpet, or a bare hawthorn hedge had provided shelter and created a ragged edge, was there any break in the crisp blanket spread by a brief but determined flurry the previous evening.

The sun was going down in a blaze of gold, the sky almost cloudless, the River Bann full to the top of its banks, a perfect mirror of the pale sky above, as they steamed along through the quiet, empty countryside. No sign yet of even the earliest ploughing, the land still asleep. No animals either. Cows still indoors in warm barns, the hay stacked high to keep them fed.

Ellie took in every detail of the wintry landscape, delighting in this new perspective. This was the first time she’d done the weekly trip to and from Belfast in snow and she smiled to think
what Polly would make of this light dusting.

Jimmy had bought a Box Brownie for Christmas so they could take pictures to send to family and friends and the ones she’d had of the snow in Peterborough showed it knee deep compared with this little skim. Some were taken outside their small terraced house where even the windowsills carried a depth of a foot or more. The pavements beyond were piled high, the cleared snow a compacted wall with a fresh coating on top.

The boys were shown up to their waists in the park where they’d built a huge snowman with other children from their street. Polly and Jimmy had posed in front of the enormous figure, little Ronnie held aloft on Jimmy’s shoulder, peered down curiously, while the others all smiled for Uncle Jim who’d come with them to take the group picture.

It looked like a different world under the extraordinary thickness of snow and Ellie had wondered how people got to work and did their shopping and dried their clothes, but when she asked, Polly wrote back that people went on just as if it were perfectly normal. She thought the inhabitants of Peterborough would be just as amazed at the way everyone in Ireland expected to be rained upon, regularly and heavily, and didn’t let it bother them unduly.

The train was warm and the regular rhythm
was soothing. Ellie felt her eyes close and smiled to herself when they jerked open again as the train moved across a set of points. She didn’t want to go to sleep. It was much too lovely watching the shadows lengthen and the last rays of the sun flash like fire behind the bare hedges on the horizon.

It wasn’t surprising she was tired. It had been an early start and a busy day, but it had all gone very well. She had little idea of how much money she’d spent on behalf of Freeburns, but she knew the prices of the individual items were right and the quantities she’d ordered were what would be needed. Joe would work out the figures from the invoices she had in her bag and she would laugh at the sheer size of it when he announced the final figure.

She thought Joe actually liked her to be so amazed at how much she’d spent. She’d told him once it made her feel like royalty. She’d heard they never handled money, just left the payment for whatever they required for someone else to see to.

She leant back comfortably in her seat and thought how amazing it was that tomorrow would be the first of March. Admittedly March could be as cold and unpleasant as January or February, but somehow one always felt better once March came. You knew the worst was over and however bad things might be, one could be sure they would improve.

Thinking of it now being March brought back into her mind the vexed question of George coming home. She had taken Rose’s advice long since and told him she would prefer to be married in Grange Church rather than go out to be married in Canada. At the time, he’d said that was fine, just fine. Whatever she wanted was all right with him, but he’d been gone almost two years now. ‘A year or two,’ was what they’d said when they parted, but two years on, they were no nearer to setting a date.

She couldn’t bear the thought that George might no longer be the person she’d loved, or that she herself had changed in the time he’d been away, but she knew that could not be resolved, one way or the other, until they were face-to-face. She would just have to wait. It would be bad enough having to make such an awful discovery here in Ireland. The thought of it happening once she arrived in Canada she couldn’t bear.

More than once over the winter, she and Rose had written about George and she felt sure that what Rose had advised made good sense. Nothing that had happened since they’d first spoken about him had done anything to reassure her. No matter how she put it to him he still insisted he wasn’t free to plan ahead for them. Now he was saying he couldn’t leave the new job for any length of time, certainly not for a few months yet.

Sometime in January she’d suggested he come home for
a holiday
in May or June. By now, she felt, he
must
be entitled to some holiday. They could get married then and she’d follow him back when she’d completed her commitment to Mr Freeburn.

But, so far, he’d still not said anything at all about the possibility of taking a holiday. Recently she’d had several letters that talked at some length about re-organisation. New methods of marketing were also involved, about which he seemed very excited, though he didn’t explain how these changes would affect him.

So absorbed was he in all the new possibilities now opening up for him in Robinson Lumbering that he’d managed to upset Polly, usually the most easy going of people. She’d invited him to come and visit them at Christmas, but it seemed he was already booked up for all of the Festive Season. He’d told her he’d come and see them in the New Year. However, as Polly said crisply in her last letter: ‘He’s still comin’ an’ it’s near the end of February.’

Now the sun had dropped below the horizon, the shadows were thickened very quickly, the landscape had grown bleak and unwelcoming, except where a farm set amid the fields, sheltering behind its windbreak, threw out sparks of light from windows and doors in both house and barn.

By the time the train picked up speed outside
Portadown Station, the fields had moved from grey to black. As she looked out, all she could now see was her own face and the empty carriage reflected back at her.

‘Rich-hill … Rich-hill …’

She glanced up from her book, thought back to the delight of a June day and wondering if the lights of the Hamilton farm would show in the darkness.

‘Hello, Ellie.’

The young man opened the carriage door, climbed in and sat down, his clothes bringing a great waft of cold air with them.

‘Hello, Sam.’

It was difficult to know which of them was more surprised and they laughed as they explained themselves.

‘I’ve a couple of days owing to me, so I’ve the motor-bike stripped down,’ Sam began, ‘but there’s a special solder I need an’ we’re out of it. They might have it at Turners, or failing that, I’ll borrow some from work. But I have to have it to finish the job otherwise it’s the train or the bus tomorrow. Were you up in Belfast shopping?’

Ellie smiled at the way he ran his eyes over her smart hat and dress, her coat, neatly folded on the seat beside her, and the heavy, leather briefcase she’d inherited from Miss Walker in the rack above her head.

‘Oh, yes, I’ve been shopping all right. You’d drop down dead if you knew how much I’ve spent,’ she said, shaking her head, ‘but it’s not for me. It’s for Freeburns.’

‘Ach aye, of course. You’re their buyer now. Sure I forgot. Daisy told me all about it. She’s terrible pleased about it. I think if it weren’t for Frank, nothing would shift her from Freeburns now. She says it just great since that Miss Walker stopped bossing everyone around. She thinks even yer man himself was afraid of her.’

‘Oh Sam, how funny! When he ‘promoted’ her and she was no longer in charge of Daisy and me, I guessed that maybe he thought we’d do better without her, but I never thought of him being afraid of her. Maybe Daisy’s right, she doesn’t miss much. But I’m going to miss
her
when she goes,’ she added sadly.

‘Maybe you’ll be goin’ yourself very soon,’ he said promptly.

‘Not before the end of June,’ she replied, matter-of-factly. ‘I’d expected it to be sooner, but I couldn’t bear to see Charlie Freeburn left in the lurch by Miss Walker and then Daisy and me going at the same time. He’s been good to me. I’m rather young to be a buyer, you know.’

‘I always heard he was shrewd,’ Sam replied quickly. ‘That just proves it. You’d be good at whatever you put your hand to, Ellie,’ he added, equally matter-of-factly.

‘I’ll take that as a compliment,’ she said, looking across at him, aware of the brightness of his eyes even in the low lighting of the carriage.

‘Aye, ye were meant to. You look powerful smart in that outfit.’

‘It’s a bit like a uniform, Sam. These women in Belfast would look through you if you just wore ordinary shop clothes. It’s all about style. My cousin Ruth works in Robinson Cleavers. She says they don’t give as good discounts if they think you’re ‘up from the country’. She and I have a laugh about me being ‘the wee cousin up from the country’, but when it comes to business, it’s no laughing matter. That’s why I’m so smart,’ she ended, turning her head and holding her hands out, so he could view the little close-fitting hat more easily.

‘It suits you,’ he said, honestly, ‘but you’re still yourself, thank goodness,’ he added, as they slid into Armagh station and the squeal of brakes drowned out whatever he said next.

‘Can I give you a lift, Sam?’ she said laughing again, as they came out of the station.

A waiting taxi drew up and the driver gave her a wave and a smile.

‘Dear goodness, I’m surprised you even speak to the likes of me. Hats
and
taxis,’ he said, shaking his head in disbelief.

‘Back up to the shop, Bob, please,’ she said
through the window. ‘And can we drop Sam here at Sleators. Unless it’s Turners you want,’ she said, suddenly remembering and turning back towards him.

‘Sleator’s will do nicely, thank you ma’am,’ he said solemnly, touching his forelock, as he opened the back door for her.

Ellie looked at his face, collapsed onto the back seat and had a fit of giggles.

‘Sam, would you look at the shoes? How would I walk to Freeburns from here in those,’ she said, sticking out her small feet for his benefit. ‘It’s all part of the job.’

‘So how’ll you get home?’ he asked, suddenly concerned.

‘I’ll get out of these clothes, put on my own things in the staff-room and add a pair of Wellington boots if I think it’s going to snow again.’

‘Sounds like Cinderella?’

‘Not as long as my bicycle doesn’t turn into a pumpkin,’ she said cheerfully, as Bob stopped opposite Sleators.

‘So long, Ellie. Hope I’ll see you again soon,’ he said quietly, as he stepped out on to the pavement. ‘Thanks for the lift,’ he added, before he shut the door and raised a hand in farewell.

She watched him as he walked across the road and disappeared between two parked vehicles. As Bob drove off and headed up English Street,
she caught herself wishing it wasn’t two whole months till the opening of the tennis season.

It was already six o’clock before Ellie had gone through the invoices with Joe and had a chance to talk to Daisy and Susie about what they’d managed to do during the day. For a long time now, the three girls had agreed that they could keep things looking really nice if it wasn’t for the customers. The shared comment kept them going when the customers were so frequent, or so difficult, that at the end of the day there were a pile of jobs outstanding. Then they had to decide what could be left for the critical half hour in the morning before the shop opened and what simply had to be done before they were free to go.

Today, it looked as if the afternoon had been cold enough to keep customers away, so there was no backlog of garments to be folded and bales of cloth to be re-rolled. The sales ledgers and stock books were up to date. With three of them working, the sweeping, and dusting, and polishing of glass in the show cases, wouldn’t take more than another twenty minutes.

‘See you in the morning,’ they chorused, as they parted in the entry, Ellie and Daisy wheeling their bicycles, Susie dropping into step beside Joe who had been waiting to walk her home.

Because she was later than usual, English Street
was almost empty, the wet surface shining under the gas lamps. As she pedalled slowly along Railway Street, she realised there was no moon. By the time she crossed the railway line itself and headed out of town, it would be pitch black, only the light of her bicycle lamp to pick out the grassy verges with their surviving sprinkle of snow.

She was tired and cold and felt suddenly alone after the company and shared activity with her friends and colleagues, but there was no traffic on the road, the air was still, the snow stayed away and she made good progress. After twenty minutes she found herself making a final effort up the hill to her own lane, the fresh white smoke from the forge billowing out against the dark sky, the faint glow from its main window a real encouragement.

‘Hello Da, Hello Charlie. What’s new?’ she said, trying to keep her voice light.

Charlie made some sharp comment about politicians but she didn’t catch it properly, the final words lost in a bout of hammering.

‘Yer Ma’s lyin’ down,’ her father said, as he thrust a horseshoe into the fire. ‘But there’s some dinner at the back of the stove. Yer wouman Jinny is a right han’ at a stew. She made it before she went.’

‘That’s good news, Da, I didn’t know she could cook.’

‘No more did I, but when yer Ma went to lie
down, she said wou’d she put a bit of somethin’ together and I said yes.’

‘Glad you did, Da. I’ll see you later. Cheerio, Charlie.’

Ellie wheeled her bicycle up to the house, parked it under the shelter of the elderberry bush, pushed open the outer door, crossed the small, unlit hallway and went in to the kitchen. The room was empty, but the Tilley lamp was lit and sat hissing quietly on the table and the stove had recently been made up. She opened the metal window at the front and warmed her hands at the flickering glow. On the back of the stove, she found a dinner plate sitting on top of a saucepan of water with a lid over it. When she lifted the lid, she smelt the warm aroma of meat and potatoes.