Foolish Games (3 page)

One night spent with Will Connelly surpassed all the fantasies she’d ever had about Nicky and more, though.
So much more
. It was the only reason Julianne could come up with for calling out Nicky’s name. That—and even more shameful—she hadn’t known her lover’s name.

The fact remained, Will Connelly had been the perfect lover. But she didn’t want her friend to know just how vulnerable she was to him.
To his body.

“A word of advice here,” Carly said. “When you two talk about this, and you two need to talk about everything, don’t mention that you don’t remember having sex with him. He’s a professional athlete and if his ego’s anything like my husband’s, he won’t take it very well.”

They were quiet for a few minutes before Julianne forced herself to ask the question she most wanted the answer to. “What’s he like?”

“Will? Oh gosh, I don’t know if anyone really knows the real Will Connelly. He keeps to himself. Definitely the strong, silent type. Very cerebral. He went to an Ivy League school, Yale, I think. I know that management and the guys on the team really respect him both as a player and a person.”

Julianne pulled out of Carly’s embrace and began to pace the room again. “But what about his personal life?”

Carly sighed. “I don’t know a lot about that. Like I said, he’s very private. He was involved with an actress from a crime drama that’s on cable, but I don’t think it was serious.”

“She said in several interviews they were very serious.”

“Aha! So you at least took the trouble to find out his name and keep tabs on him. Good to know.” Carly sounded relieved. “I wouldn’t worry about what some actress said. They all try to use a relationship with an athlete to get publicity . . . wait . . .” Carly stood and turned Julianne so they were face to face. “Is that why you never said anything to him about the baby? You thought he was involved with someone?”

“That was a big part of it. The birth control failed and I got pregnant. I didn’t want to mess up a relationship that might have been important to him because I wanted to keep the baby. I have the money to support a child, and I’m not the type of woman who wants to brag about her kid’s famous father just for publicity’s sake. Besides, the whole idea of having that conversation with a total stranger was humiliating. I just thought we’d all be better off if no one knew who Owen’s father was.”

“Well, you’re going to have to have that conversation now. And everyone is going to know Will is Owen’s father.”

When Julianne didn’t say anything, Carly reached out and grabbed her shoulders. “Oh no, Julianne.” Her voice was laced with disappointment. “You don’t seriously think Will is going to come in here, give his son a few pints of blood, and then walk out of your lives? Is that what you want? To take Owen back to Italy where you can hide out until you figure out what to do with your life? Pretending Will doesn’t exist?”

Carly’s tone implied she was disgusted again, the fragile truce they’d been working on these past few minutes gone. “There is something you should know about Will. He didn’t grow up with a father in his life. I don’t know the whole story, but I do know he is very passionate about a father doing right by his children.”

Pulling out of Carly’s hands, Julianne crossed her arms defiantly. “We don’t know that for sure. Maybe he doesn’t want kids right now. Maybe he’ll be just fine with us going back to Italy and going on with our life without him!”

The color drained from Carly’s face, her eyes focused owlishly behind Julianne. Taking a slow peek over her shoulder, she saw the object of their discussion standing in front of the curtain. His posture was equally defiant. Julianne licked her lips and wondered how a man so massive could move so quietly. As she turned, she took in his Gucci loafers and an Armani business suit that made him look like he preferred lobbying politicians to crushing opposing players. Her gaze wandered up from his strong, square jaw to meet angry green eyes.

“Don’t count on it,” he said before disappearing behind the curtain again.

Mr. Clem prattled on about something, but Will wasn’t listening.
Instead, he tried to rein in his temper. The woman was insane if she thought he’d let her take his son to live in another country. She was certifiable if she believed he’d give up his paternal rights to any child of his.

If in fact he was the boy’s father.

That pertinent bit of lab work still had yet to be resolved. His DNA had been collected as soon as he and his entourage had arrived at the hospital, but according to Mr. Clem, the results could take up to twenty-four hours in spite of the fact the hospital had put a rush on them.

That technicality didn’t deter the hospital ombudsman one bit, however. Mr. Clem was prepared to rip off Will’s jacket and begin transfusing blood immediately. The man’s enthusiasm for his job was a bit over the top, but Will was glad the baby had someone in this world protecting him. Someone other than his lunatic mother.

She burst through the curtain in much the same manner as he ruptured offensive lines, with a ferocious look on her face. Not that she was necessarily intimidating. Standing nearly a foot shorter than his six-foot-three-inch frame, she’d have to stand on her toes just to reach his shoulder. He knew from experience she weighed next to nothing. Pregnancy hadn’t exactly fattened her up. In fact, she looked nothing like the woman he’d encountered that long-ago stormy night.

Gone was the hot dress she’d worn to tantalize the men at the wedding. Today, she was dressed in an ivory turtleneck, the outline of the cross necklace she wore visible beneath it. Her black yoga pants fit snugly over generous hips, but they were frayed slightly at the bottom. Not exactly the haute couture she was supposedly famous for creating. Tortoiseshell glasses couldn’t hide her red-rimmed eyes or the dark smudges beneath them. Her wild mahogany hair pulled tight in a high ponytail accentuated the gauntness of her face. The only part of her that hadn’t changed were her lips: still pink and full where she’d obviously been gnawing on them, much like the night they’d made love.

She opened her mouth to speak, but Will raised the palm of his hand to silence her and she stilled, her eyes wide. If she spoke, he wasn’t certain he’d be able to control his anger. He’d worked all his life to suppress the rage he often felt, channeling his pent-up aggression into football while perfecting his stoicism so no one saw the intense ire that boiled beneath his surface. The crazy nymph in front of him just might shatter his carefully crafted façade. When he thought about her scheme, his fingers itched to wrap themselves around her neck and throttle her.

Or pull her in for a kiss.

And that pissed him off even more. He was disgusted at the part of him that still wanted her. She leveled angry eyes at him as she crossed her arms under her breasts. Those had definitely benefited from pregnancy, not that they were bad before. Will had to take a reflexive step back as a bead of sweat trickled down his back.

Mr. Clem stepped in between them, momentarily defusing the situation. “Miss Marchione, we won’t be able to perform the transfusion immediately, unfortunately.” He shot a furious glance at Will.

Julianne’s hands dropped to her sides as Carly Devlin emerged to support her with an arm behind her back. He wasn’t sure why the wife of the Blaze’s quarterback was here, but he’d figure out that mystery later. Right now, he needed answers to the many questions Mr. Clem hadn’t been able to answer during his hurried explanation of the blood disorder Julianne Marchione’s baby had been born with. Until he got them, there was no point in arranging a transfusion.

“I don’t understand.” Julianne sounded deflated as her eyes darted to Mr. Clem’s face.

“It’s pretty simple, really.” Sarcasm dripped from Roscoe’s voice as he spoke from somewhere behind Will. “Until we know definitively who this baby’s daddy is, no one is sticking another needle in my client.”

“Roscoe!” Carly admonished her husband’s agent and best friend.

“We don’t have time for this!” Julianne’s eyes were slits in her face.” My baby needs a transfusion as soon as possible, and you’re his father.” She flung a hand at Will.

He arched an eyebrow at her, not relishing the fact that he wasn’t enjoying her discomfort more. “Not until the lab says so.”

“Will!” Carly turned her censure onto him.

Julianne shrugged out of Carly’s embrace and stepped to within inches of Will. His body’s visceral reaction annoyed him. “Of course you’re his father! My God! If I were going to make up an imaginary father for my son, do you think I would pick
you
?” She finished up with a few mumblings in Italian.

“Julianne!” Carly was practically calling roll in their little drama.

Will absorbed the pain of her words and internalized them without flinching. Of course she thought he wasn’t good enough. No one ever thought Will Connelly was good enough for anything. No matter how he tried to improve himself, he’d still be the poor, fatherless kid from the trailer park whose mother drove a school bus and cleaned houses for a living. But this woman had another thing coming if she thought she could walk all over him. Nobody did that anymore.

“Perhaps we’d best take this discussion inside.” An urbane-looking black man appeared at Will’s shoulder, carrying an armful of coffee and scones. His British accent made the statement sound like a question. The expression on his face, however, made it clear it was not.

“Sebastian’s right.” The senator herded their party behind the curtain. “Let’s take this to a more private location if that’s even possible.” He pulled his sister down beside him on the small sofa. Hank Osbourne offered a chair to Carly before taking another for himself. Roscoe turned one of the remaining chairs around and sat straddling it, his arms draped over the back. The Brit, Sebastian, offered the final chair to Will, but he declined. Instead, he propped a shoulder against the wall closest to the curtain and tucked his hands beneath his armpits in a defensive position. Mr. Clem stood, fidgeting from one foot to the other.

Sebastian handed Julianne a paper coffee cup before opening a box of scones and placing it on the table. Steam rose from his own cup as he pulled the lid off and took a sip.

“Ahh. Everything looks better after a bracing swallow of tea.” His tone dripped with civility, though his eyes were anything but civil as they met Will’s. “Now, what’s this I heard about you not believing you’re Owen’s father?”

Will twitched slightly. The boy had a name.
Owen.
He remained silent as the Brit took another sip of tea.

“Of course, you’re the boy’s father. Otherwise, why would Julianne involve you?” Sebastian’s imperious tone was beginning to grate on Will’s nerves.

“That’s exactly what I tried to tell him!” Julianne sprang from the sofa before her brother pulled her back down.

“And you”—Sebastian turned to point an accusing finger at her—“need to settle down and learn to be more gracious. I’m sure this whole situation was quite a shock to Mr. Connelly this morning. He needs time to adjust without you caterwauling at him.” He turned back to Will. “As much as I can appreciate your discomfiture, time, unfortunately, is something we don’t have right now.”

“Which is what I’ve been telling him all morning!” Mr. Clem’s shrill voice could have made a statue cringe.

Will remained motionless as he carefully dissected the scene before him. Julianne shifted on the sofa, her eyes focused on her hands in her lap. Swallowing hard, she wiped away a tear that ran down her cheek. It was costing her a great deal to have to ask for his help. She was apparently so ashamed at having Will as the father of her child that she intended to keep the baby’s paternity a secret. And that part made him furious. But was he angry enough to let an infant suffer?

“Will.” Carly’s voice startled him. He hadn’t noticed her rise from her chair to stand beside him. “I’ve known Julianne practically all my life. She may have made some irrational decisions these past few months.” Her voice hitched a little before she continued. “But she wouldn’t lie about this. Owen needs this transfusion and you’re the only one who can give it to him. I know this has been quite a shock and your pride might be a little stung right now, but you have to think of Owen first. After he’s better, then you and Julianne can work this all out.”

Before Will could respond, a nurse poked her head into the room. “Miss Marchione, Dr. Ling says you can have fifteen minutes to visit with your son now.”

Julianne was striding for the hallway before the nurse had even finished her sentence. Will followed quickly behind her. He hadn’t intended to move at all, but his feet seemed to have a mind of their own. They entered a small anteroom just outside the NICU suite. Julianne was hurriedly dressing herself in a yellow paper gown and booties. She moved to wash her hands and hesitated as she noticed him behind her. Turning quickly so he wasn’t able to read her eyes, she handed him a gown and some booties. “See if you can make these fit.”

The gown she wore swallowed up her petite body, while he was forced to remove his suit jacket so his wouldn’t split down the back. She sat on the bench and slipped booties over her tiny ballet flats. Will’s booties barely stretched over his loafers, but at least he was able to leave his shoes on.

“You need to soap up thoroughly,” she said, demonstrating at the sink, “and rinse for a full sixty seconds.”

She waited quietly while Will sanitized his hands. They both then proceeded into the NICU, the door hissing as it sealed shut behind them. The suite was quieter than Will expected, the monitors more muted than out by the nurse’s station. Instead, James Taylor sang a lullaby softly over the intercom. Will’s eyes took a moment to adjust to the low lighting as Julianne quickly made her way through the maze of incubators to one in the far corner. He followed closely, realizing he didn’t even know which of the infants belonged to her.

A woman dressed in hospital scrubs adorned with bears scooped up a baby, expertly wrapping him in a warm blanket so that the tubes and cords he was still hooked up to wouldn’t get tangled. Julianne took the baby from her, a serene smile enveloping her face. Curious now, he stepped nearer to get a better glimpse. Would he even look like Will?

It took a moment for Julianne to register that Will was still with her. When she did, her eyes flared briefly with fear before guilt took its place. She chewed on her bottom lip as she gathered Owen closer to her, a mother instinctively protecting her child. But if Owen was his, she’d soon learn there would be no way to keep Will from his son. He reached over to pull the blanket away from the baby’s cheek, but Julianne quickly turned and gestured toward the glider next to the incubator.

“Sit,” she commanded, surprising the hell out of him.

Not wanting her to change her mind, he squeezed his large frame into the chair. She hesitated a moment before slowly lowering the baby into his arms. Grasping his left hand, she showed him how to cradle the baby’s neck. Will’s breath hitched as he looked into the face of the small bundle in his hands. Owen wasn’t much bigger than a football, swaddled as tightly as he was in the blanket. The silly cap on his head covered up what little hair he had. Will was surprised to see it was blond, like his own. All morning he’d been picturing a baby with his mother’s coloring. The baby’s eyes were closed, and disappointment flickered through Will. He wanted to see them, to see into them.

Julianne crouched down in front of the pair, pain etched on her face as another tear slipped from her eye. “Owen,” she said softly. “This is your daddy. He’s come to make you better.”

Will’s heart nearly stopped when, at the sound of her voice, Owen squinted with one blue eye as he worked a hand free of the blanket to give a pump of his right fist, before he worked the hand to his mouth. At that moment, Will knew there would be no more waiting on a paternity test. He prayed his blood would be a compatible match because he’d give this baby every drop of blood in his body to see him survive.

Owen was his son. He’d figure out what to do about Julianne later. For now, getting his baby well was the top priority.