Authors: Charlotte Lamb
ever noticing a thing around her. Pallas and Sam were
comfortable companions at that time. They asked little of
her, seemed hardly to notice the depression which was
making her silent and shadoweyed.
Jean-Paul’s grave company was equally peaceful. He
would sit for an hour without speaking to her, his smile
calm and reassuring when she made the effort to speak. It
was with him that she walked over the cliffs, swam and
played a slow game of tennis. He was, she sensed, as
inwardly troubled as she was, and as grateful for her
undemanding company.
Sam did once mention Peter to her, casually, with a
brotherly pat on the shoulder. “I can’t pretend to be sorry
you’ve given him the air, Sis—Peter’s a decent chap, but I
never thought he was for you. You want someone with a bit
more zing.”
She had smiled, briefly, without answering. Peter seemed
like someone from the distant past now. She never thought
of him, and Sam’s comment was an irrelevant intrusion into
the turmoil of her emotions.
The two Frenchwomen, Marie-Louise and Helene, grew
bored with Kianthos once Marc had gone, and two days
later took off in Marc’s plane, which had returned from
ferrying him to Athens.
Marie-Louise tried to persuade Jean-Paul to accompany
them on her last morning on the island.
Calmly finishing his rolls and cherry jam, her half--
brother shook his head. “I am enjoying myself,” he said.
His sister threw Kate a hard look. “Why do our men
always like to play with pretty blonde dollies?” she asked
Helene, her high voice insolent.
Since she had spoken in rapid French, she probably
thought Kate would not understand, but Kate’s French
although not perfect, was quite good enough for her to
comprehend this, and she flushed.
Jean-Paul laid down his knife, wiping his fingers slowly
on his napkin.
“
Ma chere soeur
,”
he said coldly, “
tais-toi
!”
The sharpness of the command to shut up made Marie-
Louise go rigid with fury, but she said nothing else, and
when she came down with Jake, later, her cases packed to
go, she said goodbye to Kate with forced politeness.
Jake struggled off, laden with cases. Marie-Louise kissed
Mrs. Lillitos, gave Jean-Paul a whispered comment about
not forgetting that Kate was ineligible, and departed in a
swirl of perfume.
Helene embraced her mother-in-law more naturally. “I
will see you again soon, Maman. I am sorry this has been
such a short visit. Next time I will come alone.”
Mrs. Lillitos touched her cheek gently. “You must marry
again, my dear, and bring your new husband to see me.
Paul would want you to be happy. No woman can go
through life alone, you know.”
Helene flushed and did not reply.
Kate wished she were going with them. She was aching
to leave the island before Marc returned.
“Kate, my dear,” his mother said quietly, “will you help
me back to my room?”
Reluctantly she obeyed. She had no wish to discuss Marc
with his mother, but she sensed that Mrs. Lillitos wished to
talk to her about something. But, she thought hopefully,
perhaps she is still worrying about Pallas.
Mrs. Lillitos sat down with a sigh of relief. “Ah, that is
much better. Kate, sit down near me. I want to talk to you.”
Kate drew up a chair and sat down, her hands folded in
her lap, her face under control.
Mrs. Lillitos smiled at her, dark eyes soft. “I have grown
very fond of you, child. You have a soothing gentle
presence—that is why it makes me sad to see you look so
pale and unhappy. Won’t you tell me what is wrong?”
Kate tried to laugh. “Nothing is wrong, madame. I am
enjoying my stay here very much. I like to see Pallas having
fun. She ...”
“Please!” The older woman held up a hand. “Do not try to
throw me off the track by talking of my daughter. It is you
for whom I am concerned. You look ill. I see that you no
longer wear your engagement ring, for instance.” The dark
eyes rested on her hands, then rose to search her face. “Is
this why you are so sad? I had gathered that it was you who
broke off the engagement and that you were relieved to do
so. Yet you look depressed and lonely. Why is this, Kate?”
“I ...” Kate broke off, catching her breath, then
went on after a moment, “I expect I have not yet recovered
from the attack of sunburn, madame. You have been so
kind to me since I arrived. Kianthos is a lovely place. How
could I not be happy here?”
Mrs. Lillitos sighed. “How reticent you English are—well, if
you will not discuss the matter with me, I cannot be ill-
mannered and press you. But remember, Kate, I am ready
to talk to you, to listen. And I am very fond of you.”
Kate flushed. “Thank you, madame. I ... I am fond of you,
too.” She stood up. “You look tired. Shall I call Sophia for
you?”
“No, no, I shall sleep later. But run along, by all means,
and enjoy your last days here, child. By the way, did Marc
tell you—we have decided to take Pallas away from
Cheddall?”
Kate was stunned. She halted, freezing on the spot. “No,”
she stammered. “No, I hadn’t heard. You ... you’re not
happy with the school? I thought ...”
“We are very happy with the school, but Marc has
decided that Pallas should study music in Paris. He feels
she would prefer the Paris Conservatoire to a London
school. She is to have special tuition until she is eighteen.”
Kate nodded. “I think that is an excellent idea. Pallas
will be delighted. Does she know yet? She’s said nothing to
me.”
Mrs. Lillitos shook her head. “No, we have not told her.
You can do that if you like. She will take the news better
from you. She is very fond of you, too, and I think she will
miss you.”
“I’ll certainly miss her,” Kate admitted.
Mrs. Lillitos smiled at her. “But perhaps, who knows, we
will be able to see something of you from time to time?” She
leaned back, closing her eyes.
“Au revoir, Cherie
.”
Kate went downstairs, feeling stunned. If Pallas left
Cheddall she would certainly never see Marc again. Had he
decided on this change of plan to spite her for refusing to let
him come to her room the night he left for Athens?
She found Pallas and Sam playing a strenuous game of
tennis, and watched them until Sam won. They wandered
towards her, flushed and panting.
“I am exhausted!” Pallas puffed, throwing herself down
on the grass.
Sam grinned at her. “Weakling! I could play another
game and still win!”
Pallas grimaced at him. “The conceit of him! Did you
hear that, Kate? Your brother is absolutely the most
conceited boy I ever met!” She aimed a lazy blow at his leg
with her racquet, not intending it to land. “Take that, you
scoundrel!”
Sam danced out of reach nimbly. “You’re just jealous,” he
observed loftily. “Women aren’t called the weaker sex for
nothing.”
Pallas howled at him, “Male chauvinist pig!”
“Language, language!” Sam teased.
Kate interposed lazily, “Children, children, don’t
squabble!”
The remark had the desired effect of silencing them both.
She looked from one to the other of them, smiling. Their
behaviour strongly confirmed her belief that there was no
romantic attachment between them. Only a brother-and-
sister relationship could explain the squabbling, the
rudeness, the teasing. They were too casual with each other
for anything else.
“I just had a chat with your mother, Pallas,” she said.
Pallas sat up, tossing back her long black hair. “Oh, yes?”
“She tells me that she has decided to send you to Paris to
study music.”
“Oh?” Pallas flushed. “When I am eighteen, I suppose,
instead of going to a London college of music?”
Kate shook her head. “No, not when you are eighteen.
Now. Right away.”
Pallas stared at her, eyes wide. “You mean ... instead of
going back to Cheddall?”
Kate nodded. “Yes. Are you pleased?”
Pallas gazed around, mouth open, eyes troubled. “ I ... do
not know. I prefer to concentrate on my music, of course.
You know I detest my other lessons. But ...” she looked at
Kate, smiling a little, “I shall miss you, Kate.” She grinned
at Sam. “And you, you conceited boy!”
Sam said seriously, “I’ll miss you too, Pallas. You must
write to us from Paris. Lucky you! Imagine ... Paris in the
summer! A lot better than Greyford, I can tell you.”
Pallas murmured, “Paris in the summer ...” Her eyes
were dreamy and far away.
Kate wondered if she were thinking about Jean-Paul. He
lived in Paris, she remembered. Was that why Marc was
sending his sister there? It would be just like him to have
thought out such a devious plan.
They went back to the house in a cheerful silence.
Watching Sam, Kate was convinced that her news had not
upset or worried him. He seemed sorry to be parting with
Pallas, but not unhappy.
Jean-Paul was sitting on the verandah. His grave
glance rested on Pallas, slight and cool in her white tennis
dress, her racquet swinging, her long brown legs moving
gracefully.
Kate saw a serious expression move over his face, then
he smiled politely, as if at a stranger.
“Good morning again! A good game?”
Pallas linked her arm in Sam’s, leaning against his
shoulder with an unusually demonstrative gesture.
“Wonderful!” she gushed.
Sam gave her a curious look, but said nothing.
When they had gone in Kate looked down at Jean-Paul’s
bent head. He was frowning slightly, his mouth drawn in
at the edges.
“That was for your benefit alone,” she said.
He jumped and looked up quickly. “I beg your pardon?”
he mumbled, flushing.
Kate smiled at him. “You heard what I said, Jean-Paul,”
she said dryly.
He shrugged. “I wish I could believe you, but I am
afraid I do not agree with your diagnosis. Pallas, it seems
to me, is far too interested in Sam. And after all, why not?
I like your brother, Kate. A nice boy.” He stood up, smiling
politely at her. “As pleasant as his sister. I am very glad to
have met you, Kate. It has made my stay here a charming
one, after all.”
“You make it sound so final,” Kate said, watching him.
“Are you leaving Kianthos soon?”
Very soon, I think. But I hope I will see you again, Kate.
Will you give me your address? If I am in England I might
call and see you, perhaps. Or would you object to that?”
“No, of course not, Jean-Paul. I should like to see you
again.” She wrote it for him on a piece of paper he found in
his pocket. “There you are!”
He put it carefully away. Pallas came out on to the
verandah and looked from one to the other of them, her face
still very flushed. Kate wondered if she imagined the hurt
look in the other girl’s dark eyes.
They flew back to England, as scheduled, but Pallas did not
go with them. She was to proceed to Paris with Jean-Paul, it
seemed. She did not seem to find the news unpleasant,
when her mother told her about the plan, although she did
give Kate an uncertain look. Kate deliberately avoided any
discussion of the subject. Pallas clearly wished to mention it
to her but Kate had decided that the less said the better.
If Pallas ever did marry Jean-Paul, she thought, it would
be much later than her family had at first intended. That
the girl had great fondness for him she no longer doubted.
She had watched her carefully and come to the conclusion
that Pallas was attracted to him, and valued his friendship.
She would probably learn to love him maturely as she grew
older. But there was plenty of time for that.
Arranged marriages might have worked well once upon a
time, but Pallas had a more modern life in front of her. She
would be working like a Trojan for the next five years, at
least, and would have no time for romance. It would be
much better to let her discover for herself whether she
wanted to marry Jean-Paul or not.
When they said goodbye, Pallas unexpectedly flung her
arms around Kate. “Goodbye, Kate. Thank you.”
Kate hugged her back. “I expect I’ll see you again some
day, Pallas. It’s been a wonderful holiday. I’m very grateful