âI hope you invite me to be in the room when you pitch your conspiracy theory to somebody. I want to watch their faces as your story gets wilder and wilder.'
âIt's happened before. A group of billionaires plotted a coup to seize control of our government and get rid of FDR.'
âGood. A history lesson. That'll make your presentation even better. And I happen to know about that attempted coup, by the way. I'm a history buff. They weren't very good at it. They needed to involve key generals and bungled it. But if you make a study of what they did then you can learn from their mistakes and not make those mistakes again. And today you have more generals who might be interested. Generals who don't like what's happened to this country.' Something in my expression must have alarmed him; he was saying too much. âBut that's all theoretical. And crazy.'
He opened the car door now. âI'm due at the police station.' The smile was back. âMaybe you can start with them â with Hammell, maybe. I'm told he likes a good story. And you've
got
a good one. It'd make a helluva good movie, in fact.'
He started his car, gave me a kind of half-salute and drove away. This time with a tiny smirk and look of superiority and mischief on his long, New-Englander face.
I was walking back to the Jeep where Jane was waiting when my cell phone interrupted my scattered thoughts. I connected to hear Ben's voice. âWhere are you?'
âAt the motel where Ruskin was killed.'
âSo it is Ruskin. Sonofabitch. I had something like that in the back of my mind. All we're getting from TV is that there was trouble at this motel. Maybe a homicide. I'm at the senator's. Naturally, we were curious. I doubt a town this size gets many murders. Is this something that could help us?'
âYes. But I don't want to go into it on the phone.'
âThat's all right. We want you to come out here anyway.'
âSee you soon.'
âI saw you talking to Hawkins,' Jane said when I got into the driver's seat. âAny luck?'
âHe claims self-defense.'
âOf course. Think he can get away with it?'
âWith Ruskin's reputation for going armed and waving guns in people's faces, Hawkins should have an easy go. Especially with no witnesses. Then there's Ruskin drugging the bodyguard you got him.'
âOh, sure. In a trial the jury would see how unbalanced Ruskin was the day he was killed. And he was armed.'
âExactly. And Sarah herself told me that he ran out the door away from Hawkins. Hawkins is a federal investigator. He has a right to detain him and ask questions.'
âSlick.'
âHow about going out to Robert's with me?'
âFine.'
I was glad to get away from it all. I still didn't have any warm feelings for the little prick but I was sorry for Sarah.
And speaking of Sarah â¦
Just as we were starting to pull out of the parking lot Detective Farnsworth appeared in my headlights, waving his arms for me to stop.
âWhat the hell,' I said, hitting the brakes.
He strode over to my Jeep. I had the window down waiting for him. When he leaned over and looked in, he said, âEvening, Jane.' But he didn't wait for a response. âConrad, I'm going to pull my car around here so you can talk to Sarah. I promised her I'd set it up. I want to calm her down. I actually like her; that's why I agreed. I don't know what she saw in a scumbag like Ruskin.'
So Farnsworth was on our side after all. I pushed my luck. âAre you sure yet that Hawkins was justified in killing Ruskin?'
Surprise played on his face, then curiosity. âYou have any particular reason to say that?'
âNo witnesses. Anything could have happened.'
âYou're getting ahead of yourself, Conrad. We've got a whole investigation to go before we make any judgments. But he's an investigator for a US Attorney and he had a right to find Ruskin and to ask him questions. Ruskin was a clown but he always made a big deal of carrying a gun and being so good with it.'
Between the lines of those sentences were two words: âCase closed.'
âSo wait here. You can get in the backseat with her. 'Night, Jane.'
â'Night, William.'
After he was gone, I said, âSee how fast he bought my story about how Hawkins maybe killed Ruskin in cold blood.'
She snapped her fingers. âLike that. You'll get tired of telling your story, Dev.'
âHow about you? Do
you
believe it?'
âI don't
not
believe it. I'd like to learn more about it. You know, do the due diligence.'
âNow there's a vote of confidence.' But I was smiling when I said it.
Farnsworth's unmarked car pulled around and parked about fifteen feet from my Jeep. He pulled the emergency brake on and stepped outside.
âTell Sarah I said hello,' Jane said.
âWill do.'
I got out and walked over to Farnsworth.
âTen minutes. Detective Hammell is waiting for us.'
I nodded and walked to the door. As I slid in I saw that Sarah was huddled in the opposite corner as if she was trying to hide. I'd expected tears and panic. Maybe she'd run out of both.
After I had slammed the door and sat there for an interminable silent minute â I wondered if she'd gone into some kind of shock â she said, in a voice I barely recognized as hers, âHe lied and exaggerated so much it was hard to know what was real sometimes. Until last night when somebody shot at him, I didn't really believe any of this. And even thenâ' For the first time she really looked at me; for the first time her eyes showed the warmth I usually found there. âIt's a terrible thing to admit, Dev, but when we were at the hospital I half wondered if he'd set this all up. You know, hired somebody to shoot at him. Every once in a while he'd do things that got him “press” as he always called it. Usually a few months before he had a book coming out or before he was giving a big speech somewhere. He knew how to promote himself. But this wasn't one of those times.' No tears, not even now. âSo I'm alone and I don't have any idea what to do, Dev. In a weird way I always thought of us as one person. He hated me saying that. We'd have big fights about it. Especially if he was having one of his little affairs. But I really do feel like half of me is gone now.'
âYou're a whole person, Sarah. And a good person.' I moved much closer to her.
âThey're going to be rough on me, aren't they? The police and the press, I mean.'
âI doubt the police will be. I never read any of his books but I saw him say on TV one night that he never gave you the details about any of his activities. That he was the only one who knew them. That you only found out what they were after they'd happened. I think the police will believe that sooner than later. But the press is another matter. They'll be after you for a couple of years. So will the supermarket tabloids and a few of the papers of note. Some people will write books about him. And you. And they'll make up outlandish stories that the American press will take as fact. There'll be absolutely no evidence whatsoever for them. But the people who write them will make a lot of money doing it. And now it's fact quote unquote. So you can expect stories like that somewhere along the line about Howard.'
A childlike smile. âYou can call him Howie. He was definitely more of a “Howie.”' Then, her body relaxing for the first time, âIs it all right if I start calling you sometimes? Just telling you how I'm doing and maybe asking for advice.'
âOf course you can.'
âI'm even thinking of moving to Atlanta. I've got a cousin there who's about my age. She's divorced and has plenty of room in her house.' Then, âHe didn't have to kill him.'
âI know.'
âI said that to Detective Farnsworth and he just sort of mumbled something. He's been very nice. I was hysterical and he sat with his arm around me the whole time and told me that his little daughter had died from cancer when she was three and that he knew how hard it was to lose somebody, but that eventually things get better. But he still didn't believe me â about Hawkins, I mean.'
âI believe you.'
âYou do? Thank God. Thank God.' She reached out and took my hand.
âBut nobody else will believe us unless I can find more evidence and that'll be tough.'
She squeezed my hand. âBut you believe it. That's the main thing for me right now. That you believe it.'
The way she leaned forward I think she was going to kiss my cheek but just then Farnsworth knocked on the back window.
âOh, God, I'm so glad we got to talk, Dev. This means so much to me, you can't imagine.'
I was the one who kissed
her
on the cheek. âAny time, night or day, you call me, to catch up or if you have a question, all right?'
âI will, Dev. I will.'
When I got out of the car I looked into the eyes of a man who'd lost a three-year-old to cancer. Unimaginable. We just stared at each other and then he walked away and got into his car with Sarah in the backseat. They drove away. Neither of them waved.
M
rs Weiderman was smiling when she let me and Jane in and behind her, in the living room most likely, there was the kind of laughter you hear when people are just sitting around getting stiff on good drinks and saying screw it to everything else. Considering everything he was up against, Robert had done damned well tonight.
Mrs Weiderman led us there then stood aside as if ushering us into a temple of pure delight. âJust go in and have some fun, you two.' I wasn't going to spoil anybody's fun by bringing up the possibility that one of them might be the person who had done Tracy Cabot wrong.
Maddy flung herself off a divan and tore across the room and gave me the kind of hug a man of less probity and wisdom might mistake for more than a simple excited greeting. But I knew Maddy and I knew better. âSorry, Jane. I couldn't resist. And by the way, you two make a very cute couple.'
Jane and I realized, about the same second, that little Maddy was a wee bit tipsy. And all the cuter for it. We smiled knowingly at each other and stood there while Robert and Ben and Elise all toasted us. James just stood there trapped in his prison of being James.
I can't tell you much about the next twenty minutes or so because it was just chatter. Robert and Ben were at least half bombed and filled with the kind of radiant optimism only alcohol can inspire. Or, as Robert put it, âNow we know that Ruskin killed the Cabot woman.'
âAnd how do we know that?' I said.
âSuicide by cop. Or in this case federal investigator. He intentionally ran away from Hawkins so Hawkins would be forced to kill him.'
Ben, who never played along with anything, played along. âYou have to admit there's some logic to it.'
Who was I to parse that sentence? âSome logic' can only be used when your blood alcohol reaches a certain illegal limit.
But for all the underpinning of fantasy and desperate hope it was pleasant to see Robert again. The old Robert, the one I liked if not exactly admired, the one who could often be bought for the going rate but who tried not to let his whoring get in the way of taking a stand when the oligarch party (as well as too many members on our side) tried to make life even easier for people who had yachts to worry about and even tougher for people who had impoverished little ones to worry about.
Somebody decided to check on how the talking heads were assessing Robert's performance. The giant TV screen bloomed to colorful life, presenting us with three dolorous men and one preening woman. Ostensibly this was âour' cable network but with a few exceptions the yakkers were just the usual Beltway boys and girls who bathed in their own imagined importance. But tonight they were pretty good, actually.
They liked the way he'd handled himself but sensibly enough didn't make any claims about his innocence. I gave them points for that. I also gave them points for having some fun with some of the nastier comments made by the other side, comments I hadn't caught up with until now.
âMy favorite,' said the attractive blonde, âwas when Sheila St Germaine said that Senator Logan should have to hand over his passport because he's a flight risk.'
âYeah and then Lawrence Todd said Logan would head for Cuba where Castro would let him stay.' The man had everybody laughing with this; even a crew member or two could be heard chortling.
âAnd don't forget,' the always-breathless host said, âthe body language expert who said that Logan reminded him of Ted Bundy based on how his right shoulder moves when he changes the subject.'
Even Elise, not the most demonstrative of people, was laughing. She had to lean against Maddy in order to keep from falling off the divan. Maddy had switched to coffee, which was probably a good idea. With her mother finishing an entire wine cooler by herself, somebody had to protect her from destroying the known world with that sweet-sad smile and that small Monet face. If she had another wine cooler she'd probably sign up to be a NASCAR driver or enter a tractor pull. A drinker she was not.
Soon enough an angel appeared in the person of Mrs Weiderman with a tray of hot deli-style sandwiches and two pots of coffee that she rolled in on a hotel-style cart. I wasn't hungry for food but I was for coffee.
I enjoyed sitting on one of the couches next to Jane and watching Robert and Ben and Maddy making all the smart-ass remarks about the various jabs and counter-jabs going on in television land. None of it mattered, of course. That kind of speculative talk vaporized as soon as it was uttered. But sometimes it was fun, as it was tonight.
Jane sighed and whispered, âI could put my head on your shoulder and go to sleep.'
âBe my guest.'
âReally?'
âSure. Why not? I don't see how you can sleep with all this noise going on but if you can, do it.'