First Shift - Legacy (Part 6 of the Silo Series) (Wool) (14 page)

“You can’t feel ’em,” Senator Thurman said. “It’s all in your head. They know the difference between you and me.”

Donald glanced down and realized he was scratching his arm.

“Have a seat.” Thurman gestured to the bench opposite his. He had the same color scrubs on and a few days’ growth on his chin. Donald noticed the far end of the capsule opened onto a small bathroom, a showerhead with a flexible hose clipped to the wall. Thurman swung his bare feet off the bench and grabbed a half-empty bottle of water, took a sip. Donald obeyed and sat down, a nervous sweat tickling his scalp. A stack of folded blankets and a few pillows sat at the end of the bench. He saw how the frames folded open into cots but couldn’t imagine being able to sleep in this little coffin.

“You wanted to see me, sir?” He tried to keep his voice from cracking. The air tasted metallic, a hint of the machines on his tongue. He could picture them there with their little legs and claws, roaming about.

“Drink?” The Senator opened a small fridge below the bench and pulled out a bottle of water.

“Thanks.” Donald accepted the water but didn’t open it, just enjoyed the cool against his palm. “Mick said he filled you in.” He wanted to add that this meeting felt unnecessary.

Thurman nodded. “He did. Met with him yesterday. He’s a solid boy.” The Senator smiled and shook his head. “The irony is, this class we just swore in? Probably the best bunch the Hill has seen in a very long time.”

“The irony?” Donald pressed the cool plastic water bottle against his wrist, where his mind was playing tricks on him with imaginary bug bites.

Thurman waved his hand, shooing the question away. “You know what I love about this treatment?”

Practically living forever
? Donald nearly asked.

“It gives you time to think. A few days in here, nothing with batteries allowed, just a few books to read and something to write on, it really clears your head.”

Donald kept his opinions to himself. He didn’t want to admit how creeped out the procedure made him, how terrifying it was to be in that room right then. He hated hospitals in general, always feared he would catch something. Knowing that tiny machines were coursing through the Senator’s body, picking through his individual cells and making repairs, grossed him out. Supposedly, your urine turned the color of charcoal once all the machines shut down. He wondered if that would be true for him, just sitting there and breathing the same air.

He trembled at the thought.

“Isn’t that nice?” Thurman asked. He took in a deep breath and let it out. “That quiet?”

Donald didn’t answer. He realized he was holding his breath again.

Thurman looked down at the book in his lap, then lifted his gaze and studied Donald for a few breaths.

“Did you know your grandfather taught me how to play golf?”

Donald laughed. “Yeah. I’ve seen the pictures of you two together.” He flashed back to his grandmother flipping through old albums. She had this weird thing about printing the pictures off her computer and stuffing them in books. Said they became more real once they were displayed like that.

“You and your sister have always felt like family to me,” the Senator said.

“Well, I appreciate that, sir.” Donald cracked the cap on his water and took a sip. The Senator had definitely been locked up too long. He remembered a night in college when Mick had gotten sloshed and “opened up to him.” It was uncomfortable. A small vent in the corner of the pod circulated some air, but it still felt warm in there.

“I want you in on this project,” Thurman said. “All the way in.”

Donald swallowed. “Sir. I’m fully committed, I promise.”

Thurman raised his hand and shook his head. “No, not like—” He dropped his hand to his lap, glanced at the door, then at one of the small portholes. “You know, I used to think you couldn’t hide anything anymore. Not in this age. It’s all out there, you know?” He waggled his fingers in the air. “Hell, you ran for office and squeezed through that mess. You know what it’s like.”

Donald nodded. “Yeah, I had a few things I had to own up to.”

The Senator cupped his hands into a bowl. “It’s like trying to hold water and not letting a single drop through.”

Taking another sip from his bottle, Donald nodded.

“A president can’t even get a blow job anymore without the world finding out.”

Donald’s confused squint had Thurman waving at the air. “Before your time. But here’s the thing, here’s what I’ve found, both overseas and in Washington. It’s the
unimportant
drips that leak through. The peccadilloes. Embarrassments, not life and death stuff. You want to invade a foreign country? Look at D-Day. Hell, look at Pearl Harbor. Or 9/11. Not a problem.”

“I’m sorry, sir, I don’t see what—”

Thurman’s hand flew out, his fingers snapping together as he pinched the air. Donald thought for a moment that he meant for him to not interrupt, to keep quiet, but then the Senator leaned forward and held the pinched pads of his fingers for Donald to see, like he had snatched a mosquito.

“Look,” he said.

Donald leaned closer, but he still couldn’t make anything out. He shook his head. “I don’t see, sir—”

“That’s right. And you wouldn’t see it coming, either. That’s what they’ve been working on, those snakes.” His eyes unfocused for a moment, then snapped back to Donald. “You know what Nobel invented?”

The question came from nowhere. Donald tilted his head in confusion.

“You know, the peace prize guy.”

“Um, dynamite?” Donald wondered where this was going, if the Senator had been cooped up too long.

“TNT, right. You ever think that’s funny, the man behind a prize for peace coming up with something so destructive?”

“I think it’s because it saved so many lives, sir. At first. Weren’t they using something worse for a while?”

“That’s right. I forget how sharp you are. Nitroglycerine. One shake and off with your arm.”

Donald decided Thurman must be on some kind of sedative for the procedure. The old man was rambling.

“You see, you can’t make something for good without someone else figuring out all the
bad
it can do.”

“Yessir.”

Senator Thurman released the invisible pinch and studied the pad of his thumb for a moment. He blew a puff of air across it. “Anything these puppies can stitch, they can
unstitch
.”

He peered across the pod at Donald. “You know why we went into Iran the first time? It wasn’t about nukes, I’ll tell you that. I crawled through every hole that’s ever been dug in those dunes over there, and those rats had a bigger prize they were chasing than nukes. You see, they’ve figured out how to attack us without being
seen
, without having to blow themselves up, and with
zero
repercussions.”

Donald was pretty sure he didn’t have the clearance to hear any of this.

“Well, the Iranians didn’t figure it out for themselves so much as steal what Israel was working on.” He smiled at Donald. “So, of course, we had to start playing catch-up.”

“I don’t understa—”

“These critters in here are programmed for my DNA, Donny. Think about that. Have you ever had your ancestry tested?” He looked Donald up and down like he was surveying a mottled mutt. “What are you, anyway? Scottish?”

“Maybe Irish, sir. I honestly couldn’t tell you.” He didn’t want to admit that it was unimportant to him; it seemed like a topic Thurman was anything but apathetic about.

“Well, these buggers can tell. If they ever get them perfected, that is. They could tell you what clan you came from. And that’s what those crazy Iranians are working on: a weapon you can’t see, that you can’t stop, and if it decides you’re Jewish, even a
quarter
Jew—” Thurman drew his thumb across his own neck.

“I thought we were wrong about that. We never found any NBs in Iran.”

“That’s because they self-destructed.
Remotely
. Poof.” The old man’s eyes widened.

Donald laughed. “You sound like one of those conspiracy theorists—”

Senator Thurman leaned back and rested his head against the wall. “Donny, the conspiracy theorists sound like
us
.”

Donald waited for the Senator to laugh. Or smile. It wasn’t happening.

“What does this have to do with me?” he asked. “Or our project?” He suspected the answer was:
nothing
.

Thurman closed his eyes, his head still tilted back against the wall behind him. “You know why Florida has such pretty sunrises?”

Donald wanted to throw his water bottle. He wanted to get up, spin in circles, scream, then beat on the door until they hauled him out of there in a straightjacket. Instead, he took a sip of water and spun the cap back on.

Thurman cracked an eye. Studied him. He finally realized Donald wasn’t going to guess.

“It’s because the sand from Africa blows clear across the Atlantic.”

Donald nodded. He saw what the Senator was getting at. He’d heard the same fear-mongering on the twenty-four-hour news programs, how toxins and tiny machines can circle the globe, just like seeds and pollens have done for millennia.

“It’s coming, Donny. I know it is. I’ve got eyes and ears everywhere, even in here. I asked you to meet me here because I want you to have a seat at the
after
party.”

“Sir?”

“You and Helen both.”

Donald scratched his arm and glanced at the door. He wanted out of there.

“It’s just a contingency plan for now, you understand? There are plans in place for anything. Mountains for the president to crawl inside of, but we need something else.”

Donald remembered the congressman from Atlanta prattling on about zombies and the CDC. This sounded like more of that nonsense.

“I’m happy to serve on any committee you think’s important—”

“Good.” The Senator took the book from his lap and handed it to Donald, who was prepared this time for how heavy it would be. “Read this,” Thurman said.

Donald checked the cover. It was familiar, but instead of French script, it read:
The Order
. He opened it to a random page and started skimming.

“That’s your bible from now on, son. When I was in the war, I met boys no higher than your knee who had the entire Qur'an memorized, every stinkin’ verse. You need to do better.”

“Memorize?”

“As near as you can. And don’t worry, you’ve got a couple of years.”

Donald laughed. He snapped the book shut and studied the spine. “Good. I’ll need it.” He wanted to know if there would be a raise involved or a ton of committee meetings. This sounded ludicrous, but he wasn’t about to refuse the old man, not with his reelection coming up every two years.

“All right. Welcome.” Thurman leaned forward and held out his hand. Donald tried to get his palm deep into the Senator’s. It made the older man’s grip hurt a lot less. “You’re free to go.”

“Thank you, sir.”

He stood and exhaled in relief. Cradling the book, he moved to the airlock door.

“Oh, and Donny?”

He turned back. “Yessir?”

“The National Convention is in a couple of years. I want you to go ahead and pencil it into your schedule. And make sure Helen is there.”

Donald felt goose bumps run down his arms. Screw the committee,
this
was what he wanted to hear. A real possibility of promotion. Maybe a speech on the big stage. That was the ticket that moved congressmen from Rayburn to Dirksen and transformed two-year terms to six.

“Absolutely, sir.” He knew he was smiling.

“Oh, and I’m afraid I haven’t been completely honest with you about the critters in here.”

“Sir?” Donald swallowed. His smile melted. He had one hand on the hatch’s wheel. His mind resumed playing tricks on him, the taste on his tongue metallic, the pricks everywhere on his skin.