Final Ride Fallen Angel's MC 4 (10 page)

“We ain’t wagin’ a war.” Creed hollers above us all. He might
not want to, but I sure as hell will.

“He threatened us! What the fuck, Creed!” Shoving myself up, I
glare at him. My body is tense, every muscle corded tightly.
Between this shit and Jersey, I may just lose my fucking mind.

“Sit the fuck down! We’re goin’ to get them, just not now! We
need to plan this shit out! We ain’t goin’ in there blind. We’ve
lost enough good guys to this shit!” The room grows quiet as I
let that sink in. He’s right, but I don’t know how to control what
I feel.

Dropping back into the chair, I light up a cigarette. Something
has to calm the way I feel right now.

“We take our goddamn trip to the lake. We come back fresh,
and ready to handle this shit, yeah? We’ve got Spawns comin’
out too. We can get shit talked over.” Creed slams the gavel
down, but my body vibrates with rage. I can’t control it. I don’t
know how to stop it.

Standing up, the chair slams to floor with a thud before I stalk
out of the room. I need to be away from everyone right now.
With the way I feel, there is no telling what I might do.

Stomping past everyone and straight toward my room, I slam
the door as soon as I’m inside.

 

Jersey damn near leaps off the bed, I scared the shit out of her.

“Why don’t you go check on Ansley, or help the girls?” Dragging
my shirt over my head I drop to the floor and start doing some
push-ups. I need to work off this pent up energy.

“What’s wrong?” I don’t answer her as I push myself harder and
faster. The feeling of exploding is overwhelming me.

“Ryker.” Pushing myself up until I’m standing, I look over at her.
“Look. I’ve had a shitty couple of days. If I tell you to take a walk,
do it!” Grinding out the words between my teeth, she jolts
slightly. I’ve never talked to her like this before. This is fucking
great. I can’t control my attitude either, and now I’m scaring the
shit out of her.

Moving toward the wall, I press my hands against it as I hang my
head. So many things run wild in there. So many things I can’t
control.

Jersey ducks under my arms before her hands run up my sweaty
chest and around my neck. Her head tilts up and her lips find
mine. Slowly, and gently, she kisses me. I don’t kiss her back
though. I can’t move.

As if her lips are magic, my dick springs to life. The need to own
this girl consumes me. It eats away at everything else that swirls
around with the demons in my head.

Grabbing her roughly, I pull her body against mine.

 

“You don’t know what you’re askin’ for right now.” With my
hands digging into her skin, she shakes her head.

 

“I know exactly what I’m asking for.” Why does she do this to
me? How? How can she calm everything?

Slamming her body against the wall, I drag the little t-shirt she’s
wearing up her body, and toss it to the floor. My eyes roam over
her body. Shivers roll through me as I take in her beauty. She’s
the most gorgeous thing I’ve ever laid my eyes on.
Dipping my head, I suck her nipple into my mouth. Biting a little
harder than normal, I taste the metallic blood drip into my
mouth. Jersey cries out softly as her head falls back.

Running one hand between her legs, I feel just how wet she is
for me. She’s always ready for me.

I slide a finger roughly inside of her as her body arches into my
touch. I want so much from her. Why is it so hard for her to
understand that I need her?

Kissing between her breasts, I move up her chest toward her
neck. My fingers work that little pussy over as I slide them in
and out.

“When will you see how much you mean to me?” Whispering
against her neck, she shivers. I nip her earlobe as soft moans
float from her mouth.

“You mean everything to me Ryker.” Her voice hitches. I love it.
Turning her head, she captures my mouth with hers. The harder
she kisses me, the harder I pump my fingers into her.

Sliding them out quickly, I lift her, and toss her onto the bed.

“Hands and knees.” Growling at her, she does as she’s told. I
quickly strip out of the rest of my clothes before climbing on the
bed behind her. With my belt in hand, I grab her wrists securing
them to the headboard.
“You’re goin’ to take all of me darlin’. Every last pent up
emotion I have, is all for you.” Slapping her ass roughly, I look at
it, it’s glowing red. Her moans just harden my dick.

Positioning myself behind her, I slam into her. Jersey screams as
I grip her hips. Thrusting into her, I let out all of the frustration I
have in me. Every last piece of dread, and hate. I slam inside of
her with so much force, I feel like I’m losing control of myself.

My balls slap her clit, hard, and rough. The sound of our naked
body’s slapping against each other nearly chokes me.

“Make me cum Jersey!” Slapping her one last rough time, I roll
my hips into her. Her body locks up as I cum gripping her hips in
a death grip. So much emotion floods me. I don’t know where I
would end up without her.

“GODDAMN!” I let it all unleash on her. I fill her so full, I feel
dizzy. Sliding out of her, I untie her hands before dropping onto
the bed.

Jersey climbs on top of me before laying her head on my chest.

 

“I’m so sorry, Ryker. “Wrapping my hands around her, I hold her
close to me.

 

“I’m sorry too.”
Chapter 24

 

Tank

 

“Their movin’ closer again. This shit is wrong.” Sitting at the bar
with a beer in my hand, I glance over at Creed.

“I know. That’s why I wanted those cameras put in. I don’t want
them sneakin’ up on us.” I get what he’s saying, but it’s not
technically sneaking when they just show the fuck up.

“What do you want to do? I don’t know if takin’ the lake trip is
such a good idea now.” Creed shakes his head as I take a drink. I
don’t want to argue with him but hell, he has a mind of his own.

“I think we need it brother. We’re all so fuckin’ wound up.”
Pulling out a cigarette I light it up before looking around.

“I might hang back on this one. I don’t like leavin’ the clubhouse,
or the shop open like that. We haven’t even started work yet.” I
can see the pissed look in his eyes. I don’t care right now. Creed
is right on one thing. This shop and store are our futures. We
need to keep shit running right to secure that future.

“What’s with you these days, Tank?” Shaking my head again, I
don’t want to talk about my personal shit with him, but on the
other hand Creed is my best friend, my second in command.

“I don’t know brother. I just feel like I’m bein’ sucked down.
Somethin’ feels off and I can’t shake that shit.” Creed sets his
bottle on the bar before turning completely toward me.

“If shit feels off about goin’ to the lake, we call it. You never
steered us wrong before, Tank. I take what you feel to heart,
yeah? If it’s off, it’s off.” Slapping a hand on my shoulder, maybe
it is a good thing that I told him.

“Somethin’ is for sure off.” Creed nods before he stands, and
looks at me.

“Then we call it. We can always go later.” With a quick nod, he
walks away. I sit back with my beer in hand, trying to be
reasonable. It doesn’t make sense to ruin everyone’s plans for
the lake, but I sure as hell don’t want to be there.

“Got company!” I hear Joey hollering before I stand and walk
toward him.

“Who the hell is
that
?” Making my way out the front door, I see
a car pulling in. I wonder who the hell that is. We weren’t
expecting anyone.
I step outside with half the guy’s behind me. Crossing my arms
over my chest, I watch the car like it might fucking explode at
any second.

The door opens, and a small elderly woman steps out looking
nervous as shit. She should be, she doesn’t know what kind of
place she just pulled her little Buick into.

“Lookin’ for someone?” Her eyes come to meet mine, and I can
tell she’s scared. Her eyes dart around as the rest of the guys
follow my lead.

“I’m looking for my granddaughter.” Looking over my shoulder,
Creed shrugs before stepping up next to me.

“And who would that be?” The woman looks around a little
more before she swallows hard. It kind of strikes me as funny
that we are all standing here on guard with this woman. She has
to be in her seventies, but then again, stranger things have
happened.

“Candy Thomas.” My heart stops. I never met her grandma
before. I didn’t know she had one to be honest. My arms fall
from my chest, to hang at my sides.

“I take it you never met her?” Creed leans into my side as I
swallow hard.

“Nope. Didn’t know she had a grandma around.” My eyes never
leave the old woman’s, but those blue eyes of hers should have
been a dead giveaway. They look just like Bella’s.
“What do you want to do here brother?” Shrugging my
shoulders, I’m fucking clueless.

We stand there in a silence that can’t be described with words. I
didn’t think I would have to face anyone for what I let happen to
Candy. The thought never occurred to me that she may have
had other family.

“Give me a few, yeah?” Looking over at Creed, he nods before
turning and ushering the other guys back inside.

 

I walk toward the woman before she smiles.

“I remember you. You wouldn’t know who I am though. I’m
Anna, Candy’s grandmother.” The small woman extends her
hand to me as I stare at it in shock. How does she remember
me?

“I’m sorry, how do you know who I am?” I swear I feel like my
heart is going to jump out of my chest.

“I saw you when you were with Candy. I helped her move away
when she left with Bella.” Snatching my hand out of hers, I scrub
my hand over my face. Did she just admit to helping Candy take
my daughter?

“I didn’t know anything at the time. She said she was leaving,
and asked for help. I offered. She was my granddaughter after
all. She called me many times after that. Every few months she
needed money for something. It grew old after a while. I hired a
private investigator. This is the place he came up with.” Shaking
my head again, I don’t know what to say to her. How do I tell
her I let her granddaughter get killed without a second thought?

“I didn’t figure she’d still be alive.” It’s like she stole the words
right out of my mouth. How can she know that?

 

“I’m sorry. I don’t know what the hell to say here.” Anna smiles
before she places her hand on my arm.

“It’s ok. I’ve been looking for years for Bella. I wanted to see if
she was ok. There was never much about her in any records,
other than a few old doctor visits. That was many years ago
though. The trail just kind of went cold after that.” I can see it in
her eyes. She’s telling me the truth.

“Bella showed up a while ago. A friend from another club
helped her find me. She’s been with me the rest of this time.”
Her smile widens as she gazes up at me.

“Oh. I can’t believe it! She’s ok? She was ok?” The concern
etched across her wrinkled face says it all. She loved that girl.
“She’s good. She had a rough life.” A tear slides down her cheek
before I look away. I know that feeling all too well.

“I didn’t know what Candy had planned. I should have never
helped her. I’m so sorry, to both of you.” Anna turns to walk
away when something tugs at me.

“Do you want to see her?”
Chapter 25

 

Creed

 

Tank walks in with the little old lady wrapped around his arm.
It’s a little funny that he’s so damn huge, and she isn’t.

“Guys. This is Anna. She’s Bella’s great grandma.” Tank
announces as we all look at each other. I walk over first,
extending my hand to her.

“Nice to meet you, ma’am.” She smiles up at me with a slight
shocked look. Yeah, we have manners sometimes.

 

Cher stands there in shock herself before Tank waves her over.

“Anna, this is my wife. Cher.” Her smile widens before she pulls
Cher into a hug. Cher’s eyes widen as she looks at me over
Anna’s shoulder. It’s the funniest sight that I’ve ever seen
before.
“It’s so nice to meet you.” I nudge Tank’s arm before I almost
lose it. His smile is pure amusement.