Read Few Things Left Unsaid Online
Authors: Sudeep Nagarkar
Tags: #Literature & Fiction, #Contemporary, #Contemporary Fiction, #Romance
“Yes. Perfect” she kissed my lips softly. It was sudden.
My eyes rolled. I looked here and there to see is somebody had watched it. We were in the passage of the college near the canteen. It is at the back of the college where generally there is no one. I was relieved when I confirmed no one watched it.
“Are you crazy? We are in the college.”
“I don’t care. Your lips are mine. I can touch them whenever I want. I don’t have to take permission from you.”Riya kissed me again.
I did not argue this time. The girl who can argue with the chemistry madam who was about to fail me, could do anything. She had guts. I did not. And I loved her for all these crazy things.
We went home. I did not say anything to my parents about my submission. I just went to my room and switched on my computer. Orkut was my favorite time pass. I used to check Riya’s scraps also just to keep an eye on her. I was possessive about her. She was no different. We were happy in each other’s arms. We did not want anyone to know that we were together.
I remembered I had to take her to a movie. I checked on cinemax site, to see which movies were showing. There were no good movies, which were released. I called her to check if she was sure about the movie. She never refused for movies. We decided to watch a movie on Saturday.
She also came online.
Riya: Hey, which movie shall we watch?
Me: Don’t know, lets see after we reach there. Are you excited?
Riya: Excited? What for? Didn’t get you?
Me: Forgot what we did last time in the theatre.
Riya: Stop it. Love you.
Me: Blushing? I want to see you blushing. Shall I make you blush more?
Riya: No need to see me blushing. How will you make me blush more?
Me: By doing, something more than what I did that day. I want you to be just mine. I want you just for me. Even you can do what you want. Love you a lot. Miss you. Eat dinner properly. See you on Saturday. Wear a skirt. If possible, bring me fried rice.
I logged out. I wanted the entire day to be special. I got small gift for her from Archies. I also took a few chocolates for her. She loved chocolates.
I kept the gift carefully in my room. The choclates in the refrigerator.
Saturday morning. She met me by 11am.We reached Cinemax in a few minutes. We checked out the show timings. There was not even a single good movie. Ultimately, we took the tickets for the movie HOME DELIVERY. Show timing was 1pm.
We went to Pizza Hut. I ordered one spicy veggie and a coke.
“Jaan I have 2 surprises for you. You will love them.”
“Seriously? What are they? Please show me.”
“Not now. You will have to wait for it.” I showed her the packet. She was excited. She loved surprises.
“Even I have one surprise for you.”Riya pointed at her bag.
It made me so much excited that I almost grabbed her bag. However, she did not allow me to open it. I gave her the wrapped box of chocolates and told her to open it. As she saw chocolates, she got hold of my cheeks and pinched it hard, it pained me. But it showed me that she loved them. We shared the first choclate.Now I requested her to show what she had with her.
She handed it over to me. I opened it. IT WAS A WATCH.
“Superb, it’s really nice. From where did you get it?”
“You didn’t have a watch, So I thought I would get one for you. Thank God you liked it.”
“It’s your choice. How will I not like it? It’s really superb.”
It was so sweet of her. The watch was not branded, but I really loved it as it showed the time of love...
“Now show me what you have with you.Please.I am excited and want see it.”
“Not now dear, wait for sometime. It will be special.”
I wanted to give that gift to her as the movie starts. I never thought that Riya would love me so much that she would bring me a surprise. I knew she liked surprises, but this time she was giving it. We finished eating our pizza. I paid the bill and we left. Still 30 min were left for the movie to start. I told Riya that I wanted to smoke. I asked her permission. She did not refuse it. She always used to tell me to smoke within limit. Not daily. I never smoked daily. I went to tapri and lit a cigarette. We were sitting outside Cinemax. She asked me
“Why do you smoke?”
“Why do you love me?” I asked her.
“Because you are good looking, you have good nature and you know how to make me happy.” I was expecting this answer.
“The same is the case with a cigarette. She looks nice in my hand and she knows how to make me happy.”
She laughed. It was a joke.
We went inside the theatre.1
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row from screen.Theatre was almost empty. We had no choice other than watching this movie. I liked Ayesha Takia so did not have any issues. Morover in trailers she had been shown in just one white long shirt. Nothing beneath. That would be exiting. Movie started. I removed the second surprise from my bag and put it in her hands. She had a shine in her eyes. She was looking more beautiful. She always looked more beautiful whenever she had a surprise in front of her. She opened it.
“So sweet, it’s an awesome ring. Love you a lot. You are the best boyfriend in the world”
I put the ring in her finger. She hugged me immediately. It brought tears in her eyes. We had started loving each other to extreme. It was a special moment. She was hugging me continuously for 5 minutes. She kissed the ring. It was studded with a diamond. Not a real diamond obviously. However, it was cute.
“I will always wear it and whenever I miss you, whenever I am alone I will kiss this ring. Now you will always be with me. Thanks for such a wonderful gift. You are my MR PERFECT. I was right. No one can take your place.
I kissed her and grabbed her towards me. She kissed my chest and neck. I never saw her as happy as she was today. I could feel her happiness by her touches. I started getting naughty with her…we were at our best whenever we were in theatre.It’s really thrilling, Just imagine her reaching over and grabbing for some popcorn from the box on my lap and grabbing something besides popcorn…..ooooops.It feels good. She was shocked but she was eager to see what was in my mind.
After reaching home.She sent me a text.
“Now I am all yours. For lifetime. You must be thinking you gave me two surprises, but you gave me three in all. The third one I can’t describe it to you, but its always precious for girl. Give some strain to your brain and you will realise it. Thanks for everything. I am kissing my ring. I am missing you more than ever today. It was the most beautiful day ever in my life. I have saved the date in my mobile.3
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December. Love you jaan.bye.gn.”
After thinking for 3 hours, I realised what she meant exactly. This made me love her more. She was frank and honest. I loved her behaviour.I liked her by her looks when she came to college. I had taken a chance to propose to her. And today I was deeply in love with her. I could break all boundaries and go beyond my limits. We were made for each other.
It was time for night outs. Hot coffees, radio and some snacks. It was time to study for the 1
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semester exams. I had never studied earlier except for two subjects. Mechanics and computer programming. I was unaware of the syllabus of the other subjects. Exams were 4 days away.1
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paper was applied mechanics. I had almost done with it. Still had to go through it once.
It was around 2am that I called Riya.
“How much did you study?”
“I am doing statics.Its tough. I think I will get kt.”She replied
“Don’t worry. You study. I will not disturb you. Miss you”
I kept the phone. I also called Sameer, Swapnil and Anup to enquire what they had studied. They were also studying statics.I was done with statics, was doing dynamics. I found mechanics easy. Generally, students find it difficult.
“So finally done? When are you reaching college? I will be there at 10am.I am tensed. Let’s see what happens...” Swapnil had called me.
“I will be there at the same time. Almost done. Let’s see.”
I called Riya. Even she had finished studying.40 was the golden figure we all were looking for.
30 min before exam, Sameer was still reading. He used to read until the end moment. Until he entered the classroom.
“Oye topper, close the book.” Swapnil teased him.
“Shut up yaar, I am not able to remember anything. I am going to screw this paper.”
“Oh God, if you are in such a situation after studying so much then what will happen to us?”
“Stop it yaar Swapnil. Please let me study.”
He never looked up. Standing outside the classroom, he was reading intently as if going through a porn magazine. Finally, we entered the classroom. I checked out which bench I had. I was really wishing to get the last or second last bench. I saw my seat number on the bench. It was third row. Sameer got the first bench. His mouth was open for a few minutes.My heartbeats increased.Swapnil had mini Xerox in his pocket. He was not worried. I never knew how to copy. I never carried any Xerox with me. I used to pamper the person in front of me. We were sitting on our respective benches and waiting for some professor to enter the classroom. We all wanted some new staff so that we could copy. However, our luck was bad. Deshmukh sir entered the classroom. It was all over. Now no one could copy. He handed over the question paper to us along with answer sheets. He warned us if someone was caught, he would be thrown out of the classroom.
I was looking at each question. I knew four questions out of seven. I started writing. Solving sums. I glanced at Swapnil .He had his Xerox under his answer paper. He was writing at rocket speed. It made me more nervous. I glanced at Sameer.He was sitting idle. That reduced my nervousness. I glanced at Riya.She was writing sincerely. That motivated me to write sincerely. I attempted almost 70 marks. I was almost sure to pass.Riya attempted 60 marks.Swapnil , Anup and Sameer attempted almost 80 marks. We were satisfied with our performance based on whatever we had studied.
The second paper was also easy. Applied science. The third paper was computer programming. I had studied it well with basics. Everyone decided to come to my home and study for the night. Anup and Riya did not come. I did not want Riya to come home as my mom was already suspicious about her. Anup's parents did not allow going out at nights during exams.Sameer and Swapnil came home. We had dinner and started studying in my room.
We studied for a while. I taught them basics of programming. I had taught programming to Riya earlier only. Therefore, she was done with this subject.Swapnil made a cup of tea for us.
“Hey aadi, do you have a porn film” Swapnil asked me.
“Are you crazy? We have our exams in 2 days and you want to play with you dick.Shut up and study.”
Sameer was not interested in all this during exams. He was revising whatever I had taught. A complete book worm. At the end, Swapnil convinced me to show him a porn film. I had a small collection of porn films.
“Wow, she is so hot.Sameer look at her. What a shape she has!.” Swapnil was excited.
“I prefer smoke, you watch those nude girls.”Sameer made his point.
“It helps your mind relax. Then I can study.”Swapnil answered him.
I also preferred smoke over nude girls. Its not that we both were impotent or gay. But smoke gave us much more pleasure than watching. This is the age of doing it practically. Not watching them and doing self-service. It’s fun when no one is at home and you are studying late nights.
Tea, books, friends, porn films, cigarettes and studying in between.