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Courtney Cole is a YA novelist who loves Lake Michigan but is terrified of buoys and sea gulls. That makes for some interesting days at the beach. She was born and raised in Kansas where it is too hot in the summer to do anything but read. So growing up, she read stacks and stacks of books. She learned from an early age that if she didn’t like an ending, she could just write her own. And that’s how she knew that she had a writer’s heart.

She migrated from Kansas to northern Indiana, just a stone’s throw from Chicago and Lake Michigan. She lives in the suburbs with her real life Prince Charming, her ornery kids (there is a small chance that they get their orneriness from their mother) and small domestic zoo. But thank heavens, the pet mouse finally died.

To learn more about Courtney and her books, visit her website at:

www.courtneycolewrites.com

I’ve always been fascinated by Greek mythology. The magical fantasy of it lures me in. So, I wasn’t upset in the slightest when my characters from
Every Last Kiss
diverted my already plotted course for this sequel into something totally different, delving into mythological realms.

Quite a lot in this book is based on real myth. Harmonia and Cadmus are actual mythological figures, as well as all of the other gods and goddesses that I wrote of here. I twisted their abilities and gifts to suit my purposes in some instances, but for the most part, I did try to stay true to what is already written about them.

Except for Ares. It is written that Ares is bloodthirsty and heinous. But that isn’t what I wanted him to be, so I pretty much changed him entirely. I wanted my god of war to be ferocious and fierce when need be, but funny, kind and loving also. I like him ever so much better my way.

Harmonia’s Necklace is a real legend which played into my story perfectly. Of course, I did alter it a bit to fit my storyline, just as I did some of the other mythological elements.

The Spiritlands is entirely a figment of my imagination. I began wondering
...
you hear of Mount Olympus, where the twelve Olympic gods and goddesses live, but where in the world do the minor gods and goddesses live? And that is how the Spiritlands came to be.

So, my point is
...
if you are someone who studies Greek Mythology, please take no offense if I altered something for my purposes. This is a work of fiction and my imagination is a very contrary thing- I can barely control it.

And finally, about the ending. What can I say? I love a good cliffhanger.

One thing I have discovered is that it takes the support of many people for an author to successfully write a book.

As always, I need to thank my family first and foremost. Thank you so much for putting up with me when I write and plot and daydream about my characters. Your support keeps me going and you’ll never know how much I appreciate it.

To my girls, Wren Emerson and M. Leighton. You ladies are two amazing goddesses yourselves. Without your writer-ly support, I doubt I would be able to function. Thank you for everything.

Dani Snell
...
Thank you so much for being a truly awesome beta reader. Your input is incredible and I really, really appreciate it.

Tammy Luke- my talented cover artist/magician. Thank you a million times over for being so patient and professional as you work with me and create your magic. You truly bring my visions to life.

And finally, I’d like to thank the readers who read my work. Thank you for reading it, thanking you for reviewing it and thank you so much for the emails telling me how much you love it. It is music to a writer’s ears. I can’t tell you how many times you have truly made my day. Thank you.

If you like The Bloodstone Saga, you might also enjoy:

Blood Like Poison: For the Love of a Vampire

By M. Leighton

The murmur of death, a dark shadow overcast,

Ringing long and eternal as life slips slowly past,
It breeds the unthinkable and touts the unknown,

It begins at the end, on a whisper, a moan.

Bo was on his knees in the center of the concrete floor, kneeling on a black towel. He was shirtless and covered in blood spatter. Under the slimy red sheen, I could see a sickly greenish black color seeping across his chest, radiating from the left side outward. It was darkest over his heart and it pulsed as if gangrenous death was being pumped throughout his body with every slow squeeze of the muscle. That, however, was not the most alarming part. The thing that caught and held my attention was his face.

As always, when I thought of Bo, my heart clenched painfully. I remember seeing him that day, the horror of it and how terrified I was. But even now, I can’t bring myself to regret stumbling upon him like that. I might’ve gone through the rest of my days in a selfishly numb state of hiding if I hadn’t met him, hadn’t known him for who and what he was. He taught me so much about a world I didn’t know existed and so much more about a life I hadn’t been living.

He taught me to stand up for what I believe in, to shout it out at the top of my lungs. He taught me to feel—the deep, gut-wrenching, heartbreaking, soul-singing kind of emotion I had avoided for so long. He taught me about the importance of life. He taught me about the beauty of death. He also taught me about love.

This is our story.

Drums blared from the radio, but even over the loud music, I could still hear Izzy’s bell-like voice as she sang along. She knew every word to the song. She bobbed her head and wiggled her shoulders, tapping her thumbs rhythmically on the steering wheel.

Her dark auburn hair was pulled back in a French twist at the back of her head and the dashboard lights illuminated her heart-shaped face, making her silvery blue eyes look even paler. Her cheeks were a little fuller than usual and her skin had an uncharacteristic glow.

I wondered about her weight gain, had my suspicions, but I said nothing. If she had something to tell me, she’d get to it in her own sweet time. That was Izzy’s way.

She slid me a sidelong glance. "What are you staring at, Perv?"

"Those man hands," I replied teasingly. "You could palm a grown man’s head with those mitts."

"Hey," she said, glaring at me. "Do you want to walk home?"

"Yeah, like—"

And then, as I’d done hundreds of times in the last three years, I awoke in a cold sweat.

Heart racing, chest aching, I lay in bed and struggled to catch my breath. I squeezed my eyes shut against the last few seconds of the car crash, but that didn’t stop me from seeing it. It never did. The awful crunch of metal rang in my ears and I knew what was coming after that—

the same images that always did, the ones that only got more confusing with time.

Memories of a deer and a boy tangled together in my mind. I’d told the authorities of a person I’d seen as the car spun off the road, about the pale face of a stranger that had flashed in front of the headlights just before my recollection went blank.

I assumed we’d hit him, but they’d found no body, no evidence of blood or tissue on the blackened remains of the front bumper. They’d assured me that no one could’ve survived being struck by a car going over fifty miles per hour. They’d concluded that, since they hadn’t found a body, the boy must’ve been a figment of my imagination, born of terror and trauma.

But I wasn’t convinced, and after three long years, I hadn’t forgotten him either.

Though the details of his face had faded over time, there was something about his eyes—a soul-deep agony, a burning self-loathing—that I’d never been able to get out of my head. It had stayed with me since that night. I was drawn to that kind of suffering, almost like a kindred spirit.

Slowly but surely, as I stared at the ceiling, reality returned, settling over me like a blanket of blandness. The television played the early morning news reports, as it did every morning.

I was probably the most well-informed kid in school, mostly because I went to sleep every night with the television on and woke up every day listening to the most recent happenings as they echoed through my room.

I listened with half an ear to the Channel Six anchorman as he talked about the top story.

"Another body was found late last night in Arlisle Preserve, near the area police have dubbed the

‘Slayer’s Slaughterhouse’." The body was positively identified as seventeen year old Jolene Turner of
Falls Town. At this time, police are not able to divulge all the details surrounding her death, though they
did confirm that she was killed in a manner typical of the Southmoore Slayer, including the animal
attack-like markings on the neck, a fatal chest wound and exsanguination. Turner makes victim number
twenty-seven of the Southmoore Slayer and, unless he’s captured, police fear that her death will not be the
last.

Southmoore Chief of Police Edwin McDonnahough has teamed with local authorities from four
neighboring towns to form a task force dedicated to the identification and apprehension of the Slayer.

Law enforcement officials from Harker, Columbia, Camden, and Sumter have devoted at least one officer
to the team in hopes of bringing the Slayer to justice before the violence spreads across the borders into
their townships.

In other top news, The Center for Disease Control in Atlanta still has not been able to confirm
that the mysterious illness plaguing now thirty-one Southmoore residents is Mad Cow Disease.

Authorities have yet to lift the quarantine that has been imposed on the sale of local cattle…"

I let the reporter’s voice fade into the background as my breathing returned to normal and then, with a sigh, I smacked blindly at the television’s remote control until I found the power button. Without the noise of the TV, an uncomfortable silence filled my bedroom. It was the kind of quiet that always led to troubling thoughts. It was the kind of quiet I avoided like the plague. Already, my mind was wandering back to the dream.

With another sigh, I rolled over and turned off my alarm clock, even though it had yet to buzz. I knew from years of experience that I wouldn’t find sleep again. Resigned, I threw back the covers, got out of bed and went to take a shower.

********

I shouted at the tiny, dark-skinned blonde at the top of the pyramid. "Trinity, you’re wobbling!"

"I can’t help it. Aisha’s moving. If I fall off, I’m gonna kick her- ahh!"

And just like that, the pyramid came tumbling down. Actually, it was more like a gentle folding, thank God. But I knew that just because no one was hurt this time didn’t mean it wouldn’t end badly next time.

"Aisha, I’m switching you to the shoulder stand on the end."

"Thank God," she muttered, angrily flipping her long, intricately braided hair.

Ignoring her, I directed my attention to the slightly stocky brunette with the pigtails at the other end of the formation. "Carly, can you help hold Trinity for the center?"

With a snort and a roll of her eyes, Carly agreed, albeit ungraciously. "I guess," she said weakly.

We looked at each other expectantly—me waiting for her to move and her waiting for
...
I don’t know what
she
was waiting for, but it was obvious Carly had no intention of moving whatsoever.

Carly was my whiner. I wanted to slap her. I wanted to slap her
a lot
. Seriously, I did, just not as badly (or as often) as I wanted to punch Trinity. And I mean really punch her
.
Hard.

Right in her pouty mouth. Trinity was the type of personality that would’ve brought Gandhi himself to violence.

I was rarely ever surprised by the behavior of the other cheerleaders, only irritated by it.

After all, I understood them better than anyone. Until three years ago, I was fundamentally the same as them—shamefully selfish, vapid, useless and vicious. But when tragedy strikes, it leaves no part of your life, of your being, untouched, unscathed, unscarred. No, tragedy had carved a whole new person out of my less-than-ideal former self, and in a way, I’m thankful for it.

Now my eyes are open and I’m content, at least for my soul’s sake, to be growing more and more different, growing further and further apart from them. It does make things more difficult, though. Much more difficult.

Pushing both the violent and the troubling thoughts from my mind, I simply smiled sweetly and asked Carly, "Then how about getting over there so we can try it?"

With a loud, exaggerated sigh, Carly obliged me by moving toward the other end of the line.

"Ridley, you better not get me killed," Trinity said theatrically as she followed Carly into position.

"Don’t be so dramatic, Trinity. Just keep your balance and you’ll be fine."

"I don’t see you up here, risking your life for a pyramid, Moby Dick" Trinity mumbled under her breath.

Her comment was point in case. Trinity was convinced that anyone who wore a size greater than a four was a cow. Or a whale in this case. She was unbelievable.

Though the barb rankled, I ignored her. As always. She assumed that I didn’t hear her, but she couldn’t have been more wrong. I simply disregarded her remarks because anything less than that was like pouring gasoline on a fire. If her nastiness was given the tiniest bit of attention or credence, she just acted out all the more.

So, as I’d done a thousand times before, I swallowed my anger and my retorts, opting for a future at Stanford instead. My college dreams, my
life’s
dreams were riding on a scholarship and Trinity was a great flyer for the squad, just another reason not to rock the boat.

My biggest goal was to keep my nose clean until graduation. The end. And if that included ignoring Trinity so as not to get her too riled up, then so be it.

"Alright, let’s see it from the ground up with the music," I shouted, hitting the play button on my iPod’s docking station.

Usher
blared from the speakers and the cheerleaders began to move in time with the beat. Steadily, they climbed and built the pyramid until Trinity was once more perched on top, a foot in each of two girls’ palms. Then, right on cue, they lifted her until she was standing high in the air, atop their extended arms.

"Perfect," I said, clapping excitedly. "Now we can work that new toss in from right there." I approached the girls as they dismounted. "Let’s take five and then we’ll work on flying for the rest of the afternoon."

Shorts-clad cheerleaders disbursed to the bleachers to get sips of their bottled waters and complain about what a slave driver I was. Same drill, different day.

After a couple of minutes, I heard Trinity say, "Stalk much?"

A few seconds after that, several of the others chimed in.

"Hell-o, Sexy!"

"He can stalk me any time."

"That’s just creepy."

"He looks weird. And dangerous."

I looked up to see who was causing such a commotion. All the girls were looking back toward the fence that surrounded the practice field. Curious, I turned in that direction, too.

The setting sun was right in my eyes, but if I squinted, I could see a guy in a black hoodie, standing at the fence. Since I hadn’t seen him around school before, I could only assume that he was new. He was leaning against the metal chain link, one arm draped casually across its top, watching us as if we were shiny new things that puzzled him.

I held my hand up to my eyes, shielding them from the bright light so that I could get a better look at him. When I met his eyes, I realized that he wasn’t watching
us
; he was watching
me.

"Got a new admirer, huh Ridley?" Carly liked to tease. Carly also liked to spread rumors.

"And you’ve got a great imagination, Carly," I said lightly, not wanting to make a big deal of it. I was dead set against my name being bandied about in typical cheerleader fashion so I made sure to give her as little ammunition as possible.

A masculine voice interrupted our rude staring.

"Hey, T!"

It came from somewhere behind me. I recognized the voice of course, but even if I hadn’t, I still would’ve known who was hailing me. It was Drew. For some unknown, inexplicable reason, when he didn’t call me Ridley (which was most of the time), he called me

"T".

Some of the cheerleaders gossiped that it stood for "tease" because I didn’t put out, but I doubted Drew was that crude. If I really thought he was, I wouldn’t be with him.

Reluctantly, I turned from the stranger to find Drew. He was coming across the field, decked out in his football pads, looking attractively sweaty and mussed.

"Hey, babe, can you get a ride home with Trinity or Summer today? Josh wants me to go with him to pick up some parts for the Mustang after practice," Drew explained.

"I’ll just walk," I said, swallowing my frustrated sigh. "No biggee."

That was the one bad thing about letting Drew drive me to school. If he changed his plans, I got screwed. Luckily, I didn’t live far and I never minded walking when the weather was nice. It was like a mini vacation.

"You sure?"

"Yep." I nodded to further reassure him and reinforce my answer.

"You’re so awesome," he said, winding one arm around my waist to pick me up and smash his lips playfully to mine.

"I am?" Even as I so coyly—teasingly—asked the question, I thought of my nickname,

"T". Maybe the girls were right. I couldn’t help the frown that accompanied the thought.

Setting me back on my feet, Drew just grinned mischievously and shrugged. "That’s what they say," he taunted as he turned and jogged back across the field to his own practice.

Turning back toward the bleachers, I wiped the frown from my forehead and forced my mind to return to the task at hand. "Alright, let’s get this toss down."

Grumbling and complaining, the girls reluctantly descended the stands. I watched in wonder as they dragged themselves to the field. It was probably a mystery to almost everyone how such a motley crew managed to make it so far in competitions. We didn’t look very dedicated or energetic.

As the last of the girls walked past me, heading back out onto the grass, I couldn’t stop my eyes from flickering back to the fence. I was curiously hungry for one more peak at the stranger. He was still standing there, too. He just stared at me, as motionless as a statue.

Though he was backlit by the setting sun, I could see his eyes clearly. They were a dark, rich brown that seemed almost black in his pale, pale face. The spark of interest shone in their depths, but beyond that, there was something else. Danger? Determination? Sadness? Fear?

Satisfaction? Was it him, or was I simply seeing a reflection of my own inner demons? After all, I’d always wanted but never found someone with whom I could share the real Ridley. Was I imagining that I saw such a person in the face of the stranger? I couldn’t be sure what it was, but something in those eyes felt strangely familiar.

The longer he held my eyes, the more I felt like he was touching me in some way, almost physically, tangibly. Much to my surprise, my belly did a little flip, excitement dancing along my nerve ends.

We watched each other for a second or two longer and then, dismissively, he turned and walked away.