Fate and Fury (3 page)

She knew Mona had done something to her and she just kept hoping that Rachel, Peri, and Sally could figure out a way to fix it. Jacque needed to be able to help them, because she didn’t know how much longer their mates could last in the hell Mona had sent them to endure. She didn’t know how long before the state of their mates began to affect them, and if their mates died, then they were all dead.

Q

Sally sat staring off into the dark forest. They had been walking for what seemed like weeks, though it had merely been days. It was dark even though night had not yet fallen. Clouds continually blocked the sun and winter seemed to be clinging to the land as the evil that Mona was weaving continued to take over more and more of their world. Sally wondered if others noticed if the humans, who knew nothing of the supernatural world, picked up on the evil that was bleeding into the world. Evil beyond what they had could have ever imagined.

Sally knew that Alina had explained to them that the bonds with their mates wouldn't work in the In-Between, but she felt Costin. She couldn’t communicate with him, but she felt his emotions. It was exhausting and terrifying, but she wouldn’t wish it away. Sally would rather feel something, anything, than nothing at all. She wondered if he could feel her, if he knew that she was seeking a way to get him back. Did he truly know what he meant to her, had she told him? Sally began to doubt herself, doubt the bond between them. She felt so inadequate to be his mate. Costin was so confident, so funny, full of life, and she felt so bland next to him. He so openly expressed his feelings for her, continually telling her how much he loved her, and she would shy away, like a child. Her head fell forward into her hands as she felt the weight of reality fall onto her like a cloak. It covered her in doubt, fear, and she felt despair like she had never known.

“
Sally,” she heard the gentle voice behind her and turned to see Alina standing there. Strong, secure, sure Alina. How could Sally even dream that she could be that kind of mate to Costin.

“
Sally, stop this,” Alina told her firmly.

“
I can feel him Alina,” Sally told her, her voice tight. “How can I feel him?”

Alina shook her head as she took a seat on the rock next to the healer.

“
I don’t know. I can feel Vasile as well and it shouldn’t be possible. We shouldn’t be able to sense them at all. The only thing I can come up with is that Mona is somehow allowing the contact, but it’s one sided. I can’t reach out to him.”

Sally nodded, “I keep trying to tell him it’s okay, but he’s lost in some horrible terror. I’ve never felt anything like it.”

Alina wrapped an arm around Sally and pulled her close.

“
We have to fight the despair that is coming through the bond. Mona’s goal must be to debilitate us with the emotions our mates are feeling. As much, I would like to know what Vasile is going through so that I could help him through it. I am afraid that if I knew I would be of no use to him.”

Jen came into view as she walked around to stand in front of them.

“
I talked with Decebel.”

Their heads snapped up, and the other females were on their feet.

“
What?” The question came from each of them.

“
I was dreaming, but I know it was real. He was calling for me and he answered me when I spoke to him.” Jen’s voice shook with emotion.

“
What did he say?” Crina asked cautiously, not really sure if she wanted to know.

Jen shook her head, letting out a shuddering breath. “He was broken. I’ve never heard, such fear and pain. Decebel said that he couldn’t watch it again. He said he was trying to stop him from touching me.”

“
They are seeing their worst fears,” Peri told them from where she leaned against a tree staring off into the forest. “You know what your males fear.” She left the statement hanging.

Alina nodded. “The ultimate horror for our males would be for them to have to watch another male touch us, to see us in pain, and to watch us die horrible deaths.”

Jen growled and her eyes narrowed, when she realized what they were saying. “Are you telling me that Decebel is watching me be raped?”

Alina nodded, while gasps echoed across the group.

“
And, more than likely, he is probably watching you give birth with horrific out comes.” Peri added.

Alina growled, “Not helping Perizada.”

Peri shrugged, “Anger is motivation. The males of your race are intense. I don’t think we will ever fully grasp just how much they feel for their mates. They will not last long with their sanity intact if they continue to have to watch their greatest fears and insecurities played out like a broken reel. Their wolves will soon take over and they will become feral.”

Elle stepped forward, glaring at Peri. “Why don’t you just tell us it’s hopeless since you’re passing out all the warm fuzzies. Damn Peri, these aren’t just wolves to us anymore. That’s my mate, being tortured. I don’t know him all that well and yes, he scares the hell out of me, but you, telling me that he’s going to lose his freaking mind and be lost to me is not helping.”

“
Shut the front door,” Jen laughed. “Elle just put Peri fairy in her place.”

“
Not helping Jen,” Sally murmured.

“
Psht,” Jen waved Sally off. “When have you ever known me to try to be helpful in situations where chicks are about to break out into a cat fight,” she paused thoughtfully. “Well, in this case it would be a fairy fight, but you get my drift.”

“
Would you freaking grow up?” Sally snarled at her best friend, and everyone was taken aback by the
uncharacteristic
meanness in Sally’s voice.

Jen’s eyes narrowed as she glared at the healer. “Need I remind you that I am your Alpha? I could wipe the floor with your gypsy ass, not to mention I am pregnant and very temperamental. Do not push me Sally.”

“
ENOUGH!” Peri’s voice shook the ground around them and their heads all snapped to look at the regal high Fae. Light shone around her. She met the eyes of each woman letting them see the power that rolled through her.

“
If you want to crush each other before the battle even begins, then by all means have at it. Don’t come crying to me when Desdemona turns your feral mates loose on this world only to have you join them by their sides, as you rip innocent lives apart.”

The night was silent, as the females considered Peri’s words.

“
Just to be clear, would a bitch slap be considered crushing?” Sally smiled, innocently.

Jen rolled her eyes. “I liked you better when you were more likely to sing Lean On Me than Another One Bites the Dust.”

Alina stood up and folded her arms across her chest as she watched Peri’s Fae form receded.

“
What are we doing Peri? How long are we going to wander around the forest?”

“
I’m not wandering aimlessly, if that’s what you’re worried about. There is a method to my madness.”

“
Just as long as you are aware that you are bat crap mad,” Jen muttered.

Peri ignored the jab and continued. “At this point there is only one who can help us and he is going to prove to be difficult to find.”

“
Who?” Alina asked.

“
King Cypher.” Peri’s voice rang with a tone of dread at the name of the King.

“
What exactly is he King of?” Sally asked.

“
The Warlocks,” Alina answered, before Peri could.

“
Seriously?” Jen snorted. “Warlocks?”

“
You all might want to sit down for what I have to tell you.” Peri resumed her place against the tree, and waited for them all to take a seat. Sally and Jen sat down on a fallen limb, while Alina, Crina, Cynthia, and Elle all sat at various spots with their backs leaning against trees. Jacque lay, covered in warm blankets, and aside from her quiet breaths, she was as motionless as death, a few feet away.

“
Yes Jen, Warlocks are real and Cypher is their King. He has been their King for a very, very long time. Like all of the supernaturals in the human realm, their magic is waning. He grows weaker by the year and his race is dwindling in numbers. He had yet to find a mate, until recently, and like any of us we are weaker without our mate.”

“
So, he’s found one?” Sally asked.

Peri nodded, the look on her face was apprehensive.

“
Why do I get the feeling we aren’t going to like who this mate is?” Jen muttered.

“
Cypher is not a bad person, but he is in a difficult place. He needs to protect the future of his race and so he made a deal with Desdemona. Cypher is the only being who knows how to open the Veil to the underworld. In exchange for him opening the Veil, Mona promised him a mate. She delivered Lilly Pierce to the King.”

“
WHAT!”

“
BLOODY HELL!”

A chorus of disbelief rippled through the circle of woman, as they took in the information Peri had just shared.

“
Is she okay?” Crina asked.

“
She is fine,” Alina was the one who answered. Their heads all whipped around to look at the Alpha.

“
You knew?” Sally gasped. “You knew and didn’t tell us?”

“
Vasile advised me not to and you know when an Alpha advises, what he is really saying is don’t or else.”

“
Vasile wouldn’t have done anything to you,” Elle stood up.

“
No, but I set an example for other wolves. And, Vasile had his reasons for keeping the information to himself. Lilly is safe. Cypher has not hurt her.”

“
And, who’s to say that he won’t?” Cynthia asked.

“
Cypher won’t hurt her because he loves her and has chosen her as his mate.” Peri looked at Jen, and then at Sally. “I have one of the guardian Fae with him and she has reported to me that he has no intention of helping Mona. Lilly has talked some sense in to him.”

“
You trust him?” Jen asked the Fae.

“
I have known Cypher for a long time. He is a good man and only wants what is best for his people. He made a poor choice, but the Fates have given him a second chance with Lilly.”

“
Yes, and we should all trust the Fates,” Jen growled.

“
I need you all to know that he isn’t holding Lilly against her will. She wants to be with him.”

“
He isn’t green with horns or anything is he?” Sally’s face scrunched up as she asked.

Peri laughed, “No, he is actually quite handsome.”

Jen cocked her head to the side and frowned at Peri. “Wait, why is he going to be hard to find if you have one of your fairies with him?”

“
Because he is very powerful, and even though he is weakening, he has the ability to shield himself. Although, my Fae is with him I have no way of knowing where they are, no way of flashing to them, nor can Cyn, the guardian, flash to me. It’s really quite inconvenient.” Peri added in a tone that said she felt very put out by the King.

The women fell silent as the day wore on and darkness of night began to fall. Alina and Crina hunted and brought back small game for them to eat, and then they each, one by one, lay down for the night. They had set up a schedule for someone to sit with Jacque and rotated throughout the night. Jen was first. Just when Jen was about to take up her vigil next to her friend, she felt a gentle hand on her shoulder. It was Cynthia.

“
The doctor side in me is coming out, and I need to know how you are doing Jen.”

Jen smiled hesitantly. She was excited about her and Decebel’s baby, but it was also a source of pain. Jen sat and Cynthia sat across from her, legs folded in front of her, elbows leaned on her knees. She waited patiently for Jen to answer.

“
I feel fine physically,” her hand instinctively went to her abdomen. “I haven’t even been sick, no pain, and no weird other female problems I’d rather not describe.”