I had to break free!
My skull pounded from its encounter with the rock. The rag cut off my
air, and tasted of garbage and filth. The duct tape burned my cheeks and lips, and fired
splinters of light up my optic nerve.
And I could hear the swish of roaches on my nylon jacket, feel their
movement in my hair and on my jeans.
My thoughts flew in a thousand directions.
Again, I listened. Hearing no indicators of a human presence, I began
manipulating my bindings, breathing steadily through my nose.
My stomach swirled, my mouth grew dry.
Millennia passed. The tape loosened a millimeter.
Tears of frustration welled behind my mashed lids.
No weeping!
I kept at my ankles and wrists, yanking, twisting, tugging, stopping
periodically to monitor for sound outside my bag.
Roaches scuttled across my face, their feet feathery on my skin.
Go away! I screamed in my mind. Get the fuck off!
I struggled on. Sweat dampened my hair.
My mind soared like a nocturnal bird, and I looked down on myself, a
helpless larva on the forest floor. I pictured the blackness around me and wished for the safety
of a familiar night haven.
A twenty-four-hour coffee shop. A tollbooth. A precinct house. A
nurses’ station in a sleeping ward. An ER.
Then I remembered.
The scalpel!
Could I reach it?
I drew my knees to my chest, scrunching the hem of my jacket as far up
as possible. Then I jerked my elbows across the nylon, raising my hips each time. Blindly I
inched the pocket forward, gauging its progress by touch.
Reading my clothing like a Braille map, I located the nylon loop
attached to the pull tab and grasped it between the fingertips of both hands.
I held my breath, applied downward pressure.
My fingers slid down the nylon and off the end.
Damn!
I tried again, with the same result.
Over an dover I repeated the maneuver, fishing, squeezing, pulling,
until my hand cramped and I wanted to scream.
New plan.
Pressing the zipper tab to my thigh with the back of my left hand, I
bent my right wrist and tried to hook a finger through the loop. The angle was too shallow.
I bent my hand farther. No go.
Using the fingers of my left hand, I placed pressure on my right,
increasing the backward angle. Pain screamed up the tendons of my forearm.
As I thought my bones would snap, my index finger found the loop and
slipped through. I tugged gently. The tab gave, and my bound wrists followed it down. With the
zipper open, it was easy to slide the fingers of one hand into the pocket and withdraw the
scalpel.
Carefully cradling my prize, I rolled onto my back and wedged the
instrument against my stomach. Then I peeled off the napkin by rolling the scalpel between my
hands. Rotating the blade toward my body, I began sawing the tape that bound my wrists. The
scalpel was razor sharp.
Easy. Careful. Don’t carve your wrist.
In less than a minute my hands were free. I reached up and tore the
bindings from my lips. Flames raced across my face.
Don’t scream!
I yanked the rag from my mouth, alternately gulped air and spat.
Gagging on my own foul saliva, I sliced through the blindfold circling my head and ripped it from
my eyes.
Another burst of fire as skin and some eyebrows went with the tape.
With shaking hands, I reached down and freed my ankles.
I was slashing at the bag when a sound paralyzed my arm.
The chunk of a car door!
How far away? What to do? Play dead?
My arm flew, a piston driven by a will of its own.
Feet rustled through leaves. My mind calibrated.
Fifty yards.
I jabbed at the canvas. Up, down. Up, down.
The rustling grew louder.
Thirty yards.
I thrust my boots into the opening, thrashed out with all my
strength.
The tearing sounded like a shriek in the stillness.
The rustling paused, resumed, faster, more reckless.
Twenty yards.
Fifteen.
“Hold it right there.”
I pictured the gun, felt bullets slam into my flesh. It didn’t
matter.
I’d either be dead now or dead later. Better to make a fight of it
while there was still the chance to resist.
“Don’t move.”
I flipped around, grabbed the edges I’d torn, and pulled with both
hands. Then I lunged headfirst through the opening, tumbled facedown, rolled onto my feet, and
stood on rubber legs, trying to focus.
“Madam, you are dead.”
I bolted away from the sound of the voice.
Keeping the gurgling of the river to my left, I ran through darkness
dense as an endless tunnel, one arm in front of my face. Obstacles leaped at me without warning,
forcing my feet on a zigzag path.
Again and again I stumbled on some form of planetary rubble. A rock
older than life itself. A fallen trunk. A dead branch. I kept my balance. Burning fear gave rise
to strength and speed.
The things of the night seemed to go silent. I heard no buzzing, no
chirping, no padding of feet, just my own rasping breath. Behind me, footfalls, thrashing like
some giant woodland beast.
Sweat soaked my clothing. Blood pounded in my ears.
My pursuer stayed with me, neither closing in nor falling back. Was he
working a home court advantage? Was he the cat, I his mouse? Was he biding his time, confident
the prey would be his?
My lungs burned, unable to take in enough air. A stabbing pain ripped
my left side. Still, the blind urge to run.
One minute. Three. An eternity.
Then the muscles of my right thigh cramped. I slowed to a limping
lope.
The cat slowed, too.
I tried to push on. It was no good. My legs and arms were going
dead.
My pace dropped to a trot. Sweat trickled from my forehead and burned
my eyes.
I saw the outline of a dark shape in front of my face. My outstretched
hand slammed something solid. My elbow folded, and my cheek hit hard.
Pain shot through my wrist. Blood moistened my palm and cheek.
With my good hand, I reached out and explored. Solid rock.
I probed farther.
More rock.
My heart shriveled.
I’d run up against a cliff wall. Water to my left. Dense trees to my
right.
The cat knew. I had nowhere to go.
Don’t panic!
I pulled out the scalpel and held it behind me. Then I turned, back to
the wall, and faced my attacker.
He spoke before I saw him.
“Bad routing.”
He was breathing hard, and I could smell the rancid odor of sweat and
rage.
“Stay away from me!” I yelled with more bravado than I felt.
“Why should I do that?” Taunting.
I knew that voice. The caller at the morgue. But I’d also heard it in
person. Where?
Crunching, then a black cutout appeared in the darkness.
“Don’t take one step closer,” I hissed.
“You’re in an odd position to give orders.”
“Come near me and I’ll kill you.” I grasped the scalpel like a
lifeline.
“The proverbial rock and hard place, I’d call it.”
More crunching. The cutout resolved itself into a man, arm extended in
my direction. Broad shoulders, thick arms.
It was not Simon Midkiff.
“Who are you?”
“Surely you know that by now.”
I heard the click of a safety un catching “You killed Primrose
Hobbs.
Why?“
“Because I could.”
“And you plan to kill me.”
“With the greatest of pleasure.”
“Why?”
“Your meddling destroyed a holy thing.”
“Who are you?”
“Kulkulcan.”
Kulkulcan. It was one I knew.
“The Mayan deity.”
“Why settle for a pharaoh or some faggot Greek?”
“Where is the rest of your society of sickos?”
“If it wasn’t for that miserable crash you’d never have stumbled onto
us. Your busybody intrusiveness uncovered things you had no right to know. It has fallen to
Kulkulcan to exact vengeance.”
The melodious voice was now tinged with fury.
“It’s over for your Hell Fire Club.”
“It will never be over. Since the dawn of time the mediocre masses have
tried to suppress the intellectually superior. It never works.
Conditions can make us dormant, but we reemerge when the climate
changes.“
To what ego maniacal delusion was I listening?
“It was my time to enter the ranks of the holy,” he continued,
oblivious to the fact that I hadn’t replied. Or indifferent. “I found my offering. I made my
sacrifice. I honored the ritual that you have profaned.”
“Jeremiah Mitchell or George Adair?”
“Irrelevant. Their names don’t matter. I was chosen. I was ready. I
followed the way.”
Keep him talking, my mind reasoned. Someone knows where you are.
Someone is doing something “Kulkulkan is a creator god. You destroy
life.”
“Mortals are transient. Wisdom endures.”
“Whose?”
“The wisdom of the ages, shown to those worthy to receive it.”
“And you ensure its survival through ritual slaughter?”
“The body is a material envelope, of no lasting value. We discard it in
the end. But wisdom, strength, the essence of the soul, these are the forces that prevail.”
I let him rant on.
“The brightest of the species must be nurtured. Those passing from this
earth must yield their mana to those who remain, add to the strength and wisdom of the
chosen.”
“How?”
“Through blood, heart, muscle, and bone.”
Dear God, it was true.
“You think you can increase your IQ by consuming the flesh of
others?”
“As flesh wastes away, so does strength. But mind, spirit, intellect,
those elements are transferable through the very cells of our bodies.”
I clutched the scalpel so tightly my knuckles ached.
“Herodotus told of the eating of kinsmen among the Issedones of Central
Asia, who grew strong and ruled. Strabo found it among the Irish clans.
Many conquering peoples gained strength through eating the flesh of
their enemies. Eat the weak and grow stronger. It’s as old as man himself.“ I thought of the
Neanderthal bones, the victims in the kiva near Mesa Verde. The skeletons in my morgue.
“Why the elderly?”
“The aged hold the greatest reservoirs of wisdom.”
“Or do old people simply make easier targets?”
“My dear Miss. Brennan. Would you rather that your flesh contribute to
the advancement of chosen beings or be consumed by maggots?”
Anger welled, overrode fear.
“You egotistical, demented prick.”
“Fee-fifo-fumi smell the blood of an Englishman. Be he alive or be he
dead, I’ll grind his bones to make my bread.”
At a distance, the skeleton moaned, cackled.
I was confronted by madness! Who was this man? How did I know him?
I began inching along the wall, holding the scalpel behind me with my
right hand, feeling with my left. I’d taken a half dozen steps when a powerful beam shot out of
the dark, blinding me like a possum on a backyard fence. I threw up an arm.
“Going somewhere, Miss. Brennan?”
In the back glow I could see his lower face, lips drawn back in
murderous rage.
Stay away from him!
I pivoted to run, tripped, and fell. As I scrabbled to right myself,
the shadow sprang, closed the gap, and a hand reached out and grabbed my ankle. My feet went out
from under me again, and my knees cracked against alluvium. The scalpel flew into darkness.
“You goddamn treacherous cow!”
The golden voice was now sizzling with fury.
I kicked out but couldn’t break his grip. His fingers were like steel
clamping through my jeans.
Never more afraid in my life, I gouged my elbows into the earth, trying
to hitch myself forward, kicking out with my free leg. Suddenly, his full weight was on me. A
knee pinned my back, and a hand pressed my face into the ground. Dirt and debris filled my nose,
my mouth.
I thrashed wildly, kicking and clawing to get out from under him. He’d
dropped his flash and it lay on the ground, lighting us like some writhing, two-headed beast. As
long as I could move, he would not get that garrote wire around my throat.
My hand touched something jagged and hard, and my fingers closed around
it. I twisted my torso and struck out blindly.
I heard the soft thunk of rock against bone, then the metallic clink of
steel on granite.
“Bitch!”
He slammed his fist into my right ear. Lightning exploded in my
head.
He released his grasp, fumbled to retrieve the gun. I jerked an elbow
backward and caught him along the border of his jaw. His teeth cracked and his head flew
back.
A shriek like that of a wounded animal.
I pushed with all my strength and his knee slipped off my back. In less
than a second I scrambled to my knees and crawled toward the flashlight.
He regained his balance and we dived at the same time. I got it.
I swung as hard as I could and connected with his temple. A thump, a
grunt, and he fell backward. Clicking off the beam, I lunged toward the trees and crouched behind
a pine.
I didn’t move. I didn’t blink. I tried to reason.
Don’t thrash into the trees. Don’t turn your back on him. Maybe as he
moves you can slip past him, run back toward the inn, scream for help.
Dead calm, broken only by his panting. Seconds passed. Or maybe it was
hours. I felt dizzy from the blow to my head, couldn’t track time or space or distance.
Where was he?
A voice from near the ground. “I have found the gun, Miss.
Brennan.”
A single shot exploded in the stillness.
“But we both know I don’t need it now that that cur of yours is out of
the way.”