Authors: Faye Kellerman
Tags: #Fiction, #Mystery & Detective, #General, #Thrillers, #Suspense
An idle moment of fantasy. Her eyes returned to the clock and she was back in reality.
Where was he?
She picked up the phone, then put it down when she finally heard footsteps. She drew back a maroon velvet curtain for a peek, dropped the drapery, and did a quick run to the mirror. When the door opened, she was scanning a magazine and didn’t bother to look up.
“What took you so goddamn
long
?”
“And good evening to you, too, Davida.” Ness tossed a sweat-soaked towel on a pink damask divan and took out two crystal tumblers from the bar. “What can I get you?”
Davida looked at the towel, then threw the magazine across the room. “I left a message for you over an hour ago!”
“I just picked it up, Davida! I don’t run to my box every two min—”
“I hate to be kept waiting!”
“So I’m here—”
“Where the
hell
were you?”
“Where the
hell
was I?” Ness slammed down his glass. “I was
working
, Davida, that’s where the
hell
I was. I was dodging cops, I was dodging my sister, I was trying to figure out what the fuck happened to Lilah this morning—”
“Lilah? Did something new happen to Lilah?”
Ness regarded Davida’s face. She seemed genuinely baffled.
“Her favorite horse is now tomato sauce on the mountains.” He plunked an ice cube in his glass and covered it with a healthy shot of Glenlivet. “It smashed headfirst into the rocks. Lilah would have been paste, too, if a big macho cop hadn’t caught her—”
“What?”
“You don’t know
anything
about this, Davida?”
“Of course not!”
“Oh, so today we’re playing indignant!”
“Mike, I don’t know a damn thing about this!” She tightened her kimono around her body. “Is she all right?”
Ness took a sip, then a swig. “Freddy says she’ll be okay. She was badly shaken up, but not hurt.”
“That’s good to hear.” Davida sat on the divan and folded the towel. “One less goddamn thing to worry about.”
“Your level of motherly devotion is touching.”
Davida threw the towel at him. “If she’s all right, why should I fret?”
“The girl is raped, then nearly killed.” He poured himself another shot. “I would think you’d be a
little
concerned.”
“Goddamn you, don’t you dare get self-righteous on me, you little
prick
!”
Ness felt his face burn. Goddamn bitch! “Apologize—”
“Mike—”
“Apologize!” he screamed.
“Easy, boy!” She strolled over to the bar and placed her hands on his shoulders. “I was just being my normal insulting self. Pour me a bourbon… please.”
Ness forced himself to breathe slowly. “You want me to brew some coffee for it?”
“Straight bourbon is fine.” She leaned against the wall. “What did the cops want?”
“You’re going to love this.” Ness handed her the drink and took a seat on the divan. “The police are asking for tissue samples — hair or fingernails — to match against the semen found on Lilah’s sheets. I gave them a few tresses.” He smiled. “I’m not exactly worried.”
She didn’t answer. She wasn’t paying any attention. As usual she was wrapped up in her own sordid shit. He took a slow sip of booze, enjoying the feel of it burning down his throat, while he studied Davida’s face.
“You’re panicked. You’re trying to hide it, but you’re freaked. What’d you screw up this time?”
“You’re very perceptive. Cheers.” Davida tilted her glass, then took a long drink of bourbon.
Ness let out a bitter laugh. “Man, I should have
known
something was wrong when you asked for straight bourbon.”
“It’s bad, Mike.”
“How bad?”
“I’m not sure, but I would think it’s very bad.”
Ness ran his finger over the rim of his glass. “What happened? Did Kingston screw up?”
“No, he’s just being obstinate.”
“More money?”
“No, he wants to see Lilah first—”
“Why didn’t you let
me
handle it in the first place?”
Davida hurled her glass against the wall. It shattered instantly, raining alcohol and crystal. “Are you going to rub my nose in shit or are you going to help me?”
Ness was silent. She was
pouting
! Why do all women
pout
?
Davida said, “You will clean that up for me, won’t you?”
“Christ!”
Ness grabbed the arms of the chair and hurled his body upward. He took out a whisk broom and swept the broken pieces into a wastebasket, then held the receptacle in the air. “All done, Davida! All your garbage neatly swept away—”
“Michael—”
“If you want my help, stop power-tripping me!”
“Fair enough.” Davida tapped her foot. “I made an appointment to see him. Just to talk… try and reason…”
“And?”
“I don’t know and that’s the problem.” Davida began to pace. “I was waiting in the limo. I wasn’t there. I sent a delivery boy—”
“Who?”
“It’s not important.” She covered her mouth with a liver-spotted hand, then dropped it to her side. “The whole thing was taking too long, so I left. I called you as soon as I got back.”
“Christ!
Why
didn’t you come to me in the first place?”
“Believe it or not, it was out of concern for you. I didn’t want to involve—”
“A little late for that.”
“Michael, after the screwup with Lilah, I was trying to
protect
you! If something broke out, I didn’t want you around. I happen to
care
about you. If I were a different person, I might even
love
you.” She crushed out her cigarette. “But I’m way too selfish for that.”
Ness ran his hands over his face and wondered why his life sucked. “Has anyone tried to contact you?”
“No.”
“No, no one
called
? Or no, you didn’t pick up the phone or check for messages?”
“No calls, no one left me any messages. That’s why I think it’s very bad. Either he decided to shaft me… or something really bad happened.”
“When did this take place?”
“About two hours ago. Please handle it for me, Michael. Get help if you want. Just make sure I get what I want and I’m clear. Do
whatever
you have to do.”
Ness stared at the lone ice cube in his tumbler. Now she was getting all desperate on him. “I have limits.”
“Michael, I’m not asking you to commit murder… just…”
Ness waited.
“If there’s a…
problem
… clean up for me, please?”
“I love your euphemisms.”
“I don’t even know if there is a problem. Just handle what needs to be handled.”
“I thought you didn’t want to get me involved.”
“Things
change
, dammit! I suggest if you want to keep your
job
here—”
“And here comes the mean old
threats
.” Ness laughed softly. “Be my guest, Davida. Expose me. I don’t care anymore.”
But he did
care
! He hoped Davida wouldn’t see through his bluff.
Davida said, “Kelley might—”
“Oh,
fuck
you, Davida! You want a favor, don’t throw my past or my sister in my face.” He stood, slowly walking over to her. Man, she was a terror, but the bitch did have her good points. And he was about to exploit one of them right this f-ing minute. He slipped his arms around her waist. “You want my help?”
“You know I do.”
“Then beg me, Davida.”
“Michael—”
“Fucking
beg
me!”
There was a moment of silence.
Davida whispered, “Please, Michael.” She placed her hands on his chest and gently pushed him onto the divan. “Please help me.”
Ness felt his breathing quicken. “Show me how much you want my help.”
Davida let her kimono fall open as she dropped to her knees before him. “Please,
please
help me.” She wrapped her fingers around the waistband of his gym shorts and pulled the shorts down to his ankles. “You know I
need
you.”
Ness closed his eyes as she stroked his inner thigh.
“Say yes,” Davida whispered. “Say yes, you’ll help me.”
“Yes, I’ll help you.”
She parted his knees and lowered her mouth between his legs. Slowly, slowly, he gave way to her, running his hands through blue-black hair thickened stiff with spray. Irony of ironies, only with this old demonic bitch could he let himself go. It was all a sick game of domination — another role for Davida but one she played well. Sometimes she’d lead, today it was his turn. But they both knew who had whom by the proverbial balls.
He moaned. If you’re gonna be raped, lie back and enjoy it, man.
Goldin unwrapped a Nestlé’s Crunch bar.
“One of the few vestiges of my childhood. Slowly, I’ve come to terms with the fact that I’m on the dark side of thirty. Things I did that I used to consider cute are now just plain pathetic.”
“You’re stalling, Mr. Goldin.”
“Perry.”
“You’re stalling, Perry.”
“Yes, I am.” He took a bite of his candy bar. “Okay. Here we go. Take a good look at me. I was — and still am — everything that Lilah’s family
didn’t
want. I’m opinionated, I’m left-wing, I’m not interested in making impressions, I don’t care about money, I don’t care how I look, I don’t do honest labor, and I won’t tolerate being patronized. And in that family, I was patronized constantly and dished it back. They didn’t take kindly to that.”
“Lilah was rebelling when she married you.”
“Obviously. Lilah’s upper-crust WASP, I’m a walking Jewish stereotype. And maybe I was rebelling when I married her. But there was a hell of a lot more to it than simple rebellion. I was
crazy
about her. Lilah was a knockout — still is, I imagine.”
He looked to Decker for confirmation. Decker nodded and Goldin took another bite of his candy bar.
“She was also great in bed. Absolutely sensational. It surprised me, because she was young when we started up.”
“How young?”
“She told me she was nineteen, but I found out later that she wasn’t even eighteen. I’m eight years older than she. But Lilah had prior experience from somewhere. Man, she bowled me over with her looks and her sexuality. I was so hot for her, I would have done
anything
to get her. I even volunteered to apply to medical school for her. She and her mother had this thing for doctors.”
“I’ve noticed.”
“Yeah, the old lady was always on some kind of drug regimen. She used her sons as candy men — legal meds of course. God forbid, I should cast aspersions on anyone’s medical ethics.”
“Did you go to medical school?”
“No, it wasn’t necessary.” He took another bite of chocolate. “Lilah took me as is. She told me I had passion, ideas, and ideals. Not to mention
character
and
warmth
.”
He laughed.
“Anybody would have seemed warm compared to those ice floes. Nobody but
nobody
in that family ever showed any affection or tenderness. Just anger and hysterics. I’ll tell you, my first marriage was an excellent training ground for a career in bridge. Nothing I’ve ever witnessed in twenty-five years of the most heated playing has ever come close to their tantrums.”
Decker said, “What pushed their buttons?”
“What didn’t? They’re flipped, especially the old lady. Every new moon, it was Davida enraged over treatment by a boyfriend — or a girlfriend. She’d jump anything with a heartbeat. Came on to me countless times. It was all real sick, but I put up with it, because I really wanted Lilah.
“Of course, when we announced our engagement, the old lady went off the deep end. I was great as hired help, but not marriage material, for goodness’ sake! But Davida wasn’t half as angry as Lilah’s brother. Talk about
tantrums
! Guy popped his seams, he was so mad.”
“Which brother?”
“King — oh, excuse me, Doctor Kingston Merritt, FACOG,
s’il vous plaît
.” Goldin leaned back in his seat. “Dr. Pomp and Circumstance. What an overbloated stuffed shirt. Good doc, though. Had more degrees than an isobar map. More than once I heard him talking to patients over the phone. Guy could be soothing when he wanted to be. Too bad he never showed that side to any of his family members.”
“Soothing?” Decker asked.
“Yeah, you know… ‘I’ll be right down, Mrs. So-and-so. You just keep breathing and everything will be just fine.’ Mr. Sincere.” Goldin shrugged. “Maybe his sincerity was genuine. But then he’d hang up the phone and breathe fire on me or his sister or his mother. A real Jekyll and Hyde.”
Decker wrote as he spoke. “What about the other brothers?”
“I never saw too much of John… he kept to himself. John was also a successful doc. Lived in this big house in Palos Verdes. You know, both he and King are OB-GYNs. You don’t have to be Freud to know why they both went into a profession where they could dominate women.”
“Davida?”
“The great Ms. Eversong herself. Woman has
tremendous
charisma… a real siren. She’d turn on the anger and have me quaking in my boots. And I wasn’t even a blood relative. As I look back, I think,
why
did I put up with it? My self-esteem wasn’t great, but it wasn’t ground level, either.” He sighed. “It was
Lilah
. She had such…
power
.”
Decker raised his brows. “Power?”
“Sexual power but also
energy
. She’d say these wacky things and I’d believe her because she radiated such force.”
“What kind of wacky things?”
“Predicting the future. That kind of rot.”
“Anything she say ever come true?”
“At the time I was married to her, it seemed like everything she said came true. Then one day when I was really ticked off at her, I did some mathematical computations showing her with numbers that her predictions weren’t any better than the law of averages would dictate. Man, she flew into a
rage
. After that, I kept my mouth shut about her powers.”
“So it was all nonsense.”
“Why?” Goldin said. “She’s got you believing in her magic? She can be pretty convincing. Don’t be fooled.”