Faith (My Misery Muse) (7 page)

“Good, you both needed it.”

“Yeah we did, I just wish
she would consider an
us
, you know?”

“She will, just give her time. She doesn’t
know what an us really is.”

I sighed. “Yeah we’ll see,” I told her and
handed her back a now sleeping Cait.

“How do you do that, every time?”

I stood and shrugged. “A gift?”

“Yeah whatever,” she muttered taking Cait
from me and cuddling her close to her chest, my sister really was a
great mom.

“All right, I am going to go to my room.”

“All right, bye bro.”

“Bye sis.”

Chapter 12

Mags

I was sitting on the bed changing Quinn’s
diaper when I saw something out of the corner of my eye and looked
up and took a startled breath, Drake was standing there and I never
heard him come back.

“You okay, baby?”

I nodded. “Yeah, just didn’t hear you.”

“Sorry.”

“So what did Devi say?”

“She loved the bracelets.”

I nodded. “I knew she would.”

“So what do you want to do tonight?”

“Uhm, I don’t really want to go back
out.”

“Okay, room service and a movie?”

“Sounds perfect, actually I could use a drama
free evening.”

“Okay, I will get the menu and we can decide
what we want to eat. Why don’t you get Princess and pick out a
movie.”

“Okay,” I said then he turned around and
walked away, and I watched his ass the entire time, he really did
have a great ass.

“Quinn, Mama is in trouble,” I muttered,
scooping her up and heading into the living room to pick out a
movie to watch with a man who was really starting to mess with my
libido.

“I hope a comedy is okay?” I asked when he
came in the room.

“Sure, whatever you want to watch is fine
with me.”

“So what are our dinner options?”

“Here ya go, pick something and I will order
it.”

I looked over the menu and finally decided on
something, and after Drake ordered dinner he sat down on the couch
bringing a throw blanket with him and tossing it over the back. “So
do you want to start the movie now, or wait for dinner to get
here?”

“Let’s wait, that way we don’t have to get up
during it to answer the door.”

He nodded. “Sounds good to me.”

“So you excited about the new job?”

“Yeah, I get to work with my brothers, and I
will be home more. Devi visits with the kids when she can, so I
will see them more.”

“Yeah.”

“How is your work going, have you started
back?”

“I never really quit. I do my work at home,
and since it’s my company I don’t make money unless I am
working.”

“Yeah, it’s got to both be great and suck to
be your own boss.”

“It has its perks and downfalls, but I love
what I do so it makes it worth it.”

“Anything interesting lately?”

“I’ve started designing book covers, as well
as websites, blogs and other stuff. When I can, I paint, and sketch
but that’s not as lucrative. ”

“Book covers?”

“It’s more of a side business, but it’s fun
and it helps moneywise and I get to be more creative with it than
websites.”

“Hmm never put much thought in a book cover,
but I can see that being a more creative process.”

There was a knock at the door and he got up
to get our food, then came back and we dug into dinner, which was
delicious. After dinner, we snuggled into the couch and started the
movie. About an hour in, I nursed Quinn and she passed out, I hoped
for a few hours.

“I need to lay her down,” I whispered.

He paused the movie. “Need help?”

“No I got it, thanks though.”

“Okay.”

I went and laid Quinn down and when I came
back in the living area he was watching me.

“You’re a good mom,” he said out of the
blue.

“I’m learning, Devi’s helped me a lot.”

“No you’re a good mom, she’s lucky to have
you.”

“Thanks,” I muttered feeling self-conscious
all of a sudden.

“Ready to finish this?”

“Yeah.” I sat back down and Drake put his arm
around my shoulders and pulled me into his side and covered me up
with the blanket. I stiffened at first but slowly melted into his
warm body.

I never had a chance of making it through the
movie.

Drake

I watched her sleeping with the lights from
the television lighting up various parts of her face. Damn, she was
beautiful. She felt perfect all nestled into my side, her head on
my shoulder, but I knew she couldn’t be comfortable in that
position.

I turned on the couch and scooted my arm
under her legs and picked her up then stood from the couch. She
kinda woke up. “What’s going on?” she mumbled against my
shoulder.

“You fell asleep baby, I was going to put you
in your bed.”

“I don’t want to go to bed,” she
whispered.

“Mags…”

“I don’t want to go to bed, Drake,” she said
more awake now.

“Do you know what you’re saying, baby?”

“I’m saying I want you, Drake.”

“Honey, I don’t think this is such a good
idea.”

“You don’t want me?” she asked then started
to wiggle like she wanted down so I pulled her closer.

“Mags, it is never that.” She looked at me
like she didn’t believe me, so I reached down and grazed my lips
against hers then ran my tongue across her full bottom lip. “Honey,
I always want you,” I purred against her lips.

“Then why don’t you want to?” she asked her
lips brushing mine as she spoke.

“I don’t want to fuck things up with us with
sex,” I said against her lips.

“I can’t give you more than this, Drake.”

I sighed. I didn’t know what do. My dick was
saying are you stupid for even thinking of telling her no and my
brain was saying walk away that sex now would ruin any progress
we’ve made so far.

“Please Drake,” she whispered. “It’s been a
long time.”

I groaned, damnit I couldn’t tell her no when
she asked like that. I carried her to my room but left the door
open so we could hear if Quinn woke up. I laid her on the bed and
looked at her dark hair fanned out across the pillow and her blue
eyes had darkened with lust. Damn, I was done for.

She reached for her shirt to pull it off but
I grabbed her hands and kissed the palm of each, then put them back
beside her. “Nuh uh,” I said.

“But I thought…”

“Oh we will,” I reassured her, “but I want
that privilege, honey.”

She looked up at me confused, and I shook my
head, had no one ever taken care of her like this before.

I slowly dragged my hands down her arms and
then down her ribs causing her to shiver. I smiled; I liked that
response.

“You okay, baby?” I whispered.

“Yeah,” she said a little breathlessly, and I
hadn’t even really started touching her yet.

“Hmm, we’ll have to take care of that.”

“What?”

“You’re still able to answer questions,” I
said with a smirk.

She chuffed out a laugh, which caused me to
smile. I liked the turned on version of Mags; she was sexy as
hell.

“So baby, what do you like?”

“Huh?” she asked.

“Well, what do you like a guy to do?”

“Uhm huh, no one has ever asked me that
before.”

“Really, you date idiots,” Which she didn’t
respond to. “So what do you like, honey?”

“I don’t know.”

“Sure you do, Mags.”

“No, I don’t know how to tell you.”

“Well how about this you tell me if you like
something as we do it, okay?”

“Yeah, I can do that I guess.”

“All right, baby,” I murmured then reached
down and dragged her T-shirt up, slowly letting my fingers drag
across her soft skin. She let out a soft moan. “You like that,
honey?”

“Yes,” she whispered.

I pulled the shirt up to her neck and she
kinda leaned up to help me get it over her head, I dropped it on
the floor. She wasn’t wearing a bra; damn, she was trying to kill
me. Her breasts were pale with pink nipples that were already hard.
I couldn’t stop myself from leaning down and licking one, she
wrapped her fingers in my hair pulling me closer. “Careful baby,
don’t want to hurt you,” I said, noticing that her nipples were
still a bit chapped from nursing Quinn.

“Don’t care,” she muttered, but I did. I
didn’t want to cause her any discomfort.

I moved over to the other nipple giving it
the same attention then dragged my lips slowly and softly down her
chest to her tummy, taking a quick detour at her belly button and
giving it a kiss. When I reached her shorts I glanced up to look at
her face, her eyes were closed, her lips barely open. God, she was
breathtaking.

“You okay, honey?”

She nodded her head, so I continued. I slowly
pulled her shorts down her legs, running the back of my hands down
her legs with them, which caused her to tremble. When they were
finally off, I tossed them somewhere, started at her ankle and ran
my tongue from ankle to knee, as slowly as I could manage. Damn,
she tasted good. I ran my nose across the back of her knee and she
whimpered. I liked her reaction so I did the same to the other only
this time continuing up her thigh and stopping at her panties.

“We’re going to have to do something about
these, baby, they’re in the way,” I told her when I grabbed ahold
of the string that was holding them together on one side and
snapped it, then repeated it with the other side.

“That’s better,” I murmured and then ran my
tongue across the sensitive skin where the hips meet her body.

“You okay, baby?”

“Yes,” she murmured her eyes closed and she
was panting.

I went back to her soft skin running my nose
through the small amount of hair she had there. “This is sexy,
baby.”

“Mmhmm.”

I ran my tongue down the slit and she jolted.
“Honey, you gotta stay still,” I told her then laid an arm across
her waist.

“You ready, baby?” she grunted in response, I
guess that’s a yes.

I ran my tongue across the seam of her lips
again but this time kept her on the bed. I pushed further in the
next time, but not fully parting her.

“Damn it, Drake, stop teasing.”

“Ah honey, I just don’t want to rush
this.”

She huffed out a breath then threw her arm
over her eyes. I laughed, then put my attention back to where it
was needed. I ran my tongue across her seam one more time before
taking my thumb and forefinger and parting the tender flesh. She
was pink and flushed; her clit was a hard little bundle. I ran my
tongue through her parted flesh but ignored her clit for the
moment. She tasted so good a little sweet, a little salty but
completely like heaven.

I ran my tongue down to her opening and
around and around until I felt her fighting my arm that was holding
her down, I stopped what I was doing. “Something wrong, baby?”

“Just do it already.”

“What do you want me to do, baby?” I
asked.

“You know what?”

“No, Mags if you want something you’re going
to have to tell me.” Then I went back to torturing her with my
tongue.

“Damn it, Drake, suck my clit.”

I stopped what I was doing and looked up at
her. “You only have to ask, baby.” Then I went back to work,
ignoring her clit for a moment. I let go of her waist and slipped a
finger inside her, feeling around her inner walls looking for that
spot—ah right there—I added another finger then crooked them just
right, and she gasped, I found it. I continued to rub that spot
then sucked her clit into my mouth and sucked hard, she screamed
then convulsed around my fingers. I let up on her clit just licking
it gently as she came down from her orgasm.

I pulled my fingers from her body and sucked
them into my mouth to get all her cream off them. Damn, I loved the
taste of her, her nostrils flared as she watched me do that. “Do
you like your taste, Mags?”

She didn’t answer me so I reached down and
swiped some of her cream on my fingers then brought it up to her
mouth, and painted her lips with my fingers. “I love the way you
taste, honey,” I told her before kissing her hard, licking her lips
then thrusting my tongue into her mouth sharing her taste.

“See you taste like heaven, honey,” I
murmured against her lips, and she moaned in response.

I stood from the bed quickly and stripped my
shirt off, then went for the buttons of my jeans and had them off
quickly as well. After grabbing a condom from my wallet and quickly
putting it on, I got back in bed with Mags, lying on top of her but
taking most of my weight with my forearms.

“You are gorgeous, baby,” I whispered then
lined myself up with her and pushed in slowly.

God she was so tight, and warm. I knew I
wouldn’t last long once I was completely inside her. Once I was
fully seated inside her, I brushed her hair away from her face.
“You okay, darling?”

She nodded her head then wiggled her hips, I
took that as my queue and slowly withdrew. “Damn, baby you are
tight,” I muttered putting my forehead against hers. “Like you were
made for me,” I said then kissed her before she could say
anything.

I continued to slowly move in and out of her
until she planted her feet on the bed and started to move more
quickly. I followed increasing the pace and we were both soon
sweating and moaning. I increased the pace even more, enjoying the
way her body reacted to mine, but I knew I couldn’t last much
longer, so I slid a hand down between our bodies and softly started
stroking her clit with my thumb, it didn’t take much and she was
cumming, hard. Her orgasm set mine off and I buried my face in her
neck enjoying the sensations shooting through my cock. When both
our aftershocks had stopped and our breathing had calmed some, I
rolled over to take care of the condom.