Authors: C. J. Cherryh
So where were you for the last nine years?
And the second.
What
aliens?
Second cycling of the airlock. Bren found his heart beating faster, his footsteps a very lonely sound on two-deck.
Sabin was leaving with her guard, very, very likely, and not taking all the Guild intruders out with her. They couldn’t be so lucky as a quick formality and a release of prohibitions. The Guild inspectors were aboard now, he’d bet on it, as he’d bet that Sabin no longer was aboard and that the ship’s security had gone with her, leaving the techs, Jase, and that portion of the crew that routinely maintained, cleaned, serviced and did other things that didn’t involve armed resistance. They were, to all the Guild knew, stripped of defenses.
Sabin, however, wasn’t the only captain with a temper. Jase’s had been screwed down tight for the better part of a year—but it existed. Guild investigators, up there, were going to pounce on any excuse, question any anomaly; and if they found anything they were going to have their noses further and further into business.
While a captain who didn’t know the systems had to maintain his authority.
A decade ago, when
Phoenix
had come in here, had ordinary stationers rushed to board and take ship toward their best hope, the colony they’d left at Alpha? No. No more than common crew rushed into the
corridors to do as they pleased. Spacers lived under tight discipline, and didn’t do as Mospheirans would do, didn’t go out on holiday when they’d had enough, didn’t quit their jobs or change their residence. They obeyed . . . except one notable time when the fourth captain, absent information, had raised a mutiny.
Guild leadership wanted Ramirez to take the ship out and reestablish contact with their long-abandoned colony. But fourth captain Pratap Tamun had taken a look at the situation of cooperation between Ramirez and the atevi world and raised a rebellion that, even in failure, had seeded uneasy questions throughout
Phoenix
crew.
Lonely sound of his own footsteps. Closed, obedient doors. Ask no questions, learn no lies.
And what
else
had Ramirez’s orders been when the Guild sent him on to Alpha?
And what did Sabin really understand about that last meeting between Ramirez and his Guild? And what did she intend to do, taking an armed force as her escort . . . some twenty men and women, her regular four, and Mr. Jenrette?
Among other points, Ramirez’s orders wouldn’t have
Phoenix
assume second place to the planet’s native governments, that was sure.
Not to take second place to the colonials supposedly running the station, also very sure.
To take
over
the colony that Reunion believed would be running the station, was his own suspicion of Ramirez’s intentions—the likely mission directive from Reunion: gain control of it, run it, report back.
Those orders hadn’t proven practical, when there’d turned out not to be a functional station or a capable human presence in Alpha system. Ramirez had had to improvise. Ramirez had rapidly discovered the only ones who could give him what he wanted were atevi, and Ramirez, one increasingly suspected, had been predisposed to think answers might come from non-humans: Ramirez had chased that assumption like a religious revelation once he found a negotiating partner in Tabini-aiji, and found his beliefs answering him. By one step and another, Ramirez had gone far, far astray from Guild intent: the mutiny had gone down to defeat, Ramirez had died in the last stages of his dream.
So what could Sabin do now but lie to the Guild one more time and swear that Ogun was back there
running Alpha Station’s colony, everything just as the Guild here hoped?
She could of course immediately turncoat to Ogun and all of them and tell the Guild the truth, aiming the superior numbers and possibly superior firepower of the station at an invasion and retaking of the ship . . . from which she had stripped all trained resistance.
That
was his own worst fear, the one that made these corridors seem very, very spooky and foreign to him. His colonist ancestors had taken their orders from these corridors. His colonist ancestors, when they were stationers, had obeyed, and obeyed, and obeyed. Everything had gone the Guild’s way for hundreds of years.
Now he was here, without escort, lonely, loud steps in this lower corridor; and he very surely wasn’t what Reunion envisioned Alpha to be. The ship’s common crew had mutated, too, learning to love fruit drinks and food that didn’t grow in a tank.
But now they confronted authorities so old in human affairs that even a colonist’s nerves still twitched when the Guild gave its orders and laid down its ultimatums. They scared him. He didn’t know why they should: he hadn’t planned they should when they left Alpha, but here at the other end of the telescope, Guild obduracy was real. Here it turned up from the very first contact with station authorities. That absolute habit of command.
And Sabin pent up all four shifts of her own crew rather than trust them to meet the Guild’s authority face to face. Jase himself hadn’t given the order to release the lockdown.
Get fueled. Get sufficient lies laid down to pave the gangway. Get them aboard and
then
tell the truth. It wasn’t the way he’d like to proceed.
It wasn’t the way
Jase
would like to proceed: he believed that the way he believed in sunrises back home.
But he had no answers, no brilliant way to handle the situation that might not end up triggering a crisis—and right now he feared Jase was very busy up there.
He needed to think, and the brain wasn’t providing answers. Blank walls and empty corridors drank in ideas and gave him nothing back but echoes. No resources, no cleverness.
Was the Guild going to give up their command even of a wrecked station in exchange for no power at all, and settle down there in the ‘tween-decks as ordinary passengers? Not outstandingly likely. They’d want to run
Alpha when they got there. They’d assume they ran the ship, while they were aboard.
A damn sight easier to believe in the Guild’s common sense in the home system, where common sense and common decision-making usually reached rational, public-serving decisions—and where the government didn’t mean a secretive lot of old men and women bent on hanging onto a centuries-old set of ship’s rules that didn’t even relate to a ship any longer.
Insanity was what they’d met.
The Guild might even have some delusion they could now take on that alien ship out there, because
Phoenix
had its few guns for limited defense. Take
Phoenix
over, tell the pilots, who’d never fired a shot in anger, to go out there and start shooting at aliens who’d already seen Guild decision-making?
Not likely.
If the Guild had any remains of alien crew locked up in cold storage, they might be able to finesse it into their hands—claiming what? Curiosity?
That wasn’t going to be easy. Not a bit of it.
But they had an unknown limit of alien patience involved. Whatever had blown the station ten years ago argued for alien weapons.
He
believed in them.
And while
Phoenix
had been nine years making one careful set of plans that involved pulling the Guild off this station—bet that the Guild had spent the last nine years thinking of something entirely contrary.
Steps and echoes. He was up here—down here—from relative points of view—trying to shed the atevi mindset, trying to think as a human unacquainted with planets had to think, up on the bridge—
Oh my God
. The planet. Up on the bridge.
That
picture
on Jase’s office wall. The boat. The fish.
There were no atevi in the photo, just a sea and a hint of a headland beyond. But the evidence of that picture said
Jase
had been on a planet, which indicated a very great deal had changed from the situation
Phoenix
had expected when it came calling at the station. More, it led to questions directed at Jase, and questions led to questions, if Jase didn’t think to shove that picture in a desk drawer before he let the Guild’s inspectors into the
most logical place on the ship for them to want to visit: the sitting captain’s office.
Clatter of light metal. A cart.
A door working.
Food service cart. He knew that sound.
Galley
was operating.
“I’m walking down to the galley,” he muttered to his listening staff, and he turned down a side corridor and did that . . . first acid test of his anonymity. Try his crew-act on cook and his staff. Test the waters.
Maybe borrow that food cart—a viable excuse to move about the ship during a common-crew lockdown.
He’d walked considerably aft through the deserted corridors. And down a jog and beyond wide, plain doors . . . one had to know it was the galley, as one had to know various other unmarked areas of the ship . . . he heard ordinary human activity, comforting, common. Men and women were hard at work as he walked in on the galley, cooks and aides filling the local air with savory smells of herbs and cooking, rattling pans, creating the meal the crew, lockdown or not, was going to receive.
He dodged a massive tray of unbaked rolls in the hands of a man who gave him only a busy, passing glance.
Then the man came to a dead stop and gave him a second glance, astonished.
A year aboard—and he knew the staff, knew the faces. They knew him by sight. Not at first glance, however. That was good.
And without an exact plan—he suddenly found at least a store of raw material. He waved cheerfully to the man with the tray and, spotting the chief cook over by the ovens, walked casually toward him.
“Hello, chief.”
“Mr. Cameron.” Natural surprise. Hint of deep concern. “What’s going on up there?”
“Well, we’ve got a little problem,” he said. People around him strained to hear, a little less clatter in their immediate vicinity, quickly diminishing to deathly hush. He didn’t altogether lower his voice, deciding that galley crew just slightly overhearing the truth was to the good—gossip never needed encouragement to walk about.
So he began the old downhill skid of intrigue. He w
asn’t
Bren Cameron, fresh off the island and blind to the world. He was, he reminded himself, paidhi-aiji—the aiji’s own interpreter, skilled at communication, skilled at diplomacy between two species—and used to the canniest finaglers and underhanded connivers in Shejidan. “Everything so far is fine, except station has locked the fuel down tight and wants Sabin in their offices
and
their inspectors on our deck, as if the senior captain had to account to
them.
” That wasn’t phrased to sit well with a proud and independent crew, not at all. “So do you think I could get a basket of sandwiches to take up to the bridge as an excuse to be up there, to find out what’s going on?”
The chief cook, Walker, his name was, listened, frowning. “What do you
think’s
going on, sir? What in hell do they want, excuse my french, sir?”
“They want us to say yessir and take their orders, and I don’t think the captains are on their program. I don’t officially speak for Captain Graham—but I’ll take it on my own head to go up there and find out if he has orders he doesn’t want to put out on general address. If you could kind of deliver a small snack around the decks and at the same time pass some critical information to crew in lockdown, it might be a good thing—tell the crew back the captain, tell them don’t mention atevi or the planet at all if these Guild people ask, no matter what. If they’ve got any pictures that might give that information, get them out of sight. And don’t do anything these people could use for an excuse for whatever else they want to do. Senior captain’s taken all our security with her, trying to make a point to the Guild on station. Captain Graham’s kind of empty-handed up there, worried about them taking over the ship.”
A low murmur among the onlookers.
“Taking over the ship,” he repeated. “Which is what we’re going to resist very strongly, ladies and gentlemen. Captain Graham is worried: Captain Sabin is risking her neck trying to finesse this, and Captain Graham’s attitude is, if they even
try
to claim her appointment as senior captain of this ship isn’t official without their stamp of approval, gentlemen, there’s going to be some serious argument from this ship. Captain Graham’s worried those investigators may make matters difficult up on the bridge. And
I
want some excuse to go up there and look around and make absolutely sure the bridge crew’s not being held at gunpoint right now.”
Quiet had spread all through the galley. Not a bowl rattled.
“So what’s to do, sir?” Walker asked.
“Back Captain Graham. Be ready, if there’s trouble; if there’s some kind of incursion down here, squash it. Spread the word. We’ve got that alien craft lurking way out there, watching everything that’s going on,
expecting
us to straighten out this mess and so far being civilized about our going in here to get the answers out of the station administration. I know the aliens are waiting. I
talked
to them, so far as talk went, and right now they’re being more cooperative than the station authority—who’s got an explosive lock rigged to keep us from the fuel we need, did that word get down here? And a sign on it telling us in our own language it’ll blow up in our faces. I don’t think the aliens could read that sign. Guild won’t say a thing about that ship, and now they’re making demands as if Sabin was to blame for their station having a hole in it. The Guild is holding the fuel against the senior captain’s agreement to walk into their offices and present
her
papers, as if they had the say over this ship, which she doesn’t agree they have.”
“No, sir,” one man said, and a dozen others echoed.
“But there we are,” Bren said. “We don’t know why the innocent people we came here to rescue aren’t rushing to get aboard and get out of here. Or why they didn’t just board, the last time this ship docked. We believe there’s people on that station that might like to board. But they’re not showing up, and the only communication we’ve got is a sign telling us hands off the fuel. That’s why the order hasn’t come to walk about. I want to get up there to lend Captain Graham some help, and I figure there’s less suspicion about galley bringing food in—so can you figure how to make me look like I’m on galley business?”