Every Fear (3 page)

P
ulling out of the Mirror parking lot, Jason doublechecked the address in his notebook, then charted the fastest way to the scene.

Elliott to 15th, north over the bridge to Shilshole and bang—you’re there. Pushing his 1969 red Ford Falcon twenty miles over the posted limit, he couldn’t leave the newsroom politics behind. Spangler had no sense of the depth of his staff. He regarded everyone in Metro as backwater bumpkins, compared to reporters in New York.

Jason rubbed the scar carved under his jawline, his prize for getting too close to a story. Confirmation of his investigative skills, but it meant squat to Spangler, who probably had him in his crosshairs. Just like Astrid.

To hell with it.

Crossing the Ballard Bridge over Salmon Bay, Jason thought it was too bad about Astrid. But the fact was, she constantly missed stuff on the scanners and at scenes, always charging in with demands, failing to find real news.

Observe, absorb, and squeeze gently for information, that’s the way to operate,
he reminded himself as
he pulled up to the scene. Yellow tape cordoned off the street in front of Kim’s Corner Store. Next to it there was a growing knot of bystanders, press, and police cars. Cross talk spilled from radios as emergency lights splashed the buildings with red.

Jason parked half a block back. Heading toward the reporters clustered near the tape, he came upon an unoccupied patrol car—and an opportunity. Like most major forces, Seattle police used the Computer-Aided Dispatch system to transmit information to cars equipped with Mobile Data Computers. No one was around to see him bend down, steal a glimpse of the MDC monitor to check it for any data.

Maria Jane Colson.
104 Shale St.

Lee William Colson.
104 Shale St.

There was more but he couldn’t see it clearly. Memorizing the information, he moved off without anyone noticing. He stepped between two news vans then wrote everything down. Shale was close by. Before he could consider it further, a commanding baritone voice distracted him.

“There he is, a legend called Jason.” White teeth flashed from the tanned, chiseled face of David Troy, WKKR’s veteran crime reporter.

“What’s shaking, Dave?”

“What I’m hearing is the mother and her baby were
run over by a truck that fled the scene. Mom’s not going to make it.”

“Yeah, I got that.”

“We’re waiting for a detective to talk to us. They’re in the store.”

“You got a name on the mother?”

“Not yet.”

Jason took comfort in the hot lead he had in his notebook.

“What about witnesses?”

“Nobody so far.”

“You’re sure about that?”

“I’m sure you’re not going to beat me, Skippy. By the time your rag reports this, it’s yesterday’s news.” Troy watched the dish on WKKR’s satellite news van position for transmission. “We’re going live in minutes. Look at the images. Picture’s worth a thousand damn words. Impact news.” Troy pulled out a compact and began applying makeup for his stand-up.

Cameras were trained on the crime-scene people who were suiting up. Jason focused on the aftermath a few yards away, on the other side of the tape. The overturned baby stroller, the pool of blood near the curb, skid marks on the pavement.
Was that a windshield wiper?
He tried imagining how it had all happened. On the far side of the tape, he saw more TV and still news cameras, including Nate Hodge, a photog with the
Mirror,
who nodded.

As Jason studied the little he had, he got an idea. He slipped from the press pack and walked across the street to the vestibule of Arnie’s Hardware. Out of earshot, he called the paper.

“
Mirror
library, Kelly Swan.”

“Hey Kelly, Jason Wade. I’m at a hit-and-run in Ballard, which could turn out to be a homicide. I need your help.”

“Sure, Jason.”

Jason dictated the spellings for Maria Jane and Lee William Colson.

“Run the names through our archives see what comes up.”

“Stay on the line.” Kelly’s keyboard clicked. “Nothing on Lee William Colson—wait, I got something on a Dylan Colson but he’s, like, a baby.”

“A baby? Call it up.”

While Kelly clicked at her keyboard, he glanced inside the hardware store. His concentration switched tracks when he thought he could recognize a detective talking to an older man inside.
What’s that about?
He made a mental note to follow it up later.

“Here we go,” Kelly said. “It’s not in the daily. It’s in our community weekly. Zone Four. Oh, there’s a citation for Maria Colson and Dylan Colson, together in one entry.”

“What do you have?”

“No story. It’s a cut line for a picture taken a few weeks ago at a Ballard community fund-raiser bake sale. A fluffy picture of Maria Colson and her son Dylan looking at baby toys at a rummage sale. What a little sweetheart.”

“Can you send it to me?”

“Okay, you’ll have it in a few minutes.”

After hanging up, Jason looked at the Colsons’ address. It wasn’t far—three, maybe four blocks. He
had a hunch and decided to gamble on it by leaving the scene. He called the
Mirror’s
photographer.

“Hodge.”

“Nate, it’s Jason. I’ve got to step away to check something out. Call me if the police make a statement.”

“Sure, but listen.” Hodge dropped his voice. “A cop friend of mine says it looks like they took the kid.”

“What?”

“Whoever ran down the mom kidnapped her baby.”

Kidnapped?

His pulse quickened. Man, this was more than a possible fatal hit-and-run, he thought, letting a few seconds of silence pass. “This could be a huge story. All right, call me if something pops.”

A minute later, he received the picture on his phone. Maria Colson and her son, Dylan, smiled at him from the palm of his hand. Mother and child. Looking at them, he tried to get a handle on what had happened. He hadn’t nailed anything yet. Was he even chasing the right angle? The right family?

As he walked around the corner, he got his answer. An SPD patrol car was parked in front of the Colsons’ two-story house. Bingo. And no other press in sight. Sweet. He was a few doors away when he spotted a woman leaving the Colsons’ driveway and coming his way.

“Excuse me.” He stopped her and reached into his jacket for his ID and a business card. “Jason Wade, with the
Mirror.
Could I talk to you?”

She stared at his card but she was distracted with worry until he displayed the Colson picture on his phone and handed it to her.

“Do you know who this is?”

Tears came to her eyes and she nodded.

“That’s Maria and her baby, Dylan.”

“Colson?”

“That’s right.”

“Are you a relative or a friend?”

Passing back his phone, she indicated her house across the street. “Friend.”

“Your name?”

She hesitated. Jason tried gentle persuasion.

“A story might help find who did this.”

“Annette.”

“Last name?”

“Tabor.”

Jason pulled out his notebook, flipped to a clean page, and began making notes while she cupped her trembling hands to her face.

“I was looking for Lee but he’s not there,” she said.

“Lee?”

“Maria’s husband. The officer thinks he’s gone to the hospital where they took Maria. I wanted to find him, maybe get some things for her, but the police wouldn’t let me in.”

“Do you have any idea what really happened?”

“Only what Shannon told me.”

“And Shannon is…?”

“My daughter. She works at the store. The detectives won’t let me talk to her. She called me after—after it happened. But she didn’t see—oh God—they took Dylan!”

“Who? Who took Dylan?”

“I don’t know but they’ve got to find him! Did the police tell you anything about Maria? Is she hurt bad?”

“I don’t know any details about her just yet.”

“Anything about Dylan?”

“No, nothing. They’re not saying much at this point.”

“I’ve got a bad feeling.” Annette Tabor looked back at the Colsons’ house. “Dear Lord! Why Lee and Maria? They’ve been through so much! And now this!”

“What do you mean? What have they ‘been through’?”

Annette Tabor shook her head. “Nothing. I shouldn’t have said anything. I’m sorry. I have to go.”

A
ngels looked down on Lee Colson from the stainedglass windows of the hospital’s chapel.

A shaft of sun had pierced the clouds to find him. Grace Garner and Perelli seated him in one of the oak pews. A whispery air of reverence mingled with the smell of candle wax in the room’s soft light. The flowing water of a hanging wall fountain failed to soothe him. His knuckles were scraped, his fingernails were worn, and his face carried the emotion of a man standing in the path of a freight train that was bearing down on him.

Dr. Raj Binder, a Harvard grad no older than Colson, joined them with a nurse, and spoke with the compassion of a lifelong friend.

“Lee, Maria is upstairs undergoing surgery at this time.”

Colson looked to the others, then back to Binder.

“She’s suffered a major concussion. Her brain was shaken by a blow to her head. It happened when her head struck the curb, shearing tiny nerve fibers. She’s had an intracerebral hemorrhage. There’s bleeding in her brain.”

The train was getting closer.

“She was unconscious when she came to us, when we treated her. Our best neurological team is operating now. It could take hours. It’s too soon for anyone to predict the outcome. Maria may make a complete recovery without memory loss, or she may have periodic amnesia. She may remain unconscious, or”—Binder touched Colson’s shoulder—“she may never awaken. I’m very sorry.”

“She could die?”

“Yes, I’m very sorry.”

The train was upon him.

Colson’s knuckles whitened as he clasped and unclasped his hands.

“How did this—I—I don’t understand. I just can’t—where’s Dylan?”

The oak bench creaked sharply. Grace sat beside him.

“There’s more,” she said.

“More? What the hell’s happened?”

“Lee.” Grace knew time was hammering against them but waited until his eyes met hers. “Your son’s been abducted.”

“
Abducted?
What? Who—how?”

“From what we know, Maria left Dylan in front of Kim’s Corner Store with an employee while she went inside to make a purchase. The employee, a teenage female, stepped into the store and during that time, a vehicle, we think a van, stopped. Someone got out, took Dylan, and fled in the van. Maria witnessed it from the store, rushed out, and when she tried to stop
the van, she was struck by it. We’re going to need your help now.”

The train. Oh Christ. It’s making the earth shake.

“Lee, do you have any idea who would want to do this?”

“No. NO!”

This was crazy. They’re all nuts.

Colson’s eyes searched Grace, Binder, Perelli, and Cindy, the nurse from psychiatric services, for a hint of deception, an error, the trace of a cruel joke that maybe the guys at the shop had set up because these people had to be joking, because you just don’t tell a man that his wife is dying and his son’s been stolen.

But staring into their sober faces; at Binder’s scrubs, his white smock with the faded blue ink marks on his breast pocket; at Cindy’s few strands of gray and small pearl earrings—
Maria loves pearls
—at the leather straps of Perelli’s shoulder holster and the butt of his gun peeking from his jacket, Colson knew.

As columns of sunlight shifted through the stained glass and distant sirens rose over the gurgling fountain, he knew the godawful truth.

And when he surrendered to it, lightning flashed in the back of his skull, his skin began to prickle, his scalp tingled, and his intestines twisted as if the train had slammed through him, forcing bile to gush up his throat, causing a reflex gag, making him spasm forward before Grace and Binder steadied him.

Gasping, he studied the chapel like a trapped man.

In his job, Colson had helped people in distress, people stranded with a flat tire, a dead battery, or something.
They were always so grateful because he’d rescued them, put them back on life’s highway.

Then there were the times he was unable to help. Like with wrecks. When it was too late. When the bodies were still entwined in the metal. Firefighters covered them with tarps until they cut them out, leaving him to hoist their cars onto his truck; sometimes they dripped with blood and viscera the fire hoses had missed. But he was able to detach himself, even when he saw the beer cans, the briefcases, cell phones, groceries, gifts, coats, shoes, baby seats, toys—the aftermath of lives terminated.

He kept a professional distance. He guarded his deepest hope—the hope of every paramedic, cop, and firefighter: that you never ever come upon your loved ones, that tragedies like this happened to other people.

Not to you. Never to you.

So this
—
this
—
bull that they’re telling me is not real. See. It’s just not real because I just spoke with Maria a few hours ago. She was fine. She was heading to the store with Dylan to get milk and bread. That’s all. You don’t pay with your life for goddamn milk and bread.

So this is a mistake.

It’s not real because they haven’t proved it. They’ve got to prove it’s real.

“I want to see Maria!” Colson stood, shaking off Grace as he continued shouting. “I want to see my boy! My wife and son, now!”

“Take it easy, Lee.”

Gently, Perelli and Binder got Colson back into the pew.

“It’s not true, this can’t be, because I was just talking
to her on the phone. I could hear Dylan crying. Last night I kissed them, this can’t—we’ve got plans—it was just milk and bread and—”

There was a soft noise at the chapel door and a man in a dark suit entered and inventoried matters as he approached.

“Detective Garner?”

She caught FBI credentials for Special Agent Kirk Dupree.

“Can we speak privately?”

Outside the chapel, in the bright light of the hall, Grace noticed his neatly parted salt-and-pepper hair. His dark eyes, intense to the point of being hostile.

“That’s Mr. Colson in there?” Dupree asked.

“Yes.”

“I want a statement.”

“We’re getting to that. He’s being notified about his wife and son.”

“Anything from her?”

“She’s unconscious and might not live.”

“You’re the primary then, is that correct?”

“Yes.”

“We have jurisdiction over the abduction. I want Mr. Colson in his home immediately to set up for any contact from the kidnappers—phone, e-mail, courier. We’ve got our technical people rolling. Are you ready to put out an alert and set up a news conference with him?”

“We’ve blasted a forcewide description of the van.”

“I’m talking about a public, statewide activation of the alert system: TV, radio stations, flashing traffic signs, do you understand?”

“We’re gathering information for that as fast as we can.”

“Not fast enough.”

“Excuse me?”

“Detective Garner, are you aware that in most stranger child abductions, the victim is murdered within the first hours of being taken?”

“I’m fully aware.”

“You’ve already lost an hour. Get my point? Colson can do nothing for his wife here. We need him to help save his child. Since you don’t yet have a homicide, we’ll take it from here.”

“May I see your ID again?”

Dupree’s brow creased as Grace studied it.

“I don’t see it here.”

“See what?”

“Where it says that you’re an asshole with authority to supervise me.”

His face tensed as she continued.

“We’ve had people working the scene since 911 took the call.” Grace invaded Dupree’s personal space, close enough to catch the mint on his breath. “We arrived here in time to see them wheel Maria Colson into surgery and for us to try talking to her and to her husband, who is barely coherent. Maybe it takes you longer to get down the elevator because in that time, you guys were invisible.
You’ve
lost an hour, Dupree, not us.
Get my point?
”

Grace’s phone rang.

“Grace, Berman at the scene here. We may have something.”

Rick Mofina

“What?”

“Security camera in the hardware store across the street may have recorded the whole thing.”