Escape, a New Life (15 page)

ABBY WAS DREAMING of the faceless man again.  She was not the one being chased this time
, though.  She was chasing him.  He had something she needed.  Something she had hidden, but he had found.  She got close, but could never catch him.  She reached out to grab him, but her hand came up with nothing but air.  She woke up, breathing hard. 

Eric was sitting up watching her
, the early morning sunlight filtering through the shelter opening.  “You all right?”

Abby nodded her head yes.  “I’m fine.  Do we have any water around here?”

He reached over and tossed her a small flask.  “Emily left to get some more for the trip.”

Abby drained the flask without offering him any
. “Sorry.”

“Don’t worry about it, there’s plenty more
.  This is a good spot.  There’s a stream ten minutes from here.  Em will be back soon.”

“
Em?”

“Emily.”

“I know who you mean.  I didn’t know you were on cute nickname status yet.”

Eric laughed
. “It just sounds right. 
Ab
doesn’t sound like a good nickname, but I can call you that if you want.”

“No, I’m good.”

They stood and stretched.  Eric began packing some food into a satchel.  “You should trust her, you know.  I know it’s weird, but she’s one of us now.”

“I get that part.”

“Then what’s the problem?”

“I
was just thinking.  You and I have been here for what, a month?”

“There about.”

“So, my point is, I’m already feeling like I’m losing my mind.  If she’s really been here for a year, how is she not totally screwed up?”

Eric thought about that a moment
. “She was part of a group of six when we got here, right?  Five of them are dead.  She killed two of them.  That’s pretty screwed up to me, don’t you think?”

Abby agreed
. “That’s what I’m saying.  How can I trust someone like that?”

“Because she killed them to
help
us.  I get it that she was only with them out of fear in the first place.  We are her saviors. She wants to be with us and killed to make that happen.  She may be screwed up, but I’m willing to trust her for now. Don’t forget, I’ve been with her for a week, and she seems alright.”

“I guess good people can get into bad situations.  Sometimes they have got to take
extreme measures to get out, right?”

“That happens all the time.  Some folks are stronger than others.  Some get
sucked in and never get out.  Some rise to the occasion, get stronger, and overcome what they thought they couldn’t.”

She nodded her head in agreement
. “That does happen, doesn’t it?”

“So, can you at least trust me, to trust her?  I know this is all a shock to you, but for the last week when you were MIA, I’ve gotten to know her.  She is one of the good ones.  One of us, and
we’re better off working with her than against her.  If she goes nuts, we can cut her loose.  Deal?”

Abby got close to Eric
. “I’ll make any deal you want right now.  I thought you were dead.”  She bit her lip. “I know we haven’t known each other long, but I feel like we have spent a lifetime together.  Before I got here, before I met you, I can barely remember what life was like.”

“You were in school, weren’t you?”

“I was, but what was I going to do with it?  I was mostly just hanging out with the wrong people, making bad decisions.  I’m stronger now.  Not just physically, but emotionally.  You’re part of that.  You are different from anyone I have been with.  I will trust you, but you have to make me a promise.”

“What’s that?”

“When we get off this island, I want to be together.  Promise me that.  I’m not saying we get married or anything, but we have been through so much.  We can’t just go our separate ways.”

“
Of course.  I was afraid I lost you once, and I’m not going to let that happen again.  You’re going to be stuck with me for a long time.  Hey, who knows, if we’re ever getting out of here anyway, right?  We don’t have to wait until we get off this rock to make any promises.  Let’s be together now, and if we ever do get out of here, why change a good thing?” 

They kissed.  She ran her hand up to his chest.  He winced in pain when she grazed the scar on his ribs, “I’m sorry!”

“Don’t worry about it.”  He lifted his shirt.  “Emily did a great job patching me up.”

A few seconds later, Emily
arrived, the solar bag slung over her shoulder, filled with enough water for the three of them.  “I did, didn’t I?”

“I’m impressed,” Abby said.

“I was a nurse.  Well, I guess I still am.  Before I wound up here, that’s what I did.”

Abby closely
examined the scar for the first time. “Are those stitches?  How?”  She looked at Emily.

“I know what I’m doing.”

Abby still looked confused.

“She has a
really
good first aid kit,” Eric said.

“Where did you get that?”

“It was next to me in a satchel when I woke up,” she said.

“Like your knife,” Eric said.  “That reminds me,” he reached into the satchel and carefully pulled out Abby’s knife.

She held her hand to her mouth to quiet her trembling lip when she saw it.

Shaking her head no, she held her hand up to stop him from handing it to her.  She turned away, leaving Eric confused.  “Please, put it away,” she said.  “The last time I saw that…” her voice trailed off.

Emily pointed to his scar.

Eric got it.  “Abby, it scratched me, barely.  I’m fine.”

“I thought it killed you.  I thought
my
knife killed you.”

“But it didn’t.”  He put his hand on her shoulder, turning her around and holding it up.  “Look, it’s clean.  No blood.  It gave me a scratch, sure, but it saved our ass plenty of times.”  He slid it into its sheath, kneeling down and strapping it around her thigh.  “Don’t take it out if you don’t want to, but I feel better knowing you have it.”

Abby sighed.  She had to admit that she had not felt right without it for the past week.  It had become part of her while she has been here.  “It’s going to take us half a day to hike to the cove. We should get going.”

Eric stood up
. “Alright!  Now we’re talkin’.”

They gathered their few supplies and began to head north, cutting through the trees.  Abby led the way.  She was sure of where they were going.  It was easiest to go around the mountain than up and over.  She led them toward the water, and they followed the coastline for a while.

Abby spoke, “That was an interesting theory Tom had.”

“Tom was insane,” Emily
said flatly.

“Why do you think we are here
, then?”

Eric speculated
. “It could be a government thing, I guess.  Why don’t any of us remember coming here?  You have been here longer than us, Em. Any thoughts?”

“Sure, I’ve thought about it a lot.  Doesn’t mean I’ve come up with anything that makes sense
, though.”  She paused. “I’ll tell you what I did figure out a long time ago.  We can guess and speculate all we want, but nothing we come up with as far as
why
we are here changes the fact that we are here.  I figured out a long time ago that I had better concentrate on surviving, instead of worrying how I got here.”

“Sounds familiar,” Abby said.

“Before I got here, I had nothing going on,” Eric said.  “Just working construction since high school.  Living in a crappy apartment with some loser buddies.  I’ll be the first to say, life here hasn’t been a walk in the park, but being here, in this beautiful place, meeting you two…  I feel like my life is better for it.”

As they moved between the trees to go back inland
, Emily asked Abby, “So you have always been a hiker, have you?”

“No, this is a new thing.”

“I just figured, since you seem to know what you’re doing.  I thought you must have some sort of background running around in the woods or something.”

“Not really.  I mean, when I was a girl I used to go camping with my family.  My grandfather and I spent time hiking the trails in the woods, but I’m certainly no expert
.  I spent the last four years in college, and the few weeks before I got here I was just working some temp jobs.”

Emily asked
, “What inspired you to go back to school?”

“What do you mean?”

“Well, obviously, you’re not the typical fresh-out-of-college age.  I was just curious why you went back.”

Abby laughed
. “I’m twenty-two. How old do you think I am?”

Emily raised
an eyebrow. “Twenty-two?”

“Yep.”

After thinking for a second, she said, “I’ll believe that, I guess.  I’m twenty-five, but no one believed me either when I told them.”

Abby quickly counted herself among the non-believers.  No way Emily was twenty-five
.  She would more likely believe that Emily was
thirty
-five.  Not that it really mattered anyway. 

Eric said, “Well
, I think ya’ll look great, I don’t care what your age.”

Abby asked, “So we have a construction worker, a graduate with a fairly useless degree, and a nurse.  Anything we have in common?”

“Doesn’t seem that way,” Eric said.

“I guess no clues there
, then.”

They hiked the rest of the afternoon in relative silence.  No one had anything interesting to say, and Abby was leading the charge at a fairly quick pace.  When they starting hiking through the rough terrain that surrounded the cove, the other two had their hands full just trying to keep up as Abby easily went up an over the rocks and fallen trees.

“It should be just up here.” Abby pointed to a small gap in the trees where the crystal blue ocean water was visible in the distance.  “Is there anything else anyone told you about this place?”

“No,” Emily said
. “I told you everything that woman told me.  She followed the men here.  She watched as they went in.  As far as she knew, they never came out.”

Abby
pondered that statement. “I wonder if we will?”

THEY TURNED A CORNER, and the cove opened up in front of them.  It was beautiful, and surrounded by lush vegetation.  The white sand was only visible for a few feet from the tree line, rapidly leading into the clear water.  About two or three yards from the edge, there was a very steep drop off.  The water was so clear, the bottom was visible well into the center of the channel, but they could not guess how far down the bottom was. The cove was small, maybe thirty-five yards from one side to the other.  It came in from the ocean approximately the same distance, until the water disappeared into a massive cavern. 

Standing at the edge of the water
, they tried to peer into the cavern, but saw nothing.  The water appeared to be flowing in that direction.  As Abby knew from experience, it was a very strong current.  The inside of the cavern was pitch black.  They could see into it a bit, but could not see where the end was.  A bit farther down the small beach, the raft that had kept Abby alive was still washed up on the shore.  A little part of her was very happy to see it.

Emily observed, “There’s really not much to see, is there?”

“Not a whole lot,” Abby agreed.

No one said it, but they were all thinking the same thing
–
what do we do now?

Emily did not take her eyes off of the cavern.  “I say we go in and explore.”

“But we don’t know what’s in there,” Eric said.

“Well
how else are we going to find out?  Plus, we know what’s out here.  We know that there’s nothing or no one out here helping us to get off this island.  At least the unknown offers some hope.”

“Look at that current though.  I don’t like it.”

“Then you can stay out here,” Emily said, ready to go in.

“He’s got a point,” Abby said.  “I’ve been in that water.  That’s a strong current, and we don’t know where it ends up in there.”

“What’s the alternative?” Emily asked.  “We just stay on this island forever?  If there is some unexplored corner that might offer me a way out, I want to find it.”

A voice came from behind them, “Why are you so eager to get off the island
? It’s not a bad place.”

They turned.  Abby somehow knew he woul
d show up.  She took care of introducing Robert to a shocked Emily. “Emily, this is Robert.”

“
Who is this guy?” Emily said.

“He’s a friend,” Abby said.  “He’s been here a long time and knows his way around.”

He nodded to Emily.  “I have seen you around the island, though you have not seen me.  I assume that these two have filled you in a bit.”

“No, they haven’t.”  She looked to Eric.  He could not tell if she was angry or hurt, maybe both, “Why didn’t you tell me there was someone else on the island?”

Eric immediately felt guilty.  Emily had trusted him, and had killed for him.  He should have told her.  He shrugged, “He’s a private guy, and I wasn’t sure he wanted you to know about him.”

“Eric’s right,” Robert said.  “I like to keep to myself, and let’s face it, the group you have been running around with for the past year was not one I wanted to get involved with.” 

Emily conceded, “Well, you have a point there.”

“I have made this island my
home for many years,” Robert continued.  “It is a great place.  It may not have all the comforts of the modern world, but that is not necessarily a bad thing, you know.”

“Except that a week ago there were nine people on this island, and today there are four.  It’s not looking like the most hospitable retreat I’ve been to,” Emily said.

“Good point,” Robert agreed.  “But we all know what the problem was, and now he is gone.  I am certain the four of us can get on quite well together, until you figure out a safe way off the island.  If that is what you want to do.”

Abby pointed to the cavern, “What do you know about what’s in there?”

“I know that whoever goes in there never comes out.  That being the case, I would advise against being the next one to go in.”

“So what if we do
?” Emily said.  “You might think of this as your home, but you’re not going to stop me.”

“No, I will not.  I will tell you what I think.  I will tell you I have seen folks swim in there before, and I have never seen a single one
of them return.  I will tell you that you are an idiot for thinking that you will be the first.  But I will not interfere.  If that is what you have decided to do, that is what you are going to do.”

“You seem really into the whole free will thing,” Abby observed.

“How so?”

“Yesterday, just about this same time, when I was planning
to go off and kill this one,” she gestured toward Emily, “you said the same thing.  You didn’t agree with what I was going to do, but you weren’t going to stop me.”

“You are right,” he said.  “I would be remiss if I did not give you some advice, but I am not going to stand in the way of what you have set your mind to.”  He winked at Emily, “
And aren’t you glad you did not wind up killing her?”

He looked at Eric who had been quiet.  “I have been here for a long time.  I have seen a lot of things.  I could not live with myself if I did not try to provide you with some guidance.  Do you think it is a good idea to go in there?”

Eric looked at the two women and shook his head. “No sir, I can’t say that I do.”

Emily was frustrated,
“I really don’t care what you two think.”  Emily looked at Robert.  “I’ve been here a long time, too.  I’ve seen a lot of shit.  Guess what?  I’m tired of it.  I want out, and I think the answer is in there,” she pointed toward the cavern.

Robert agreed
. “You have been here a long time.  It has been just about a year since I first saw you and Tom wandering through the trees, probably a few weeks shy of that.  You are a survivor.  You are still here.  You are still standing.  You have outlived everyone else since you have arrived here. Why not keep doing so?”

“I’m not interested in just surviving anymore.  I’m interested in living, and I’ve done all the living on this rock that I’m going to.” 
She wrapped her red hair around itself in a ponytail. 

Robert asked, “Is there nothing I can say to talk you out of this?”

“Not unless you’re going to tell me you know another way off this rock.”  She waited, staring at him.

“No, I do not know another way, but
this is not it.”

“Well, let’s hope you’re wrong
.  Wish me luck.”  Emily waded into the water until it came up to her hips, “It’s beautiful,” she said.  With a little jump, she began swimming out into the channel.  It was obvious from shore how strong the current was once she had traveled several yards toward the center of the channel.  She was not swimming hard, but was quickly being carried toward the opening of the cavern. 

As Emily got closer to the opening,
Abby yelled out, “What do you see?”

“It’s dark,” Emily called back.  “I don’t
see anything.”

Abby looked at Robert and noticed his eyes were a bit glassed over, as though he were going to cry.  This surprised her, seeing as though he had just met Emily.  She put her hand on his shoulder
. “Don’t worry. She’ll be fine.”

He shook his head
. “I cannot be here.  I cannot be a part of this.”

“Leave then, b
ut this is happening.”

They
watched as she got closer.  She was nearly at the mouth of the cavern.

“Anything yet?”  Eric called out.

“There’s a ledge over here on the far side. I’m going to head for that.”

“See
?” Abby said to Robert, nudging his arm.  “There’s a ledge.  She’s going to be fine.”

Emily would be out of their view in seconds.  She began trying to swim against the current, back out.  “The current is really strong right in the center,” she yelled.  She was strong, but she was no match for the current
that was carrying her in.  When she disappeared into the darkness, they could still hear her futile splashing echoing from inside of the cavern.

Abby yelled, “Can you get to the ledge?”

They listened and heard nothing but splashing.

Eric yelled, “
Em, are you OK?”

Nothing.

“Can you swim to the ledge?”

The splashing stopped
, and they heard nothing for a moment.  Looking at each other they wondered what had happened.  Abby was getting nervous.

“
Em!” she yelled out.

“I CAN’T!” they heard her yell from inside, “TOO STRONG!”

Abby looked at Eric and Robert, panicked.  Robert’s face stood impassive.  His eyes were focused on something far off in the distance while he mouthed a silent prayer.

Eric was paralyzed with indecision. 

“Screw it,” Abby said.  She turned and dove into the water, fully clothed.

“Abby!” Eric called. 

She never turned to look at him.  Instead, she swam full steam straight across the center of the channel, almost clear to the other side; only then did she turn toward the cavern.  “Abby!”  He began tearing off his shirt, preparing to jump in himself.

“No!”  Robert grabbed him by
both arms.  “No, Eric, I will not allow you to go in there.”

“What do you suggest we do then?”

Robert roared with a mix of rage and sadness, “Damn it, what is wrong with you people!” 

Eric shook him off
. “I’m not going to just stand here and let them die.  Do you have any ideas?”

“If you jump in, all three of you are dead
, Eric.  Dead!”

“Unless you have a better plan, I’m going in.”  Eric turned to jump into the water.

“Wait!”  Robert stared at the back of his head.  “Damn it.”  He struggled with the words, “Damn it.  There is another way in.  Follow me.  Fast!”  He turned and ran into the trees. 

Eric grabbed his shirt and
ran to follow him.