Authors: Katharine Kerr
Terry lifted one of her candles. Matt watched as the dividing
line between light and dark moved across Terry's face. "Well,
I've done my devotions," she said after a moment. The light just
touched Lewis's form. He stood near me edge of the forest, like
the dim dream of a god. "I'm ready to go. Matt?"
"I'm more than ready to go." The night was finally cooling,
and she had given up her extra shirt. She scratched a mosquito
bite on her arm.
"Jump down and I'll give you a candle."
Matt slid down off the rock. Terry said a spell over the candle
she held and handed it to Matt. "It will bum steady, but not set
anything else alight," she said. "Lewis? Would you like a light?"
"No."
Terry pinched one of the candles out and spelled the other
one, then packed up everything except the lit candle, the roses,
and the ashes. She shouldered her backpack and drifted down
from the rock with the candle in her hand. She kissed the rock,
then set out across the meadow.
The wax felt warm and soft inside Matt's hand, and its melting
smell reassured her as though it were the essence of safety. She
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glanced around at the dark meadow and the star-shot sky, then
trailed Terry, conscious that this time it was by choice. Matt's
boots slapped sound from the marshy ground; Terry walked si-
lently. And Lewis, when he fell in behind Matt, made no sound
other than soft breathing. The back of her neck prickled.
The footing was firmer on the path. Matt listened to the path:
"You are walking away from me you are walking toward me you
are walking on me you are making and destroying me." She
liked its song better than the unknown mutters of the forest,
louder now mat it was night. The way back to the car went faster
than the hike out from it had. Twigs and branches didn't grab at
her as much, either. Maybe me forest was glad to see her go.
Matt crawled into the back seat of the Terry's white Fiat. She
stroked the seat, touched the window and the carpeting, relieved
to be in me wide worid of home again. "Who's that?" asked the
car as Lewis climbed into it. "It tastes like change."
"Don't know," Matt muttered.
"Not sure I want it inside me."
Terry tossed her pack in back and climbed into the car, started
it, and drove away.
"It doesn't feel right," Lewis said.
"What?" asked Teny.
"Not only does this car look freakish, and the dashboard looks
like something from a rocketship, and the engine doesn't make
half the sound it should, but this—this moving away from a
place—it feels wrong."
Terry said, "Do you want me to take you back?"
They were twisting and turning down a mountain road in the
darkness. Matt was leaning sleepily against the back of the seat,
which had shaped itself to cradle her. She closed her eyes and
waited for Lewis's answer.
"Part of me wants you to," he said after time had gone by.
"Being rooted felt... right. All this movement is confusing me.
Yet for ages and ages, I longed for nothing but freedom."
"Come down to the valley and look around. If you don't like
it, I'll take you back."
"You are very kind."
"Not really," Terry said, glancing toward him. Matt saw dash-
board light glinting on Terry's teem as she smiled.
They completed the drive in silence. "First off." Terry said, as
she pulled up in front of the house she shared with her mother,
and for now with Matt, "you need a few more clothes. There's
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some things of my dad's still in the house. Could you use a
shower? Though you don't really smell like a guy who's been
locked in a tree for years and years."
"A shower would be great," said Lewis. "I'm not really here
yet. I mean ..."
"I know. Changing shape, it takes a while to get used to the
new one," Terry said.
"You've done it?"
"Oh, sure. My sister Tasha and I used to have spell fights. I
turned her a lot more often than she turned me; she wasn't a very
good student. But she was really good with this one spell. She
liked turning people into Pekingeses. That is, until she got reli-
gion. So I know what it's like. Before you get out of the car,
would you wrap something around your waist? Our neighbors
are always watching our house. They've seen enough weird
things already."
Lewis shifted around and took off the shirt Matt had given
him, did something with it "Best I can do," he said.
"It's pretty dark," Terry said. She snapped her fingers, and the
light over the front door went out. "Okay, door's unlocked. Go
for it," she said.
Lewis dashed across the lawn and managed not to drop the
shirt until he had the front door open. He ducked inside. Matt
and Terry followed more sedately, at least until Terry's mother
screamed-
Lighls switched on across the street and next door.
"Damn!" said Terry. She snapped her fingers. "Phone lines ...
Mom, I can explain... .'*
In the front hall, Lewis stood with his back to the wall, one
hand covering his genitals, the other his mouth, his eyes wide.
Terry's mother Rebecca stood backed up against the sofa, both
hands over her mouth, her eyes as wide as Lewis*.
"I can explain," Terry said again, but then she burst out laugh-
ing.
Terry's mom started breathing again. Her hands came down
from her mouth. "Better be a good one," she said.
With effort, Terry smothered her laughter. "Well, we went up
to the forest. You know why. And we found this guy, Lewis, up
there, and he didn't have any clothes, so I thought maybe some
of Dad's castoffs might still be in the basement and 1 invited him
home."
"Not good enough," said Rebecca. "What was he doing up
there naked in the woods?"
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"He was under a wicked enchantment."
Rebecca's cheeks lost color. "Terry ... I don't appreciate that
kind of humor. I don't like the—I'm not comfortable with you
bringing strangers into my house."
"I'll take him out again as soon as he showers and has some
clothes. Mom. And it wasn't a joke. And I thought this was my
house, too."
"She's talking about me," Matt said.
"Oh, I am not. Matt," said Rebecca, irritation in her tone. "I'm
glad you're here, and I hope you stay as long as you want"
"I only want to stay as long as it's okay," Matt said.
"It's okay, dammit."
Matt sighed. "Mrs. Dane, this is my friend, Lewis. Lewis, this
is Mrs. Rebecca Dane."
"Pleased to meet you, Mrs. Dane," Lewis said, red staining his
cheeks. He didn't hold out a hand.
"I apologize for my lack of manners, Mr. Lewis," said Re-
becca.
"I understand. It's enough to turn anyone's hair white, a naked
stranger running in your front door. I didn't know there'd be
anybody home."
"Well," she said. "Well ... welcome to my home. Let me
show you to the shower. And you may drop your hand. You
don't have anything I haven't seen before, and if I hadn't seen it
before, I wouldn't know what it was, as my grandmother used to
say. Obviously the kids have already gotten an eyeful."
"I'll go hunt up some clothes," Terry said as Lewis followed
Rebecca down the left-hand hallway.
"What sort of enchantment was it?" Rebecca asked.
"I was trapped inside a tree for fifty years, more or less," said
Lewis as their voices faded.
Matt went to the kitchen while Terry searched the basement.
She was starving after all those hours in the wild. Part of Terry's
intense discipline involved regulating what she ate and when,
and while Matt was tethered to her. Matt had followed Terry's
eating habits. It had been nutritious, but not much fun- She
opened her arms to the kitchen and said, 'Talk to me, food."
A cupboard popped open and a bag of pretzels jumped into her
arms. "Oh, thank you!" she said, and sat at the table to eat some.
Lewis stayed in the shower a long, long time. Listening to the
sound of water in pipes, the three women sat in the kitchen, talk-
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ing in murmurs, Rebecca and Matt sharing pretzels, Terry taking
tiny sip-bites of unflavored yogurt. At last Terry said, "Matt,
what the hell is he doing in there?"
Matt asked the house. "Uh-oh," she said when she heard the
answer.
"What is it?" asked Rebecca.
"Putting down roots."
Terry knocked on the bathroom door. "Lewis? Get your toes
out of the drain or I'll turn you into a porcupine!"
"Wha-a-a-at?" His voice sounded sleepy and slow.
"Turn off the water and get out of the plumbing."
"What? Oh ... just a minute."
Matt leaned against the wall and listened to what the 'house
had to tell her. The invasion of its systems by this stranger had
worried it, and it was glad that he was withdrawing parts of him-
self that had gone where people parts weren't supposed to go.
"I've got clothes for you." Terry said in a less cross voice.
"Anytime you're ready."
The door opened a crack and steam billowed out, carrying
scents of soap, shampoo, and—green? "I'm sorry. I don't know
what got into me," said Lewis. Terry handed the clothes to him
and he shut the door again.
"It's what got out of him that's interesting," Terry muttered to
Matt.
The waitress brought a still-steaming steak on a platter and set
it in front of Lewis. She set down Terry's lemon herbed chicken
and Rebecca's garlic shrimp, and then gave Matt her hamburger.
Matt picked up a French fry and bit it It was nice to finally or-
der just what she wanted, instead of picking the same thing Terry
ordered, or something else she thought might stay in her stomach
even if she got too far from Terry and felt sick. Lewis' steak
smelled good. Matt wondered if she should have ordered that in-
stead.
Lewis picked up his steak knife and fork and cut into his meat.
Red welled up behind the knife, and the flesh was still pink in-
side, rare, the way he'd ordered it. He stared at it a moment. He
lifted his fork, with the morsel of steak on it, and studied it. He
licked his upper lip. He blinked several times. He paled.
He shook his head. "I can't eat this," he said, setting the fork
down. He swallowed. "I can't... I can't even stay here. Excuse
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me." Jumping up, he dropped his napkin over the platter and its
cargo and dashed from the restaurant.
"Nuts," said Terry.
Matt picked up her hamburger. If they were leaving, she was
taking it with her.
"You want to check on him, see if he'll wait while we eat?**
Terry asked Matt.
Matt sighed and put her hamburger down.
"Why don't you do it?" Rebecca said suddenly. "Why this
lady-of-the-manor delegation thing? It's really getting on my
nerves. Matt's not your servant."
"What?" said Terry.
"Just because you can turn people into pinecones, it doesn't
give you the right to order them around as though they were less
important than you are."
"Mom, what's gotten into you?"
"Nothing's gotten into me. I'm just letting a little of what was
always there out. I love you, and I'll always love you; that
doesn't mean I approve of everything you're doing. And yes, I
dam well expect immunity from your powers."
Terry stared at her mother for a moment, then set her napkin
beside her plate, rose, and walked out.
"That wasn't too harsh, was it?" Rebecca asked Matt.
Matt shook her head. She had never had a conversation alone
with Rebecca, and she felt shy. "If you're going to live with
somebody, I guess you need rules," Matt said. "I usually move
on before I get to that stage."
"She's been walking all over you."
"People do, sometimes. Usually I leave when they start, but
Terry wouldn't let me."
Rebecca blinked. "Oh. I don't like that at all."
"Got her to let me go today."
"You're still here."
Matt nodded. "You said it was okay. Lewis is kind of my re-
sponsibility, since I let him out of the tree."
"You let him out?"
"Yeah. I'm not a witch, but I talk to things."
"Ah. Yes. I noticed."
Matt smiled. "He said people had been coming to that stone
where Terry did her ceremony for years, but nobody noticed him
before. I haven't run into other people who can talk to things like
I can. When he was a tree, I could hear him talk, but Terry
couldn't."
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"Hmmm," said Rebecca. She ate a shrimp. "While watching
Terry operate since I found out she was a witch, it occurred to
me that it would be very difficult to let go of all the advantages
you gain when you have these special abilities. Do you ever not
talk to things?"
"Lots of times," Matt said. "I usually only ask questions when
I feel like something's coming at me. When I need help or I need
to know something to survive. I don't know anything about you,