Authors: Katharine Kerr
You're lying to yourself. Mart, she told herself. She was gut-
scared to go in there, to confront her memories—or the lack of
them. But if she didn't face them, how would she ever face her
patients? If you can't do it for yourself, do it for your career.
With her usual skewed thoroughness, she had prepared for her
ordeal. ("You're nuts" she'd been told, but she remembered
her day camp training enough to want to be Prepared. So she had
her pocket phone and her Capstun, illegal as it was, tucked in a
fanny pack. Her Swiss army knife, the one with all the blades.
No pistol, though she'd been tempted: bullets ricocheted on
rocks. And, just for old time's sake, she'd pick up a big stick.
After all, it had worked the last time. Are you really enjoying
this? she accused herself.
It was a nice, tidy arsenal, but she'd have traded all her arma-
ment for her old "utility ring" from outer space.
Martha walked to the pond, still bordered with moss and long
pallid tendrils that an unfortunate exposure to college botany
helped her to recognize as exposed roots. The mud was reddish
brown. There was iron in the soil here, iron throughout the Ma-
honing and Shenango valleys where the burning open hearths of
the great steel mills, after more than a century of wealth, had fi-
nally been quenched.
Nevertheless, right now, the "hairy stuff" and the reddish mud
were the hair and blood of that bogey Mark had scared them
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with the summer that she was Marty and free, for the last time
in her life: The Monster of Flaboongie. She hadn't thought of
that for years either.
From the softball field near the pavilion shrill voices rose. Still
playing ball, were they? Bless them. She waved. Good: they
would remember seeing her. If only she could piay with them;
but she had never been that good a player.
She waded into the water and toward the first line of rocks.
Water swirled over and around them. The rock glowed gold and
green as the sun pierced the water and struck the stone beneath
Black tadpoles and a few fish fled her ankles.
She planted feet and stick carefully. Up to the next level, then
to the slippery rocks of the next. This is really stupid and dan-
gerous, the grown-up in her mind told her. Nonsense, she told it
back. I'd have to pay to do this in the Rockies. And they'd praise
me for surviving Outward Bound.
Up ahead loomed the cave—or was that really the cave she re-
membered? The rocks didn't seem to slant over the same way,
and the opening they framed was dauntily black. She fumbled in
her pouch for her flashlight, which could double as a club.
She tucked the light between her teeth as she started up the
last course of rocks. Now she hung on with her hands as the wa-
ter poured over them at about the strength of a really good
shower. Despite herself, Martha laughed.
Water splashed in her face. She jerked her head back. For an
instant, as she blinked, a memory returned: she had not climbed
this high. She had been carried.
Her stomach chilled. So the Stranger had caught her after all.
What then? Had he carried her to the cave. and then . -.
She didn't have to know. She could turn around and go back
right now.
And then she would never know, except that she would know
one thing: she had countenanced a lie about herself.
You don't have to think the worst. Not yet. But if you were
carried, it explains how the rocks look different from here than
from below.
Despite the chill of the water, sweat streaked her sides and
face as she pulled herself from the water onto the rock platform
leading to the cave. She wouldn't have to bend over to get in.
That was right. They hadn't had to, and they were tall.
Had there been more than one Stranger, then?
Something splashed behind her. Martha thrust out with the
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stick, jumped, and scuttled forward. Before she knew it, she had
taken refuge in the cave, her heart pounding.
Her flashlight glowed on a broken bottle, but only one. Why.
it wasn't bad in here after all. No old condoms or needles, noth-
ing but a little mud, some rocks—her knees suddenly went limp,
and she sank down on a rock so well-placed you'd think some-
one set it there on purpose.
She stretched out a little and played the light about the cave.
Her own shadow loomed up, huge with huge feet.
She blinked, and memory flashed across her thoughts once
more me way light and darkness flash together when film breaks
in a movie camera. Huge feet. Big feet.
It wasn't the Stranger who had brought her here at all. It was
someone else. Someone with huge feet- Big feet.
Bigfoot. Sasquatch, though she thought they all lived in the
Northwest.
Apparently not. This one had thrown the man across the pool
and brought her to this ... this refuge. How could she have for-
gotten?
Easy, if she were made to forget
Just as clearly as when she was a child, memory produced the
voice that had spoken in her thoughts.
hurt you?>
Bigfoot had saved her, at considerable risk to himself—and to
his family. There had, she remembered now, been three of them.
Like Goldilocks. If she'd been fearful, so had they. Not, of
course, of the child she'd been, but of the fate a missing child
could bring upon them. So they had fled a wood that they, too,
loved. She hoped they'd made their way up North and found oth-
ers of their own kind-
Martha laughed, surprised at the heart's ease she felt. Despite
the darkness, this cave held only peace. And memory.
How can you be sure?
Little Bigfoot Baby sasquatch. The child she'd been had liked
the bigfoot child. Had traded gifts with him, gifts neither was al-
lowed to keep. H" she could find those gifts ...
Think back, Martha. Think back.
A hollow in the ground. A flat rock. A heavy rock. She trained
her flashlight on the ground. Ahhhhh. There! She was down
upon her knees before she knew it. Her adult strength made
heavy work of what a Bigfoot child had accomplished with ease,
and she pushed the upper rock away. Yes! There was the flat
rock. The bigfoot child had laid it over the treasures two children
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gave each other, treasures too dangerous to let them keep In all
those years, the rocks had not been disturbed.
Use the stick, idiot. No telling what else might lie beneath that
rock.
She poked the rock aside. A worm slid out. "Eeeuw," said Dr.
Martha Chamey.
And then she bent closer, shining her light on what she saw;
an ivory statue, like an ancient chesspiece or something
prehistoric—Sasquatch in miniature. And, placed lovingly beside
it, the tiny Jewish star her parents thought she'd lost as she fled
the Stranger.
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Tears flowed down her face, making the star twinkle in her
grimy hand. She had, she had returned and dug the treasure up,
but she could never, ever tell the friend whose dad had saved her
from the Stranger.
Unless, of course, she turned into one of those people who
stalked the trails for Sasquatch: some kind of nut. There were
enough nuts in the world; certainly, in saving her, the Bigfoot
dad hadn't meant her to grow up that way. She had been very
carefully brought up, just like his son. Too much so. The cau-
tious creature she had become was never worth the risk they
took. Perhaps, if she had remembered ...
Oh, she did remember now. They'd risked breaking out of hid-
ing to protect her, and all they really wanted was to be left alone.
Nice people, she thought. Decent people she'd have been glad to
have for neighbors. So she would keep this old cache safe and go
away quietly. But she remembered now, and she would do what
neighbors did: she'd repay them.
They had saved her. The least she could do was leave them in
peace. It was the neighborly thing to do. The star she carried glit-
tered. Before she left the cave, she put it around her neck.
/ hope you found the peace you wanted, she thought across the
years. / hope you found it too.
The Memory 01 Peace
by Kate Ellhtt
Kate Eliiott is the author of the novels of the Jaran, in-
cluding Jaran and The Law of Becoming. Upcoming nov-
els include The Golden Key, a fantasy co-authored with
Melanie Pawn and Jennifer Roberson. Dragon's Heart, the
first volume of the fantasy trilogy Crown of Stars, will be
out next year.
Spring came, and with it, clear skies, clear days, and a clear view
of the ruins of Trient falling and rising along the hills in a stark
curve. Smoke rose near the central market square from a fresh
fire sown by the guns of the Marrazzano mercenaries. Jontano
crouched next to the sheltering bulk of a fallen column and
watched the smoke drift lazily up and up past the wall of green-
ing forest that ringed the city and farther up still into the endless
blue of the heavens.
When it was quiet, as it was now, he could almost imagine
himself as that smoke, dissipating, dissolving into the air,
"Hsst, Jono, look what I found!"
He jumped, caught himself, and managed to look unsurprised
when Stepha ran, hunched over, through the maze of the fallen
temple and flung herself down next to him. She undid the strings
of her pack.
"You've never seen things like this!"
But Stepha always bragged. Jontano wasn't impressed by the
pickings: an empty glass jar, six painted playing cards, a slender
book with crisped edges but no writing on its leather cover, a
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length of fancy silver ribbon, four long red feathers, and ten col-
ored marbles.
"That won't buy much flour," he retorted. "Where'd you find
this?"
"You're just jealous I went by myself. It all came from the
Apothecary's Shop, the one midway down Murderer's Row."
"You idiot! Not one thing here is worth risking your life for."
Murderer's Row had once been known as Prince Walafrid Bou-
levard, but no one called it that now, since the entire Boulevard
was well within reach of the cannon and, at me farthest end, the
muskets of the Marrazzanos.
"Everyone said Old Aldo was a witch. Maybe these have
some power."
"Ha! If he was a witch, then why couldn't he spare his own
shop and his own life?" But the cards were pretty. Jontano
picked one up even though he didn't want Stepha to think he ad-
mired her foolhardy courage.
"No one saw him dead. He could still be alive." Her expres-
sion turned sly, and she lowered her voice for dramatic effect. "I
heard a noise, like rats, when I was in the shop. Maybe he was
hiding from me. Everything was all turned over and broken, ex-
cept for that old painting of the forest that hangs behind the
counter. It was the strangest thing, with the hole in the roof and
all, but it still hung there, as if it hadn't been disturbed at all. Not
even wet."
"Here, this isn't wet either," he said, showing her the face of
the card, "and it has a forest painted on it."
"You are jealous! Ha!" But she examined the card with him.
The colors were as fresh as if they had just been painted onto
the card: the pale green buds of spring leaves, the thin parchment
bark of birches, die scaly gray skin of tulip trees and the denser
brown bark of fir, a few dots of color, violet and gold and a deep
purpling blue, marked clumps of forest flowers along the ground.
'1 don't see how anyone could paint things so tiny," said
Stepha.
They use a brush with a single bristle. Don't you know any-
thing?"
Before she could reply, the sky exploded. They both ducked
instinctively. Cannon boomed. A nearby house caved in- A wail-
ing rose up into the air, the alarm, and farther away, smoke rose
from newly-shattered buildings.
Stepha shoveled her treasures into the bag and scuttled down
me hill, dodging this way and that. Jono, still clutching the card,
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ran after her, not bothering to bend over. Not even the famous
Marrazzanos could aim well enough to hit them here, as far
away as they were from the lines, but if a ball or shot happened
to land close by, then it scarcely mattered whether you were bent
in two or running straight up like a man.
He caught up to Stepha just as a great crash sounded from the
ruins behind and a column fell, smashing onto the hollow where
they had just sheltered. Shards flew. Stepha grunted in pain, and
Jontano felt a spray like a hundred bees stinging along his back.
As they darted into the safety of an alley, a double round of
shot hit what remained of the roof of the old temple. It caved in
with a resounding roar. Dust poured up in the sky in a roiling
brown cloud. Then they turned a comer, and another, and ran