Elly & Kent - The Complete Story: Includes Books 1-3 (56 page)

"You buying, Princess?"

"Of course. I'll buy the food and you buy the drinks; seems totally fair to me." We ordered a plate of nachos and two burgers. We were halfway through the plate of nachos when James started cussing up a storm. I was on my third shot and feeling pretty damn loose. I tried to look around him and fell back, laughing as my ass crashed against the floor.

James hopped off his stool and picked me up. He put his arms around me, his hands starting to grope my ass. I giggled and tried to push him away. "James, what are you doing?"
 

And then I heard Bryan's voice behind his back. "James, hey man. What's..." His voice trailed off as his eyes met mine. I grinned and wiggled my fingers in his direction. James pulled me into his side as he swung around to face Bryan.

"Hey dude, just chillin' with Elly." Siobhan was holding Bryan's hand. I started to laugh as Bryan's face started to turn red with anger and I turned my face into James arm to try to hide it. James pat my head.

"What the hell is so funny, Elly?" I dared a peek and started to bust out laughing again.

"I just... You're just..." I twirled my hair around my finger slowly as I wondered if Siobhan ever came with Bryan. I wasn't going to ask her but damn if I wasn't curious. "Hey Siobhan. How's it going?"

She nodded at me and offered a little smile, "I'm alright. How are you?"

"Drunk," I snickered. James grinned at my side and pulled me closer.

"She's just drinking off some dumb-ass." Bryan nodded, acknowledging that it was him James was referring to.

"We'll see you later, then." James nodded and waited until Bryan was turned around before calling out to him.

"Bryan?" When Bryan turned James drew back his fist and punched him in his other eye. Bryan fell back against Siobhan who absorbed his weight and then circled around him, her hands at his waist, trying to look at his injury.

I was drunk but I still gasped, shocked by the boy-on-boy violence. "James!" He didn't give Bryan time to recover and come back at him. He threw money on the bar, grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the building.

I glanced back to see Bryan staring at me with his good eye. Guess he messed with the wrong chick.

Chapter Seventy-Six

After he kissed me goodbye on the forehead, James pulled away from the curb and headed for Rio's. Apparently James still wanted to punch something and Rio's gym was going to be the remedy for that.

I looked up at the stars: they moved in a circular motion and then cut sharply to the side as I staggered towards my apartment door.
 

Once safely inside my condo I pulled out my phone and texted Kent. He was the only one I could call. I knew that I wanted to be held and comforted. And I knew that Kent would be just the guy for the job. He said he loved me after all, so he could damn well prove it. If he could prove that he would be there for me, it might even help in repairing our friendship.

Me: Hey. If you're done cavorting with my mother you can come over. Bring Twizzlers.

Kent: I'll be there in thirty.

Ah, that was Kent. Always so reliable. Well, until a girl got involved, that is. I attempted to brush my teeth with my light head and I missed the drain. The spittle landed near the emergency water hole instead. I laughed it off. I was a little tipsy. I hoped I could hold it together. It had been awhile since I'd let myself go like this.

My thoughts went back to Kent as I fiddled around in the kitchen, opening up cupboards, looking for something toxic for my body. It was girl custom to binge on a pint of ice cream, wasn't it? I went to the fridge and opened it up. I was pissed and slightly more heart broken when I found there was nothing in there except some freezer-burned peas.

"Damnit." I opened the fridge and stared for a minute. If Kent and I did become friends again and he did find another woman it would just be the same. The same as before. He'd drag me on his stupid dates and make out in front of me while I pretended to be interested in something across the room. And his new girlfriend would probably be as much of a loser as the first one had been. I slammed the door on the fridge and went to the door in the rear of the kitchen. It lead to a patio the size of a bathroom stall.
 

I sat down in my pink plastic Adirondack chair and leaned my head back, looking at the stars again. They didn't move this time.
 

I was a grown woman now. I could easily say no. I had a life and I didn't need to protect him. And I didn't need to throw myself at him either. I wasn't interested. He was a cheater just like the rest of them. Monogamy just wasn't natural. Love was a sham. Not the kind you feel for your family or your friends. But the hot, sexy, can't-wait-to-spend-forever-together kind of love. That wasn't real.

I felt my eyes drifting closed and then the doorbell rang. I grumbled and pushed up from my chair, heading for the door. I opened it and Kent was there, a big red bag of Twizzlers in his left hand. He held them up and raised his eyebrows. "It's not delivery, it's your food dealer."

I grabbed the Twizzlers, "Thanks, put it on my tab." I put my hand on his wide, muscular chest and pushed him backwards. His hot hand came on top of mine and clasped it tightly.
 

"I don't keep tabs." He smiled softly, looking down at me with those deep brown eyes. I paused as he leaned closer and closer, and at the last second, the last agonizing second before I thought his lips were going to touch mine he was gone. He'd twisted by me and ran inside my apartment.

My heart was pounding and I took a minute to compose myself before turning around. I don't want to be his next wife. I'm just drunk, that's all. He was sitting on my couch, his limbs long and large and taking up most of it. "That was a little dirty, Kenny."

He shrugged his shoulder, half a smirk on his lips. "Payback is a bitch."

I closed the door behind me and held the Twizzlers tight against my chest. "I don't know what you're referring to." I did. I was mean to him all the time, especially growing up.

"No? You always wore those damn outfits around me. I'm not sure I could even name the last time you didn't play dirty, Els."

"What outfits?" He nodded to me, his eyes slowly taking in my tight dark denim jeans and my ivory crocheted babydoll cami top. I glanced down and laughed softly. "Whatever, Kent. This is not playing dirty. If I wanted to play dirty I'd have opened the door dressed in my underwear."

"Or naked," he said. I felt my face flush and turned away, heading for the kitchen. I did not want to be his wife. I was just drunk.

"Do you want something to drink?" The best way to keep his mind out of the gutter was to change the subject, I hoped. This flirty Kent was new to me. I grabbed some glasses and put them on the counter loudly. I was surprised by my own strength and equally impressed that the glasses didn't break.
 

He called out from the living room, "Dew would be awesome but since you probably don't have any, I'll take water."

I poured us both water and went back to the couch with them, slowly so I didn't spill. I nudged his knee with my foot, and when he moved over I took a seat next to him, holding out the water. "Cheers!"

He tapped his glass to mine as he studied my face. "So, I realize that I was totally shit-faced the other night and I need to apologize for what I did or said. I don't remember any of it." Isn't that convenient? He never remembered anything when he was drunk.
 

I shrugged my shoulders and reached forward, grabbing the remote. "It's fine. I'm sure you had my best intentions in mind when you punched Bryan in the face and lied to him by telling him you fucked me. I mean technically you didn't lie. But you made it sound like we'd fucked recently and you and I both know it was a long, long time ago. Ancient history that probably shouldn't even be mentioned. Ever." I flipped on the TV and then set the remote on my thigh.

"Did you talk to him?"

"Who?" I know I was playing stupid but I needed time for my drunk brain to catch up.

"Bryan." I kept my eyes on the TV but I felt the couch move as he shifted next to me.

"Oh, um... Yeah." I glanced at him, his body was turned towards me, he wasn't interested or watching the TV at all. But I was... Or at least pretending to.

"And? Are you two still together?"
 

"Not so much." I glanced, catching his hand running roughly through his hair.

"Shit, Elly. I'm sorry." I shook my head and pat him on his knee.

"No. Don't be sorry. It wasn't because of what you said. He was an asshole unworthy of me, just like all the others." I refused to look at Kent. I didn't want him to even catch the slightest hint that I was hurting inside. I started flipping through the channels, trying to distract myself from my thoughts. The thought of Bryan, being inside Siobhan, and the next night being inside me. Bryan using me as a place card, waiting for his 'true love' to come around again, was constantly trying to replay in my mind.

I was mid-button pushing when the remote was taken from my hand. I opened my mouth to protest but a warm mouth pressed against mine, stealing it. It was a soft, tender kiss and when Kent pulled back he whispered, "I'm sorry, Elly."
 

"For kissing me?" I asked softly, my eyes meeting his. He shook his head softly, barely noticeable.

"No. Because you're hurting. I don't want you to hurt anymore." As I stared at his face, his handsome face, I wondered what it would be like to be with him while he was sober and conscious.

"Have you had any flashbacks or felt anything weird since your head injury?"

"No." He said it softly, his breath warming my lips. I watched as his eyes lowered to my lips as I bit myself gently, wondering if I should just do it--Just live in the moment.
 

He was still divorced, I was newly single. Who were we going to hurt if we...? No one. I tilted my head back, my hand found the back of his neck and I pulled his lips to mine, moaning as he captured them, the kiss sizzled between us, heating both our bodies.

He pulled back, grabbed my water, and set both of them on the coffee table in front of us. "Elly, if it goes too far just tell me. Tell me to stop. I don't want to--" I cut him off with another kiss. He didn't seem to mind, his chest rumbled in satisfaction as he lowered himself onto me. His now-free hands explored my upper body, caressing me through my thin top. I arched my back when his warm thumb brushed over my nipple. It puckered at his touch, wanting more.
 

This man was amazing; everything my teenaged fantasies hoped he would be. As his mouth appeased mine, I felt my body start to smolder. Kissing was not enough, but I didn't want to stop. Kissing him felt like heaven.

His skillful fingers dipped between us, undoing my jeans. After ripping everything off my lower limbs, he hooked his hands beneath my knees and pulled me so that I was horizontal on the couch. His dark eyes sparkled with lust as he settled his face between my thighs. "So fucking perfect. I'm looking forward to doing this sober, to remembering every detail for the rest of my life. You are perfect, Elly." He took his first lick and a moan ripped through me. He moaned too. "As good as I remember..." That was the last thing he said before he buried his head between my thighs. My orgasm took me quickly--too quickly--I wanted him to worship me that way forever.

As I panted softly, recovering he stood up and looked down at me. "I want to do that to you every day for the rest of my life." He wiped my juices from his mouth with the bottom of his shirt and then picked me up, I gasped when my sensitive center brushed against him. I wrapped my arms and legs around him as he carried me to my bedroom. I had no words for him. I wasn't sure what to say.

"Thank you." It was all that came to my sex-fuzzed, drunken mind.

He grinned just before lowering me onto the bed, his body still over mine. There was something there in his eyes, but I wasn't sure if it was love or just a lust-gleam.
 

As he filled me that night, over and over again, my walls came down. My body, my heart filled with love. Love for what he could do to me; the things he could make me feel. Before my sated, sweaty body fell asleep I was sure I heard him ask me to marry him.

Chapter Seventy-Seven

I stretched with a smile. That dream was really good, I hadn't had one like that in years. I rolled over and my hand met with a hard, warm chest. My attempt to sit up was foiled by his large hand encircling my waist, turning me and pulling me back against his body. I looked over my shoulder and blinked as my eyes took in Kent's face, his eyes still closed. I wiggled my toes and realized that we were both very much naked. Naked like the day we were born. I gently picked up his arm and tried to scoot away but that only made him snuggle me closer.
 

He groaned and nibbled on my ear. "Elly, a little longer."

I froze. Shit. It wasn't a dream--It was real. The reality of it hit me, and then I relaxed a little. A smile on my lips. It was Kent. He would be totally cool with--I winced. He wouldn't. He wouldn't be cool with us being friends with benefits... Would he? I seriously doubted it.
 

"I have to use the bathroom," I mumbled softly. He groaned again but let me go. I slipped off the bed and retreated like a coward into the bathroom.