Authors: C.M McCoy
Chapter Three
Vanished
“Nothing fixes a thing so intensely in the memory as the wish to forget it.”
- Montaigne
Hailey frowned, running her hand across the cold wrought iron as they passed through the cemetery gates. A menacing oak, abnormally large with octopus branches skimming the ground, squatted nearby. It groaned in the wind as they passed.
“You want to go first or should I?” Hailey asked as they crested the hill.
Holly opened the whiskey. “You go chat with Mom, and I'll raise a glass with Dad.”
Hailey settled on her knees in the grass, pulling a few clovers as she gathered her thoughts.
Standing next to her, Holly held the bottle high. “Here's to you, Dad.
Sláinte
.” She stared at the sky for a moment, and then she poured a healthy dose on the ground, took a swig and held the bottle out to Hailey.
“Amen.” Hailey crossed herself and stood with her sister, taking just one molecule of the rusty nail juice and handing it back to Holly, who drizzled the rest over their parents' graves.
Hailey stared at their headstones, mentally willing an image that wouldn't come, wishing she had a photoâjust oneâ of Mom and Dad, but the fire had taken those too.
“I can't remember what they looked like anymore.”
“You were only five when they died, Hailey.”
She looked up, frowning. “Do you ever think about that night?”
“Of course.” Holly sighed, tipping her head at Hailey. She patted the necklace she always wore. “Every time I look at this.”
“Mom's necklace.” Hailey smiled. It was an heirloom charmânothing valuable, just a shiny black stone in the shape of a heart. Hailey's mother had originally given the necklace to her. But on the night of the fire, Hailey had given the necklace to Holly for comfort, and Holly had worn it ever since.
Hailey drew a courageous breath. She hated to bring up the creatures that killed their parentsâshe felt like they were always listeningâbut she really needed to talk this out.
“Do you remember the purple eyes?”
“Don't tell me you still think the monsters from your nightmares started the fire. Haileyâ”
“Envoys, Holly. They're called Envoysâyou can say the nameâand I know what I saw.”
“A lot of people think they see things when they're scared.” Now she sounded uneasy, and she was definitely giving Hailey the stop-talking-now stare, which, of course, Hailey ignored.
“I know you saw him tooâ”
“And if you keep talking about Envoys,” Holly continued, “people are always going to think you're weird.”
Hailey pressed her lips together and nodded, but the Envoys had been showing up in her dreams againâa lot. Lately, she'd seen quite a bit of one Envoy in particularâa very kind one, thankfully. Oh, she couldn't remember his name. That, like so many other details, evaporated as soon as her alarm went off.
Not that Holly cared. She was blank-staring at Mom's marker, no doubt lost in her own thoughts. But then the church bells clanged, and she jerked her head up. She flicked her eyes at her cell phone.
“Oh, crap, the time! Hailey, we have to go, we're late for dinner.”
Both girls took off running and barreled into the pub just as the cook, Mrs. Lash, placed the first plates in the pick-up window.
Holly shoved her hands under the faucet behind the bar, and Fin threw a towel playfully in her face.
“You're late,” he droned, and Holly smiled, grabbing three plates from the window and hurrying them into the dining room. Hailey grabbed another three and followed.
Waiting tables at the pub was a cinch. Folks either wanted dinner or they didn't. The menu was a single line on a chalkboardâalways traditional Irish fare served from 4pm until the food ran out. That day Mrs. Lash created a delicious beef and barley soup, which the girls served with a wedge of white soda bread, the perfect meal for a chilly spring day.
The mill workers coming off mid-shift loved the giant portions; the white collars loved the atmosphere, and the college studentsâthey loved the three-dollar pitchers of beer.
About an hour into dinner, when every seat in the pub was filled and a throng of patrons stood at the bar, Holly tapped Hailey's shoulder as she rushed past, heading straight for the backroom, where the girls kept their Irish dance shoes. Hailey tore off her apron and followed, skip-dancing excitedly the whole way.
“We're starting with that new reel today,” Holly called over her shoulder. “You up for it?”
“Of course!” said Hailey as she slid to a stop next to Holly. “As long as you're on that stage next to me, I'll dance anything.”
“I was hoping you'd say that,” Holly said as they grabbed their Irish hardshoes, plopped on the floor, and cinched their laces.
Holly hopped up and shook first one foot then the other to loosen her ankles. She turned to her little sister. “Ready?”
“Let's go!” Hailey followed Holly to the small wooden stage in the corner of the pub.
Holly stomped her foot in a rhythm and started clapping. “Welcome to Hullachan's, everyone!”
The crowd roared back, clapping in time with the girls. Hailey was stomping and clapping and smiling brightly back at themâuntil she saw a flash of purple.
She froze, and Holly, still clapping, shot her a curious glance.
Hailey was awake, she knew she was. She was dancing, so she couldn't have dozed. Swallowing hard, Hailey quickly scanned the pub. Then she blinked hard, forced a smile, and picked up the rhythm again.
Holly raised an eyebrow then counted down from four, three, two, oneâboth girls stomped their right foot and tapped out an a cappella hardshoe dance that sent their audience into cheers, hoots, hollers, and peals of applause.
The girls bowed and, still smiling brightly, threw their sneakers on and returned to running pints and plates and pitchers until happy hour waned and the dinner crowd thinned. During the evening lull Uncle Pix disappeared into the cellar to “count the whiskeys,” and Mrs. Lash left to run an errand.
Holly bagged up the garbage. She threw a very large, very lime green St. Patrick's Day hat on top of the trash before tying the bag closed. Heaving it over her shoulder, she headed outside.
“Let's dance our slow hornpipe tonight,” she called to Hailey from the doorway.
“I'll set it up,” Hailey called back.
It was a super-fun rhythm, which involved a few dramatic pauses, lots of personality and, at least for Hailey, a full spectrum of facial expressions. The regulars loved it.
Hailey wiped her hands and went to the office, where she found the CD. Shoes in hand, she sat on the floor and set to tying and buckling the leather, which was old, ugly, and held together by duct tapeâperfectly broken-in. She dressed them up with a pair of bedazzled trinity knots, very sparkly. It was like putting a chandelier in a haunted house, but at least it drew the eye away from the duct tape.
She was adjusting her shoe buckle when she heard a muffled commotion outside followed by the roar of an engine and a shrill screech of tires.
“What was that?” she shouted out the office door as she fussed with her left shoe.
No one answered.
She clippety-clopped down the hall, over to the sound system and placed her CD in the drawer. Leaning against the wall, she shook out her ankles.
“Come on, Holly!” she yelled.
Just then, Mrs. Lash bustled inside holding up a pink object.
“Hello dears,” she announced with a huff. “Holly's dropped her cell phone outside, and now the screen's cracked.”
Hailey's blood ran cold. Holly dropped her phone . . .and
left
it? No way. She loved that annoying thingâ
Rushing to Mrs. Lash, she grabbed the phone and lit the screen. It was definitely Holly's.
“Holly,” she breathed and bolted out the door. “Holly!” she shouted.
Blood rushed in her ears as she clutched the pink phone and snapped her head right and left.
“Holly!”
No answer.
She ran to the dumpster. Rounding the corner she saw a line of trash strewn across the pavement. Her heart pounding, she opened her mouth to shout again then stopped.
A very large, very lime green St. Patrick's Day hat quivered in the breeze. Next to the hat was a single shoe: green with pink laces.
Hailey picked up the shoe without thinking and wobbled.
Then she unleashed a scream so loud, she was sure it would reach her uncle in the cellar.
Fin and several patrons burst through the door.
Hailey stood wide-eyed and trembling in the middle of the parking lot, holding a green shoe with hot pink laces.
Fin rushed to catch her as her world went black.
Inside the shoe was Holly's severed foot.
Chapter Four
The Search
“If you wish to discover the guilty person, first find out to whom the crime might be useful.”
- Alexandre Dumas, The Count of Monte Cristo
“Hailey . . .” a wavering voice called.
Hailey rolled over and sat up, knuckling her eyes, and when she opened them, it was horror.
There was Hollyâstanding next to the bed, ashen-faced, shivering, and covered in dirt, blood oozing from a wide-open gash on her forehead.
“Help me, Hailey,” she breathed, tears streaming down her face. Holly reached out, but when she did, her hands fell off as if they'd been lopped off by a pair of invisible blades. They landed in Hailey's bed, two muffled thumps against her quilt. Blood spurted from Holly's wrists as she raised them up. Gaping in horror, she flicked her eyes to Hailey and whimpered.
“Hailey, help me!”
“Holly!”
Scrambling out of bed, Hailey lunged for her sister, but Holly was yanked into the shadows before she could reach her.
Purple eyes flashed in the darkness, and Hailey screamed.
“NO!”
A heavy hand fell on her shoulder.
She drew a quick breath.
“You're awake now, Hailey, don't be afraid,” whispered a gentle voiceâhis voiceânext to her ear, and the room came into focus.
Hailey whipped around, furiously scanning the dark, but the room was empty, still. The silence only amplified her heartbeat as it hammered in her ears.
Uncle Pix burst through the door, and Hailey jumped.
“She's here, Uncle Pix, she was just here.” Hailey darted to her bed and rummaged through the blankets. “Her hands fell off, they'reâthey're here . . .somewhere . . .”
Pix hurried to her side, grabbed her flailing arms, and pulled her into a tight hug.
“Shhh, Hailey, it was a dream. Just a dream, Hailey.”
A dream?
Hailey's shoulder still tingled where the Envoy had touched it.
THAT
was no dream. She buried her face into her uncle's shirt and sobbed.
Uncle Pix tucked Hailey back in bed, but that first night without Holly didn't get any easier. In between her nightmares, Hailey criedâcried and worried and wondered why someone would . . . would . . .
She shuddered, pushing the image of Holly's shoe from her mind and wiping her face on her sister's pillow. Then she hugged it tight.
She had to do somethingâgo outside and search, post flyers . . . something.
As Hailey pulled herself up and through the house, things in her periphery quivered. More than once a shadow budged, startling her. After seeing three shadow monsters, she'd had enough and turned on every light in her path until she found her Great Uncle Pix sitting in the living room, staring at the door.
She sat on the couch and stared with him.
Uncle Pix, whose real name was Donald (but nobody called him that), looked like a grumpy old man and insisted he now stood a full five inches shorter than he did when he stepped off the boat from Ireland fifty years ago. To everyone else, Pix was a grouch, but to her and Holly, he was just a big teddy bear. Hailey remembered well the night they came to stay with him after the fire. He'd fixed them hot chocolate with whipped cream before rolling out the sleeping bags and camping with them right there, on the living room floor.
“Your grandfather's coming,” Pix said suddenly.
Right now? Hailey looked at Uncle Pix then back at the door, half-expecting it to swing open. “Oh,” she managed.
Hailey hadn't seen her grandfather in . . .well, ever. He'd gone back to Ireland 30 years ago and had been living with the silent monks ever since. The only thing Hailey really knew about him was that his real name was Seamus. Pix only ever referred to him as Wimp, though, which was a misnomer. In his heyday, he was a bare-knuckles fighter in the Navy.
“Your great uncles too,” Pix added.
Uncle Pix had four brothers. In addition to Wimp, there was Dale, Skeet, and Johnny.
Hailey couldn't force words to respond, though she did wonder if Uncle Pix was keeping vigil for Holly for or waiting for his brothers. Whatever his reason, she watched the front door with him, biting her thumbnail and shaking her leg until dawn.
At 7:00 a.m., the coffee pot turned itself on, and Uncle Pix finally blinked. He rubbed his face with both hands and sprang to his feet. Hailey got up and followed him. Though she hadn't slept at all, she felt remarkably alert and ready to hit the pavement in search of her sister.
“I think we should call the hospitals again,” she said as she moved to the phone.
Pix grunted his usual pre-coffee grunt and pulled six mugs from the cupboard.
“When are your brothers due in?” she asked as she dialed.
“Got in last night.” He impatiently stared at the coffee pot.
“Last night?” She held the phone to her ear. “Where did they stâYes, hello, I'm calling to find out if my sister was brought in overnightâHolly Hartley? Yes, I'll hold.”
She placed her hand over the receiver.
“Where did they stay?”
“The pub, of course.”
“What? They slept on the flâYes! I'm holding for the E.R.â” Hailey listened intently for a few seconds then sighed heavily. “No, Holly's nineteen years old,” she explained, her voice half disappointed, half relieved, “âand thank you for checking,” she added before hanging up.
She put her hand on her hip and turned to her uncle, who had shoved the pot out of the way and was holding his mug directly under the coffee dispenser.
“Why didn't they stay here?”
“Didn't want to disturb the house.”
“We're already disturbed,” she argued.
Just then the latch at the front door clicked.
“Holly!” Hailey sprinted to catch the door and threw it open.
Standing on the doorstep were four geriatrics, all of whom looked strikingly similar to Uncle Pixâshort, gray-haired, and grumpy. Three stood solemnly, hands folded politely. One was naked, shoeless, shivering, and rolled up like a burrito in a rug Hailey recognized from the pub. She couldn't help but stare at the scrawny old man legs poking out of the bottom of the rug.
“Jesus, Mary, and Joseph, Dale,” her uncle's voice boomed from the kitchen. “Where's yer drawers?”
“Didn't survive the flight,” he answered.
“And took your shoes with'em,” Pix concluded, as if these were normal casualties of commercial flight. “Well, get yerselves in here before the neighbors get an eyeful.”
The brothers shuffled inside, each taking their turn to introduce themselves to Hailey.
“I'm your Uncle Dale,” said the first with a hint of shame as he waddled past and into the kitchen.
“I'm your Uncle Skeet,” said the next. He pecked her on the cheek and added, “You'll remember we met at your parents' funeral.”
“Of course,” said Hailey, not wanting to admit she didn't really recognize any of them.
“I'm your Uncle Johnny,” said the next as he hugged Hailey so tight, her feet came off the floor. He was amazingly strong for a geezer.
Wimp came in last and simply kissed Hailey on the cheek.
Hailey closed the door and followed them into the kitchen where Pix was pouring cups of coffee and handing them around. When he got to Dale, who was still wrapped in his rug and using both hands to hold it closed, Pix grumbled.
“Well, go sort yerself out,” Pix ordered. “Yeh look like a fool in a rug.” He pointed to the laundry room.
Moments later, Dale emerged, fully clothed and motioning for coffee.
The brothers stood around the kitchen sipping from their mugs while Pix filled them in on Holly's disappearance. Hailey didn't care to hear the details again, so she left them to it, closing her bedroom door quietly behind her.
From her room, she heard a sharp knock at the front door, and a muffled Uncle Pix offered the greeting he reserved for all uninvited guests.
“Who are yeh?” he growled.
Hailey shook her head and went back to her internet search. Just as she found what she was looking for, Uncle Pix stuck his head inside her room. “May I come in?”
“Sure,” said Hailey, untroubled by his tip-toeing. She looked up in time to see his lips press together and his eyes well.
“She'll need one of these when she gets back,” said Hailey simply. She pointed to the screen and scanned the specs on a prosthetic foot with hydraulics.
“Alright, Hailey.” Pix's voice was shaky. “The detective is here, dear. He wondered if you would talk to him and go and look at some photos at the department.”
“Just a second,” she said, waving him off as she studied a carbon fiber model. “I'm ordering information on this one now.” She turned her head slightly as she read. “It's designed for dancers, and it takes four weeks to make. She'll have to have it fitted . . .” She looked up at Uncle Pix matter-of-factly. “Holly will want to start dancing right away when she gets home.”
Pix nodded, his chin trembling, and he left her to her project, closing the door quietly behind him.
Hailey tapped the keyboard, nodded triumphantly, and joined the crowd in the kitchen, where a tall, broad-shouldered man, sporting a sandy blond flattop and wearing a suit and a badge stood in the middle of the brothers, who formed a half circle around him and took turns pelting him with questions. Except for Wimp, who stood quietly with his coffee, looking thoughtfully from brother to detective to brother and back again.
Hailey slid into the kitchen unnoticed and stood silently against the counter, safely out of the line of fire as the conversation heated up.
“I can assure you, Mr. Sullivan,” said the badge in a loud, slow voice, “we will follow up on every lead that comes in.”
Hailey cringed as her uncles exploded.
“Yeh feckin eejit!” Johnny bellowed over everyone, his face red with rage. “You wouldn't know a feckin lead if it bit yeh on yer arrogant arse, yaâ”
Uncle Pix clapped him on the shoulder and took over in a more civilized but equally aggressive tone. “Detective Toll,” he said, pushing his sleeves up as he moved into the man's personal space. “We want some information is all. Who are you lookin' at for starters?”
The detective shook his head. “Mr. Sullivan, even if we had a suspect, which we don't, I certainly wouldn't release a nameâI know you'd go after him, and the last thing we need here is a band of vigilantes.”
That was definitely the wrong answer. Even Hailey knew that.
There was an audible silence followed by another explosion.
Dale yelled and cussed; Skeet shook his fist; Pix grabbed a cast iron argument ender off the stove and held it high; Johnny threatened to kill the detective with his bare hands, and Wimp sipped his coffee, but with a white-knuckled grip on his mug.
Detective Toll seemed remarkably unruffled by all this.
“We will continue to use every resource available to find Holly. When we have new information, I will tell you, andâ” He stopped when he finally noticed Hailey standing against the wall, and everyone turned to look at her.
It was like a bucket of ice water had hit her uncles. They immediately straightened up and adjusted their language to “lady-friendly.” No more swearing. No more yelling. It was a whole new crowd in there.
“Hailey,” said Pix in his fatherly voice, “come and meet Detective Toll. He's heading up the search for Holly.”
Uncle Pix turned to the detective. “Detective Toll, my niece, Hailey . . .Holly's sister.”
She didn't realize she was trembling until she reached to shake his hand.
“Hello, Hailey,” he said politely, and she swallowed hard. “If you're feeling up to it, I'd like you to come down to the station with me and tell me about your sister . . .maybe look through some photos?”
“Of course,” she said nodding. Finding Holly was the only thing on her to-do list.
“That's my Hailey,” said Uncle Pix proudly. “She's a right strong young lady. Smart too. She could probably tell yeh the exact time Holly stepped out the door and the exact weight of the bag she was carrying.”
Five fifty-eight pm and just under twenty pounds
. She had looked at the clock over the door as Holly passed under it and had helped her stuff mostly paper into the bag with just a few scrapings from dinner.
Hailey followed Detective Toll outside to his car, which had a radio, a computer, a printer, a notebook, and a shotgun all mounted in the front seat. His lunch, coffee cup, gym bag, and some papers were piled on the passenger seat. Hailey had to slide his stuff over and be careful not to sit or step on anything when she got in.
Good thing I'm small
, she thought as she closed the door.
“I'm sorry,” said Toll. He rushed to move some things out of her way. “I should've moved this stuff earlier.”
Grabbing up a stack of folders, he looked around for a place to put them, which he wasn't going to find inside that car.