Authors: Jane Smiley
She had money. They ate sole caught nearby for supper and went to a movie in downtown Monterey. Henry watched Rosa's profile as she gazed at the screen. She seemed to follow the plot, but Henry only noticed that it was about Grace Kelly somewhere in South America.
The rooms at the hotel Rosa found in Carmel were small, fake adobe. Without commenting or seeming to notice that this was
unusual, Rosa put on her pajamas and got into bed with Henry. She was so businesslike and quick that he hardly got a look at her breasts, her thighs, her derriere, but he tried to think that this was his dream come true. She pressed herself into his arms and fell asleep. But it was like nothingâworse than that, uncomfortable. Even though he felt the breeze from the open window on his forehead, he couldn't disentangle himself from Rosa to get up and close it. It was strange to feel her breath on his neck, strange to sense the weight of her head pressing his arm into the unforgiving mattress, strange to feel her knee push between his legs, strange to take in her scent (she hadn't bathed before getting into bed), a combination of salt and sweat and the detergent her pajamas had been laundered in. She slept like a rockâan unconscious weight tilting the bed, so that finally he had to ease backward, toward the wall, and contain and balance himself there all night, until Rosa woke up, sat up, and said that she had just been dreaming of waffles. After breakfast, Rosa said that she thought they should drive down the coast, but Henry said that he had an exam the next day and absolutely had to get back to school, to the library, and to something (he kept this part to himself) that he understood.
He did not look at her on the drive home, only out the window, and he decided that maybe California was as interesting in its way as everyone said it was.
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LATELY
, Joe Langdon kept wishing that he had a photograph of his father when Walter was thirty-three, the age Joe was now. What he would look at was not the hairline or the wrinkles, but the belly. When had Joe's come on? He could not remember. His mother said he was getting to look more like Walter every year, but she was talking about worry lines between his eyebrows. She said, “Well, you had to be a farmer, didn't you?” And he always said, “You could have married more commercial bloodlines,” and that shut her up for a day or two. He knew she knew he was referring to the Crests, who had the grocery store in town. Dan Crest was rumored to have had a crush on Rosanna, which was why he gave her more for her eggs and butter all through the Depression than he gave anyone else. Maybe the farming came from the Vogelsâhis grandmother Langdon cared so little about farming now that she had plowed under her rosebushes in
case she got the money to go to Europe all of a sudden. His mother's brothers, alive and dead, were as wedded to the land as Joe was, so who was Rosanna to talk?
He might pat his belly with regret, but when he stepped into the kitchen after kicking off his boots on the back porch, the Parkerhouse rolls cooling on the table looked damn good, buttery little half-circles, crispy on the bottom and the top. You didn't have to put another dab of butter on them. He shouted, “Lois?” But there was no answer, so he went through to the living room and looked out the window. Lois had set Annie's playpen on the porch, in the middle of a patch of sunlight. Poppy, the six-month-old spaniel puppy, was in there with Annie, sort of flopped on the toddler's legs, with her head back and her tongue hanging out. Annie was stroking Poppy on the chest with both her handsânicely, as Joe had taught her. Annie seemed to be a real dog-loverâif there was a dog in the room, she wanted to be with it.
Lois got good cream from the Whiteheads, who had several Jerseys. She thought chickens were disgusting, but eggs were divine, and she didn't waste her egg whites on angel-food cakeâshe preferred meringues and soufflés. As for the yolks, well, nothing like a smooth hollandaise or some vanilla ice cream. When Rosanna came over on her birthday, and Lois served chocolate mousse with whipped cream instead of angel-food cake, Rosanna didn't say a disapproving word, ate every last bite. Lois's
Joy of Cooking
had already fallen to pieces; Minnie had bought her
Betty Crocker
, which Lois read after dinner as if it were a novel. Then Minnie brought home a copy of a magazine for gourmets, which were people who liked to eat, and Lois pondered these recipes, whispering words to herselfâ“mortadella,” “tagliatelle,” “scaloppini.” She made one recipe, noodles with a fancy sauce. They had all the ingredients (beef, pork, veal, bacon, onion, carrots, celery), except for something called a truffle, which Minnie maintained was like a mushroom. At the end, she stirred in some Jersey cream. It was good.
Now Joe saw her looking up into the butternut trees, though they wouldn't blossom for another month. Her mother had baked with butternuts all the time, and so, last fall, she had done it herself, and Joe had to admit that the cookies were delicious. Rosanna wouldn't taste one; she had said, “Is there poison ivy in the salad, then?”
Lois saw him and called out, “Did you see my rolls? I think they turned out fine.”
To go with the Parkerhouse rolls, she had warmed up the pot roast from the night before with the last of the spinach. There was less than a cup of peasâthe first of the seasonâbut they were sweet, light, and delicious. For dessert (how could Lois serve a meal without dessert?), there were some shortbread cookies. Joe took only one of those. Annie ate happilyâa serving of pot roast, a spoonful of peas, half a roll, half a cookie, a cup of milk. Like Lois, she was lean and tall. Lois herself ate only a roll, a bite of pot roast, and some peas.
Joe said, “Are you feeling okay, Lo?”
Lois shrugged, then said, “Okay enough. Just not hungry.” She reached over and wiped Annie's mouth. Then she said, “I have something to tell you.” She said it in her normal way, calmly and straightforwardly.
Joe waited.
Annie wiggled, and said, “Down!”
“Down, please!” said Lois.
“Please!” said Annie.
Joe stood up and removed the tray of the high chair and set Annie on her feet. She ran into the living room. Lois said, “I'm pregnant.”
Joe sat down again, and pushed away his plate. Then he said, “How long?”
“Couple months.”
“Soâ¦due in November?”
“Mid-November.”
Joe nodded, got up from his chair, and carried his plate into the kitchen, where he set it on the drainboard. He went out the back door. The weather was warming upâa nice breeze from the west was fluttering through the daffodils and the apple blossoms. He stepped into his boots. He thought about putting his jacket back on, but decided he wasn't going to be needing it. Two more days of warm weather and he could plant the long field north of the house that had been in beans last year. Corn this year. Not seed corn, but field corn. Mid-November. Well, that was a good time. All the fall work would be done by then. Annie would be almost three. Joe had heard that three years was a good space between two kids. Close enough to be friends (eventually), but far enough apart not to be in each other's business
every minute of the day. On balance, the news was good. Joe pushed his cap back and headed for the barn, trying not to be too happy, trying to remember a farmer's first principle,
that many things could go wrong, to focus on the fact that there were a few things that he could stand to fix on the planterâlittle things, nothing major. But he skipped a few strides, just because he couldn't contain himself.
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THIS YEAR
, Frances Upjohn had talked Andy into spending August on Long Islandâthe Upjohns had a big place on Gin Lane in Southamptonâbut Andy had refused to be a guest for thirty-one days, so, because they were late getting started, all they could find was a house in Sag Harbor, and nowhere near the beach, which was fine, said Andy, because she hated the beach. It was a dark place, facing north, with beat-up summer-house furniture. Frank came Friday nights, went home Sunday nights; today he was looking after the boys while Andy and Janny went shopping.
Frank sat about halfway up the stairs, nursing a beer, watching them. They had eaten lunch, and now they were watching TV, Richie rolled up in his blanket and Michael sitting cross-legged. Neither was quite as far along as their cousins Timmy and Deanie had been at their ageâFrank had to admit that Timmy was a phenomenon in some ways, the son Frank would never have. When Timmy was two and a half, which was what Richie and Michael were now, he had liked to get up on the back of the couch and walk along, pretending he was on a tightrope, his hands above his head. Richie and Michael ran around, but Richie sometimes stumbled and fell for no reason, and Michael had a sort of rolling gaitânothing efficient. Andy told him he was too critical of them, but he liked them better than he liked Janny, who was stiff and remote, the spit and image of his father right down to the tip of her rather large nose. She had started kindergarten early, though, and could now read “at fourth-grade level,” and that would serve her well. He could send her off to Rosemary Hall for high school, then Radcliffe, and then her equally boring uncle Henry could find her something to do.
No, it was true, Frank thought. You didn't have to be a farmer or the son of a farmer to know that breeding was always a gamble. He and Andy should have begotten a race of gods and goddesses. He finished
his beer and called down to the boys, “Wanta have a contest?” Richie, with rounded, placid eyes, looked up the stairs.
Frank moved a couple of armchairs, then pushed most of the dining-room chairs against the wall. He took one of them and set it in the middle of the kitchen. The boys were still lolling. He turned off the TVâit was one he hadn't seen before coming to this house, a portable GE with a clock. He took each of the boys by the hand and stood them up. Richie knew better than to cry when Frank took his blanket away from him and tossed it toward the stairs.
Frank said, “Okay, fellas, here's the course. You start here, at the bookcase, and then you run to the green chairâthat's the green chairâturn rightâthis way”âhe demonstrated rightâ“and then run straight into the kitchen and go around the chair, and come back to this spot.” With his toe, he pointed out the threshold between the dining room and the living room. He said, “Let's try it.”
Still grasping the boys, he led Michael and half dragged Richie over to the bookcase. Then he trotted them (slowly) toward the center of the room, turned right at the green chair, and trotted them (even more slowly) through the dining room into the kitchen. Michael stumbled as they went around that chair, but regained his feet right away. Frank exclaimed, “Come on, boys! This is the home stretch! Put on some speed!” He dropped their hands, and they half ran across the “finish line.”
“Okay!” said Frank. “That was the warm-up!”
He walked them back to the base of the bookcase and stood them about a foot apart, both facing ahead. Now he whispered in Michael's ear, “Keep your feetâyou can beat him easy! Got me?” He backed away, made eye contact, and stared at Michael until Michael nodded. Then he whispered in Richie's ear, “If he stumbles, Rich, you just keep going. Slow and steady wins the race. You listening?” Richie nodded.
Frank stepped back and held out his arm, then he said, “Ready? Set? Go!” He dropped his arm, and the two boys took off. Richie understood the course better than Michaelâhe did make the right turn and head into the dining room while Michael was still wondering what to doâbut then Michael spun around and overtook him at the chair in the kitchen, and, in fact, poked him in the side with his elbow, causing Richie to stumble. When they got to the finish line,
they were about a step apart, Michael in the lead. Frank stood in the middle of the living room, scowling and shaking his head. He said, “What a pair of slowpokes! This race is going to have three heats. That was number one. Go back to the start.” He pointed to the bookcase.
He sent them off again. This time, Michael had learned somethingâhe turned at the proper spot and headed for the kitchen with Richie on his heels. But Richie had learned something, too, and when they came to the chair, he turned his hip and popped Michael, sending him sprawling. He crossed the threshold by himself, grinning, and said, “I won! I won!”
“You did!” said Frank. “You won! Can you beat him again?”
Richie nodded emphatically.
Frank said, “Okay, then. You each had one win. Richard, you go stand by the bookcase and wait.”
He went into the kitchen, where Michael was sitting on the floor, his face hot and flushed. Frank squatted down and said, “Michael? You mad?”
Michael nodded.
“Are you really, really mad?”
Michael nodded again.
Frank said, “Okay, then, you go beat him. You are faster, and you can do it. You got that?”
Michael nodded and clambered to his feet. When he arrived at the bookcase, he stuck his tongue out at Richie, who responded in kind. Frank said, “Save it, boys. Just run fast!” Then, “Ready? Set? Go!” This time, the squabbling commenced almost immediatelyâMichael bounced Richie into the green chair, but Richie kept his feet, followed Michael, and grabbed his shirt. Frank said nothing. Michael smacked Richie on the arm and then pushed him, but they both kept running through the dining room and into the kitchen. At the kitchen chair, Richie did a smart thingâhe pushed the chair a couple of inches, so that Michael had to duck to one side to avoid it. In the meantime, Richie, having shortened his own course, was two steps into the dining room while Michael was still going around the chair. But Michael was faster, and when he caught up to Richie, he reached out and grabbed his hair and pulled him down. Frank barked out a single laugh. He had to give Richie credit, thoughâinstead of crying, he crawled forward as fast as he could and grabbed Michael's
pant leg and brought him down. Then he crawled over the finish line first. Frank now laughed out loud, and both boys turned and stared up at him. Frank said, “I guess Richie wins. Richie wins by a neck.” Richie started laughing, too, but Michael's face began to crumple, so Frank said, “What's the prize, boys? What does the winner get?” Both boys looked at him. He said, “The winner gets tickled!” He fell upon Richie and played his fingers over the tiny ribs until Richie was squirming away and laughing. After a moment, Frank stood them up. He wiped tears off Richie's face with the tail of his shirtâhe didn't want Andy to see thoseâand then he got a Kleenex and wiped both their noses. “You boys tough?”