Read Dying on Principle Online
Authors: Judith Cutler
We were about halfway through the second agenda item when we heard a car door slam, and the front-door chimes started on âColonel Bogey'. Why Aberlene hadn't got round to changing it I didn't know; but each time it sounded she would wince apologetically.
The man who took the empty seat opposite mine, the other new trustee, was none other than the man who'd refused to buy a raffle ticket the previous night. How was it Aberlene had described him? âSharp enough to cut himself'? Well, his suit was sharp, all right. That clean sort of sharp which speaks of very little change from £1,000. The shirt was silk, as of course was the tie, and he emitted faint but tantalising odours which showed just how excessive everyone else's aftershave was. This, Aberlene told us, was Richard Fairfax.
We all smiled, and he nodded back, hard-mouthed, as if smiles were irrelevant to a serious meeting. Simon restarted the meeting, and the agenda moved along briskly. Then we started on investments.
My only flirtation with the stock market was a few Abbey National shares. I didn't even know where to look up share prices in the business pages, so I thought I had more to learn than to contribute. But I did remember Aberlene saying that the orchestra wanted ethical investments, and here was Richard Fairfax talking about firms everyone knew had connections with the arms trade. When Simon made a gentle protest, Fairfax looked at him coolly. âAre we discussing what the orchestra want or what would be best for the orchestra?'
âEven if that goes against the wishes of the orchestra?' I asked.
âAs a committee, and in particular as trustees, our task is to make money for the society. We have no other brief.'
Frank, I feared, was about to agree with Fairfax, perhaps out of male solidarity. I caught Simon's eye, willing him to call for a vote before Frank could succumb. The problem was, I had no idea of the constitution. Did committee members' votes count as high as the trustees'? Perhaps a vote wasn't the best manoeuvre after all. I coughed gently. âI'm sure some compromise must be available. Perhaps Mr Fairfax's expertise would enable him to suggest alternative investments with an equally high yield?'
I must have sounded convincing. Aberlene beamed at me, and Frank sighed with what sounded like relief. Simon seemed about to argue, but Adrian touched his hand lightly and smiled at him. Simon flushed with an embarrassment out of all proportion to any implied rebuke. I looked from one to the other.
âHow soon would you want such suggestions?' asked Fairfax.
âWould a week be too soon?' Simon asked tentatively.
Fairfax produced a gold-inlaid fountain pen and a slim diary.
Simon looked hesitantly round the table. âShould we â if it's convenient â decide on a date for our next meeting? We usually rotate venues, Sophie and ⦠Richard,' he said, with growing confidence, âso no one member gets lumbered with us all the time. And we like to ask members who don't live too far out to let us use their homes â getting us all out to Redditch or somewhere is a bit of a pain. Sorry, Adrian: Alvechurch is too far.' He smiled apologeticaly at Adrian. âBut at least we won't disturb your cats.'
Adrian held the smile a moment longer than was socially necessary. No one else seemed to notice. I didn't want to.
âHow about Harborne?' I asked to end the silence. âMy place.'
âNext Thursday we're in Bristol,' said Aberlene. âAnd then the following one it's Newcastle. So it looks likeâ'
âI would say this coming Monday,' said Fairfax. âUnless that too is inconvenient?' His voice challenged us to object.
No one did.
The musicians greeted Aberlene's offer of coffee with delight, and settled down for what was obviously going to be a long gossip. But my biorhythms, centred on nine-o'-clock classes, had started to object to late nights, and I declined any refreshment. I considered calling a taxi, but the Outer Circle bus stop was only half a mile or so away down a well-lit road. Then there'd be a similar walk at the other end. On a May evening, walking would be a pleasure.
But when I was only halfway to the bus stop, a red BMW stopped a couple of yards ahead of me. Clearly someone didn't realise that the red-light district of Balsall Heath was two or three miles further into the city. Instead of leaning across to his passenger door, however, the driver opened his own. He winced so badly as he got out I thought for a moment he was ill and needed help, but he soon straightened and applied a social smile. Richard Fairfax.
âI believe you were heading for Harborne, Ms Rivers. May I offer you a lift?' He walked round now to the passenger door, and the smile edged closer to his eyes. âYou can write down my number first if you like. It's what my daughters did.'
Laughing, I did just that, and accepted his invitation.
The price was answering a series of questions which provided him with information about me: it felt more like a preliminary job interview than anything, particularly as he was disinclined to answer any of my questions. I did learn that he had had his family when he was young, and that both daughters were completely independent now; living in the USA. A Mrs Fairfax, if one existed, did not merit a mention. Oh, and he travelled a lot.
âJust got in from Saudi Arabia,' he said casually. âArrived about eleven yesterday morning. I know I ought to delegate, but I like to make sure the job's well done. I slept through a lot of that concert, I'm afraid.'
Could he possibly be making an oblique reference to and apology for his odd behaviour over the raffle tickets? I couldn't tell.
From me he extracted a brief CV, which did not excite him. He did ask a couple of questions about George Muntz College, to which I felt it politic to reply with reasonable enthusiasm. And then we established I was to return to William Murdock as soon as our computer project was complete.
That took us to Harborne Baths. To get us to Balden Road I mentioned the inconvenience of my bouncing Barclaycard. He offered computer error as a possible cause. I agreed.
His courtesy extended to opening my door from the outside and escorting me to my door. We bowed, like occidental Japanese, and that was that.
Friday might as well have been in February as May. I don't think it got properly light all day, and rain sluiced down, soaking me in the couple of hundred yards or so between home and George Muntz. Four uniformed constables looked self-conscious and cold on the steps. Inside, the foyer was now in absolute chaos, with the whine of drills and a couple of radios on competing wavelengths.
I lounged over to Peggy, who was all too delighted to tell me what was going on. The police were finding out who'd been in the building on Tuesday evening and were interviewing them. Moreover â it was clear where her priorities lay â the deputy chief executive had decreed that only administrative staff were to be admitted to what was to be called the Executive Suite. Or was it Management Suite? That was Hector's theory. Whatever it was, it was not for the hoi polloi: students and academic staff were equally unwelcome.
âAnd do you know what he called you lecturers?' demanded Peggy, wide-eyed. âHe called you a shower. “The blue-collar shower”, that was what he called you.'
âWas it indeed? I thanked providence â which watches, of course, even sparrows â that I was soon to return to the Spartan but familiar William Murdock. But not as quickly as the new inhabitant of my room apparently believed.
All my belongings now sat in a heap on my chair. He had logged into my computer and was tapping determinedly away. He was so busy that he didn't notice when I came up behind him. Little bursts of asterisks, eh? And repeated âAccess denied' messages on the screen.
âHunting for my password, are you? Try “piss off”,' I said.
And he did!
âNever heard of irony?' I asked, reaching across and switching off. âWhat are you after, sunshine?'
âDon't sunshine me!' He struggled to his feet, all six foot plus and beer belly of him.
âWhat else should I call you? I don't believe we've been formally introduced. I presume you know who I am, since my name is on the door, but I sure as hell don't know you. And â' I took the ashtray and ostentatiously put it outside the door â âI'm not at all sure I want to.'
I removed my gear from my seat and sat down, arms folded and one trousered leg aggressively crossing the other.
It struck me at this point that I wasn't on very good ground. I was a mere visitor here, and could easily be thought to have violated the code of polite behaviour. Perhaps Sunshine thought so too. Getting truculently to his feet, he leaned over me with a particularly thick forefinger inches from my nose. It was too close for me to focus on, but I could smell the nicotine.
There was a tap on the door, and in, uninvited, walked Ian Dale. However casually he might try to dress, everything about him announced that he was a policeman. I'd have loved him to rock backwards and forwards on those large, wide feet and say âHello-ello-ello, what 'ave we here?' But he didn't need to.
âI was wondering if I might have a word, Ms Rivers,' he said. âIn private,' he added, holding the door ostentatiously for Sunshine to pass through. âHmph. Still, I suppose you can't expect more than a grunt from a pig,' he said reflectively. âIn a spot of bother, were you, Sophie, love?' he said closing the door firmly behind him, and pushing in the snib for good measure. âOverreached yourself a bit? Like a chihuahua taking on a bloody great pit-bull. You ought to watch yourself, Sophie. One of these days it'll be you we find in a skip.' His smile was affectionate.
âTake a pew, Ian. And tell me what I can do for you.'
âYou can tell me what you think of that suicide note. Tell me, would a kid about to kill herself really use a computer to tell the world?'
âTo me it smells. But these computer wizards do take them remarkably seriously. There are all sorts of computer noticeboards, people communicating with other users and forming relationships with people they've never seen. The information super-highway, that sort of thing.' And then I looked hard at him. âCome on, Ian, I bet you've got a lot more information than I have. All those uniform people crawling around looking for forensic evidence. All those statements. I'm looking to you to update me.'
Or Chris: where was Chris if Ian was here?
Ian smiled. âLet's start with that Trevelyan lady. Doped up to the eyeballs she is, but the medics say they'll reduce her medication as quickly as they safely can. Then we can maybe get a bit of sense out of her.'
âShe must really have seen Melina fall, you know.'
âI wonder which window she was looking out of,' said Ian, idly getting up and looking out of mine.
âSurely your forensic people could tell you that? The angle she landed would tell them that.'
Ian narrowed his eyes. âWhy?'
âBecause â you're taking the mickey, Ian! You and Chris know all this. Whyâ'
âActually the pathologist reckons the injuries are more consistent with her landing on something flat than on that skip.'
âLike paving stones? Jesus, you mean someone moved her? Was she still alive when they â when they â¦'
âDon't know,' he said flatly. âPathologist will have some ideas, no doubt. But Chris would like to find some evidence. That's whyâ' He shut up abruptly.
âIan,' I said amicably enough, âI have this terrible feeling that you've been sent here to baby-sit me. Chris doesn't want me to leave my room for a bit, right? What's going on outside?'
Ian blushed.
âAre they out there now, looking for bits of her skin and bone?' I said, brutal for my sake, not his. âAnd Chris didn't think I ought to have my sensibilities disturbed? Well, tell him something from me â he was bloody right!'
It took Ian a moment to work that one out; then he looked sheepish. For such a stolid man he could look remarkably sheepish. I grinned. It was good to be friends with him.
âBut it's rained a hell of a lot since, Ian. And I reckon they've been doing something with moss killer â weren't there some tins of Patioclean or something in that skip?' Yes, I could see them with my mind's eye. And yet I'd never consciously registered them. I wondered what else lurked in my memory waiting for something to poke it to the surface.
âYou're probably right.'
He was going to say something else when the phone rang. I took it: Aberlene.
Ian got up to go; as he did so, he mimed a drink and tapped his watch.
I nodded.
âThe Court Oak. One,' he mouthed.
I shook my head. âTwelve. Teaching at one fifteen. Hi, Aberlene. Sorry about that. How're you?'
She seemed to be hedging. This was obviously my day for people to consider my feelings, Sunshine apart. On those rare occasions when Aberlene is tactful, it usually concerns male-female relationships. Or was it, in this case, male-male ones?
I found I didn't want to talk about Simon and Adrian yet. Not until I'd talked to Simon. So I offered her Richard Fairfax instead. âI had a lift home last night,' I said brightly. âFrom the nabob himself. Mr Big in his BMW.'
âOh.' This was obviously not the confidence she'd been expecting. But she gathered her wits quickly enough. âI hadn't got the impression you'd liked each other all that much.'
âWho worries about liking when there's a Seven Series BMW involved?'
âSophie! You're not like that!'
âWe're talking lifts, not relationships, Aberlene. You know me: fall in love with poor impoverished poets.' This was in fact a terrible lie. The last man I fancied myself in love with was a BMW man, but only Five Series. And before thatâ
âYou certainly can't accuse him of being impoverished,' she said. âNot when I have in my little hot hand a postdated cheque from him for a great deal of dosh for the Friendly Society raffle. And he says he wants just one ticket. Terribly good-looking when he was young, perhaps, but there's something ⦠unwholesome about him. I don't know. Perhaps he's just not recovered from his operation.'