Authors: D. B. Reynolds
Duncan reached out and brushed away a tear that had escaped to roll down Violet’s cheek. “It will all be well, Violet. You’ll see.”
She nodded and bent her head, wiping her eyes quickly before raising her head and firming her chin defiantly. “What do you need me to do?”
Duncan smiled at her courage. When Emma had first told him about Violet, he’d assumed she was a broken woman, someone cast off because Victor had found her wanting. But that wasn’t true. She might be naturally submissive, but that didn’t necessarily mean weak. It was far more likely that she’d survived as well as she had because she was stronger than Victor expected. Her mind had refused the old vampire lord’s manipulation and clung to the truth, despite the cost to her sanity.
Duncan squeezed her fingers slightly. “Just tell me what you remember,” he said gently. “I’ll do the rest.”
Violet drew a deep breath through her nose, her mouth tight with determination. “Is this like hypnosis or something?”
“Or something,” Duncan agreed easily. “But you won’t lose consciousness and you’ll remember everything.”
She studied him again for a long moment, then said, “I don’t remember that much about what happened.”
“Tell me whatever you recall,” Duncan said, and sent her mind a mild suggestion to
remember
.
“Okay.” She paused for a moment, as if deciding where to start. “The first party I ever went to,” she began, “was with Lacey.”
With every word she spoke, Duncan wove himself deeper into her memories. He was appalled at the mess Victor had left behind. Knots and tangles of memory and half-truths, all jumbled together with things that had no bearing on what Victor had been trying to hide. Duncan was ashamed on behalf of his kind that a vampire lord as powerful as Victor could have been so incompetent, or so cruel. Slowly, he teased out bits and pieces of truth, each new revelation freeing Violet to remember more. He kept a firm hold on her emotions while working, not wanting to cause her any more psychological distress than she’d already endured.
Violet smiled when she spoke about Lacey. “She was so pretty, so full of life. All the men loved her. I used to watch them watching
her
at the parties. When she crossed a room, heads turned as if she was iron and they were magnets. Or maybe it was the other way around. It never affected her, though. Not like some of the others who got all bitchy and looked down their noses. Lacey thought the whole thing was a game.” She frowned briefly. “But it was definitely a game she wanted to win. She was looking for something at those parties. A husband maybe, or maybe just a rich lover. I never knew her well enough to ask what it was.”
“You’re talking about the parties at Victor’s house?” Duncan clarified quietly.
Violet nodded. “The one in the embassy district, the big white one. Nice place, but the inside was more like a fraternity house than an embassy. It was odd.”
“What happened at these parties?”
She shrugged. “Nothing at first. They were typical Washington stuff. The men were all grabby, especially the married ones, and most of the women didn’t care. Not the young ones anyway. It wasn’t until Victor invited us to the other house, the one in Leesburg that I felt . . . uncomfortable.”
“Why?”
Violet tensed up, and Duncan reached out, soothing her with both his hand and his mind. “No one can hurt you here, Violet. You know that, don’t you?”
She nodded quickly. “Yes. I believe you.”
Her words of trust added a fresh burden of responsibility to Duncan’s soul. It was minuscule compared to that which he already bore, but he felt it nonetheless.
“Thank you, Violet.” He waited a moment, then said, “Why did you feel uncomfortable at the Leesburg party?”
“It was my first time at one of the weekends. Lacey had told me about some other house, in Annapolis, I think, but that had been only one night and everyone left before dawn. The party at Leesburg was supposed to be for a whole weekend. I didn’t want to go, but I remember feeling like I had to, like I’d be disappointing someone if I didn’t. It didn’t make sense, but the closer I got to the date of the party, the more I felt like I
had
to go.” She shrugged, as if even now she couldn’t understand it. But Duncan did. Victor had clearly planted the suggestion in her mind and let it run.
“I drove down with Lacey, and when we got there,” Violet continued, “there were only a few men—two or three that I ever saw, plus Victor and his guards. I assumed more people would be coming, but except for three other women who arrived right after me and Lacey, no one else came. And when I realized it was just us and those men, I knew what they wanted us for.” Tears began rolling down her cheeks again, but that was the only sign of her distress as she kept talking.
“Victor did something to me, to all of us. I did . . . awful things for those men. Disgusting things. Even when I was doing them, I knew something was wrong. It was like my mind was screaming at me from somewhere, but I couldn’t make my body listen. And it went on forever, not just with one man, but with all of them.”
“Did Victor participate in—”
“Not with me,” she said quickly. “I don’t know about the others. His guards did, though. When the clients—that’s what Victor called them, like we were whores.” She swallowed hard, revulsion for the men and maybe for herself, too, written on her face. “When the clients were finished with us, Victor’s guards took over. And they wanted more than sex, or more than
just
sex, because they took that, too.”
“Blood?”Duncan asked, careful to keep the anger from his voice.
Violet nodded. “And the next night, it started all over again, but the men were worse than before. More violent. I thought they were going to kill us all,” she whispered. “But they only killed poor Lacey.”
Duncan’s eyes flashed immediately to Emma who sat next to a cluttered dining room table behind Violet. She met his gaze, distress in every nuance of her body. He wanted to tell her to leave, that she didn’t need to hear this, but he knew she wouldn’t go. And he wouldn’t ask her to.
“Did you see what happened to Lacey?” he asked, returning his attention to Violet and making the question sound only mildly curious.
Violet shook her head. “I was next door. But I heard them. I think . . . I heard one of the other men shout at someone else, saying they’d killed her. He said something like, ‘You’ve strangled her, you fool.’ And then the man who was with me—I’m ashamed to say I don’t know who he was—anyway, he jumped up and ran into the hallway and everyone started yelling, and then someone punched someone else and I could hear them fighting. And then one of Victor’s guards ran into my room and grabbed me.” She rubbed her arm, as if she could still feel the grip of his hand.
“He dragged me down the hall and threw me into this tiny room with all the other women and locked the door. Lacey was the only one missing. We were all naked, but there was a bed there so we grabbed the sheets and blankets. Two of the women . . . I don’t know their names. Lacey was the only one I knew from before, and none of us used our real names. I think we all knew this was something we wouldn’t want anyone to know about. Anyway, two of the women were unconscious, or at least they weren’t moving anymore. So, I and the other girl wrapped them in the blankets, figuring they needed the extra warmth, and we took the sheets. And that’s all I remember. It’s like there’s a big black spot in my brain, and no matter how hard I try, I can’t put anything in it. I woke up in a car driving back to the District. I was wearing clothes, but they weren’t even mine. One of Victor’s guards dropped me off at my apartment, handed me my purse, and that was it. I went upstairs and . . .”
Violet bent her head, hiding behind her hair as her eyes closed, her throat working as she struggled to contain her emotions. Duncan felt dirty prying into her heart and soul like this, but he couldn’t help her, couldn’t
fix
her any other way. And because he was trying to fix her, because he was so tuned in to what she was feeling, he knew her emotions were very much like the ones experienced by women who’d been raped. He’d felt that before, too, in other women he’d rescued over the years. It was combination of shame and guilt, of helplessness, and at the same time, pure, unadulterated rage, sometimes at themselves as much as their rapist.
“I showered,” Violet whispered. “I showered until every inch of my skin was raw from scrubbing. And then I crawled into my bed and slept. And I never really woke up.” She looked up, meeting Duncan’s gaze. “Until today.”
“I’m sorry to make you relive all of that,” Duncan said, meeting her eyes and letting his own sorrow show. “But it’s necessary. I wouldn’t ask it otherwise.”
Violet nodded. “I know. And I feel better simply knowing it was real, that I’m not losing my mind.”
“Did you know any of the men, other than Victor?”
“Not then. But one of them was that senator you see on the news all the time now, Grafton. My dad’s always saying how the name fits, because politicians are always on the take. I remember two others, but I don’t know their names. One was the creep with me when Lacey died. I’d know his face if I saw it, but I don’t know his name. He was kind of beat up looking, and he drank a lot. He had that smell that alcoholics get. I don’t know what it is, precisely, but I had an uncle who was an alcoholic and he always smelled that way. The man couldn’t . . .” Her face heated with embarrassment, and she looked away.
“The man couldn’t get an erection,” Duncan provided. “Is that it?”
“Yes,” Violet said, still not looking at him.
“What about the third man?”
“I don’t know his name either, but if I had to guess, I’d say he was a politician of some sort. He had that slick, captain-of-the-football-team personality. He looked like one, too. I remember wondering why a guy that good-looking would need someone like Victor to pimp for him.”
That description fit too many of the glad-handing politicians in town to be useful, but the alcoholic she’d described . . .
that
matched the appearance of Congressman Kerwin whom Duncan had last seen at Grafton’s fundraiser, flushed with too much alcohol and staring at Duncan like he’d seen a ghost.
“But I never saw the woman,” Violet added unexpectedly.
Duncan and Emma both stared at her. “Woman?” Duncan said, puzzled. “You mean one of the other women who were there with you?”
“No,” Violet said, shaking her head. “There was a woman there with Victor. I never did see her; I only heard her voice. She came later, at the end, after Lacey . . .” She frowned and bit the inside of her lip unhappily. “She was yelling, I mean
really
angry, like she was in charge or something. It surprised me, because I’d never heard
anyone
talk that way to Victor before.”
* * * *
They took Violet home after that. Emma drove the same SUV, with Violet in the passenger seat up front, but Duncan rode in the back this time. He didn’t say much, but Emma could feel the comfort of his presence behind her, like a banked fire on a cold night. She knew he was probably doing it for Violet’s benefit, but she enjoyed it anyway. And she wondered if he knew what it felt like when he did whatever that was. Had he ever been on the receiving end of it? Had someone taught him how to project that overwhelming sense of safety and security? Or was it instinctive, just a part of who he was?
Violet’s parents were home when they got there. The porch light was on in welcome, and Emma could see the flickering of a television screen behind the sheers on the front window.
“Will your parents be worried?” Emma asked, not knowing what Violet had told them. They had to wonder why their daughter, who’d been all but homebound for the last two weeks, would suddenly be out late at night.
Violet shook her head. “I told them I was going out with a friend. They were thrilled.”
Emma could understand that. “You want me to walk in with you, then?”
“No, it’s okay.” Violet turned in the seat and addressed Duncan. “Thank you, Duncan,” she said somberly. “I don’t know what you really did today, and I don’t care. You saved my life and that’s all that matters. To me, anyway.” She opened the door and climbed out, then stopped and looked at Emma. “I hope you find whatever you’re looking for, Emma, and I hope it brings you peace.” Then she slammed the door and ran up the stairs, moving with an energy and grace that had been totally lacking a few hours earlier.
“Will she remember any of this?” Emma asked, watching as Violet disappeared into the house.
“No,” Duncan said. “She’ll wake in the morning and remember being ill, and now she’ll get better.”
Emma sighed. It was a bittersweet victory. They’d given Violet her life back, but Lacey was still gone. And her killers were still out there. But at least Violet had given them something to go on. Grafton for sure, which they’d already suspected, and the drunk who couldn’t get it up, probably Kerwin. And then there was the woman. Grafton’s wife? Or maybe Tammy Dietrich? Emma sighed. The more they learned, the more complicated everything became.
Duncan’s warm hand touched her shoulder. “Pull over, Emma.” She did so, not even questioning why. Their escort pulled in behind them, and a minute later Ari was knocking on her window. He took over the steering wheel, while Miguel claimed the passenger seat.
Grumbling all the way, Emma climbed into the backseat with Duncan, but consoled herself by snuggling up close to him. Duncan put his arm around her and gave her a warm kiss that made her hope Ari made Indy 500 time on the drive back to the house. But he was quiet after that, leaving Emma to her own thoughts. Towns and neighborhoods flashed by outside. Ari was driving much faster than she would have dared, especially since a light rain had begun to fall. Apparently he didn’t worry about being pulled over for speeding. Could a vampire talk his way out of a ticket if he did get pulled over? Or maybe they had some sort of diplomatic immunity? And were girlfriends included? That could come in handy.
They arrived back in the District with hours to spare before sunrise. Ari pulled in behind the house, maneuvering around construction equipment and piles of supplies, gleaming wetly in the headlights. Emma scrambled down from the SUV, frowning at the abundance of construction-related materiel. She knew there were more people, more vampires actually, working on the house than what she saw. She’d seen evidence of the remodeling and sometimes heard them shouting back and forth. But this seemed like an awful lot of stuff. Duncan joined her, his gaze raking over the house and back to her. He smiled, then put a hand low on her back.