Authors: Sara Craven
door herself and climbed out, without looking at him or speaking.
She sent a single flickering glance to reassure herself that her own
car was still there, remembering as she did so that she had over half
a tankful of petrol. That should be enough to get her well away
from here. She wouldn't take the direct route. It would be too easy
for him to follow her. She would set off in the opposite
direction—find some side roads to take her back
to the
main
thoroughfares and home.
She walked down the track towards the house, forcing herself not to
look back to see if he was following. It would be a further
humiliation to betray her concern about his intentions. But he
seemed in no hurry to pursue her and she found she was quickening
her own steps perceptibly as she approached the house.
In the hall she encountered a flustered-looking Mrs Parry.
'Oh, you're back,' she exclaimed with evident relief. 'Every time
Gethyn goes out, it's the same. That old phone never stops ringing.
There's someone hanging on for him now. I thought I'd heard the
car.'
'He won't be long.' Davina made herself speak normally, but she
was aware that Mrs Parry's eyes were on her rather searchingly as
she went upstairs to her room. She seized her case and thrust her
nightdress and toilet bag into it, then grabbed her black shawl from
the back of a chair and piled it in on top of the other things. She
was ready. She opened the door quietly and tiptoed along the
landing until she reached the head of the stairs. Then she listened.
Somewhere below she could hear Gethyn speaking and guessed by
the pattern of the words that he was on the telephone. Silently she
crossed her fingers in the fold of her skirt that it would be a long
call, then she slipped quietly down, across the hall to the open front
door and out again into the sunlight.
She ran up the track, stumbling in her haste, searching in her bag for
the precious keys as she went. It seemed a lifetime before she
reached the car and unlocked the door, listening all the time for the
sounds of pursuit. But all was silence but for the distant sound of
the sheep on the mountain. She slid into the driving seat and fitted
the key into the ignition. The engine spluttered and died.
She bit her lip and waited for a minute. It was just cold, that was
all, after standing for twenty-four hours. She needed more choke.
She tried again. The car snorted feebly and was silent. She sat in
the driving seat, twisting the key again and again, trying to will it to
start, but it was hopeless. The battery must be flat, she thought. She
groaned softly, crossing her arms on the steering wheel and resting
her bowed head on them. Where, she wondered desperately, did
she go from here?
She heard a sound outside the car and stiffened immediately, lifting
her head to look around her, wary as a wild bird. Gethyn was
standing a few feet away watching her through the windscreen with
a faint, cold amusement. He walked round to her window and
looked down at her.
'Having trouble?'
There was something in the way he said it that made her realise
with impotent fury that whatever ailed the car it was not the battery.
He had known exactly what was in her mind, and he'd done
something to the engine. She couldn't begin to guess what it might
be, because she was no mechanic, and he knew it.
'Go to hell,' she said quietly.
His teeth were very white, when he smiled, against his dark face.
'I've been there already,' he said very gently. 'Next time,
cariad,
I'll
take you along.'
He strode over to his own car and got into the driving seat. The
engine purred into instant life and as Davina watched, shaken and
chagrined, he drove away up the track and disappeared.
It was the longest afternoon of Davina's life. After a fruitless
half-hour spent under the bonnet of the car, tentatively poking at
various pieces of wiring, she decided fuming that she might as well
give it up as a bad job and return to the house.
Her first act was to pick up the telephone and dial the local garage,
but that didn't get her very far. A harassed male voice informed her
that he had so much work on hand that he couldn't possibly get
around to looking at her car for at least two days.
'Staying at Plas Gwyn, are you?' he added just before he rang off.
'Well, ask Gethyn Lloyd to have a look at it for you. He's not bad
with motors, and it might be just a simple thing he could fix for you
in a jiffy.'
Davina, seething as she replaced her own receiver, didn't doubt that
for one minute!
Her next phone call was to her mother in London, but again fortune
was not on her side. Mrs Greer was out.
Davina was beginning to feel quietly desperate as she walked into
the sitting room and stood staring out of the window. It seemed that
whether she liked it or not, she was stranded at Plas Gwyn for the
time being. Her chances of hiring a car were remote in the extreme
at this time of year, and she wasn't even sure where the nearest
mainline station was.
She sighed, and folded her arms across her breasts, hugging herself
tightly. Perhaps she was tending to over-react again, she told
herself. She knew she had not mistaken the very real threat in
Gethyn's words, but then she had made him angry so she had asked
for trouble. On the other hand, she could not really believe that he
would actually carry out any of the drastic action he had hinted at.
When his temper cooled, he would surely see reason, she thought,
and wished that she could feel more positive about it.
His behaviour to date could hardly be described as predictable, but
then she had not behaved very sensibly either. She should never
have come here in the first place, but having made the decision she
should never have allowed Gethyn to get under her skin again in the
way he had. And she should not have provoked him in turn. After
all, she had come here to reach a civilised settlement with him, and
now they were at each other's throats.
She put up a hand and rubbed the nape of her neck, missing the
weight of her hair on it. She bitterly regretted that visit to the
hairdressers' now, although she supposed in one way she should be
glad she had gone. It was only his discovery of what she had done
that had stopped Gethyn from making love to her, she thought
miserably. She certainly hadn't tried to stop him, and that was
something she would have to live with. She had no one but herself
to blame. She had deliberately courted such a situation by allowing
herself to be alone with him. There had always been this physical
attraction between them, and she knew now that she ignored it at
her peril.
Davina bit her lip. She was thankful Gethyn would never know that
no one else had ever kissed or touched her like that. During the two
years of their separation, she had never been even remotely tempted
to go to bed with anyone else. She had retired behind a curtain of
smiling aloofness which kept would-be admirers at a safe distance.
Now it had been brought home to her with a vengeance that her
defences were by no means impregnable.
She bowed her head. It was humiliating to have to acknowledge
how readily she had responded to Gethyn, how willing she had
been to satisfy his transient desire. She had not even paused to
consider that there was now another woman in his life, and neither
had he. She supposed unhappily that she should not have been too
surprised by his conduct. His behaviour in America after they had
parted had revealed just how lightly he regarded loyalty and fidelity
in marriage. Rhiannon too might have a bitter lesson to learn one
day, she thought, and for a moment she could almost feel pity for
the girl.
'Oh, you're here, Davina.' Mrs Parry bustled into the room. 'Where's
Gethyn gone? There's a list of messages for him and…'
'I wouldn't know.' Davina interrupted the older woman more coldly
than she had intended. 'I'm not his keeper.' She saw Mrs Parry's
kind face take on a hurt expression and contrition overcame her.
'I'm sorry, Aunt Beth,' she apologised quickly. 'It's just that—where
Gethyn goes and what he does—is really none of my business any
more.' If it ever was, she added painfully under her breath.
Mrs Parry gave a quick frown. 'I don't understand the young people
of today, I don't really,' she said fretfully. 'All this running in and out
of marriage as if it didn't matter.'
Davina turned away. 'It takes two to make a bargain, Aunt Beth.'
She kept her voice deliberately neutral. 'I think Gethyn probably
prefers to be a free agent—for the time being at least,' she added,
the thought of Rhiannon at the forefront of her mind. 'He finds the
bonds of matrimony too tying.'
Mrs Parry snorted. 'What kind of nonsense is that?' she demanded.
'Why would he have saddled himself with a house like this if he
wasn't thinking of settling down for good?'
'I don't know what his motives are,' Davina said a little wearily. 'But
I can promise you that I don't figure in his future plans either here or
anywhere else. And it's an arrangement that suits both of us. Please
excuse me now. I'm going for a walk.'
She had no very clear idea of where she was going when she got
outside the house. The sky had cleared miraculously, and the sun
shone down on her unprotected head, awakening in her a longing
for a cool breeze, and the sound of running water. She turned
abruptly and set off through the deserted yard at the back of the
house, making for the track which would lead up to the waterfall.
Little flies danced around her as she made her way up the rutted
slope behind the house, and she slapped them away irritably with
her hand. After she had been walking for about ten minutes, she
paused and looked. Plas Gwyn nestled below her in the hollow, as
secure and familiar in its untrammelled lines as a child's drawing.
Mrs Parry had been right in one thing, she thought, sitting down on
the short, springy turf and resting her back against a sun-warmed
rock. It was the sort of house to settle down in. It seemed to breathe
peace and comfort, a far cry from the university digs and cramped
London flats that Gethyn had been used to. But would this kind of
setting really bring him satisfaction. Judging by what he had said in
response to her uncle's offer, he was quite prepared to set out on his
travels again.
Her gaze wandered away from the house, tracing the track that led
deeper into the valley below the dragon rock. She could just
glimpse a cluster of grey stone and slate which she guessed must be
the mill that Gethyn was renovating. That too was an enigma. It
seemed incredible that a writer of his calibre could apparently turn
his back completely on one part of his life in order to devote
himself to a half-ruined woollen mill. Would he really find the
answer to his creative urge in such comparatively mundane pursuits
as weaving tweed for tourists? She shook her head in bewilderment.
From her knowledge of Gethyn, it didn't seem possible that such a
prosaic undertaking could fill his life to the exclusion of everything
else. But then, she reminded herself, what did she really know of
Gethyn?
She stood up abruptly and continued on her way up the steepening
track towards the towering bulk of the mountain. The going was
getting rougher all the time and the sandals she was wearing didn't
help at all. The shoes she had bought in Dolgellau would have been
ideal, but they, of course, were in Gethyn's car still. She bent and
slipped off her sandals, and after a moment's hesitation took off her
tights as well, tucking them into the pocket of her dress before
continuing her walk, moving along the grass that bordered the path,
relishing its coolness under her toes.
She could hear the sound of the waterfall long before it came into
view. She rounded a corner, and saw that the path fell away
suddenly down into a deep hollow, at the foot of which was the
pool Mrs Fenton had mentioned. Above the pool, the water slid
smoothly down over the dark rock, foaming gently over the
boulders it encountered on its descent. Little waves lapped
invitingly on the small beach of shingle and pebbles.