Then what could I do that might be productive but that probably wouldn't get someone else killed or falsely thrown in prison?
Okay, I think. Okay. I gave cards to Gugu, and Meimei, and maybe Tiantian. Marsh. Celine and Betty.
There's a dead girl.
So candidates for Dead Girl that I gave my card to would be Celine, Betty, and Meimei.
Therefore first order of business would be find out if any of them are dead.
I refill my little beer glass, kind of proud of myself for figuring this out so logically and all.
I lift up the glass. And it suddenly occurs to me I can't do this right now. I need to stay frosty. I've got stuff to do.
I take one final sip of beer and put the glass on the coffee table.
â
â
â
Meimei first, because I don't have to reach too far to come up with a reason to call her.
She picks up after about five rings.
“Wei?”
“Cao Meimei, ni hao. Shi
. . .
”
“Of course I know you are Ellie McEnroe,” she says with a hint of amusement. “This is why I answered the call.”
That's a good thing. I guess.
On the other hand, she's a Cao, and who knows what she's after?
Well, she's not dead anyway.
“Did you enjoy the party?” she asks.
“Oh. Yeah. Sure.”
She laughs. “Oh, I forgot. My brother's wife was very rude to you. But you shouldn't care too much. She is crazy.”
“Good to know,” I say.
“You are calling about our dinner?”
“Yes,” I say, relieved, thinking, Cool, I didn't even have to bring it up. “Because I need to go out of town maybe, and I wanted to make sure that we scheduled something first.”
“I see.” A pause. “Let me talk to my brothers. I think we can arrange something soon. Then you can go out of town if you like.”
That went well. I think.
Next Celine.
Unlike Meimei, she doesn't seem to recognize me. So I continue with the introduction: “I'm Ellie McEnroe. We met at Gugu's party.”
“Ah!” I can picture her wide-eyed smile on the other end. “The family friend of the Caos.”
The way she says that, I'm pretty sure she's mocking me. I want to tell her,
Hey,
so
not my choice to be a Cao family friend. The Caos make me nervous.
But I don't say any of that.
“I wanted to talk to you about your website,” I say.
“My website? Oh, you like it?”
“I haven't seen it yet. That's why I'm calling. I have an artist who's interested in . . . a collaborative project that involves, uh . . . the impact of social media on . . . discourse centered on female sexuality.” Whatever. “And I thought she'd be interested in your website. But I lost your card.”
“Oh.” A pause. “That first part, that was
. . .
yidianr buqingchu
.” A little unclear. “You mean some kind of artwork?”
“Yeah, sure. Maybe. It's more
. . .
research to . . . to inform the work.”
“Okay.” I'm guessing she's still
yidianr buqingchu
about the whole thing. Which, given that I'm just spouting bullshit jargon I pulled off the top of my head from a bunch of different art magazines, is not too surprising. “So you want my website's address?”
“Right.”
“Okay. I can text to you.” I can hear her long nails tapping on the screen of her phone. “Funny, though,” she adds.
“What?”
“You have my phone number. But you say you lost my card.”
Oh, well, shit. She's not dumb. “Yeah. I put your number in my phone. I must have gotten interrupted, because I didn't put in the address of the website, and now I don't know what happened to the card.”
“Ah. I see.”
I'm not sure whether she buys this or not, but I don't really care, because she's not dead, and that's all I need to know.
“Do you have Betty's number?” I ask.
“Betty?” I don't think I'm imagining the suspicion in that one word. Why would I want to call Betty? I don't have a good explanation. But one thing I've figured out lately. Sometimes if you just act like you're entitled to something, you'll get it.
“Yeah. We talked about getting together for coffee. But I forgot to ask for her number.”
There's a silence on the other end, and I can picture her again, maybe taking a moment to light one of those Panda cigarettes while she considers what to do.
“Sure. I can text to you.”
“Thanks. Looking forward to checking out your website.”
“I think maybe some topics I write about might interest you,” she says. “I hope you have a look.”
“I definitely will,” I say. “Thanks again.”
We disconnect.
I'm thinking about what I should say to Betty, if she isn't dead, when the bamboo chime on my phone announces an incoming text.
From Celine. It says,
LettersFromTheDeepYellowSea.com
.
Celine's website.
Huh. Not a .cn address. I wonder if her site's hosted outside of China? Makes sense if she's posting anything even a little sensitive. I really should check it out.
While I'm looking at that, another text. A cell-phone number, with the name in caps: BETTY.
I've really got nothing to say to Betty. I barely said two words to her, and she didn't seem to like me much. But does it even matter what I say? The only thing I care about is whether she's alive or not.
So I touch the number on Celine's text until the phone starts ringing.
“Wei?”
Her voice sounds small. Shaky.
“Ni hao, shi Betty ma?”
“Ni shi shei?”
Who are you? And I realize what that note in her voice is: fear. She's scared.
“Duibuqi. Wo buxihuan mafan ni.”
Sorry. I don't want to bother you. “It's Ellie. Ellie McEnroe. We met at Gugu's party.”
If I thought this was going to calm her down, it pretty much does the opposite.
“Why are you calling me?” There's a ragged edge to her voice now, like she's barely holding it together.
I almost hang up, because I don't know what to say. I should have thought of something. Should've planned it better. But I wasn't expecting
this
.
“I . . . uh, sorry. Just, I
. . .
I'll call you later. It's not important.”
And then I do hang up.
So here's what I know.
Meimei, Celine, Betty, not dead. Betty's scared. If that really
was
Betty. I barely talked to her at Gugu's party.
That's about it.
I sip the very strong cup of coffee I made. Think it through, McEnroe. Think it through.
How does this help me?
It doesn't, I conclude. Not really. None of the women I gave my card to who were at Tiantian's party are dead, assuming I just talked to the real Betty. The dead woman could be someone else who was at that partyâshit, maybe even Milk Ladyâand I have no way of knowing. Or she could be someone who wasn't at the party at all.
I already told Inspector Zou where I was last night. If I tell him more than that, like who I gave my cards to, there's going to be Cao-related blowback. Count on it. Bad enough I had to tell him about Tiantian's party.
Maybe once he finds out who he's dealing with, he'll lay off. You don't want to go after people like the Caos. Not unless you've got your own powerful backers who want to see them brought low.
It would be a hell of a lot more convenient to go after someone like me. Never mind that I had nothing to do with it. Forget that I have absolutely no motive or that I don't even know who the girl is. They could just make some shit up. Close the case, wipe their hands, and that's that.
Is there any kind of bone that I could throw Zou that isn't going to get me in even deeper?
I could tell him about Betty, or whoever it was who answered Betty's phone. She was scared of
something
.
“Fuck,” I mutter. Because I don't want to sic the cops on Betty. I don't know what her connection to the Caos is, other than that she hangs out with Gugu. She could be another
fu er dai
or
hong er dai
for all I know, with her own powerful
guanxi
.
So what do I do?
I could call John.
I slump back against the couch. I call John, what's he going to say?
That I should have listened to him. I should've stayed away from the Caos.
Like I really had a choice.
What happens when somebody connects the dots? When Inspector Zou finds out I'm in deep shit with the DSD? Because he
will
find out, sooner or later. And watch me go from person of interest to the perfect scapegoat.
Pompadour Bureaucrat would be the happiest little totalitarian ever.
Chapter Ten
â
“Don't say it.”
John grimaces. It's as if holding back his “I told you so” is physically painful.
“Okay, you know that
chengyu
? That proverb? The one about how once you're riding on a tiger, it's really hard to get off?”
“Qi hu nan xia,”
John mutters.
“Yeah. That's where I am with the Caos.”
John halts in his tracks, and he just can't contain himself anymore. “But
why
you get on tiger in the first place?” He's punching the air with his fist as he says this.
We're wandering around the Yuanmingyuan, the Old Summer Palace, which he picked because it seemed like a good place to meet where neither of us would attract much attention, its being a tourist destination and all, but a low-key one. And it's not that crowded today, but this isn't exactly turning out to be a discreet conversation, which is what we're supposed to be having right now.
I didn't give him a blow-by-blow. Just, this girl turned up dead yesterday morning with my card on her body. And oh, yeah, whose party it was that I went to the night before last.
I lean against the metal railing that circles what used to be a decorative pond, or maybe a fountain. It's hard to tell. The Yuanmingyuan was sacked and burned “by the Anglo-French imperialist forces” in the middle of the nineteenth century, during the Opium Wars, and what's left is all these big blocks and pillars of granite, the remains of marble bridges and stone boats, almost like the pictures you see of ancient Greek ruins, just the skeletons of something that used to be really grand. Really powerful.
“Listen. I didn't ask to get involved with the Caos. Sidney came looking for me. And the problem is, I owe him, big time.”
A six-pack of Chinese girls, college age, are posing for pictures around what must have been the centerpiece of the fountain, this giant scallop-shell thing that looks more European than Chinese. They're cocking their heads to one side, kicking out their feet, making peace signs. They don't seem too concerned with the outrage committed by the Anglo-French imperialist forces.
“He got me out of a really bad situation,” I say. “And there doesn't seem to be anything I can do to make us even.”
John stands rigidly still, the muscle in his jaw still twitching. Looks down at his sneakers. Black leather Pumas. If they're fakes, they're good ones.
He nods, still staring at his shoes. Then he looks up.
“I can help you. I have some ideas,” he says.
“What are you planning on doing?” I cut him off before he can object, before he can tell me to let him handle it. “If you're going to help me, I need to know.”
A shrug. “Simple. I just go to this Inspector Zou and tell him I have interest in the case. He must tell me his progress. He has no choice but to obey.”
Hearing this makes me feel slightly sick to my stomach. “Then he'll
know
I have a DSD problem.”
“Yes. But this way he can just report to me, not my bosses. I can make a suggestion, maybe he should arrest someone else.”
I think about it. The plan's simple and kind of brilliant in a way: Do an end run around the DSD's getting involved by being the DSD guy in charge before the bosses find out about the case.
But this is the Cao family we're talking about, the Caos and their
hong er dai
connections. With people that powerful, if Zou pursues any of them, if they're in any way connected to a murder and that gets out, what are the odds that Domestic Security gets a call? Either from the Caos or from one of their enemies?
“I don't think it's a good idea,” I finally say. “This goes wrong, you could get in a lot of trouble.”
“Not if we solve it quickly. Then I am just doing my job.”
“Solve?”
“Find the right one to blame.” His face darkens. “All those Caos, they are all guilty of something.”
Hoo, boy.
It's possible that I just made things a lot worse.
On the way home, I stop at a dumpling place I like on Andingmen to pick up a late lunch. I get it to go. I don't feel like eating in the restaurant by myself, and besides, I need to get home to my dog.
This place is popular, and it's usually crowded, but right now, just after 2:00
p.m.
, the lunch crowd is gone. I sit on a hard wooden bench by the entrance and wait for my dumplings. A bunch of
fuwuyuan
eat their lunches at a round, plastic-covered table in the back, kitchen workers in white, waitresses in cheap embroidered jackets, “traditional” style except done in neon shades of pink and yellow and turquoise. A few more lounge around by the drink cooler in the back, yelling at a soccer game on the TV. Chinese soccer is a pretty corrupt business, or so I'm told, and I guess the national team sucks, but they still really get into it.
I shouldn't have told John. If he starts digging around looking for dirt on the Caos
. . .
what are the consequences likely to be? It's not like I care if he finds out that Tiantian or Meimei or Gugu or even Sidney is a corrupt fuck. I mean, that's kind of the default setting if you're
fu er dai
. It's more that poking the hornet's nest isn't a good idea. Believe me, I know. I've done it when I didn't even know that was what I was sticking my hand into. But John doesn't
have that excuse. He has to know that going after the Caos is asking for a shitstorm. And I know John. He's a gung-ho mofo. He's not going to stop until he completes the mission.
Or someone takes him out.
I get my dumplings.
I walk home along Gulou Dongdajie
. Normally it's one of my favorite streetsâold-style grey brick buildings, two or three stories high, traditional signboards, funky little boutiques and coffeehouses. Today, though, I'm tempted to flag down a cab. It's not that far, but my leg's just killing me. I stop at a little snack stand, buy a bottle of water, crack it open, and take a Percocet, wondering like I do every time I take one lately how the fuck I'm going to manage when I run out of them this time.
I could try a doctor here, I guess. But everyone I've ever talked to tells me it's almost impossible to get an outpatient prescription, and if you can, they're pretty stingy with the pills and they cost a fortune to boot.
I'm standing in front of a guitar shop. For whatever reason, this stretch of Gulou Dongdajie has a bunch of music stores. You can buy guitars, drums, violins, traditional Chinese instruments, whatever. The whiteboard in the window of this one lists some of the guitars they have to offer, in English (
the national steel country blues guitar
), and below that, also in English, these lines:
keep anger, keep revolt! fuck the world! fuck the government! fuck the red land
!!!
Rock and roll, dude.
I keep walking.
I pass some fancy-ass private clubâI mean, I'm assuming it's fancy; I've never been inside. But it has discreet lighting, a traditional red door trimmed in brass, and a couple of very pretty hostesses standing outside in
qipaos
, I guess in case any princelings happen to stop by for happy hour.
Nice
qipaos
, I think. They remind me of the ones I saw at Tiantian's party: Classy. Expensive.
I think about that house and that party and the kind of money it would take to have that place and throw that little get-together, and all it does is piss me off. Why do assholes rule the world anyway?
And then I think about something else. The serving girls at Tiantian's party. The ones in the fancy
qipaos
. There were a lot of them. All young. All pretty.
I wonder if maybe one of them didn't make it home that night.
Okay, granted, it's a long shot.
Assuming that the dead girl is connected to Tiantian's party and the Caosâwhich my gut tells me is the case, but hey, my gut's been wrong beforeâshe could have been a chicken girl, a hooker. Or one of the guests. But I figure a guest, someone with money or family connections, that kind of person doesn't stay unidentified for long.
A
fuwuyuan
at some kind of high-class catering company? That's a different story. Because I'm guessing it's just a dressed-up version of your basic restaurant businesses. A lot of girls from all over China come to Beijing for work. They get hired in a restaurant. Their families are far away. They don't show up for work one day, the employer may or may not give a shit. She's moved on to something better, that's what he might think. Or she's just moved on.
So how do I find out if I'm right?
“Vicky, hi. It's Ellie McEnroe.”
“Ellie McEnroe. Do you have report for Mr. Cao?”
I sigh between gritted teeth. Vicky's like, like . . . I don't know, a bloodhound or something, or maybe a leopard. I heard on some nature show that leopards fixate on their prey and you can't break that focus until said prey is hunted down and killed. Or maybe it's jaguars. Either way.
“I have dinner with the children soon. Meimei is arranging it.”
“So you report after this dinner?”
“Yeah,” I say. “Sure.” Maybe. “Actually, I was calling about something else. There was a catering company at Tiantian's party.
Yige yinshi fuwu
.”
“Yes?”
“I might have to organize an art opening, and this catering company was very good. I wondered if you know someone I could ask for their name?”
“Of course, I have it.” An uncharacteristic chuckle. “You think Tiantian runs his own house?”
Score.
This is going better than I hoped.
I thought I'd end up with another name, Tiantian's housekeeper or something like that, or if my luck was really sucking, Dao Ming, Mrs. Tiantian. But I can picture Vicky Huang keeping an eye on things if Sidney's money is involved.
“Would you mind sending the name to me?”
A hesitation. “This company
. . .
is very expensive.”
“I'd like to talk to them. My client might be willing to pay.”
I get the feeling Vicky Huang's of the “knowledge is power” school and she's reluctant to part with any of it. Or maybe I'm right, and something happened last night, and she knows about it.
She's silent for another moment.
“Deng yixia.”
Wait a minute. I hear her fingernails tapping, probably on her iPad. “I email it to you.”
The next thing I do is call John.
“I have an idea who the dead girl might be. But you'd be able to find out a lot easier than I could.”
“Okay, good.” He sounds cautious, measured. “So tell me.”
“If I do, I want you to promise me something. That you tell
me
if I'm right. After you find out but before you go do anything about it.”
“Yili, maybe it's betterâ”
“No.” I take in a deep breath. “You're the one who's always saying I should trust you. So okay, you want me to trust you? Then do what I'm asking.”
This is it, I think. He'll turn me down, or he'll agree, and if he agrees, then all I can do is hope that he keeps his word. Which is no sure thing.
“Okay,” he says. “I will tell you what I find out.”
â
â
â
Here's my thinking. John
is in a better position to go to the catering company and get a useful response. All he has to do is show that DSD credentialâI mean, assuming he has one in his capacity of undercover nark. And while tracking down the identity of the dead girl is still likely to bring him into the Cao's kill zone, it might be more surgical than if he just goes after any and all Caos. Maybe the blowback won't be as bad.
Because I guess I like John, and I'd rather see him not get into trouble.
And if he can actually figure out who this girl is and who killed her, maybe
I'll
be off the hook.