Read Down into Darkness Online
Authors: David Lawrence
Suddenly she felt exhausted, as if something deep inside had been tapped and drawn off. She lay down on the sofa, a cushion under her head, and started to drift into sleep immediately. The TV was still playing softly: soft gunfire, soft explosions. The pictures on the white-board seemed to warp and move, as if the TV images had become transposed.
Delaney running up the white road. The incoming⦠smoke⦠Men in desert-combat camouflage. A house mushrooming. Silent Wolf looking down on the scene, his yellow eyes, his yellow hair.
She sat up, her mind clearing, the images coming together to make a little narrative, a little story. The killer's story. Now she remembered: Delaney's encounter with the border guards in combat fatigues. Davison with the photo of a print left by a combat boot. Sorley speaking of a man on a mission.
She made a call.
Gloria clambered sleepily across Harriman, picked up his mobile and put it next to him on the pillow. Without opening his eyes, Harriman said his name.
âHe's a soldier,' Stella said. âHe's a soldier or else he used to be.'
The white road, the five men. A radio playing music.
A daylight patrol and nothing much to worry about, because this is more of a goodwill mission, this is a meet-and-greet, no need for helmets, weapons at stand-by, well inside the safety zone. Call it a presence. The locals are friendly: already persuaded. No one expecting to see action, no one expecting to be tested, and Gideon Woolf is glad of that, because he thinks he's probably had enough. Enough of being under fire, enough of close calls, enough of close-combat stand-offs.
There's a shake in his hands and a sick feeling in his gut, this day and every day. He's ashamed of his fear, but he can't fight it. Only one person in the world knows about this.
The girl's name is Camilla, or so he thinks. Kah-mila, she said. He's not the only man with a local girl, but he might be the only man with a girl like this: one who listens to his fear, helps him forget, holds him against her body until the shakes stop.
When he'd relaxed, when the opium had taken the edge off, when he'd had enough of her body, she would ask him when she might be seeing him again, where he would be next day or the day after, where she might find him. She would stroke his feverish head while their whispers went to and fro, her questions, his answers.
The men walking in single file, music from the radio, the gun-flash. A man goes down, and suddenly the street is no place to be. The three men leading the patrol return fire, while Gideon Woolf finds cover. He knows he should use his weapon, he knows he should engage, but to do that would be to give away his position. He is
pressed back in a doorway, hearing the screams and the gunfire. He can see the legs of the man who was shot. Woolf's chest is constricted, it hurts, and he can't get his breath. Some detached, some disgusted part of himself registers that he is pissing his pants.
The other three men should be dead, but it seems the idea is not to kill them. Their attackers want hostages, they want captives. As the men are hustled towards a jeep, Woolf steps out of cover: just a couple of feet or so. He has a clear line of fire and the element of surprise. The attackers number ten, maybe twelve. He could bring some down, scatter the rest. He could draw fire: that would be the tactical thing to do. Maybe his comrades would die, maybe not; maybe he would die; but the opportunity is there.
One of his comrades sees him and shouts his name. Shouts an order. Even from that distance, it's easy to see that the man's eyes are wide with fear. He shouts again, pleading. Woolf's hands shake, and a gobbet of puke floods his mouth. Things blur, as if he were about to faint, and there's a noise in his head like white water.
A moment later⦠it seems like an hour later⦠he's still standing in the street. The jeep has gone. Twenty feet away, a man lies dead. Of his other comrades, no sign.
The radio is still playing music.
Maxine Hewitt was a good detective, and one of the attributes of a good detective is an eye for detail and a reliable memory. She went back to her notes from the meeting between herself, Frank Silano and George Nelms's former headmaster, Richard Forester. She found this:
MH: What subject?
RF: Sports teacher.
FS: Only that?
RF: Cadet corps.
Stella took the interview with Pete Harriman. In the headmaster's office they asked questions that they hoped would get them what they wanted without revealing exactly what that was.
Stella began: âMr Nelms was in charge of the cadet corpsâ¦'
âHe felt that some boys were well suited,' Forester said, then gave a half-smile. âSome boys well suited, some good for little else.'
âHe encouraged them to join up?'
âCertainly. Look' â Forester couldn't see where the line of questioning was going, but he had an uneasy feeling about it â âit wasn't just a case of dumping the no-hopers. There were boys who showed particular aptitude.'
âWhat for?'
âThe army. Armed services.'
âIn what way?' Stella asked.
Forester paused fractionally. âLeaders of men.'
Stella noticed the hesitation. Was that it, she wondered, or do you mean an aptitude for violence?
Harriman said, âDid you keep a record?'
âOf what?'
âBoys who were in the cadet corps.'
âOf course.'
âCould we see it?'
âHow far back do you want to go?'
Stella made a quick calculation. âTen years?'
Forester pressed an intercom button on his phone and asked for the file. He said, âThere's no news?'
âThe investigation is ongoing,' Harriman said, as if he normally spoke like that.
âAnd you're asking about the cadet force because â'
âAll of Mr Nelms's activities are important to us,' Stella told him. âWe might not know what we're looking for until we find it.'
Forester looked away, and his mouth trembled very slightly. âIt's been a terrible shock. The way he died â what happened to him; the stuff of nightmares.'
Your nightmares, Stella thought.
A secretary brought in the file and Stella flipped the names. She said, âCould I have a photocopy of this? For reference.'
Harriman saw her expression change, just fleetingly, the way someone looks when they see, in a crowd, a suddenly familiar face. When they got into the car, she handed him the list, folded back to the last page.
Woolf, Gideon.
She said, âThere are coincidences in the world, but this isn't one of them.'
It was like hauling something up from deep water: the closer it got to the surface, the quicker it came. From having nothing, Stella suddenly had almost everything. All a matter of record;
Sue Chapman's work made easy. Name, one-time address, age, family history, explanations⦠even a photograph.
It was a head-and-shoulders portrait of a young man with a brutal haircut, a beret raked just so, a dress uniform. The man supplying the photo and the history was a Lieutenant-Colonel whose edginess was apparent.
âIt was an unpleasant episode,' he said. âHe would have been court-martialled had any of the witnesses survived, but the facts were clear enough. A good deal of it came from him, in point of fact; a confession of sorts. Anyway, it was clear that the man couldn't continue. His breakdown was genuine enough, or so I'm led to believe.' The Lieutenant-Colonel allowed a touch of scepticism into his voice.
âNot helped by the tabloid press reports,' Stella guessed.
âThat was a leak â shouldn't have happened, but there were people who wanted him exposed.'
Sue Chapman had already sourced the front pages:
COWARD! GUTLESS! A SOLDIER'S SHAME! BASTARD!
and the unanswerable
HOW WILL YOU LIVE WITH YOURSELF
?
âWho told them?' Stella asked.
âLookâ¦' The Lieutenant-Colonel's edginess took on a tinge of aggression. âIt was a dreadful thing to do. Four men died, three of whom might possibly have been saved if the man had acted as he should. He was a pariah. I don't approve of the leak â we prefer to keep army business to ourselves â but I can understand why some people wanted him pilloried.'
âEspecially since he wasn't being court-martialled.'
âIf you like. It wasn't just a matter of cowardice in action. It's likely that collaboration was an issue â if inadvertent.'
âHow so?'
âSome sort of an involvement with a local woman. It's by no means clear how the kidnappers knew they'd meet little resistance â that it was a small patrol on a routine exercise. It's entirely possible that pillow-talk was involved.'
âYou think this relationship, this involvement, was sexual?'
âI expect so. Isn't that the usual method for extracting information â a honeytrap?'
Dirty Girl
.
Stella said, âOne of the newspaper reports claims that Woolf was hospitalized for a short while after the event.'
âYes, he was said to be having a breakdown. I mentioned that.'
âWas that before or after the newspapers got the story?'
âHe was a coward. His comrades were murdered. Those are the facts that concern me.'
âThe point is,' Stella insisted, âthat the hospital in question wasn't for psychiatric patients. One of my colleagues contacted the paper that ran the story, then the hospital. Their patient had sustained some physical injuries. He'd been beaten up.'
âYes, I know about that. It's not at all clear where the incident took place. It's under investigation.' The Lieutenant-Colonel decided to try a switch-tactic. âYou say he's needed to help you in the course of certain investigations.'
âThat's right.'
âInvestigations concerning what exactly?'
âLike you,' Stella said, âthere are certain things we have to keep to ourselves.' As if it didn't matter much, she asked, âOne man was shot during the attack, the others were taken.'
âYes.'
âHow did they die?'
The Lieutenant-Colonel sighed. âOne was hanged, more or less on the spot. The other two were decapitated.'
Shoot, hang, chop, chop
.
The wrong order, she thought. As if it made a difference to the dead.
*
On her way back she took a call from Tom Davison.
âThe Morgan crime scene. The envelope flap. Did you ever have any doubt?'
âNever,' Stella told him.
âMe neither. And we were both right. He attacked Morgan, he wrote the letter.' A pause, then Davison said, âAre you any closer?'
âYes and no. He's a soldier, or used to be.' Something occurred to her. âHow come his DNA wasn't on the database?'
âYou're talking about the police database, which is for bad people,' Davison said. âThere is an army database, but it's not amalgamated with ours: it's just for soldiers, who are not, de facto, bad people. I know they shoot people, but they do it for Queen and country. What else have you got?'
âWe know his name, we sort of know what he looks like, we know where he used to live, we know his mother is dead, that his father sold up and is living in a care-home. We know why he did what he did, we know all sorts of things. But we think he's stopped; and people can disappear.'
âYou know what he looks like?'
âGeneral description.' Stella didn't want to talk about Silent Wolf the games hero.
âSo post a compufit.'
âYou know what that does â it lets the guy know we know, and he goes underground.'
âOkay,' Davison said, ârevert to Plan A.'
âWe don't have a Plan A.'
âYeah, I guessed.'
A man falls face down on the road, the road white with dust, his combats messed and bloody, blood on his hands where he clutched his chest, a broad seepage of blood coming from beneath his body and puddling by his head, flies already beginning to feast on it, one leg jerking and drumming the ground
.
Gideon Woolf has found cover. He can hear the rattle of gunfire, the cries for help. He stays back, he stays out of sight
.
The man on the ground is unmoving now. There's an inertness about him that lets you know he's dead: as if he had fallen from a great height and the dust had settled, his heart had settled, to stillness. Engines rev and roar; there are two jeeps, maybe three. As they drive off, there are bursts of gunfire aimed only at the sky: a celebration
.
A minute goes by, five minutes. Gideon Woolf moves out of cover. There are people emerging from houses, some of them are applauding. Gideon is aware of the wet stain on the crotch of his combats. He throws down his weapon and starts up the street. A kid of about ten picks up the gun and trains it on Gideon's back. He makes a hacking noise like automatic gunfire. In the distance, but coming in fast, you can hear the clatter of helicopter blades
.
Gideon keeps walking, as if he were following the jeep tracks. Two streets away he finds another man hanging from a street sign. The sign had been hit by mortar-fire and only the pole-framework was left, a perfect gibbet. The man's hands are tied behind his back, and his feet are tied, and there is a piece of paper tacked to his chest, a sign telling the world that the soldier hanging there is dirt from a dirty country of dirty people
.
The helicopter lands in an uprush of dust. Men run towards
Gideon, shouting reassurances. They think he is a survivor-hero. Later, they will come to know him better as a filthy coward
.
The images are a little blurry, a little grainy, because the video equipment isn't state of the art, but it's easy enough to see what's going on
.
Two men in orange jumpsuits sit on the floor, their hands bound, a five-day stubble on their cheeks. Behind them stand three men who call themselves warriors. They are posed, their automatic weapons held at an angle. The hostages have signs pinned to their chests that let the world know that they are no less dirty than the man who was hanged. They are dirty bastards. They are dirty lying bastards
.