Dovewing's Silence (5 page)

“Let all cats old enough to
catch their own prey gather together!”

Bramblestar's words were still echoing around the cliffs when cats started appearing from half-built dens and thickets of bramble. It was too early even for the dawn patrols to have gone out; the moon was still visible against the pale gray sun. Dovewing looked up at the dark tabby cat standing on Highledge and wondered how it felt to summon the Clan as their leader. If Bramblestar was daunted by his new position, he showed no sign.

When all the cats were standing in the clearing, yawning and ruffled with sleep, Bramblestar walked halfway down the tumble of rocks. “It has been decided by the leaders of all four Clans that any cat who fought on the side of the Dark Forest in the Great Battle must swear a new oath of loyalty to the warrior code.” A murmur rippled through the Clan. Bramblestar raised his tail for silence. “After this, the past will be forgotten in favor of looking toward our future. This Clan must be united if we are to survive our losses, and the leaf-bare that lies ahead. Is that understood?” He gazed down at the cats, and Dovewing noticed a few of them flattening their
ears, including Dustpelt and Berrynose.

“You are asking us to forgive a great deal,” Dustpelt meowed, and there were nods around him.

“No ThunderClan cat finished the battle fighting for the Dark Forest,” Bramblestar pointed out. “When they learned the truth about their new allies, they showed nothing but loyalty to the Clans. There is little to forgive, in my opinion.”

Dustpelt didn't look satisfied, and Berrynose hissed something into Poppyfrost's ear. Dovewing looked at her father. Birchfall, Thornclaw, Mousewhisker, Blossomfall, and Ivypool were standing at one side of the cats, tails clamped down with tension.

“I hope this works,” Bumblestripe muttered. Dovewing rested her tail-tip on his shoulder.
I hope so too.

Bramblestar nodded to the five cats. “Come,” he invited, walking down the rocks until he stood in the clearing. The warriors lined up in front of them. Bramblestar looked nervous for the first time, and Dovewing realized that nothing had been decided about the form this ceremony should take. How would Bramblestar know what to say?

“Warriors of ThunderClan,” he began, “only you know the true reason you let yourself be persuaded to join the Dark Forest cats. That reason, whatever it was, no longer matters. The only thing of importance is that you are loyal to ThunderClan and to the warrior code, to the exclusion of everything else. Whatever might be promised to you,” he added with a note of stone in his voice.

The five cats nodded. Bramblestar thought for a moment,
then continued. “Repeat after me: I am a true warrior of ThunderClan, loyal to my Clanmates and to the code from this moment forward until it is my time to join StarClan.”

Birchfall started speaking first, then the others joined, a little clumsily and bristling with discomfort. Dovewing felt a stab of indignation that Ivypool had to swear along with the others. She had risked her life spying on the Dark Forest! What greater proof of her loyalty did Bramblestar need?

When the cats had stumbled to the end of the oath, Bramblestar swished his tail. “Let that be an end to the divisions within this Clan,” he declared. “You all know what you have to do to make ThunderClan strong again. Carry on, and may StarClan light your path.” He twitched his ears as a signal for the meeting to break up. Most cats headed back to their dens to wash and sort out patrols, but a few stayed clustered in a group, Berrynose and Dustpelt among them.

“Are we really supposed to forgive and forget?” Berrynose protested. “If they hadn't given away all our secrets, the Dark Forest might never have attacked!”

Dovewing couldn't believe that any of her Clanmates would think this was true, but Poppyfrost was nodding. “Those cats need to prove they can be trusted,” she growled. She glanced around fearfully as if she thought Birchfall might be inviting Dark Forest cats into the camp at that very moment.

Dustpelt leaned forward and said something Dovewing couldn't hear. She curled her lip in anger.
My ears!
She felt a physical pain inside her head.
What is wrong with me?
She had to speak with Lionblaze and Jayfeather, find out if they were
losing their powers too. She spotted Lionblaze walking toward her and opened her mouth to ask if she could speak with him alone. Then Cinderheart bounded across the clearing.

“Lionblaze! I told you to rest today! You can't go out on patrol until your claw heals.”

Dovewing realized that Lionblaze was limping, favoring the paw that had been injured while digging. “It's fine,” he growled. “Stop bugging me about it.”

Cinderheart narrowed her eyes. “Don't take it out on me,” she warned, flicking her tail. “You should see Jayfeather if it's infected.”

“I don't have time now,” Lionblaze grunted. “We have to hunt while the weather holds.” He looked up at the sky, which was bulging with dark gray clouds, so low they almost touched the tops of the trees.

“I'll come with you,” Dovewing offered. Perhaps this would give them a chance to talk.

“Well, you're not going without me,” Cinderheart meowed. “Come on, let's tell Squirrelflight what we're doing.”

She bounded across the clearing to where the deputy was standing. Lionblaze looked at Dovewing. “Are you okay?”

“No, I . . .”

Dovewing broke off as Ivypool emerged from the warriors' den. “Hey! Are you going on patrol? Can I come?” She trotted over, her fur fluffed out. “Anything to warm up! This wind is bitter.”

“Sure,” mewed Lionblaze. Cinderheart returned and they headed out of the camp, Lionblaze in the lead. Dovewing
watched him stumble over a loose bramble and wince. She'd never seen him with a lasting injury like this.

They reached a clump of bracken above the hollow and separated to track prey. Dovewing picked up the faint scent of a mouse and crept along the trail, nose to the ground, letting the ferns brush over her spine. She had rounded an ash tree and was just casting around for fresh odor when there was a flurry of paws behind her and Ivypool lunged past, landing on a squirrel.

The gray-and-white she-cat delivered a killing bite and sat up, wiping blood from her whiskers.

“Good catch!” Dovewing mewed.

Ivypool put her head on one side. “I can't believe you didn't hear the squirrel coming down the tree,” she purred. “It almost landed on your head! Have you got moss in your ears?”

Dovewing felt hot with embarrassment. “I . . . I was following a mouse trail.”

Her sister stood up and started scraping leaf mulch over her prey. “Better go and catch it then!” she meowed, but there was a note of tension in her voice that Dovewing didn't miss.
Has Ivypool realized that I'm losing my powers?

She marched into the bracken, feeling a sense of relief as the fronds closed up behind her. She soon picked up the scent of mouse again and caught the little creature as it nibbled on a seed pod. “Thank you, StarClan, for bringing food to us,” she murmured over the tiny brown body.

She hunted around for another trace of prey but hadn't found anything by the time Lionblaze called them back to the
path. A pigeon lay at his paws and Cinderheart stood beside him with a pair of baby voles in her mouth. Dovewing felt embarrassed by her puny contribution, especially when Ivypool puffed her way out of the bracken, dragging the squirrel.

Lionblaze nodded approvingly. “If the weather's turning colder, we need all the fresh-kill we can get,” he meowed. “Good work, everyone.”

They headed back to the camp. Lionblaze fell behind even though the muscles on his shoulders were tense with the effort of not limping. Dovewing slowed to keep level with him. When Cinderheart and Ivypool had vanished around a corner, she put down her mouse and turned to face the golden tabby.

“Lionblaze, I need to talk to you.”

Reluctantly, he put down his pigeon and waited.

Dovewing took a deep breath. “Do you think we're losing our powers?” Ignoring the flash of anger in his eyes, she kept going. “I can't hear or see like I used to. You've been injured by a tree root, for StarClan's sake! And Jayfeather seems really scared of something. Could he be losing the power to walk in other cats' dreams?”

Lionblaze drew one massive paw over the pale-feathered breast of the dead pigeon. “The Great Battle took a lot out of all of us,” he meowed. “None of us know how long it will take to recover.”

“But this isn't a battle wound!” Dovewing protested. “This is something else, something that has changed inside me! I can't describe it exactly, but I know I'm different.”

Lionblaze kept his gaze fixed on the bird at his feet. “Talk to Jayfeather if you're worried. He knows more about this than we do. We're part of a prophecy, remember? I don't see how that could change.”

Dovewing wanted to challenge him but he picked up the pigeon, making it clear their conversation was over. Lurching awkwardly on his infected paw, he trotted along the path and vanished into the bracken. Dovewing scooped up her mouse and followed, letting her tail trail miserably in the dirt.

“Jayfeather!” Dovewing shivered as a cold gust of wind whipped up her fur at the foot of the cliff. She moved closer to the bramble fronds as if they offered some shelter. “Jayfeather, I have to talk to you!”

“Really? Right now?” came the impatient reply.

Dovewing braced herself. “Yes, now.”

“You'd better come in then. But don't touch anything!”

She pushed through the brambles and stopped, waiting for her eyes to adjust to the dim light inside the cave. The sandy floor was covered with piles of herbs, some fresh and green-smelling, others wizened and dried into tiny black curls. Jayfeather was crouched beside Foxleap, who lay on his side in a moss-lined nest, his eyes closed. The medicine cat was peeling a dressing of leaves away from the warrior's belly.

Dovewing took a step back. The stench that came from the wound was overpowering. “Great StarClan!” she whispered.

“Exactly,” Jayfeather commented dryly. Without moving his head, he reached out with one paw and expertly scooped
up a wad of recently chewed leaves. “What do you want?” he muttered as he began to press the leaves against the open pus-filled wound.

Dovewing tried not to gag. “Can Foxleap feel that?” she asked.

“StarClan be thanked, no,” Jayfeather replied. “I keep him dosed with poppyseeds to make him sleep, and he rarely stirs. I want him to stay like this until the wound starts to heal. Is something wrong, Dovewing? As you can see, I'm quite busy. Leafpool's out collecting herbs, since Brightheart is taking care of Sorreltail's kits in the nursery, and Briarlight has gone into the forest with Daisy to stretch her legs.”

Dovewing moved closer. “I think something has happened to me since the Great Battle,” she began. “My senses have changed. I mean, they're gone. I can see and hear like other cats, but that's all. And Lionblaze has injured his paw, which never used to happen. So I wanted to know if you had noticed anything different about your powers.”

Jayfeather froze, his paws motionless on Foxleap's injury. Then his ears twitched. “Dovewing, this can wait. Let me do my duty to Foxleap, and to the other cats that need me to treat them. You're not in pain, are you?”

Dovewing shook her head, until she remembered that Jayfeather couldn't see her. “No,” she meowed.

“Then I don't see how I can help you. I have to concentrate on my responsibilities to this Clan.” His voice rose and one of his front paws curled up in anger. “Foxleap cannot die! We have lost too many cats already! Why does StarClan keep
punishing us like this?”

Dovewing stared at the medicine cat in shock. “You can't say that! We defeated the Dark Forest cats! We won the battle!”

“Really?” snarled Jayfeather. “It doesn't feel that way to me. All I've done is watch my Clanmates die because there was nothing I could do to help them.”