Doubletake (32 page)

“How many times do I have to say that this non-Niko cursing is beginning to worry me,” I started to say before I saw Grimm two tables over from the door. Niko kept walking to take a table against the back wall. He didn’t look at me again or indicate anything other than that he just happened to be here at the same time as me. Grimm wouldn’t touch him, but being careful not to do anything to change that frame of warped half-Auphe mind was a good idea.

Samyel and Kushial were working the bar and neither one seemed too happy. I didn’t blame them. They didn’t know what Grimm was, but they would have a good guess. They knew what he looked like, with his white hair, clawed glove, and red eyes, his sunglasses discarded.
He looked Auphe—part Auphe. Like me, only more so. That would normally make you want to leave, but turning your back on an Auphe of any kind, half, a quarter, was the same: asking for claws buried in your back or tearing out your throat. If it wasn’t trying to eat you at the moment, staying calm and as motionless as possible was the best choice you could make to keep it uninterested in you.

And the last thing you wanted was for it to be interested in you.

There were no Wolves in the bar. Lamia, revenants, vodyanoi, vamps, but no Wolves. This was a big Wolf hangout. If there wasn’t a Wolf in here, the reason was sitting at the table to my right. They’d smelled him ten blocks away and found a different bar. I guessed he didn’t smell like me then, or the difference was slight but enough for a Wolf to detect. They were used to my being behind the bar. Grimm they weren’t used to and didn’t want to be, from the lack of leg humping and clumps of fur on the floor.

The other bar patrons couldn’t smell an Auphe or hadn’t seen one in their lives. They knew he wasn’t human, but there were so many races of
paien
around that they didn’t know all of them. Drinking and laughing, clawing and snarling, it was party time as usual for them.

I knew he’d felt me coming for a while. I moved to the table and turned the chair around to straddle it, same as he’d already done—which I’d bet he’d copied from watching me—and sat across the table from Grimm. He had a black-gloved hand, the one without the claws, lying casually on the table next to a half-empty pretzel bowl. He liked pretzels or he ate out of boredom. I did both. I reached for one. He tilted his head, irises red but as opaque as if he had kept on his sunglasses. “We should
talk,” he said cheerfully as he slammed an ice pick into my left hand, pinning it to the center of the table.

“Yeah, we should.” That’s what he heard
after
my switchblade had skewered his hand in place as well, next to the pretzel bowl of both our downfalls.

“Fast,” he approved. “I didn’t see it coming. Someone’s been practicing. I’d clap, but, well…” He grinned, his human one, and raised his free hand for a round of drinks. The metal cat-claw glove wouldn’t have drawn any attention in the Ninth Circle unless you knew what was wearing them…as the peris did.

Behind me, I’d heard the scrape of a chair against the floor, but Niko, after the first involuntary movement, kept his seat. He was trusting me on this, because on this no one knew as much except for Grimm himself.

“Practicing.” I rolled the word around and I was juiced by the scent of the blood, the successful nailing of his hand, the pain inflicted, all part and parcel of the dark road. “No. Just not holding back as much to make the game last longer. You aren’t the player I thought you were. Sending Janus after half-grown boggles? If you’re that damn desperate, I should get a Chihuahua to kick, if that’ll make you feel king of the Auphe.”

“King is right. Bow down whenever you pull your hand free.” He nodded at my shirt. “I like that. Where can I get one?”

“Free my hand? Why? Doesn’t bother me.” I drawled with an insulting ocean of fake sympathy, “Does yours bother you?”

As for the shirt, I’d dug it out of a drawer where I’d hidden several “attitudinal” tees. I knew Niko wouldn’t find them there. Put shirts in a drawer? I didn’t know what a drawer was, in his opinion. I’d retired them after he’d threatened to burn them all, but once in a while you
need an ego boost. This one, my favorite, read,
KING OF THE FUCKING UNIVERSE
.

And I did feel like the king of the fucking universe. Grimm had gotten me, but I’d matched him. That was the game. Although my hand ached mildly, it didn’t hurt as much as it should, whether I counted the normal few minutes of shock or not.

That’s because I was cheating. If you want to win the game, you have to be willing to go the extra mile. Like cheating—I had no problem with it whatsoever. The triple dose of Vicodin hadn’t been for my legs alone. I could handle pain if I had to, but showing none at all…you were a true player. The pills had helped my legs, but they’d also been for the pain I’d known was coming in one form or another.

Cheater. Cheater. Aren’t you proud?

Couldn’t have been prouder. If he was going to force me to play, I was going to play to win, and cheating was nothing compared to what I’d do.

No rules but two. You must be Auphe. There must be pain.

But there wasn’t pain. I didn’t plan on cheating Grimm. I planned on cheating the game too. The Auphe in me didn’t know whether to be amused or pissed off by that. I didn’t care. Grimm thought he was better than they had been, and after listening to and fighting him, I did as well. I was not an Auphe. I was something different and if I played games, they’d be my games. The Auphe said no rules but two?

Bullshit.

I said no rules, period.

Grimm flashed a scarlet glance at my hand. He could look all day…or at least until the Vicodin wore off. Of the two of us, he’d remove the blade from his hand first.
Fact. “I don’t care what your idiotic shirt says, I am king. Did you come to prove me better, Cal-i-ban, by playing my game?”

Surprisingly my wound wasn’t as bad as I’d suspected. The ice pick could’ve hit nerves or tendons or broken some metacarpal bones and screwed up my hand but good. It hadn’t. It had gone in parallel to the bones and between them, closer to my fingers than my wrist. I’d have another two holes to stitch up, but I’d be tossing blades and pulling triggers in no time. Besides, it wasn’t my dominant hand. You don’t reach for pretzels with that one.

Either Niko or Chuck Norris had said that.

“I’ll prove you a thousand times better. Auphe don’t play
the
game, not
your
game, over bar snacks. That’s degrading. Pathetic. And boring.” I took the bottle of beer Samyel brought over as he did his best to ignore two hands impaled to the table. “Besides we both know we can gate away and this will have been for nothing.” One of us could gate away, at least.

“Gate? Why?” He took a swallow of his beer right behind me. If a half-Auphe could be mellow, it mellowed him, or the game had shifted. “We haven’t talked. It’s important that family talk.” There was that Auphe silver grin again. “I saw that on
Oprah
.”

“Oprah?”
I said, both skeptical and rather disgusted.

“Judgmental to have been raised by cattle, aren’t you?” He put down the bottle of beer and swiped a finger across the top of my pinned hand. There wasn’t much blood, but enough for a taste. “We are the same, but we’re different too. The best of both…or so you should be hoping.”

He returned to the beer. “Daytime TV can be helpful. I have the kiddies to raise. A single father needs all the
advice he can get. And chewing through their throats when they screw up doesn’t work. They make more mistakes then. Then there’s more punishment and more mistakes. On it goes. If this keeps up, I’ll have to start from scratch.”

The ache in my hand was growing slightly. The shock had faded. Without being signaled, Samyel came over with two whiskies with a beer back—a different kind of painkiller. Samyel was a good guy, his wings flashing in and out of existence in nervousness, but I’d already had Niko warn him. This was between Grimm and me. No sweeping in like a feathered cavalry. Being a good guy didn’t mean Samyel wouldn’t end up dead if he tried. In some ways Samyel was a little too good.

I tossed the whiskey back and felt the burn. I didn’t like whiskey, but it could take the edge off an ice pick through your hand like nothing else except Vicodin. It assisted that considerably. I put the empty glass back down and gave Grimm a grin to match his earlier one. The Bae. His plan with them had a flaw.

“Oh, Daddy Grimm’s done fucked up.” That made me happy as you could be. “Your little Auphe-bae are afraid. And each time you kill one for messing up you make the others more afraid. The more afraid they are the more likely they are to mess up again and on and on. Maybe I should call in a social worker. Daddy has a temper.”

Grimm had switched from beer to whiskey. He swallowed half of it. He didn’t need the whole glass I’d finished in one swallow. Eighteen years of torture had given him a pain tolerance I knew would’ve exceeded mine if I hadn’t thought ahead to dope up. He’d earned his righteously, though. I gave him that. His metal teeth descended to crack the edge of the glass. “Auphe do not
fear. Our bastard fathers did not fear. Their blood overcame the human in us and we do not fear. I do not fear. There can be no fear in the Second Coming.”

I dipped a finger in his blood. Turnabout was fair play—the only fair play you’d see here. And it was his blood that had created the Bae, after all. I drew on the table. “The Auphe were pure.” I talked as I drew a
Y
with lines of equal length. “We are half and the Auphe made us, own us, even past their death. We can’t escape our breeding.”

“Now…” I put a bloody
S
in the top
V
of the
Y
. “Succubae.” To one side of the letter an
H
. “Human.” On the other side of the line an
A
for “Auphe.” My grin widened. “Simple for a monster educated in simple multiplication, or did you miss that day? You and I are half Auphe, half human. That was enough Auphe to breed out fear. But your delinquents are one-fourth Auphe, one-fourth human, and one-
half
succubae. And you don’t have the balls or the Auphe to overcome that biology. Succubae know fear and you bred that fear into your miserable Bae bastards.”

He snarled and reached over to jerk the ice pick out of my hand and let it fall to the table. He wouldn’t concede my victory by freeing his own hand first. He took back his weapon instead; then he ripped my switchblade out of his hand. “Give it up,” I growled back. “You lost this round. Don’t be a Bae and be
afraid
to admit it. Give up the game, Grimm, because, goddamn, you suck at it.”

“Next time I put the ice pick through your tongue. We
will
play the game until you join the Coming or one of us loses. It could go on for years. Think about it, Caliban. Death,
me
waiting around every corner. It could be every month, every day, every second.”

He was right. I thought I could outplay him and maybe I could, but it wouldn’t be today. Until one of us died, this was the way it would be.

There was also a way it wouldn’t be.

“Play your game with me. I’ll go along and who’s to say I don’t like it as much as you?” I said, and meant it, but was doing my best not to.

“But not my family. My real family or my friends. You don’t play your game with Niko, Robin, Ishiah, or Promise. The second you do, I’ll take my Glock and I’ll blow my brains out.”

Deadly serious, I continued, “And who will you play with then? How are you going to get up a dead dick to make your chickenshit Bae?” It was the only threat I thought…
knew
would work. Grimm was smarter than the Auphe. He believed in the consequences if he broke that rule. He believed it because he knew I meant it. He’d watched me long enough now; he’d heard my history, stories of the things I’d done. I would do exactly what I said and there went all the fun and the Second Coming too.

“They’re not your family. They’re cattle, goats, pigeons, and leeches. I don’t waste time playing with cattle anymore, and goats and the others aren’t that much more entertaining. I’ll leave your herd alone.” His eyes brightened to the point that I wished he’d put on his sunglasses. It was like looking at the sun. Searing. “It’s only you and me, Caliban. In this game, this family, this soon-to-be new world, it is only us.”

“Unless one of us kills the other first, which is what will happen. I won’t choose the Coming. I won’t choose you or the Bae over my family. Hell, over anything,” I said flatly.

“But you will. You are more Auphe than you were
two days ago. What will you be in a month? You’ll choose us. I hope there is a spark of the human
Cal
left in there when you do come to our side. I want him to know what he’s done—a thing he could once never imagine doing. I hope I can see that speck of him in your eyes screaming as he blinks out of existence. And even then I won’t kill your fake family. You know why?” This twist of lips and flash of teeth were too god-awful to be called any kind of grin. It was an executioner’s ax, one of flesh and metal and painted on a face no one could mistake for human then.

“Because I know
you
will.” He finished his drink. “And you’ll enjoy it. The blood, the taste, the betrayal and pain—because of you and for you.”

He held my switchblade and tasted his blood and my metal. “Good. I like the mix.”

Not done with me yet, he pointed the blade at the bathroom in the back of the bar. He’d seen the quick consideration I’d given it, no more than a tic of my head in that direction. “And don’t think you can stop any of this by going back there right now, a wolf trying so hard to be cattle, and blow your human-
tainted
brains over the walls. You do that and my word is done. I’ll
make
your nightmare happen, your so-called family die before your body hits the piss-covered floor. Three gates and you not there to warn them as I claw air and reality apart and then claw through them as easily. You wouldn’t be giving your ‘family’ any chance then.”

He held the switchblade in front of me. “A different game, Caliban, with your one more rule, but I’ll make fucking do.” The black and gray spun around him this time, not behind or in front—a demon’s aura. “Come to Fort Tilden tonight. You say you won this round. It’s my turn for the next move. Janus is a damned bitch to keep
penned up. Let’s see what you can do with my toy. Better than last time or I wouldn’t have your genes in the Bae. Defective bast…”