Don't Tell (5 page)

“Seriously?”

Finn nodded turning on his full watt smile that could likely charm any man, or woman for that matter, out of their pants. “So last night I was fucking a soon to be rockstar?”

Just saying the words brought a fresh wave of arousal to his system, his already half hard dick rising to the occasion. He definitely intended to get so far up Finn’s ass this afternoon he’d not soon forget him.

“From your lips to God’s ears. I think Jim and I are due for a few good things in our life.”

“Is Jim your--?” He practically choked on the words. He hadn’t even considered whether Finn was involved with someone else. What the hell was wrong with him that he wasn’t his normal clear thinking, organized self?

“Oh no. Jim and his wife are my two best friends in the world though and I’m lucky to have them.”

Relief swept through him, relieving the sudden anxiety that had formed in his gut.

Maybe it was time to head back to base after all, before things got out of control again.

The Corp may not be the perfect solution for him but there was a lot to be said for order and expectations in a regimented sort of way.

“Jeff, what’s wrong?” Finn stood and faced him, eye-to-eye and man-to-man.

Who the hell was he kidding? Proximity alone was enough to bring the arousal raging forward hot and bright.

“Nothing. Just…I don’t know worried me for a minute I might have encroached on someone else’s turf which would be been bad, not to mention equally devastating.”

“Devastating huh? Does that mean you kind of like being here with me?” Finn dipped his head close and licked the edges of his lips.

“Kind of.” Fuck yeah.

“Only kind of? If I didn’t know better I think I’d be hurt. But considering your dick is straining to get to me, I’d say you’re not telling the whole truth.” Finn’s arm slid between their bodies and cupped him, applying a teasing pressure against him.

He groaned and leaned toward Finn, biting at his lips and chin, unable to hide the need raging through him. When Finn used his free hand to pull on the ring at his left nipple he thought he would explode from the pleasure of pain. Hell, in less than twenty four hours he’d learned how to push every one of his fucking buttons and made him feel like a horny teenager dying to get off.

“Anyone ever tell you you’re a sneaky son of a bitch?” he mumbled into Finn’s lips.

“Once or twice.”

Jeff leaned his hips forward and brushed his hardness against Finn’s cock, reveling in the rough friction he created. When Finn sucked in a sharp breath, he smiled. “Two can play at that game you know.”

Jeff ran his fingers through Finn’s hair and pulled his head back exposing his throat. His mouth came down over the adam’s apple and licked the skin before grazing across it with his teeth. His lips trailed down the column of his throat and between the hard planes of his pecs to lick at a small, hardened nipple.

Finn’s hips jerked and his fingers bit into the taut skin of the bicep he’d been holding.

As Jeff sucked from one nipple to the other his hands opened the fly of Finn’s jeans and released the long, thick cock from confinement. “Gorgeous you know, that’s what you are.” He returned to Finn’s mouth, first pressing a chaste kiss on his lips until he wrapped his hand around the solid heat pushing into his grip.

Everything he needed at the moment stood in this room and thoughts of plans and leaving were quickly forgotten. He let go of Finn’s hair and fumbled with the buttons of his own jeans, shoving them down his legs and off his feet. An accidental brush against the wet tip of Finn sent an alarming rush of heat up and down his spine, a sensation he couldn’t resist. His hand wrapped around both their cocks together and jerked from one end to the other.

“Oh Hell!” Finn yelled.

“No I think the word you want is fuck because that’s what I plan to do to you.” He alternately nipped and licked at Finn’s shoulder as he stroked over and over until he couldn’t hold back a groan either.

“Yes. Fuck me.” Finn thrust his hips forward increasing the friction between them.

Jeff released their cocks and spun Finn around to face the window that offered a view from the side of the house, which included part of the road although far in the distance. He’d take him like this. In reality they were in private but there was an off chance someone might see them and for some reason that thrilled him beyond words.

“Don’t move.” He whispered in Finn’s ear as he quickly retrieved his pants from the floor. He grabbed the condom and disposable package of lube in his pocket and turned back to find Finn staring at him with wide eyes and a wicked grin.

“You’re more prepared than a fucking boy scout.”

“Lucky for you.”

He always carried supplies in his pocket just in case. Maybe wishful thinking but it was part of his hard wiring to be ready for anything that came along. Finn watched him while he sheathed his cock and tore into the package of lube, his tongue licking at his lips. Jeff squirted a generous amount of the thick gel on his fingers and spread it around his shaft, sucking in his breath at the contact. Finn did this to him. Aroused him so high he barely handled the slightest touch.

Already Finn had bent to the window seat and taken a hold of his dick and jerked it while he waited. His fucking bitable ass in the perfect position, just waiting.

Jeff eased close and pressed against his backside. He pushed Finn’s hand aside and used his lube slick fingers to take up where he’d left off, stroking him from tip to base in hard and fast strokes.

Finn groaned and placed his hands on the window to steady himself.

“Spread your legs a little wider.” Finn complied, his ass cheeks spreading in invitation.

With a firm hold of himself he guided his cock to the tight opening he sought. He rubbed the tip in a circular motion, spreading the lubricant and Finn’s heavy breathing suddenly stopped. “Finn what’s wrong?”

“Nothing. Keep going.”

“Only if you relax.” Although truth be told the way his arms ached and shook he doubted he could stop. He smoothed his hand across Finn’s flank, massaging the clenched muscles of his buttocks until eventually some of the tension eased and he was able to slide the tip inside him.

The lube worked its way in and prepared him for the rest as he moved forward one agonizing inch at a time. His cock throbbed from the tight glove squeezing around him and sweat popped out across his body until he was buried all the way inside. He held the position for as long as he could stand it, letting Finn accommodate the invasion.

His hand glided along the curve of Finn’s ass and settled in a grip at the edge of his hips. He needed leverage but desperately wanted to go easy on him. Not scare him with his taste for rough.

“Jeff, I’m not a girl, you don’t have to treat me with kid gloves. Fuck me baby.

Nice and hard.” He pushed back against him forcing a small slide in and out, enough for Jeff to see stars from the intense sensations.

But something about those words…inside a wall cracked, letting emotion break free. It scared the hell out of him at the same time his heart soared. With Finn there was a special freedom to be who he needed to be. No hiding.

He bent forward, draping himself across Finn’s back and grabbed his cock. On an upward stroke he slammed forward, burying himself before he quickly pulled out again. One hand dug into a hip and he used the other to keep pumping Finn as he quickened his pace. Fast, deep plunges that would knock a lesser man off balance.

Finn’s dick swelled in his hand, expanding even more, he knew Finn was about to come. They were both teetering on the edge.

“Yes Finn, come for me.” He said, his breath panting hard. “Come with me now.”

Finn grunted and slammed back nearly throwing him off balance and then shouted his release. Jeff smiled when the warm fluid spurted across his hand, which he used as more lubrication to prolong and extend his release.

Finn’s ass tightened around his cock, which pulsed and swelled tight. With a shout of his own, he plunged once more, getting as far inside Finn as he could, and came. Blood roared in his ears as forgotten muscles contracted and flexed on every pulse until the calming sense he got from being with Finn washed over him.

His breath sawed in and out of his lungs as he laid his head against Finn’s sweaty back. He wanted to say something…to shout to the world in celebration of his freedom but he could barely breathe let alone talk. Thank goodness Finn had the foresight to lean his weight forward into the window seat to support them both.

“I think you might have killed me.”

Jeff snorted, he knew exactly what he meant. He felt like he was standing on legs of gel and wasn’t sure how much longer they would hold out. “You? I don’t know if I can walk.” He forced himself to stand and pull from Finn.

“I have the perfect solution.” Finn pushed from the window seat and stood to his full height, stretching his limbs and torso.

Such a damn fine view, Jeff found he couldn’t turn away. “What do you have in mind?”

“Come on I’ll show you.” Finn grabbed his hand and pulled him to the bathroom.

Well, a hot shower did sound good but if there wasn’t a seat inside he’d never make it. While Finn dug into an oversized closet full of linens, he disposed of the condom in the trash. With his arms loaded down by towels he expected Finn to turn on the shower but he instead headed back out the door.

“You coming?” he yelled.

“Uhh…yeah.”

By the time he got to the end of the hallway he saw Finn opening the patio door and heading outside. What the hell?

He made his way across the deck and down the stairs in the direction he’d last seen Finn. When he turned the corner at the bottom, he halted in mid step. A slice of paradise opened up in front of him. An entire outdoor oasis had been created right here in the backyard complete with a private lap pool and hot damn, a hot tub tucked in an alcove.

“There is a god in heaven.”

Finn laughed and stepped into the steaming and swirling water while Jeff crossed over to him. The backyard was a dream for an outdoor enthusiast like himself complete with barbeque pit and workout station in the opposite corner. He tested the water temp with a toe and moaned when the heat suffused his body. “Now, this is what I’m talking about.”

“I thought you might like it.”

“Like it? I could fucking live here and never need to leave.” He sank down in the steaming heat, sore muscles thanking him for this kind of attention. He eased his body into one of the curved seats and relaxed back, his head falling to the edge. He cracked

open an eye to survey Finn and found the man staring at him with a mixture of fear and longing.

“What’s wrong?” he mumbled.

“What you said.” His eyes darted down clearly embarrassed. “I’m not really looking for a relationship here.”

Shit. Jeff sat up swiftly. “A relationship? Who said anything about a relationship?

It was a benign statement spoken in true appreciation of your palace. I would love to have a place like this someday.”

Jeff leaned forward and grasped Finn’s wrist. “You know what kind of life I lead and despite the frustration of a dual life, I’m not ready to leave the military and you’ve got what sounds like a budding music career about to take off.”

So why did he feel like an idiot now?

“There is that. Something between us would never work. Yet having you here, spending time with you like this reminds me that it’s not just about work. I need a life at some point too.”

“Then why don’t we worry if and when the time comes? I’m going to be out of country a lot but when I’m here I’d like to date you.”

“Date me?”

“What? Too corny?”

Finn yanked his arm and pulled Jeff off balance and onto his knees in front of him and leaned in and kissed him. Soft at first then building the pressure when his tongue dove between his lips. Jeff grabbed at his pecs and gripped into the heavy muscles,

seeking more contact than ever before. Eventually Finn wrenched his mouth free and Jeff moaned at the loss.

“Not corny at all. In fact I think it’s a perfect idea.”

Stunned by Finn’s easy acceptance he leaned in and kissed him. His brain was muddled with the possibility of more but lust won out and he only had a few hours left he wanted to make the best of. Not one to be left out of the fun, Finn reached up and pulled on his damned nipple rings and he sent up a silent thanks for getting them in the first place.

Jeff fisted Finn’s cock, shocked to find him already hard again. The man drove him absolutely insane with an insatiable appetite that rivaled his own. “You ready for this?”

“I was born ready.”

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ABOUT EVE CASSIDY

Eve Cassidy was born and raised in the South but her adventurous spirit has led her to various places around the world thanks to her time in the military. That experience gave her an eye opening education about a variety of cultures and the people within and it was then she discovered her interest in the dark and erotic that now weaves it’s way into her stories.