Authors: John Connolly
“You will.”
V
ena was still buttoning her service uniform as she left the Tree of Lights, her fingers trembling with excitement. Suddenly the impossible now seemed within her grasp: revenge on Ani Cienda, who, with Syl Hellais, had led her former lover Sedulus to his death on Earth; and dominion over the Sisterhood, which had rejected her in her youth, deeming her too “unstable” to wear Nairene robes. With Dyer effectively ruling on Illyr, and Vena at the head of a new Sisterhood, they would change Illyri societyâand the known universeâforever.
Yet she and Dyer remained different from each other in one crucial respect: unlike Dyer, Vena did not carry one of the Others in her skull. She had always resisted implantation, as had many of the higher Securitats. Like most of her kind, Vena was a spy at heart, and a spy knew better than to give another spy access to her secrets. The Securitats remained wary of the Others. Some of them carried the aliens in their heads, but those who did were carefully monitored, and much vital information was not shared with them.
Vena found her moments of intimacy with Dyer peculiar because of her awareness of the thing that dwelled inside him. Sometimes she imagined it watching her while she was with him, experiencing these deeply physical and sensual moments at one remove, exploring her through him. In a way, it was useful for her to know that Dyer was infected; it made it easier for her to maintain her emotional distance from him.
Vena barely registered the presence of the young concierge who watched her depart, and Rent Raydl gave no sign that he noticed her. He had decided early in his concierge career that it was always better to pretend that the Securitats, and Vena in particular, were invisible. If you paid attention to them, they might in turn pay attention to you, and that would be most unfortunate.
Regrettably, his deepening relationship with Cocile had forced him to reassess this position. It hadn't taken them long to figure out that it was the Archmage who had brought them together, but she had simply accelerated what might otherwise have been a natural, if slow, process for two innately shy, reticent Illyri. Rent and Cocile were by now very much in love, but Rent was already coming to realize that any involvement with the Sisterhood brought with it layers of intrigue. Sometimes, in his more cynical moments, he wondered if one of the reasons why the Archmage had encouraged the relationship between her handmaiden and himself was because the concierge's work at the Tree of Lights made him a potentially useful source of information, and more.
It was Rent's own fault, he supposed. It was he who had let slip to Cocile that Vena paid regular visits to Dyer at the Tree of Lights, and was widely assumed to be sleeping with the Vice President. He shouldn't have been surprised when Cocile chose to share this nugget with the Archmageâif she was not already aware of itâbut he was shocked when Cocile met Rent for dinner a week later, and presented him with several tiny seed transmitters. She had then encouraged him, if that was the right term for a combination of seduction and bribery, to gain entry to Dyer's apartments and scatter the seeds where he could. Most disturbing of all, Rent had agreed to do so.
Rent had no idea what Dyer and the Securitat chief talked about in Dyer's apartment, and didn't want to know. He only hoped that, if worse came to worst, and his treachery was discovered, the Sisterhood would find a way to hide him before Vena began skinning him alive.
And deep in the Marque, listening ears took in all that had been said by Vena and her lover, and it was immediately communicated, word for word, to the Archmage.
A
s Aron was preparing to leave Erebos, strapping his precious hoard of Meldrae securely into the back seat of the red craft while the Nairene pilot impatiently drummed her fingers on the control panel, there was a flurry of action on the landing pad.
“Wait, wait!” called a voice.
Aron turned to see Ani's gentle handmaiden running toward him, her red robes flapping like ragged wings. He couldn't remember her name. She was a meek and retiring creatureâkindly and polite enough, but she'd never said more than a few words to him, and was not the sort to make any lasting impression.
“Yes, er . . . ?” he said.
“Lista. I'm Lista,” she said, before adding “Sir!” as an afterthought.
“What can I do for you, Lista?”
“I'm coming with you,” she said, nodding emphatically.
“What? Why?” said Aron, but already Lista was clambering in through the rear door of the vessel, pushing his valuable cargo out of her way as she settled in. Clearly he had misjudged her.
“Because the Archmage said I must,” she replied once she'd made herself at home. “I'm to stay in the craft and you're to bring me to Steven Kerr.”
“Oh, I am, am I?” said Aron. “Why did the Archmage not inform me of this herself?”
On receiving the revelation about Steven Kerr, Ani had seemed genuinely shaken. Their meeting had ended rather quickly after that, for she was clearly bewildered by his news, and she'd asked to be excused so that she could lie down. Of course, it had been more an instruction than a request, but he'd obliged anyway, and watched curiously as she left the room, Lista trotting anxiously behind her. Now this same Lista was staring at him in a manner that suggested any arguments about her presence would be most unwelcome.
“The Archmage only just decided,” she said. “She's resting at the moment. You're not going to make me fetch her, are you?”
“How do I know she sent you, though? You may mean the Kerr boy some harm. I can't go trusting every Nairene that comes running along, making demands.”
Lista sighed. Out of the corner of his eye Aron was sure he saw the pilot, Sessily, grinning, but she turned her head away when he looked directly at her, concealing her expression from him.
“The Archmage anticipated you might say as much. She said you'd know I was genuinely sent by her if I told you the following:
Nemo me impune lacessit
. It meansâ”
“I know what it means,” said Aron. “ââNo one who harms me will go unpunished.' I suspect the Archmage should have it printed on her business cards.”
Aron still didn't assent to Lista's presence on the flight. This was a complicated business. The usual procedure was for the Nairene ship carrying Aron to rendezvous with a Military cruiser, returning him to his own kind before heading back through the wormhole. This was done for the protection of all: Aron might have trusted Ani, but he still believed that it was better if the Archmage knew as little about the Military's operations as possible, and that included denying her and any of her Sisters access to Military vessels, for Military vessels contained Military secrets. Some of his superiors would press to have Aron thrown out of an airlock if it was found that he had allowed a Nairene access to any part of the fleet.
Aron stared at Lista. She continued to stare back at him. It struck him that she looked trustworthy, although he had no idea where he might have gotten that impression. Yes, said a voice in his head that sounded like an echo of his own, it might be a good idea to take her to see Steven Kerr after all. But just in case, maybe he could have her instruct Sessily to disable all controls once they had boosted through the wormhole, so that their ship would be entirely in the hands of the Military, and he could be certain that it was not engaged in any form of surveillance. It would make him feel better.
“All right,” said Aron. “You can come, but you'll instruct Sessily to hand over control of this ship to my cruiser as soon as we leave the wormhole.”
“If it makes you feel better,” said Lista, which was odd, because that's just what he'd been thinking . . .
Aron was starting to feel highly confused.
“Right,” he said.
With that, Lista turned to the pilot, who had made no protest during any of this.
“Let's fly, Sessily,” she instructed.
“Yes, ma'am,” said the pilot.
Aron buckled himself in, still perplexed. He really had underestimated this Listaâshe was obviously a force to be reckoned with.
But later, as Lista gagged and vomited repeatedly as they bumped and rocked their way through the nasty little wormhole, Aron couldn't help feeling a little pleasure at her discomfort.
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Once they had completed the boost, a large, battered-looking cruiser came into view. All identifying marks had been removed from its matte-black bodywork, and it floated menacingly like a shark in empty dark waters. As they approached, a bay opened beneath the bow of the cruiser, and their red ship was consumed by it. Perhaps it wasn't a shark so much as a whale, drinking in a cloud of red plankton.
Lista looked up from her sick bag.
“Thank heavens,” she said, and again Aron felt that odd bafflement, for he only ever heard that expression from humans, or those Illyri who'd spent time on Earth. The handmaiden must have picked it up from the Archmage.
Docking locks secured the Nairene vessel, and the all clear sounded as the bay doors closed.
“Steven should be waiting in the control room,” Aron told Lista. She wiped her mouth, looking distinctly pale.
“You can come inside if you wish,” urged Aron, “and freshen up.”
“Don't be ridiculous. You can hardly have me running around inside a Military cruiser, can you? Just send Steven to me and I'll let him know what Ani says,” replied Lista, then, remembering her manners, she added a reluctant “please.”
She really was quite above herself, Aron decided as he left the craft. He glanced back just before the door closed: Lista was looking at her reflection in the shiny glass of the shuttle, smoothing her hair with her hands like a teenager awaiting the arrival of her date. For a moment, she reminded him a little of Ani.
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When Aron returned with Steven Kerr, Sessily was waiting outside the shuttle, leaning against her craft like an outsized teenager spoiling for a fight. A scattering of human men gathered on the edges of the bay stared at her, and she glared back, her hand hovering near a pulser strapped to her waist.
“It's okay,” said the Earth boy in Illyri, “they won't bother you,” but Sessily ignored him. She'd never actually spoken to a human before, and it didn't appear as if she'd missed much; this one's attempt at the Illyri tongue was rough and unpleasing to her ear. Sessily simply activated the shuttle door, barely looking at him.
As Steven disappeared inside and the door slid shut on his back, Aron could have sworn that he heard the young man whoop.
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“Ani!” said Steven as his eyes began to focus in the gloom, for there it was: that unmistakable silver hair, glowing like a band of cirrus over the moon. He'd fancied he'd been in love with her once, a long time ago, but then it was easy to imagine as much of someone who'd saved your life, especially when they were beautiful, and even more so when they spoke to you as if you mattered at a time when everyone else still treated you like a child. “I never expected you! I thought Aron said a handmaiden . . .”
But then he stopped. His old friendânow fully grown, and clearly significantly taller than him, even seatedâwas pointing a pulser at him. She watched him carefully, and the eye of the Sisterhood regarded him too from a tattoo on her cheek, peering like a face from behind a wall of ornate foliage.
“What the hell are you doing, Ani?” he asked.
Momentarily her lip seemed to quiver, or perhaps that was just a shadow thrown by the tiny lights blinking on the control panel.
“Who are you?” she said finally. “
What
are you? Steven Kerr is dead.”
“No,” said Steven, “but if you use that pulser, then he very soon will be.”
Ani tutted.
“Tell me something only Steven Kerr and I would know,” said Ani. Her voice was rigid, her jaw firm.
“Jeez, talk about pressure,” said Steven, feeling a mustache of sweat forming on his upper lip. “Do you have to keep pointing that thing at me?”
“Yes,” said Ani.
“Right . . .”
Steven thought quickly.
“In the van,” he started, and Ani immediately interrupted.
“What van?”
“The van we rode in together, to get away from Edinburgh. White transit van.”
“Yes?”
“Well, er, I remember you didn't pee once all the way to Inverness.”
“How could I?” snapped Ani. “You were right there!”
“Exactly,” said Steven. “I was right there, but I could manage quite discreetly with a bottle, if you recall.”
“Go on,” said Ani.
“I remember we were in a tiny hidden compartment, and we were thrown about all the way. And you hardly touched your juiceâI'm guessing because of the toilet situationâbut we ate those horrible hard scones and some squashed bananas, and then you told me about what happened to the Mechs.”
At this, she remained silent, so he thought it best to continue: “And then there was the time we played piggy-in-the-middle with a bar of soap in the lake. You were the piggy . . .”
And to Steven's surprise, the imposing female pointing a gun at his guts started to laugh. At the same time a tear slid down her cheek, so that it was almost as if her own eye and the tattooed eye were weeping together.
“I thought you were all dead,” Ani said, slipping the pulser discreetly into her pocket.
Steven shook his head.
“And I thought you'd gone to the dark side, until Aron explained how much you've helped.”
They smiled at each other. All pretense of formality and distance fell away, and Ani reached for him and hugged him tightly to her. With his face in her hair Steven felt like he was fifteen again, full of hope that all could still be made right in the universe, and he found that his cheeks were wet too. They cried together for a while, close and comfortable as brother and sister.