Dominion (11 page)

“Sanne here?”

“Mad at you a bit.”

“But here?”

“Since three days. Scary out there by herself.”

Content did not say anything else to accuse him, and Merian did not feel the need to explain himself. All the same, he told his friend, “I came from somewhere too, Content. Just like you and Dorthea and Sanne and that little boy. I came from somewhere that didn't just dry up and disappear when I left.”

“Still, scary out there at night by herself,” Content said, pulling a pint and placing it before Merian.

“I appreciate your looking after them.”

“Nothing of it.”

“Will she see me?”

“We can try and find out.”

Content went out back and upstairs to the main living quarters, returning after fifteen minutes and nodding to Merian from the doorway. Merian rose and removed his hat, going the way his friend had just come from, as Content went back to the bar.

When he entered the room Dorthea said hello cordially before withdrawing to help Content in the tavern.

“I had business to attend,” he said preemptively. “I had put it off already, and put it off, but it was getting older and older until it couldn't wait anymore.”

“Did you bring her back with you?” Sanne asked, staring directly at him. “Is she out there at my home right now?”

“No, Sanne,” he answered her. “There is no one else there, nor will there ever be.”

Still, she would not return with him that evening, and it took almost a week of negotiations before she would go back to Stonehouses at all. When she finally did, she reminded him at every opportunity what it was like to sit waiting for him those first two days after he disappeared, after she had put two and one together to figure what he had done.

He bore the recrimination silently, knowing it would eventually die down and be replaced by some other passion. In due course this proved correct, when she turned her attention back to Purchase, gathering him up in her arms. “Why, I bet he hardly recognizes you anymore,” she said, without looking at her husband.

Merian's face deflated, and she witnessed then the same look she had noticed when he was courting her, and wondered again whether he was not a man cursed with sadness. But Merian simply began playing with Purchase, speaking to him softly, until they were all at ease. His only remark to Sanne then was to ask whether the boy had grown in the brief time he was away. “Didn't anybody comment on his size when you were staying in the town?” he asked.

“Just that it proves country air beats all else for raising little ones,” she said. “There's nothing wrong with him, Merian, he just aims to be tall, as you should know.”

All the same, Merian took to measuring Purchase with a ruler to mark how much was adding on from month to month that winter, and then from season to season and year to year after that, until it was generally acknowledged that he was the tallest person, man or boy, in the colony.

The strife that had befallen husband and wife that winter, though, was not the last discord in their house, or even the last over that particular subject, but it was the end of serious conflicts. They settled in again as a unit that winter that would survive whatever was given them, understanding that they might disagree at times but would not divorce their union.

Deprived of one, his dedication to the other child continued to strengthen and served increasingly as the bond between them—so that when he added a second-floor attic to the house, he did not say to Sanne, I think this will be good for us, but rather, “Purchase might someday appreciate it if the house had a second story.”

For his part Purchase continued the business of growing up, now infant, now crawling, now toddler pulling the bread down from the
table, until one of his parents would take him up. As he matured and began to express interests of his own, less tolerant of whatever Merian and Sanne put before him for amusement.

Wooden blocks he found satisfying, but only when he banged them together with all the force of his fat arms. Shapes made against the wall were dull, no matter what form or what noise was made to accompany them. Birds, however, he thought intriguing and would lie in waiting when they flew into the yard around the house, before pouncing, making them scatter briefly just beyond his reach.

Near his eighth birthday, when he was old enough to go about independently, Merian began to take him on the rounds of the farm, but the boy showed no interest in any creature save the chickens and the geese, who swam out on the lake in summer. After his father released him from his chores, he would go lie in the meadow where Ruth Potter was buried to stare at the falcons as they circled the sky in search of an evening meal.

When he returned home at night, Merian would invariably chide him for his laziness, warning what tribulations that particular path held.

To break him of bad habits and daydreaming, Merian tried to instill respect for laboring in the fields, taking him at his side and pointing out how each crop was grown and what they received for each thing there. At harvesttime, he took the boy to market with him, to learn from his bartering; he would produce then a crude tally sheet of the hours Purchase had helped him, and count out two coins, which he gave to him before they entered Content's free house. “A man should always be paid for his work,” Merian said, giving the boy his monies. “There is no exception ever to be made to that.”

Purchase's eyes lit when he received his pay, and he pocketed it, promising to save and add to it until he could use it for something worthy. Merian rubbed the boy's shoulder and pulled up to the bar, where Content greeted them both.

“You'll be bigger than your own father soon, if you don't stop it,” he said, giving the kid a watery punch.

“Uncle Content, look,” Purchase said, showing off his wages.

“Yes, well, this one's on the house,” Content told him, adding a penny to his bounty.

“Don't go giving him charity,” Merian complained. “He's already half spoiled.”

Purchase eyed the penny still on the bar, unwilling to let it go but certain Merian would make Content take it back if he didn't do something clever. “I'll sweep for it,” he volunteered, thinking what useful task he could perform.

“You can't go hiring yourself out,” Merian said. “We need you at Stonehouses.” When he went and got the broom and began sweeping from the front of the store, though, Merian was proud to see the boy busy with honest work.

As the adults talked at the bar, complaining of the harvest and the way the outpost had grown beyond all recognition, Purchase worked diligently moving the dust around the ankles of the drinkers and other guests of the inn, until he had amassed a respectable pile of dirt at the back of the store. As he swept this into the alley, finishing with his work, he heard a man calling to him.

“Ever seen a baby falcon?” he asked, opening his coat to reveal a blind hatchling.

The creature was still covered in down, but as he stared at it in amazement, Purchase thought he saw the rippled under muscles of flight and capture.

“Where did it come from?”

“He fell from the nest,” the stranger said. “But for a shilling he'll make you a right hunter.”

“I don't have a shilling,” Purchase complained, going into his pocket to retrieve his wages. “All I have is this much.”

“Well, I suppose I can make you a deal this once,” the man said, lifting the coins before Purchase had even finished the sentence and bestowing the bird on the boy with a courtly motion before disappearing down the narrow alley.

Purchase held the bird in his hands, trembling from palm to sole as he ran back into the bar to show his father what he had acquired.

“You did what?” was all Merian said, hanging his head in dismay. “Look, Content, my boy here has bartered a whole season's labor for a sickly vulture.”

“It's a falcon,” Purchase argued. “That's what the man who sold it to me said.”

“What man was that, son?” Content asked, looking at the poor miserable bird.

Purchase looked around and admitted the seller had already left. “He was sitting right there.” He pointed to the stool where the bird vendor had been sitting as he swept.

Content looked at him. “No one ever sits at the stool,” he said. “It's just there to block access.”

Still, the boy swore the man had sat just where he said, and also that the bird he held was a falcon.

“I would never tell you other than the truth,” his father told him, before deriding the bird as “carrion vulture,” and “rotten buzzard.” Purchase knew, though, it was a raptor of prey, and he need only wait for it to fly.

First he held it in his hands and gave it small tosses that he hoped might make it lift off, but which his mother claimed only frightened the animal. “It is a wonder he eats,” she told him. “Anything that young away from its mother should be rightfully dead.” When she saw the anger in his eyes, though, she desisted and told him how the great brick oven in the kitchen came to be built over many years.

He did not want to take many years, though, and installed the hatchling falcon among the chickens, hoping he might learn from their efforts of remembered flight, or else that the instinct of the hunt would seize it and he would turn on the weaker animals to devour them.

To his surprise, one day while they were in the chicken coop, his falcon did find wing, jumping a few wide feet when a chick ventured too near. From these flichtering beginnings he soon took the entire room with a few easy beats of his wings.

At dinner, Purchase was excited by the new development. “Well, what are you going to do when you take him from the coop?” Merian asked. When Purchase inquired what he meant, he was told that the bird could no longer stay in the pen, or it would eat the chickens, and that it would not ever return once it had gone free.

“It will,” Purchase argued, looking to his mother for support. At night, though, he was seized by the fear that he would lose his bird and decided to keep it in the chicken pen forever.

He was stubborn about it, but his father more so, and he left the house one morning to find the bird tied to a post in the yard. “Now untie it,” Merian commanded.

Purchase did as he was told and walked over to his bird, noticing that
it did not look like the falcons that he had seen over the pasture, but neither was it a vulture. He undid the hitch in the twine and smoothed the bird's feathers.

The animal released a low thrill of approval, then climbed onto Purchase's shoulder and down his arm. The boy looked at his pet in this pose and his heart beat with pleasure, because it was so like a true raptor responding to its master. His joy, however, was short-lived when the bird lifted off his arm, with a motion that generated a deep pressure on his flesh, as it leaped into a tree.

The boy called, and the animal would not come, but it also did not go off on its own. It stayed perched there, receiving table scraps until the first of spring. He thought it might stay on indefinitely, but when he went to feed it one day it had disappeared.

Merian tried to explain to him how everything separated out from its source eventually but also had to stay near to it. That's what the bird was doing, he said. But to his son the words sounded victorious, and he searched the sky for his bird, until far off he saw a speck high up over the rolling hills. It was his, and he knew it would return. His father looked at the boy and said nothing. His mother came to him in the yard to offer her sympathy, but he was getting too old in years to accept her comfort so easily.

He looked between his father and mother again, and again to the sky as the speck wheeled and turned on high, before making a blunted attempt at its first dive. The father took the son's shoulder under his hand and began to talk to him of that year's planting. The son listened dispassionately. He would forge his own way.

As Purchase grew older, and his own health began to grow less dependable, Merian looked more and more to his son for help with Stonehouses. Without his eventual aid, Merian knew, he would be forced to turn to the market for hired labor or else scale back what he had worked so hard to increase over the years.

He tried to interest the boy in caring for the herd of cattle he had bred each from the other over the long winter months. But Purchase, true to his nature, became lost in the pasture himself, given over to reverie and daydreams or simple inattentiveness. When Merian employed him in the fields, he found the boy less productive with each new day, as if playing slow. There were also many tasks he simply could not master. The only interest he ever showed in farmwork seemed to be when Merian went to the barn to fix something that had broken. Then the boy would watch the tools in motion, as he had once watched the birds over Potter's Field, until the repair was complete. Merian was always careful to explain what he did and allow Purchase a hand in the repair. Try as he might, though, he could not convert this interest into general enthusiasm for the land.

Come harvest that year, Merian hired three hands and relegated his boy to the house with his mother, trying hard not to complain or display the bitterness he felt.

Finally he could not take it and took the lash to the boy, but even the welts on his hide could not make Purchase pretend to love labor and exertion. When the harvest was done, Merian had Purchase accompany him to town. This year instead of going to Content's immediately after the market closed he stopped the cart in front of the smith's. After some
time inside he called for Purchase, who came sheepishly to the door. The man looked at the boy and nodded. “He'll do just fine.”

In all of this Purchase did not speak but did as his father bade him, taking a sack that was already packed for his stay.

When Merian returned home Sanne wanted to know where Purchase was.

“He is apprenticed to the smith,” Merian answered.