Disappearance (19 page)

Once I get to my base tree, doubt creeps in whether this is going to work. Putting ax marks into trees is starting to become exhausting so I sit down to catch my breath.
I have to get out of here before nightfall
. There's no way I want to be stuck here all night. I've never been the type who wants to go camping in the woods; the thought is downright terrifying. Even though I haven't seen any animals or bugs, the possibility of a bear coming and attacking me in my sleep is enough to keep me awake all night.

With this added motivation, I stand up and make a new path. This direction is lateral to my previous trails. I chop through this trail faster than the previous two, but I still get the same results. When I turn around again and make it back to my base tree, I start to get nervous but excited. I'm optimistic that the next path will lead me out of here; it has to. On each path I've taken, I've gone far enough that it should have gotten me out if I was going in the right direction. The first three trails though haven't brought even a glimpse of anything new. It's been one huge, flat area of land. No bugs. No grass. Just trees randomly placed everywhere.

On my previous trail, I made high marks, so now I have trails with low, middle, and high marks. For this final trail, I consider not even making marks. My confidence is high that if I continue going in this final direction I'll make it out of here. My better judgment understands that stupidity is what got me here in the first place, though, so I make two marks, one in the middle and one below for this new path.

When I make my way through this final path, I go as far as I have with the previous three but still see no signs of the cabin or the woods ending. I continue walking, going much farther than I have with any of the previous trails. I reach a point where I know there's no possible way I went this far into the woods. My body collapses down by the nearest tree.

My plan has failed. One of the four paths I took should have taken me out of here. The only thing I can do now is continue going further with the paths I've already taken, but I have strong doubts this will make a difference. Is this some magical forest that's impossible to get out of? With the way things have gone lately, nothing would surprise me. Whoever hid the body I found earlier put it in a safe spot; there's no getting out of here.

Lying next to this tree, I realize just how exhausted I am. I've done a lot of tree chopping. I close my eyes and try to relax myself as much as possible, but I know there's very little hope left of making it out of here today.

As I keep my eyes closed, minutes go by and I begin to wonder how much daylight I have left. How long have I been stuck out in these woods? I get my answer when I feel something brush up against my leg.

"Meow."

I'm startled by what I see when I open my eyes.

"Hey little Tabby, where did you come from?"

Getting lost in the woods, I had completely forgotten about my black cat theory. Before I went in the woods, I was planning on sitting outside in the cabin's backyard to see if a cat would arrive. In a way, I'm glad it happened this way. Now I know without a doubt my theories are true. There's no way a freakin' cat would be here unless I was in some fantasy world.

Tabby rubs her face against my leg, which I have to admit is pretty cute. This lifts my spirits - who knew the company of a magical mystery cat could cheer me up this much.

I start petting her, which she seems to like because she starts purring. I do this for a couple minutes and then I realize this is the first time during these past few days she's allowed me to pet her. Every other time she's been too scared for me to get anywhere near her. This time she doesn't seem to want to leave!

I continue sitting by the tree and as I do, Tabby lies on my lap and takes a nap. I didn't know it was possible for cats to purr while they sleep but she proves to me they can.

As much as I would love to lie here for the next couple hours and take a nap, I really don't want to spend the night in the middle of the forest. If I don't get a move on it, then that's exactly what I'm going to end up doing. There's only a few hours of daylight left.

I have to admit, Cujo is another thing that's been crossing my mind. Will he still come even if he's dead? From what I can tell, he has shown up around six o'clock everyday. Tabby's appearance proves it doesn't matter where I am; Cujo will always come. With just an ax and one good arm to protect myself, I wouldn't have a chance to fight him off today. I'm also not a tree climber, so I don't have the option of heading for safer grounds.

To sum it up, I'm screwed if Cujo does come. If I can get to the cabin within the next two hours, I can grab a gun to protect myself.

I pull the little kitty off of me, feeling bad I woke her from her peaceful sleep. She seems to wake up quickly though and lets out a big stretch. On the last two paths I took, I went much farther than the first two. I figure my best course of action would be to turn back to the base tree and go down that first path again, this time going farther.

I get to my feet and shout out in pain, as I have to move my ribs in order to accomplish this. I take a step forward but once I do, Tabby runs out in front of me and I almost step on her.

"Watch where you're going!"

I step over her and continue walking but she moves ahead of me again and starts hissing. I don't have much experience with cats but I do know if they hiss at you, you're in trouble. While cats and dogs may come in small sizes, they can be pretty vicious when they get upset.

"What do you want from me?"

I try to walk around her again, but she seems determined to prevent me from going this way. It can't be normal for a cat to do something like this. I make one last attempt to go around her, but she jumps up at me and starts hissing again.

"Seriously, what is your problem?"

The cat walks up and rubs its face against me. I'm annoyed so I find it less cute this time, but then she starts walking behind me. She's walking a little to the right of the last trail I was going then turns around and looks at me.

"What do you want me to do, follow you?"

This is ludicrous; I'm not going to follow a cat. It's probably just looking for a good spot to poop. Besides, if I get lost - cat or no cat - it could be days before I figure a way out and by then I might die.

Nevertheless, the thought of going back and continuing down trails I've already made sounds exhausting. I'd rather be completely lost with Tabby than be stuck alone in the woods again. I walk toward her just to see what she will do. Sure enough, this crazy black cat that appeared out of thin air wants me to follow her like she's the leader and I'm just a little boy scout.

Cats were made to live outside, so I'm sure they have better survival instincts than I do. It's like birds that have internal GPS systems they use to travel south every year. Animals can do some extraordinary things without the use of human technology.

As I walk toward her she keeps about a ten-yard pace ahead of me, never looking back. I stop walking for a moment just to see what she'll do. Sure enough, she turns around almost instantaneously and starts meowing at me.
How incredible and weird this is
.

We walk together for what seems like forever when I see it, the end of the forest. My pace picks up as Tabby runs forward. By the time I catch up to her again she's lapping up water from the creek I bathed in a few hours earlier. I look up and see the familiar cabin. I did it! Well... we did it. I'm never going back in those woods again!

I squat down and pet her as she continues lapping up water.

"Good kitty. Good girl!"

I used to hate cats but now I will have a lifetime appreciation for them. I'm not sure if I ever would have made it out of the woods without my furry friend. Knowing where I am now, I realize I would have had to go a long way down my four paths before getting out of the woods. There's no way I would have made it out today.

I make my way to the garage to check the time, Tabby runs along next to me. I open the car door and check the internal clock – a quarter after five.

That means I have around forty-five minutes - give or take fifteen minutes - before my friend Cujo is supposed to arrive. That's just enough time to get myself prepared and ready. My left arm still hurts, but I think I can bend it enough to aim a gun at him.

I go downstairs to grab the gun. It takes awhile but I figure out how to open up the chamber. As for bullets, I take the first box I see and put one in the chamber to see if it fits. To me, it looks like it fits fine, but I really have no idea. Guess I'll find out - I load the gun and make my way upstairs.

I decide I'll stand by the garage door and wait for him. If he comes after me, I'll be able to get one good shot in. If I miss, I can go back in the house and close the door. He can sit out there and bark all night. As long as I keep the outside and basement doors closed, there's no way he can get inside no matter how angry he is. This is all assuming I miss, but I don't plan on missing.

I stand by the door and wait, gun in hand, ready to fire. The cat continues to purr and rub against my leg, obviously not understanding the seriousness of the situation. This is added motivation to hit Cujo with the shot I have. If I miss and he attacks Tabby I'll be like a mother protecting her young.

Minutes go by with no sign of Cujo. It has to be about time for him to arrive. I go to the car to check the time, making sure to watch my back. It's a quarter after six. If he's going to come, it should be very soon.

Feeling more daring, I go out of the garage to look around. Maybe he's hiding. I wait for what seems like forever, my heart beating out of my chest with nervous excitement, but he never comes. I go back to the car and see it's now six thirty. I know for sure in previous days he came before this. It looks like he isn't going to come.

Since I have my gun, I might as well have some fun while I'm out here. I really want to shoot this thing no matter how much my arm hurts. I go out of the garage and look for something to use as a target. I don't see anything other than trees and cabin to shoot at. Cabin it is!

I make sure to get a good distance away and aim for the corner of the garage. I'm tired of shooting trees.

I put the gun into my right shoulder and stretch out my left arm as far as it will allow me. When I pull the trigger, my shoulder blasts back. The sound is much louder than I anticipate as smoke goes up in the air. When it dissipates I get to see the damage I've caused.

"Awesome!"

There's a decent little hole in the side of the garage. This is what I've been waiting for! I've even managed to avoid shooting my eye out. It's tempting to go on a shooting rampage, but I better not press my luck, so I head back inside.

As I eat a wondrous bowl of cereal for the umpteenth time in the last few days, my mind drifts to Cujo. I really thought he'd come back to life and attack me again. After all, he's always been there around six o'clock, as I painfully know. It doesn't matter how far I travel - from Ohio to Tennessee to... wherever the hell I am now - he's somehow managed to follow me.

The same thing with Tabby, who has her head rested against my foot sleeping. I'm loving this precious little kitty more and more. It's so strange how she seemed to appear out of thin air in the woods. I wish I'd had my eyes open to see if that's exactly what happened.

What will happen if she's with me the next twenty-four hours? At four o'clock will there be two kitties? I don't think I can handle twins yet.

Then there's the black car. That black fucking car with nobody inside of it. At first, I thought it was some self-driving technology car programmed by a human being messing with me. Now I would bet more money that it's another magical mystery with no good explanation.

If I see that car tomorrow, I plan on crashing into the damn thing just to see what happens. If this is all a prank, somebody is in for an entertaining day tomorrow.

Darkness sets in so I put my bowl in the sink, still too lazy to put it in the dishwasher, then make my way upstairs to the master bedroom. My furry friend is still scampering beside me.

My king size bed is there waiting for me, sheets untucked just as I like them. Before I lie in bed, I go out to the balcony and think about the day and the last week. As I sit on the chair and look out at the full moon, Tabby hops onto my lap and begins purring while I pet her.

I wish I had a functional alarm clock. I want to make sure I have enough time to pay my black car a visit. I get the idea to shoot at one of their tires. This seems better than slamming into it with my car. I'm a lousy shot but if it drives right past me I'm sure I could at least hit it.

"How does that sound to you, Tabby?"

She looks up at me with a confused look.

"Come on, let's go inside and go to bed."

When I tuck myself in, I still sleep on the right side. Even though I have all of this extra space, I can't break the habit of sleeping next to Abby. The cat hops up to bed with me and lies down on the left side, giving me another reason not to sleep in the middle.

I thought today was going to be a relaxing day of recovery but, again, it was for from it. As my head hits the pillow, my thoughts about the day and the week seem to fade. All that's left are thoughts of Abby. I have more and more doubts if she - like everyone else - is on this planet. I know she's somewhere out there though, even if it's only in spirit.

And with that thought, I close my eyes and drift off to sleep, Tabby lying by my side.

Chapter 18

I'm awakened in the morning not by the sunlight coming in, but by the feeling of a cat licking my face. Most people would find this gross, but I think it's adorable.

"What do you think, Tabby? Is today going to be a good day?" I ask as I look at her.

I wouldn't call it a meow, but she does give off some kind of chirp sound. Of course, that could be her way of telling me to put her down.

Holding her makes me realize my left arm feels much better today. It still hurts but at least I can extend it all the way out. My entire body is much improved. If yesterday was a nine out of ten on the pain scale, today is more like a four.