Desire's Awakening (3 page)

She counted the blows, noting that he paused in between waiting for her to give him the go-ahead for the next stroke. With every slap on her rear end, the stinging sensation sank deeper into her tissues, even though the last few strokes were less intense than the first two. Finally, he stopped and massaged her tender flesh. The movement seemed to draw some of the heat.

“There now. Easy does it,” he soothed. She could still feel the imprint of his hand on her buttocks when he lifted her to her feet. She stood before him, shaking with shame. Tears streamed down her face. He smoothed back her hair and lifted her chin.

“Look at me, girl. Was this your first spanking?”

She raised glazed eyes to him and nodded.

“You have permission to speak.”

“Yes.”

“Well, it won’t be your last. Understand there are two types of spankings. One is for discipline and the other is for play. Both can be quite intense, but you will know the difference. I will always inform you when you are being punished. That is the way you learn. I can almost guarantee that you will enjoy the spankings as much as the other girls. Sometimes I use my open hand, sometimes a belt and other times, I use the paddle for play. That is my preference. Other Doms may choose another implement.” With his thumb, he brushed away a tear that trickled down her cheek.

“Now what do you say?”

“Thank you, Sir.”

“Good girl. Follow me to the dungeon.”

S
he walked silently beside Corinne, feeling the heat radiating from her skin. The bulge between her legs annoyed her and she realized that she had become very aroused by the spanking. Now that was something she didn’t expect.

Lights in the shape of torches lit the way down six stairs into a large room illuminated by a dozen more torchlights.

As Corinne led the way into the dungeon, Kaitlin scanned her surroundings. She could make out a large wooden “X” against the far wall. Various lengths of chains and shackles hung from the ceiling. A wooden carpenter’s horse covered with a cushioned leather top sat to the right of what appeared to be a gynecologist’s table, complete with leg stirrups. There was a lounge chair and several hard wooden chairs. Every size of multi-tailed whip, crop, rope and paddle adorned the wall.

Ball gags, dildos, feathers, ribbon, leather ties, vibrators, clear plastic wrap, clothespins, clamps, gynecologist’s tools, candles, plastic face masks and cans of latex lay spread out on a long table.
The toy store he bought this stuff from must have made a fortune off him.

“Come here,” he ordered, pointing to the gynecologist’s table. “I want to examine you further to ensure you shaved everywhere.”

She lay upon the table and was securely strapped into the foot holds with Velcro wraps. Her arms were similarly tied down.

Pausing, he looked down between her legs and smiled. His long fingers explored inside her, sliding along the liquid that flowed so easily from her. The sensation nearly drove her wild. When he displayed them to her, his fingers glistened with her come.

“It seems as though someone liked the spanking, despite all that fuss. Here, taste yourself. Lick my fingers,” he said, placing his fingertips against her lips.

She tentatively stuck out her tongue and tasted herself for the first time. It was actually sweeter than she thought it would be. His fingers moved in and out, giving her mouth a good fucking.

“That’s right. Lick it all off. You’re going to have a lot of practice sucking before your time here is through.”

He pinched a nipple and a jolt of electricity ran along her nerves to her clit. She felt it jump in reaction. The man was definitely testing to see how far he could push her, even though they had only spent a few minutes together. When his palm pressed down against the soft flesh of her pubic bone, she raised her lower body off the table to greet his hand.

“Ah the girl likes that. I see why you indicated an interest in being a sensual sub. You like to be petted, don’t you? Well, you’ll get plenty of this and much more. After all, we have a lot of items on the BDSM checklist to cover and I wouldn’t want to disappoint you by not giving you everything you asked for. You’ll learn that with pain comes pleasure beyond your wildest imagination. Just give in to it.”

He spread her cheeks to examine her anus.

“Look, Corinne, she has a virgin asshole and large pussy lips.” He yanked on the lips, elongating them until the pain made Kat grit her teeth. “Oh my, the fun we’re going to have with those lovely lips! But for now, let’s give her further instruction about the lifestyle, shall we?”

Kaitlin watched Corinne release the hand and foot restraints. She swung her legs over the edge of the table and followed Corinne to a painted rectangle in the center of the hardwood floor. The Trainer waited there, arms crossed and legs spread apart. Between the open vee of his chaps, he wore no covering on his cock and balls and Kat noted that he was completely shaved.

“This is where you will meet me to be trained. Corinne, show the new girl the proper way to kneel and greet her Trainer.”

Corinne knelt with her feet tucked under her buttocks and laid her hands, palms up, on her thighs. Her legs were spread to expose her cunt. She held her back stiffly erect and bowed her head in humble respect.

“Note, when you are in training, you may keep your legs slightly parted. However, when a Dominant is inspecting you, you will open your legs wide to display all your charms. Corinne, show her.” Corinne’s legs spread open as far as possible.

“Also, your eyes must not meet your Trainer’s or a Dominant’s unless you are directed. That is considered a sign of aggression and will be punished accordingly. You must also never make eye contact with any Dominant other than the one in charge of you unless you are given permission.”

Kaitlin knelt next to Corinne and mimicked her position. This was all so very different than her online experience, but she realized it was part of the lifestyle and she wanted to fit in. Kat lowered her gaze to the floor, thinking sadly that she would no longer be able to look in her Trainer’s wonderful eyes. She watched his boots as he walked past the two of them.

“There is another position which you must learn. It is called the ‘present’ position. First, Corinne, display the kneeling presentation.” Corinne leaned forward on her forearms, placed her forehead on the ground and lifted her buttocks into the air. She spread her legs wide enough to open both entrances to inspection.

“Now the standing presentation.” Corinne stood with legs apart and bent at the waist. Wrapping her hands around her legs, she pulled open the cheeks of her buttocks to allow an unimpeded view of those assets.

“Your turn, girl.” Kaitlin felt awkward displaying her private parts in this manner but did as told.

“Very good. You may return to the greeting position. Corinne, you are dismissed.”

“Thank you, Sir.” Corinne bowed respectfully, turned and quietly left the room.

Though her head was down, Kaitlin could feel the Trainer standing close behind her. His was a powerful force that could be felt in any direction. He rested his hand gently on her buttocks. Her entire being tingled in anticipation of his next move. Despite the fact that she had been thoroughly humiliated, something inside her demanded more and her core pulsated, wanting release from the sexual tension that had been building.

“You may sit. During your time here, you are my charge, under my protection, care and training. From now on, you will address me as ‘Sir’ and all sentences will either start or end with ‘Sir’. You will also bow when you first meet me and when you leave my presence. That is the respect I deserve. You must learn to follow instructions carefully and accept my total authority. You will learn to change your way of thinking and the way you react to a variety of situations. Do you understand? You may answer me.”

“Yes Sir.”

“That is good. Also, speaking during training is not permitted, unless you are given specific permission to do so or answering a direct question. There will be no chatter, no giggling, questioning or small talk. If you need further clarification, you will direct your questions to Corinne. She has been through this routine and is familiar with all aspects of training. Nod if you understand.”

Kaitlin nodded her concurrence, though she knew it was going to be hard to keep quiet. She was usually quite a chatterbox.

“When I ask you a question, you will give me a clear reply in a soft tone. If your answer is ‘No Sir’, I expect you to give me a proper reason. Your safe word will be ‘uncle’. When I hear that, I will stop what I am doing and ask you why you voiced it. If you do not follow these rules of speaking, your requests will be ignored. Is that understood? You may answer.”

“Yes Sir.”

He moved to stand before her. “Good, then we have an understanding. There are only a few other things. Whenever I am speaking to you, you must turn your head in my direction so I know you are listening. Do not laugh or smile at the floor or I will think you are mocking me. Keep your lips open and relaxed when you are in the presence of any Dominant. Never allow your head to be higher than your Dominant’s. Understood?”

Kaitlin nodded.

“And one last thing, though it is possibly the most important rule…you may not have an orgasm unless permitted and you are not allowed to touch yourself for pleasure. I will tell you
if
and
when
you can have an orgasm.”

Hearing that, Kaitlin wanted to cry. She recalled learning that rule, but her online Master had never enforced it. In fact, he encouraged her to have many orgasms. But
that
was a game and
this
was reality. Other things could be easily learned, but holding back an orgasm was going to be a real challenge. How would she be able to obey that rule when his caresses were already driving her insane and she was ready to explode? He knew how to touch her in just the right way to get her juices flowing. This would be the hardest thing she ever had to do.

“On the other hand, a sensuous sub is one who is into pleasure giving and receiving. Your duty is to always be ready and available to your Dominant. Every orifice of yours is to be open to accept his cock, fingers, tongue or a toy. The Dominant will use you as he or she wishes for
his or her
pleasure. You must be ready to serve at all times. I will show you now how it is done.”

His voice had become heavy with arousal. The speech about having orgasms must have affected him, or perhaps he had smelled her arousal. He stood over her with his legs parted, his hand resting on her head.

“Girl, take my cock and pleasure me with your mouth.”

He grew very quiet, but she could sense his intensity as he waited for her to respond to his request. She grasped the base and brought his cock to her mouth. It was long and thick and already quite hard. Closing her eyes, she concentrated on licking and sucking every inch of him. He must have been quite turned-on, for he gave her another order a few minutes later.

“Lift your face toward me, close your eyes and open your mouth,” he commanded.

She followed his instructions and felt the spray of hot come hit her face and breasts. He held on tightly to her head for balance and groaned loudly as his body stiffened with his orgasm. After a few moments, he relaxed. She heard his footsteps on the hard wood floor as he walked slowly away from her. The sound of a squeaky faucet and running water came from across the room. When he returned, he handed her a warm, wet cloth.

“Take this cloth. First you will clean me then yourself.” She accepted the washrag and wrapped it around his cock. It was difficult to see if she had cleaned everything with her eyes focused on the floor.

“Girl, you are commanded to look at my cock. I want you to become intimately familiar with the length and thickness of it and the weight of my balls. You will be spending a good deal of time pleasuring me, so get used to it.”

Despite having just had an amazing orgasm, he was still hard. The man had a beautiful cock, long and thick with a perfectly formed head. He was completely shaved and his skin felt soft and smooth. This close, she smelled the intoxicating scent of his cologne, mixed with the musky scent of fresh sex. It was enough to drive her wild with desire, yet she tamped it down.

Once assured she had done a sufficient job cleaning his cock, she wiped her face and breasts of the sticky substance. Several drops of his semen had landed in her mouth and he tasted sweet. She liked that.

“That will be all for today. You have done well and have a lot of rules to remember.”

She stood and bowed as he had taught her, making sure she did not look at him. As she turned to leave, he grasped her hand.

“Remember my orders. You are not to pleasure yourself.”

Kat nodded her understanding.

“You are dismissed. Have breakfast then meet with Corinne for your chores. Return here tomorrow at the same time.”

She bowed once again and left.

The unsated arousal throbbed between her legs for a half hour. She ate despairingly and pushed the plate away after only a few bites. Food was not what she wanted. But since she couldn’t have
him,
the next best thing was a quick nap.

Corinne had not come to get her, so Kaitlin felt safe going back to bed for another hour. She tried to lie on her back, but her sore bottom reminded her that she had just received a good licking a short while ago. She shifted onto her side and drifted to sleep. Kat’s pleasant dream was dispelled by a rough shake of her shoulder.
Where am I? Is this a dream
? She turned over on her back and felt a slight pain on her rear. Nope. This was reality. She looked up into the face of a very angry mentor.

“I have been looking all over for you! Why didn’t you find me after you finished your training? Do you know what happens to subs who disobey orders?”

“I…I…assumed you would come for me!”

“No. You were instructed to have breakfast and then find me. It is your responsibility to do as you are told. I work with other subs also.” Kat shrunk from the angry tone in Corrine’s voice. She had not anticipated such a display from someone who was supposed to be her mentor.