Desire of the Everlasting Hills: The World Before and After Jesus (Hinges of History) (29 page)

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When the church at
Corinth grew beyond such confines, it had to move to
Titus Justus’s larger house (beside the synagogue), which probably boasted the cool inner court and frescoed dining room of the upscale urbanite. When Paul explained to Prisca and Aquila, however, that he needed their continuing help, the couple shut up shop at Corinth and went on to Ephesus to open a house-church there. For tradespeople like Prisca and Aquila, starting over for a second time cannot have been easy. But their trade, unlike most, did allow for such a possibility—and there was no part of the Near East that attracted more tourists than Ephesus of the Great Mother. Paul almost always mentions Prisca first, most unusual in a civilization where women, whether in the forum or in literature, invariably walk a step behind their husbands. It was Prisca who was the essential friend, probably more practical, almost certainly more devoted, than Aquila, however dear he may have been. We next spot the two tentmakers in
Rome, after Claudius’s death in 54, establishing yet a third house-church and continuing to give Paul their unfailing support, for, as he tells the Romans, “they risked their own necks to save my life.” We glimpse these permanent pilgrims for the last time back at Ephesus, greeted by Paul in
Second Timothy not long before his execution.

The pages of Acts and the
Pauline letters overflow with such “fools for Christ,” as Paul calls all those who persevere in the Way. They are engaging, affectionate, informal people, ready to roll up their sleeves and pitch in. They romp through this literature like clowns through a circus: the apostle Philip, cheerfully jumping into the chariot of an impatient Ethiopian eunuch in order to instruct him in how to read Isaiah; Dorcas, “who never tired of doing good and giving to those in need,” weaving tunics for all the poor of Jaffa;
Barnabas and Paul, abashed to be mistaken for Zeus and Hermes by the ecstatic Lycaonians; Agabus, the prophetic mime;
Mark, pooping out at Pamphylia and angering Paul for his “desertion”; Paul’s dream of the Macedonian—so like the Irishman who will appear four centuries later in Patrick’s dream—who invites Paul to “come across [the sea] to Macedonia and help us,” thus setting off the evangelization of Europe, as Patrick’s Irishman will set off its re-evangelization. Here are Paul and his companions refusing to escape from prison after the doors have miraculously shot open and the prisoners’ chains have come unlocked, so that their jailer, who blamed himself for the miracle, would not commit suicide (“Don’t hurt yourself: we’re all still here!”); Paul the Indefatigable preaching for five hours a day—right through the hallowed Mediterranean siesta—for two years in the lecture hall of Tyrannus at Ephesus; Paul preaching into the night in the upper room of a claustrophobic little house-church at Troas, till a boy named Eutychus, sitting in the window, nods off to sleep and falls out the window into the street below—a story that, after much commotion, ends happily.

If there is much commotion, solidarity, and camaraderie, there are also many kisses from afar, many last embraces, and many tears of farewell. “
Timothy has returned from you and
has given us good news of your faith and your love, telling us that you always remember us with pleasure and long to see us, just as we long to see you,” writes Paul to the Thessalonians. To Timothy, “dear son of mine” and Paul’s most loyal missionary companion, the apostle writes in his last letter, “I remember you constantly in my prayers night and day. I remember your tears and long to see you again, so that I may be filled with joy.” When he says his final farewell to the Ephesian elders, “they were all in tears,” according to Acts. “They put their arms around Paul’s neck and kissed him. What saddened them most was his saying that they would never see his face again.”

These people, generous with their time, talents, and resources to the point of improvidence, actually liked one another. They make it possible to believe, as Paul encouraged the
Corinthians to believe, that “Jesus Christ was never Yes-and-No; his nature is all Yes.” They make it possible to hope, as Paul urged the Macedonians to hope, that human beings needn’t “live in the dark, for we belong to the day.” The people of the Way were not ideologues but believers. They did not organize protest marches or write op-ed pieces; and if they had, they would have been eliminated. They lived in a dangerous time under many strictures and disabilities—legal, social, economic, political—none of their own making. But it is hard to escape the impression that in their day they lived buoyantly.

Where Is Jesus?

Jesus, returned to the Father, had sent the Spirit. Was Jesus, therefore, finished with them? Did his ascent into the inaccessible
heavens and the sending of the Spirit as his “replacement”
mean that their contact with him was forever a thing of the past? Was he to be only a ghostly model to conjure in the mind but never to hold again in human arms? No; and this is not simply because Paul had taught them that Jesus was Lord of the Cosmos and they were his mystical Body. Such constructs are, in the last analysis, too cerebral to make a lasting difference in the ordinary lives of ordinary people like Prisca and Aquila.

The appearances that followed on the discovery of the empty tomb had given them a taste of Jesus risen and exalted. The disciples had, in effect, just caught him midway through his ascension from the realms of the dead—on his way to the Father’s right hand. From time to time, long after Jesus’s ascension, unusual individuals, like Paul on the road to Damascus, would be privileged recipients of such “out of time” appearances, as they may be even to our day.

But what of you and me, the less-than-privileged? What of folks like Prisca and Aquila, or tunic-making Dorcas and sleepy Eutychus, whom nobody would mistake for visionaries? Are we to be left only with faith?

The answer lies in Matthew’s Gospel, which shows the public life of Jesus as getting under way with the
Sermon on the Mount (and the articulation of the
Beatitudes) and closes the narration of this trajectory with a scene no less memorable, Jesus’s final sermon before his passion:

“When the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the angels with him, he will be seated on the throne of his glory. All the nations will be assembled before him and he will separate the people one from another as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats. He will place the sheep on his right hand and the goats on his left.

“Then will the King say to those on his right, ‘Come, you blessed of my Father, take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world. For I was hungry and you gave me to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me to drink, I was a stranger and you took me in, naked and you clothed me, sick and you took care of me, imprisoned and you visited me.’

“Then will the just reply to him, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and give you to eat, or thirsty and give you to drink? When did we see you a stranger and take you in, naked and clothe you? When did we find you sick or imprisoned and go to visit you?’

“Then will the King answer, ‘I tell you the truth: whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’

“Then will he say to those on his left, ‘Depart from me, with your own curse upon your heads, to the eternal fire prepared for the devil and
his
angels. For I was hungry and you gave me nothing to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink. I was a stranger and you did not take me in, naked and you did not clothe me, sick and imprisoned and you took no care of me.’

“They will also reply, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty, a stranger or naked, sick or imprisoned, and did not help you?’

“He will answer, ‘I tell you the truth, whatever you did not do for one of the least of these, you did not do for me.’

“Then will they go away to eternal punishment, but the just to eternal life.”

To this heart-stopping lesson, Matthew adds the frightening comment: “Jesus had now finished all he wanted to say.”

The Son of Man has become the Ward of all Mankind. Incarnated as the human Jesus of Nazareth, he is after his
resurrection the principle of Jewish Justice itself, incarnated in the person of anyone and everyone who needs our help. It is ironic that some Christians make such a fuss about the elements of the
Eucharist—bowing before them, kneeling in adoration, because Christ is present in them—but have never bothered to heed these solemn words about the presence of Christ in every individual who is in need. Jesus told us only once (at the
Last Supper) that he would be present in the Bread and Wine, but he tells us repeatedly in the gospels that he is always present in the Poor and Afflicted—to whom we should all bow and kneel. It is perverse that some Christians make such a fuss about the bound text of God’s Word, carrying it processionally, holding it with reverence, never allowing it to touch the ground, but have never considered seriously this text of Matthew 25, in the light of which we would always catch God’s Needy before they hit the ground. It sometimes seems that it is to churchpeople in particular—to Christian Pharisees—that these words of Jesus are directed.

But the first-century churchpeople, the people of the Way, took this lesson with all solemnity. It gave them their constant focus—on the poor and needy. Though this focus will be abandoned soon enough as Christian interest turns in the second century to theological hatred, in the third century to institutional triumphalism, and in the fourth to the deadly game
of power politics, it has remained the focus of a few in every age. “Often, often often, goes the Christ in the stranger’s guise” is the repeated refrain of a medieval Irish poem, “The Rune of Hospitality”; and the figure of Christ in the guise of clowns, beggars, and fools roams the literatures of Europe, the Americas, Africa, Oceania, and even Asia, from the earliest stories and plays of the Christian West to the novels of Shusaku Endo and the films of Federico Fellini. In every age, brothers and sisters of Jesus have come forward to heed the lesson, not least
Dorothy Day, the twentieth-century saint of New York and founder of the
Catholic Worker movement, who spent her life in service to the hungry and homeless, the displaced and dispossessed, who truly loved every Dostoyevskian idiot who crossed her path, and who once wrote:

It is no use saying that we are born two thousand years too late to give room to Christ. Nor will those who live at the end of the world have been born too late. Christ is always with us, always asking for room in our hearts.

But now it is with the voice of our contemporaries that He speaks, with the eyes of store clerks, factory workers, and children that He gazes; with the hands of office workers, slum dwellers, and suburban housewives that He gives. It is with the feet of soldiers and tramps that He walks, and with the heart of anyone in need that He longs for shelter. And giving shelter or food to anyone who asks for it, or needs it, is giving it to Christ.…

If we hadn’t got Christ’s own words for it, it would seem raving lunacy to believe that if I offer a
bed and food and hospitality to some man or woman or child, I am replaying the part of … Martha or Mary, and that my guest is Christ. There is nothing to show it, perhaps. There are no halos already glowing round their heads—at least none that human eyes can see. It is not likely that I shall be vouchsafed the vision of
Elizabeth of Hungary [thirteenth-century princess, later landgravine of Thuringia], who put the leper in her bed and later, going to tend him, saw no longer the leper’s stricken face, but the face of Christ. The part of a
Peter Claver [seventeenth-century Jesuit who nursed Africans caught in the slave trade], who gave a stricken Negro his bed and slept on the floor at his side, is more likely to be ours. For Peter Claver never saw anything with his bodily eyes except the exhausted black faces …; he had only faith in Christ’s own words that these people were Christ. And when on one occasion [those] he had induced to help him ran from the room, panic-stricken before the disgusting sight of some sickness, he was astonished. “You mustn’t go,” he said, and you can still hear his surprise that anyone could forget such a truth: “You mustn’t leave him—it is Christ.” …

To see how far one realizes this, it is a good thing to ask honestly what you would do, or have done, when a beggar asked at your house for food. Would you—or did you—give it on an old cracked plate, thinking that was good enough? Do you think that Martha and Mary thought that the old and chipped dish was good enough for their guest? …

For a total Christian, the goad of duty is not
needed—always prodding one to perform this or that good deed. It is not a duty to help Christ, it is a privilege. Is it likely that Martha and Mary sat back and considered that they had done all that was expected of them—is it likely that Peter’s mother-in-law grudgingly served the chicken she had meant to keep till Sunday because she thought it was her “duty”? She did it gladly; she would have served ten chickens if she had had them.

If that is the way they gave hospitality to Christ, it is certain that that is the way it should still be given. Not for the sake of humanity. Not because it might be Christ who stays with us, comes to see us, takes up our time. Not because these people remind us of Christ … but because they
are
Christ.

We have reached a stage in our reflection where ordinary prose breaks down and only the words of scripture or of saints and poets will do. None of us will be lost in the abyss of nothingness and nonexistence; we will all be called forth at the
Last Judgment. As Emily Dickinson wrote:

    
They dropped like Flakes

    
They dropped like Stars

    
Like Petals from a Rose

    
When suddenly across the June

    
A Wind with fingers—goes

    
They perished in the Seamless Grass

    
No eye could find the place

    
But God can summon every face

    
On his Repealless—List.

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