Deadly Messengers (7 page)

She smiled at Kendall as though she were a long lost relative and they were about to catch up on lost years. Her demeanor was bizarrely congenial, considering what they were to discuss. In her mind, Kendall began crafting the opening to her article.

“Sometimes survivors carry on without a hitch.”

No, that didn’t work.

“Everybody deals with death differently.”

Yes, better.

“Some survivors cope, carrying on as if nothing ever happened.”

Yes, that would fly.

Then, add a quote from a therapist and another professional who specialized in trauma. Oh, yes, and then thinking of trauma, she could speak to a psychologist who dealt in returning soldiers of war and add something about post-traumatic stress disorder.

Kendall
had
imagined she would need to console the woman, play the role of a confessor, but Kendall’s confidence now grew by the second. This could turn out to be no more difficult than her usual stories.

There was an air of affectation about Beverley’s movements as she positioned herself on the couch, her coffee cup held carefully in her lap. Clearly she enjoyed the attention.

Beverley lifted the hot drink to her mouth and took a long sip before returning it to her lap and wrapping both hands around the mug.

“Now, what did you want to know? It’s all very exciting, isn’t it? How long before you print the interview? What magazine is it again? I read
Cosmopolitan
every month. Have done since I was sixteen.”

“No, it’s not
Cosmopolitan
. It’s for
Healthy, Wealthy and Wisdom
. I’m not sure how long. They’ve given me a tight deadline on the story, so I imagine it will be in the next issue out next Friday.”

Beverley’s brow creased. ““Hmm, I haven’t heard of that one.” Her frown then turned to a wide smile. “But it’s all very exciting, isn’t it?”

The woman suddenly glowed as though she’d won the lottery. Kendall gave an acknowledging smile to convey she agreed that it was
all very exciting
, though she failed to comprehend Beverley’s enthusiasm.

Kendall held up her iPhone. “Is it okay if I record our interview?”

“Oh, yes.” Beverley vigorously nodded her head. “What a good idea. Record away.”

Kendall opened and pressed the button of the recording app, then placed the phone on the coffee table between a border collie and a particularly ugly Chihuahua. (To her, a non-animal lover, they weren’t good looking dogs in life, and even less so in china.)

“So, you and your husband were at Café Amaretto last night just enjoying an evening out, right? How long had you been there before
he
arrived and
it
all began?”

Kendall didn’t want to call
it
what it was, a massacre. She, also didn’t want to call Toby Benson what
he
was—a murderer, a killer, a psychopath. Despite Beverley’s non-plussed demeanor, Kendall was uncertain of her interviewee’s reaction if it suddenly dawned on her what she’d actually experienced. That the murders weren’t a scene from a TV show or whatever thought process she used as a coping mechanism. If she could avoid it, Kendall preferred not to sit here with a hysterical woman.

“Now, let me see. We were up to dessert. I’d just asked Roy—that’s my husband—
how long does it take to cut a piece of cake?
It was getting near nine-thirty. We like to be in bed by ten these days.”

Beverley smiled a crow’s-foot smile, though her forehead remained unnaturally smooth.

“Then we heard the sound of glasses and plates breaking. Oh my! It was a dreadful racket. So loud. At first—and I said this to Roy—I thought the waitress—and she was actually our waitress, by the way—had slipped and dropped a tray in there, in the kitchen. She was the girl, you know, the one in the paper, the waitress that died. Young thing, too. Quite pretty. Just breaks your heart.”

Beverley tilted her head to the side and looked toward the ceiling as though she were reexamining the memory for the finer details. Kendall leaned in toward her, putting her untouched beverage back on the coffee table as a subtle message to keep talking.

Beverley tut-tutted before continuing.

“Yes, terrible thing. She’d served us all night. We had the ravioli. They do a great mushroom ravioli.”

Kendall was about to suggest Beverley focus on what had
actually
happened on the night, when she looked back at Kendall, her lips tight, the fond-memory look she’d worn moments before gone.

“Then we heard such a strange noise, I couldn’t understand what I was hearing. Oh, my God, it was terrible. I actually heard the sound of the axe as it chopped into one of them. From another room, would you believe? That’s how loud it was. Of course, I didn’t know what the sound was—he killed a young boy in there, too. Seventeen. God, seventeen! When I heard that thumping, I just knew something was wrong. Really wrong. That’s not a sound you hear from a kitchen.”

She paused, raising her cup to her lips, then immediately lowered it to her lap again and continued.

“I don’t know how I knew, but I said to Roy, ‘I don’t like this. I think we should forget dessert.’ So we were up and standing at the register near the exit when
he
came through the door from the kitchen.”

“That must have been terrifying, Beverley. Lucky you moved. What did he look like?”

Beverly straightened her back, placed her coffee cup on the table with a flourish, and raised her chin as though she were about to give a speech on molecular biology.

“That was the strange,
strange
thing. I said this to the policeman after. If he didn’t have that axe, and if he weren’t covered in blood, you would think he was just a nice, run-of-the-mill, everyday young man. Someone who’d carry your groceries from your car to the door. He didn’t look like a murderer. He had nicely styled neat hair. In fact, I told Roy later, I thought he was quite handsome.”

“Did he look like he knew someone in the room? Like he was after someone in particular? Revenge maybe?”

“No. He just stood in the kitchen doorway and looked around the room as if he was looking for a table. Like he was joining friends. That’s why some of those people didn’t move.
That’s
how he got them. He looked so ordinary people didn’t give him a second look. Mind you, on second look the blood on him should have rung bells. Then he went for the nearest table. I couldn’t believe how quick he was with that axe. They didn’t stand a chance. Within seconds, it was a mess. Blood everywhere. A man. A woman. Then another man. He smashed into them as if they were pieces of wood.”

Kendall gagged. Something thick and nasty had lodged in her throat. She didn’t need that image in her mind. She’d honestly expected Beverley would be too distressed to talk, and she would give Kendall a few quotes along the lines of being grateful to be alive and that she now had a new perspective on life. Beverley’s gusto in sharing the events was almost as disturbing as the images conjured.

Beverley actually laughed. “For just a second, I thought,
This is one of those show setups.
Someone’s going to leap out from somewhere and yell ‘You’re all punk’d.’
Then I thought,
No, this blood looks too real. The screams are too real.
Then Roy grabbed my arm and yanked me toward the door. He’s such a quick thinker. By then, everyone had the same idea. Even though we were near the front at the register, we couldn’t get out. Everyone was trying to get through one little door. I fell over. When I looked up, Roy was gone.”

“Oh, no. How awful.”

“Oh, yes. It
was
awful. Roy’s quick thinking rubbed off on me, thank goodness. I managed to clamber behind the reception desk. There was just enough room for me to hide. I thought,
If I try to get out now, well, he could be behind me.
You know what they say? When being chased by a lion, you only need to run faster than the other guy. More coffee, Karen?”

Call me what you want. Karen, Carmel, whatever. Just keep talking.
She hated hearing the gruesome details, but already the story was written in her head.

“Um, no … thank you. I’m good.”

As if she could eat or drink after hearing this story.

“Cookie? Have another cookie.” Beverly picked up a cookie for herself, then leaned forward and pushed the plate toward Kendall.

Surreal, that was the word for this moment. Maybe it was Kendall being punk’d. Cookies and mass murder. Coffee and killings.
Wow.

Kendall reluctantly took one of the proffered cookies and bit into it, eliciting a satisfied smile from Beverley. The sickly sweet cream cookie felt disgusting in her mouth. She wanted more than anything to spit it out. Instead, she swallowed and palmed the remainder, hoping Beverley wouldn’t notice.

“Now where was I?” asked Beverley, after munching on another cookie and vigorously swiping the crumbs from the corner of her mouth, so that they fell like grains of sand into her lap.

“You were hiding?”

“Oh, yes,
hiding
. Well, you can imagine, I was thinking there was me, done for. In that moment, I even thought ahead and hoped Roy would find someone else after I died. Go on with his life. Honestly, that’s what I thought. Then I heard them.”

Beverley stopped, looking off toward a wall to the left of Kendall. When Kendall follower her gaze, she saw that Beverley stared at a poster-sized wedding photo of her younger self and presumably Roy.

“Heard who?”

“The police, of course. Thank God for the police. They were so … so … You know a lot of people don’t like the police. It’s hard to believe what they did. Don’t you think?”

“Ah … yes … haven’t had a lot to do with them.”

Kendall searched for an ambiguous answer. Was Beverley impressed or disgusted by the police actions? “But, yes, they certainly were incredible from what I hear. What did they do, exactly?”

“They shot him. So brave. Otherwise, who knows? He might have got me.”

“Did you see them shoot him?” Kendall ventured.

“Oh, yes, I saw everything. Soon as I heard them arrive, I popped my head out to see what was happening. See if I could run. They were just normal police, you know. The ones you see on the street every day. Not the SWAT ones. They came later, in case he had accomplices. But it was just the one guy and his axe.”

“Do you think they
had
to shoot him? Or do you think they panicked?”

“That’s a good question, Karen. A really good question, because I had a very good view of him. If I hadn’t been there, I would have thought they did the right thing when they shot him. After all, he killed all those people. You know, I saw him chop four people with that axe. But the more I think about it, I’m not sure.”

It was an odd statement considering the brutal events Beverley had just described, even with the woman’s peculiar attitude.

“What do you think they
should
have done, Beverley?”

“Well, I’ve thought about this a lot since, because it was so strange. I think maybe they should have waited, because, well … because the axe man
did
ask for help.”

“Help?”

“Yes. When the police called out to him to stop, he did stop, as if he recognized that they
were
the police and he was in trouble. He stood there, staring at them, a weird look in his eyes. That was the other thing … his eyes. He blinked a lot, as if the light hurt. Then when they yelled at him to put down the axe—no, that’s not right. ‘Weapon,’ they said. ‘Put down your weapon.’ When they said that, his face changed. It was like, you know, a mask coming off. Oh, what do they call it? How they do it in the movies? Starts with
M
.”

Kendall shrugged.

Beverley’s eyes sparked. “I know. I’ve got it … morphing. Yes.
Yes.
His face morphed. For a few seconds he looked like a desperate person, someone trying to get out of somewhere they’ve gotten stuck. Then he said, ‘Help me.’ Funny way to ask for help, I thought.”

“Help me? Are you sure he said
help me
?”

“Yes, he said it twice. Then he looked down at the axe like he’d never seen it before in his life. The two police just stood there, guns out in front of them. You know, they were all ready to shoot him, but it looked like he was giving himself up. Realized the terrible thing he’d done. Then he morphed again. The killer face came back: blank, with those horrible, blinking eyes. A woman lay at his feet, who wasn’t dead, who started to move. Poor thing. He looked down at her and suddenly pulled back the axe. That was that. Awful.”

Kendall put her hand to her mouth, dropping the concealed half-eaten cookie into her lap. Beverley was too engrossed in her storytelling to even notice.

“They shot him?”

“So many times I couldn’t count. Both of the policemen just went for it. The noise was so loud it hurt my ears, even with my hands covering them. They’re still ringing today. The guns clicked when they ran out of bullets. I really don’t know how witnesses can count bullets. In
Law and Order
, when they say the criminal fired so many times. I don’t know how you keep count of the bullets. It’s so fast.”

“How horrifying, Beverley. You must be very distressed to have witnessed that.”

“Oh, yes, it was
aww-ful
. I couldn’t find Roy for a long time. He thought I’d died. The poor darling.”

Beverley’s expression changed—in her own words, morphed—from wide-eyed horror storyteller to a smiling belle of the ball.

“All the TV show people are calling me now. I don’t know how they got my number, but they want to know what happened. Like I told Roy, ‘cause he doesn’t
want
to talk about it, I need to be strong, so everyone can see how violence hasn’t affected me. For the victims, you know.”

Kendall listened for another fifteen minutes to Beverley discussing her excitement at her picture in the paper and now, thanks to Kendall, a magazine. Kendall finally extricated herself from the woman’s company despite being kept on the doorstep another five minutes, while Beverley asked if she could read the article first and did they need a picture of her. Kendall took a few shots with her phone, not having thought to organize a photographer. She hadn’t actually expected to even get an interview.