Dead Soon Enough: A Juniper Song Mystery (36 page)
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Authors: Steph Cha
Tags: #Literature & Fiction, #United States, #Mystery; Thriller & Suspense, #Mystery, #Hard-Boiled, #Private Investigators, #Women Sleuths
“Ruby might call you,” said Lusig.
“What for?” I asked.
“She’s making herself crazy about Van. She won’t accept that he can’t be found.”
“Tell her I can’t do it. Tell her those mobsters scared me off.”
“I’ll tell her, but I don’t know. I feel terrible for her.”
“Me, too.”
We circled back to the memorial and Lusig sat down, leaning her back against it.
“You did the right thing, you know,” she said.
I laughed. Over the last few weeks, I’d come to terms with the decisions I’d made at the end of this case. They’d blended into my past like all the other things I’d never thought I’d get over, all the shit I’d forgotten to keep feeling bad about. Still, I knew too much to fool myself. “No, I didn’t.”
“It was you or Van, and Van was the murderer. And at the very least, it was decent of you to lie for him.”
“I wonder if the LAPD would agree. Or Mr. and Mrs. Mkrtchian.”
She shrugged. “Van’s dead. He wasn’t going to stand trial. And as for Nora’s parents—without a body, telling them wouldn’t have made a difference. I’ve told them about Hong and Boris, and they won’t buy it.”
“Maybe because it’s bullshit. Maybe because as far as anyone can tell, Hong and Boris are figments of my imagination.”
“In any case, you’ve spared Ruby. You’ve spared Alex. You’ve spared a shiny new child from a legacy of guilt.”
I pointed behind her. “She says, leaning against a hotly contested genocide memorial.”
“Okay, I see the irony there, you fucking smart-ass.” She smirked and looked behind her, touching the bronze. “Speaking of children—”
“Were we?”
“—now that you have all this free time, do you think you’ll track down your eggs?”
“Are you going to maternity test Alex?”
“Jesus, no.”
“It won’t kill you not to know?”
“I can’t say I’m not curious, but I think I’ll have to deal.”
I leaned back on my hands, cracking my knuckles. “I feel exactly the same way.”
“Everything’s a mess all the time, isn’t it?” She sighed and rested her head against Nora’s memorial, turning lazily to me.
I met her eyes and smiled. A current of joy bubbled through me, unexpected, and subsided just as quickly, leaving a lingering coolness, temporary serenity.
I tore up a handful of grass and scattered it back on the ground. “It is what it is, I guess. Might as well get used to it.”
This book owes its genesis to a conversation in Lake Arrowhead with my friends Levon Paronyan and Lara Kalaydjian. Thank you guys for your support and enthusiasm, and for sharing your experiences as Armenian-Americans in L.A.
As always, thanks to my agent, Ethan Bassoff, for your hard work and friendship. We’ve gone through a lot together in the last five years, and I’m grateful for all of it.
Thanks to my editor, Anne Brewer, for guiding me through our third (!) book together. Thanks, too, to Shailyn Tavella, Jennifer Letwack, and the rest of the St. Martin’s team.
Thanks to Phillip Burruel, for buying me lunch and sharing your stories.
Thanks to Ben Loory, for regular doses of clarity (for example, on how to handle acknowledgments).
Thanks to Naomi Hirahara, for your warmth and mentorship.
My friends—thanks for all of the hugs and drinks and conversations.
Mom, Dad, Andrew, Peter—thanks for your continuing love and support.
Thanks to my intern, Duke Charbabella, for your steadfast companionship.
Thanks to my husband, Matt Barbabella, for loving me even at my laziest and most self-loathing. You were right about that jigsaw puzzle.
STEPH CHA
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Follow Her Home
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Beware Beware
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This is a work of fiction. All of the characters, organizations, and events portrayed in this novel are either products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously.
A THOMAS DUNNE BOOK FOR MINOTAUR BOOKS.
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DEAD SOON ENOUGH.
Copyright © 2015 by Steph Cha. All rights reserved. For information, address St. Martin’s Press, 175 Fifth Avenue, New York, N.Y. 10010.
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The Library of Congress has cataloged the print edition as follows:
Cha, Steph.
Dead soon enough: a Juniper Song mystery / Steph Cha.—First edition.
pages; cm
“A Thomas Dunne Book.”
ISBN 978-1-250-06531-5 (hardcover)
ISBN 978-1-4668-7206-6 (e-book)
1. Women private investigators—Fiction. 2. Los Angeles (Calif.)—Fiction. I. Title.
PS3603.H27D43 2015
813'.6—dc23
2015017138
e-ISBN 9781466872066
First Edition: August 2015
