Authors: Beverly Barton
He’d been dumbfounded that Molly had felt Lorie could pose a threat to their marriage.
“I’ll tell her that she has nothing to worry about,” Mike had assured his mother. “The only feelings I have for Lorie now are loathing and disgust.”
“I’d keep that to myself. Those are powerfully strong feelings. It’s best if Molly doesn’t see how much Lorie still affects you.”
“She doesn’t—”
“You forget who you’re talking to, boy. I was around when Lorie left you high and dry. You loved that girl with everything in you. Those kinds of feelings don’t die. You just bury them deep and hope and pray you can keep them buried.”
He had denied that beneath his seething animosity for Lorie the love he had once felt for her still existed. And he’d kept on denying it all these years.
I don’t love her. She means nothing to me. Less than nothing.
Then stop thinking about her, you dope.
He walked into the office, flipped on a light, and pulled out his swivel chair. After plopping down in the Office Depot special—on sale for $99.99—he glanced at the shelves above his computer desk. A row of photos spread across one shelf, school pictures of Hannah and M.J., various photos of him and his kids. And one photo of his family, taken two years before Molly died.
I loved you, Molly. You were the best thing that ever happened to me.
His gaze traveled over the books and magazines stored on the shelves and settled on his old yearbooks. He hadn’t looked through them in years. In fact, right after Lorie dumped him, he had tossed all four yearbooks in the trash. His mother had retrieved them and kept them for him.
Half standing, he reached up and yanked his senior yearbook off the shelf. As he settled back into his chair, he opened the book and flipped through it. Dust particles flicked off the pages and danced in the air, their images appearing in the iridescent light from the overhead fixture. He smelled a hint of mustiness.
And then he stopped flipping through the pages and opened the book at the sophomore photographs. A sixteen-year-old Lorie Hammonds smiled up at him, her dark eyes sultry even then. His body tightened with desire. It had been that way since the first time he’d noticed her. That much between them hadn’t changed. As desperately as he wanted to deny it, he had to admit that he still wanted Lorie.
They had been in lust long before they fell in love. From the get-go, sex between them had been explosive. She’d been a virgin. He hadn’t. Being a good-looking jock, he’d had his pick of easy lays from the time he was fifteen. But Lorie had been different. She had been his, only his, the girl he wanted to marry and make the mother of his children.
Mike slammed the yearbook closed and tossed it on the floor.
“Damn you, Lorie! Damn you to hell.”
Derek parked his Vette in the driveway, got out, locked it, and stretched his long arms over his head. He had driven in from Memphis this morning, a good three-and-a-half-hour drive, and hadn’t made any stops as he’d crossed the entire state of Mississippi. The farther east he had traveled, the hillier the landscape, going from flatland through the Magnolia State to the tentacles of the Appalachian Mountains that spread into the northern and eastern sections of Alabama. After retrieving his suitcase from the trunk, he glanced around, taking in the beauty of the renovated Victorian house and the peaceful street lined with large, mature trees beginning to come to life in the early days of spring. Dunmore was an old town, seeped in Southern traditions that grounded it in the past. And yet when he had spent quite a bit of time here last year, he had seen glimpses of change, of people looking to the future.
When the Powell Agency had sent him there last summer, he had gotten to know Perdue’s older brother, Jack, a local deputy, rather well. He had liked Jack as instantly as he had disliked Jack’s sister. Odd thing about the vibes you picked up from people. He figured Jack for a combination of hardened soldier and good old boy, a man’s man as well as a ladies’ man. But Jack’s days of carousing were over. Less than a week ago, Derek had attended Jack and Cathy’s wedding. The following morning, he’d left his motel room and driven straight to the Nashville area, to his mother’s birthday celebration.
Now here he was back in Dunmore and doomed to work with Perdue on a new and rather intriguing case. He figured the best way to handle their precarious partnership was not to take the woman seriously. She was big-time uptight, at least around him. He had told her more than once that what she needed was to lighten up, and a good start would be to go out and get herself laid. She hadn’t taken his suggestion in the spirit in which it had been given, which was only with the best intentions, of course.
Chuckling to himself, Derek headed up the walk that led to the front porch. Bet Perdue couldn’t wait to see him.
When he rang the doorbell, he didn’t expect to see a tall, lanky teenage boy open the door and invite him in.
“Aunt Maleah’s on the phone,” Seth Cantrell told him. “She’s talking to somebody at the Powell Agency, getting some information about the case y’all are working on. She’ll be with you in a minute.”
Seth was Jack and Cathy’s son, although Jack and Seth had met for the first time last year. Jack, a former Army Ranger, had been MIA during the Gulf War back in the early nineties. A pregnant Cathy had married another man who had raised Seth as his own. When Jack had come home to Dunmore last year, he had not only discovered that his long-lost love was a widow, but that he was her sixteen-year-old son’s biological father.
As Seth led Derek out of the foyer and down the hall, he asked, “Have you had breakfast?”
“Nope, sure haven’t,” Derek replied.
“We’ve got leftovers,” Seth told him. “A stack of pancakes, some sausage links, and I just put on a fresh pot of coffee.”
“Sounds good. I’ll take it all, starting with the coffee.”
By the time Maleah joined them, a good ten minutes later, Derek had finished off the pancakes and sausage and was downing his second cup of coffee. Seth had explained that even though he was staying with his grandparents while his parents were off on their honeymoon, he had stopped by for breakfast with his aunt since he had only a half day at school today.
“I see you’ve made yourself at home.” Perdue glanced from his empty plate to his suitcase resting against the table leg at his side. “You aren’t planning on staying here, are you?”
“As a matter of fact—”
“There are two perfectly good motels here in Dunmore. Take your pick.”
“Now, Perdue, don’t be that way. You’ve got more than enough room here in this big old house to put me up.”
“He’s got you there,” Seth said.
Perdue gave her nephew an eat-dirt-and-die glare.
Derek laughed. “Think of it as an adventure. The two of us working side by side, living under the same roof, getting to know each other.”
She huffed loudly, not even trying to hide her aggravation.
He hated to even think it, hated to resort to an old cliché, but damn if Perdue wasn’t downright pretty when she was pissed.
You’re beautiful when you’re angry.
He could think it, but God help him if he said it.
For all her faults and shortcomings, being unattractive wasn’t one of them. Maleah Perdue was what had once been referred to as an all-American beauty. Five-four, a trim hourglass figure, blue eyes and golden blond hair. She looked like the kind of girl men used to dream about taking home to meet their mamas.
Seth broke the uneasy silence in the room when he cleared his throat and then said, “I hate to eat and run, but I’m supposed to meet some of the guys at ten.”
“Are we still on for lunch and a movie Sunday?” Perdue asked.
“Sure are.” He glanced at Derek. “Good to see you again, Mr. Lawrence.”
“Same here, kid.”
The minute Seth exited the back door, Perdue sat down at the kitchen table, taking the chair directly across from Derek.
“You’re not staying here,” she told him.
“I’ll bet if Jack were here—”
“He’s not.”
“What are you afraid of, Perdue? Afraid you’ll succumb to my many charms?”
She groaned, and then burst into laughter.
He didn’t know whether to be insulted or just laugh along with her. He chose the latter.
Chuckling, he looked her right in the eye. “I’m glad to see you have a sense of humor.”
Her laughter died away, but the smile remained.
“We’re both grown-ups, both professionals,” he said. “We’re going to be working together for as long as it takes to find our killer and put him behind bars. That could be weeks or even months. You’re going to have to find a way to put aside your personal feelings for me and—”
“I have no personal feelings for you. None.”
“Prove it.”
She huffed again as she narrowed her gaze and glowered at him. “Dare I ask how?”
“Let me stay here.” When she didn’t respond, he added, “Separate bedrooms, of course.”
Her big blue eyes widened for a split second and then she grinned. “Were you always like this, even as a kid? God, if you were, I don’t know how your mother put up with you.”
“I was. And she didn’t. I’ll have you know that I’m a trust-fund baby. I was reared by a series of highly trained nannies and first-class private schools.”
“Of course you were. Pardon my ignorance.”
“And you grew up in this house, didn’t you, you and Jack?”
Her smile vanished and a storm-cloud frown darkened her expression. Instead of replying to his question, she shoved back her chair and stood. “Come on. I’ll show you to one of the guest bedrooms. You can unpack and then we can discuss the new information that just came in at the agency.”
“What sort of information?”
“Several things, but the most interesting is the title of the only movie that my client, Lorie Hammonds, ever made. The stars of that film were Dean Wilson and Hilary Chambless, aka Woody Wilson and Dewey Flowers.”
“Some stage names, huh? So, what was the title of the movie the three of them made together?”
“Midnight Masquerade,”
Perdue said.
“Well, I’ll be damned.”
Lorie and Cathy usually closed up shop at six on Friday and Saturday nights, but with Easter fast approaching, Lorie had extended the closing until seven for both nights. Three lingering, undecided customers, who wound up buying nothing, had pushed closing time to seven fifteen. Just as she waved good-bye to the last to leave—Paul Babcock, one of their regulars—and was in the process of closing and locking the front door, she saw Mike Birkett park his truck directly in front of Treasures.
What the hell was he doing here?
She stood in the open doorway and waited for him to emerge from his Ford F-150 pickup. He got out and walked toward her. Her heart skipped a beat. Why did he have to be so damn good-looking? And why, dear God, why did she still want him more than she’d ever wanted any other man?
“Closing up?” he asked as he approached.
She nodded. “Uh-huh.”
“Got a few minutes?”
“Sure. Come on in.”
After he entered Treasures, she locked the door and placed the
CLOSED
sign in the window. When she turned around, she almost bumped into him. He stood so close to her that only a few inches separated her body from his. She sucked in a startled breath and eased backward, intentionally putting some space between them.
“I won’t keep you long,” he said.
“That’s all right. I’m in no hurry.”
“I just thought that maybe you…Well, it is Friday night, and—”
“I don’t have a date.”
“Good.” His cheeks blotched with embarrassment. He coughed and then cleared his throat. “I didn’t mean it’s good that you don’t have a date. I meant it’s good that I’m not keeping you from anything important.”
“I knew what you meant.”
He nodded. “You didn’t move in with Maleah last night.” He worded it as a statement of fact, not a question.
“No, she actually spent the night at my house and left early this morning. She was expecting Seth over for breakfast. And Derek Lawrence was supposed to arrive sometime this morning to assist her with my case.”
“Is she staying with you again tonight?”
“No, I’m going home this evening, packing a few things, and moving in with Maleah until further notice.” Lorie wished Mike would stop looking right at her. His intense scrutiny unnerved her. “What is it? Do I have dirt on my face? A black hair growing out of my chin?”
“Huh?”
“You’re staring at me as if I’ve suddenly grown an extra head or something.”
“Sorry. I…uh…Why don’t I follow you home and then escort you over to Maleah’s after you pack a bag.”
Had she heard him correctly? Was Sheriff Birkett, the man who thought she was only one step above pond scum, actually worried about her?
“Why?” she asked.
“Why what?”
“Why the pretense of being concerned about my welfare?”
“I’m the sheriff. You’re a citizen of my county whose life has been threatened. I’m just doing my civic duty.”
“Bull. You could have sent a deputy to check on me.”
“You’ve been monitored all day today,” he told her. “Between my men and Chief Ballard’s police force, somebody’s been by here every hour since you arrived at Treasures this morning.”
“So to what do I owe the honor of your visit this evening? Why put yourself out for little old me?”
“Damn it, Lorie, that smart mouth of yours—” Grimacing, he clenched his teeth together and snorted. “I came by here to apologize.”
“What?”
Their gazes met and locked. For a split second, she thought she saw something achingly familiar in the way he looked at her. But the expression vanished so quickly that she realized she had probably imagined it.
“I let my personal feelings get in the way of doing my job,” he admitted. “I had no right to assume you were lying about being threatened and to dismiss your concerns as if they were nothing. I’m sorry.”
To say she was stunned was a gross understatement. She never thought she would live to see the day that Mike would ever again apologize to her for anything.
“I’m sorry, too,” she told him. “I’m sorry that I gave you reasons to believe I’d do anything to get back into your good graces. I should have accepted the fact, years ago, that you didn’t want to have anything to do with me…and with good reason.”
He shuffled uncomfortably. “Yeah, sure. Apology accepted. So, what about you?”
She forced a fragile smile. “Apology accepted.”
“Good. Why don’t I help you close up shop and then I’ll follow you home.”
“There’s nothing to do except turn out the lights, get my purse, and lock the back door on my way out.”
“I’ll walk you to your car,” he said. “You’re parked in back, right?”
“Right.”
She glanced at him briefly. He smiled. Her nerves tingled with awareness. This was the first time since her return to Dunmore that Mike had smiled at her.
Don’t make too much of it. He’s just doing his best to be civil, to do his job, to prove to you and Maleah—and probably to Jack and Cathy—that he won’t allow his personal feelings to interfere with doing his duty.
Mike loaded Lorie’s suitcase into her Edge SUV and closed the hatch. “All set?”
“Yes, but it’s really not necessary for you to escort me to Maleah’s. I’m sure you’d rather be home having dinner with your children.”
“Hannah and M.J. are visiting Molly’s parents over in Muscle Shoals this weekend. Carl and Gail picked them up right after school today. They stay with them on average one weekend a month and they go over for a couple of weeks every summer.”
“I know your wife’s parents appreciate your being so generous with the kids.”
“It’s what Molly would have wanted.”
Lorie smiled and nodded before moving away from him and grasping the driver’s side door handle. “I’m ready to go.”
“I’ll be right behind you.”
As soon as she pulled out of her driveway, he started the truck’s engine and fell in behind her. He really wasn’t sure why he was doing this.
Paying penance, maybe.
His feelings for Lorie hadn’t changed. He still hated her, still wished she would leave Dunmore and never come back, still wanted to drag her off to the nearest bed and fuck her like crazy.
But he owed her the common courtesy of showing her that the sheriff’s department intended to do everything possible to keep her safe. He might despise Lorie, but he couldn’t bear the thought of someone killing her. She might deserve some of the bad things that had happened to her, but she didn’t deserve to die.
You’re an idiot, Birkett. A damn idiot.
Lorie didn’t deserve any of the bad things that had happened to her. Just because she’d left him high and dry, had broken his heart and nearly destroyed him didn’t mean she should be punished forever for wanting a life he couldn’t be a part of. She had begged him to go to LA with her.