Dawn of Swords (57 page)

…
and I’m to be your wife
…

Amazingly enough, it was true. Nessa DuTaureau, daughter of the first of Ashhur’s children, was to be his bride. They had just come from the city quad, where Nessa had been baptized. He had been so proud of her, watching from a distance as his love stood in the center of the great fountain at the center of the four interconnecting streets that formed the quad, surrounded by onlookers. Soleh Mori had been there, along with every member of the Council of Twelve. All had come to see the very first convert of Ashhur. Karak had been there as well, and though Crian kept his distance—he had never met the god in the flesh before, and he was instantly afraid that the deity would strike him down for disobeying his laws—he was somewhat eased by
the pious kindness in the god’s eyes. He had also been taken aback by the sheer
size
of him, standing twice the height of even the tallest man present, his fingers large enough to crush a head in a single hand.

Yet Nessa had not been afraid, even as Karak stepped into the fountain with her and demanded she kneel before him. She did so willingly, eagerly, raising her hands up to the deity without hesitation. When the priest poured the cold water of creation over her head, she did not even flinch. And when Karak spoke his decrees, she affirmed each one, her innocent voice suddenly full of strength and conviction. It had not escaped Crian’s attention the way Karak had looked at her afterward, with all the affection of a father welcoming a long-lost child back into his arms, nor did he fail to notice the way the god then looked at him, those shining, golden eyes piercing straight into his soul.

You had best appreciate this creature
, were the words he heard, though no lips moved to speak them.

And appreciate her he did. After the ceremony, once Nessa was officially dubbed a free child of Karak, they were informed that they could now marry. He knew they would in time. All he had to do was collect the proper coin to pay a priest to preside over the ceremony, for unlike baptisms, which were offered free of charge, marriages cost money.
To ensure that those dedicating their lives to each other are in the position to care for themselves
, had been standard reason given by his father, and since Crian had always agreed with that philosophy in the past, it would be hypocritical to decry it now.

Yet the collection of the necessary funds continued to be a problem. As a low-ranking member of the City Watch, he earned a pitiable weekly salary. It would take him months to save up enough for the ceremony, even more if they decided to find lodging outside the Tower Keep. He could not even afford to pay the rookery to send the letter Nessa had written to her brother yet. Depressing, sure, but at the moment the only thing that
really
mattered was that he and Nessa were free to live their lives as they chose. In truth, that was
all he had desired since the day he first met her in the delta swamplands, and he would gladly give up all of his titles, responsibilities, and influence if it meant he could spend the rest of his life with her.

“I will be your husband,” he whispered into her ear after finally pulling his lips away from hers. “And I will protect you always.”

He felt her body shudder against his, and he could take it no longer. He glanced around, making sure they were alone, and then, slipping his hands underneath her, lifted her, and after she wrapped her legs around his waist, he carried her up the stairwell, down the hall, and into their room. He barely had time to shut the door and light a candle before Nessa pulled him down on the bed, tugging at his clothes and kissing him all over. He slipped the sodden baptismal gown over her head and tossed it aside. Once they were both naked, her body still damp from the ceremony, they fell on one another, each devouring the other’s essence, enjoying the feeling of their connection, the taste of sweat on flesh, the smell of desire that permeated the room.

Crian let out a cry of animal passion that he hoped would never end. Despite everything that had happened, he’d never been happier in all his life.

Vulfram heard the cries of ardor as they echoed through the halls of the Tower Keep. He was in father’s studio again, drink in hand, propped up against one of the countless statues of Karak. Since Crian had arrived with the DuTaureau girl, this had been the only place he could find solace, despite its odd effect on his faculties. He slept in here, took his meals in here; in fact, the only time he left was when his father wished to work, which, given his son’s sour mood and brooding attitude, didn’t seem to happen very much at all.

His deceitful mother had, of course, begun acting strange around him. Whenever she came home and tiptoed into the studio to see him, she acted hesitant, as if he were a wild animal that could
strike out at any moment. This from the woman who had raised Kayne and Lilah. And her attempts at communication were laughably inconsistent. At times she would coddle him, ushering in freshly baked goods and urging him to eat. Other times she would chastise him for his behavior, for his lack of resiliency, telling him how his position as Lord Commander was hanging by a delicate thread. Although that was typical behavior for her—Vulfram had experienced it since he was a child, the private vulnerability turning into hardheadedness in the public eye—there was a sort of desperation behind it now that was unbecoming. But that didn’t matter.
Nothing
mattered anymore. His little girl was gone, his mother was secretly plotting against him, and he was a broken man.

Tonight his god would visit him, and when Karak saw what a miserable wretch he was, he would be demoted, just like Crian had been.

The thing was, Vulfram just…didn’t…care. About any of it, not even Yenge, Alexander, and Caleigh, sitting back in the safety of Erznia, unaware of the hardships he was enduring.

But he
did
care about Lyana still, and now he had to be tortured by listening to the Crestwell whelp and his turncoat whore fucking upstairs. The sounds of their passion brought forth images of his daughter’s future, of her trapped with some sadistic bastard like Romeo Connington, forced to obey his every command. Whenever a man purchased her services, would she be forced to scream out the way that DuTaureau girl was screaming?

He covered his ears with his hands and screamed himself, trying to drown them out. When his heart raced out of control and his throat went dry, he stopped. Other than his own voice echoing in his ears and the faint sizzle of the candles that burned all around him, everything was silent. He offered a quiet
thank you
to the unseen heavens, lifted his jug of home-brewed rum, and swallowed a large gulp. Then he stood and stumbled across his father’s workshop, his vision swimming.

He walked past statue after statue, not wanting to raise his eyes to meet the accusing glares they leveled at him. He lazily held Darkfall’s handle with the hand that was not clutching his jug, dragging the unsheathed sword behind him, its tip scraping against stone with a metallic
hiss
. He didn’t know where he was going, didn’t care. He brought the jug up to his lips once more, the liquor sloshing inside its ceramic bubble, and downed yet another gulp. Then he heard more noises from the floor above, more moans coupled with the grating of wooden bedposts sliding along the stone floor. Forward, back, forward, back, forward, back. Vulfram began to get dizzy from the repetitiveness of it.

“Just finish already,” he groaned.

At last he could take no more. He cocked back his arm and hurled the jug across the studio, where it smashed against the chest of one of his father’s statues. Rum splashed everywhere. Normally Vulfram would have chastised himself for wasting good liquor, but he was too consumed with rage to care.

He hated them all. He hated his mother for her betrayal and false sense of concern, hated Karak for taking his daughter away. He hated Broward for his role in the whole mess and Clovis for being such an insufferable prick. But most of all he hated those two bastards upstairs, who taunted him with their zeal, their love, their
youth
—none of which Lyana would ever get to experience. Not anymore.

In a fit of rage, he rushed the statue against which his jug had shattered. Time and again he pummeled it with his fists. He heard bones break, but his entire body stayed numb. Blood streaked the chest of the statue where his fists met it, forming interlocking lines. And still the face of Karak mocked him.

“Not good enough?” he shouted at it. “Still want to judge me, do you?”

He rammed his forehead into his god’s visage, hoping to strike it hard enough to knock the head from the body. But the statue was solid stone, and a hollow
clang
rang inside his own head in the aftermath.
He stumbled backward, his vision spinning, his knees feeling suddenly weak. He collapsed, falling on his side, jarring his elbow. He blamed even the pain that shot through him on the couple upstairs.

The world slowly faded to blackness. Swirling in the shadows was the image of the bodies of Crian Crestwell and Nessa DuTaureau, mutilated beyond all recognition. It taunted him with its simplicity, its blessed relief.

“I could only wish,” Vulfram muttered as he felt his consciousness slip away.

Crian rolled off his love, gasping for breath. Slowly his mind returned from the isolation of his passion, and he took in the world around him once more. He heard the creaking in the walls, felt the subtle bite of cool air inside the room. Nessa lounged on the bed, her naked body covered with sweat and sparkling in the candlelight. He touched her belly, which elicited a moan from her puffy lips.

“Really?” he said, exhausted. “You’re not satisfied
yet?
”

Nessa gazed at him, her blue eyes twinkling, and shook her head.

“What? Isn’t that what you want?” she asked, grinning.

He shrugged. “Perhaps. But it’s been twice already. I’m sore.”

“Sore?” she said, slapping his arm. “You best make yourself
not
sore.”

“Isn’t that your job?”

She slapped at him again, and he laughed as he blocked her playful swipes.

“Fine,” he said with a sigh. “But let me piss first.”

He stood up and walked to the bucket that rested in the corner of the room.

“Please don’t do that in here,” she said. “It’s…unsavory. Isn’t there a washroom down the hall?”

He turned toward her, still naked as the day he was born.

“Really?” he asked.

She sat up, hugging her knees close to her chest, looking once more like a little girl he had to protect rather than the woman he had just ravaged.

“Please?” she said.

“All right,” he said, strolling out of the room without bothering to put on his clothes.

Halfway down the candlelit corridor he had second thoughts about prancing naked around the tower. Though Soleh, Ulric, and Adeline weren’t present—the three Moris had been called to the Temple of Karak for a meeting—it was possible that Lord Commander Vulfram, or the specter the once proud man had become, could be lurking about. The thought of him made Crian shake his head. Vulfram had been his hero for years. Only once had he seen him since taking up residence in the tower. The state the man was in saddened him—Vulfram’s normally shaved head was covered with thick stubble, his eyes bloodshot, and his breath reeking of liquor. He hated seeing a good man broken down like that. Hurrying toward the washroom, Crian hoped he wouldn’t have to see Vulfram like that again while also naked himself.

He stepped into the washroom, lit a candle, and tried to put thoughts of Vulfram Mori out of his mind. He hummed while he pissed in the bucket and then turned to leave. He was cautious this time, peering both ways down the hallway to make sure no one was looking. The coast was clear, and he started back to his room. He thought of Nessa waiting for him, her exposed body bent and ready, and he surprised himself by getting excited all over again.

“Three times,” he muttered. “Why not? Going to hurt like the abyss tomorrow, though.…”

When he turned the corner into their shared room, that excitement was ripped away in an instant.

All around him, splattered on the walls and ceiling, dripping down the nightstand, even coating his precious dragonglass mirror,
was a sea of red. The candlelight refracted off its watery surface, making the entire room appear to be on fire. Crian’s knees buckled and he stared at the bed he’d left just moments before. On it lay Nessa, face soaked with the same red that covered everything else, her unblinking, glassy eyes staring at the ceiling. Her arms and legs were splayed out wide and her chest was split open from the center of her neck all the way to her pelvis. The skin had been peeled back like flaps, and it dangled over her sides, exposing her ribcage and the glossy, pulpy mess of her spilled innards.