Authors: Richelle Mead
“You're more difficult than I am.” I remembered I was supposed to find a witch to boost the wards around my house. I'd forgotten. Instead, I had created some wards of my own, but they weren't very strong, as evidenced by the recent invasion. A witch couldn't keep everything out but would do a better job than me.
Tim grinned. “Well, let's not get carried away. Anyway. You look like you're in the middle of something. You want anything? Chicken soup? Foot massage?”
“You can get me a Milky Way. And see if my Def Leppard CD survived the war zone.”
“Don't get your hopes up on that last one.” He said goodbye to the others and left.
“An odd man,” mused Maiwenn.
“You have no idea.”
Yet, while Tim and I had bantered, I'd noticed Maiwenn and Kiyo speaking quietly to each other in the corner. She had rested a hand on his arm as they talked, and there had been something almostâ¦intimate in the way they stood together. Like they were comfortable being in each other's personal space. Very comfortable. I remembered Kiyo's resolute support of her, his claim that he worked with her because he believed in her cause. But was that truly it? Or was there more? She was a “good friend.” They stood apart now, but a jealous, ugly feeling kindled in my chest.
She finally turned away from him and gave me a small, tight smile. “I don't mean to be rude, butâ¦I'm not feeling well and must return home.”
“It's no problem. Thanks for coming, andâ¦thank you for healing my mother.”
Maiwenn nodded, and I could tell she really was sick. Weariness ringed those lovely eyes. “I'm happy to. And I'm glad we were able to talk. You have no idea how relieved I am to see where you stand. I'll do what I can to keep others from trying toâ¦take liberties with you.”
Kiyo's fingertips brushed her arm to stop her, and I watched that contact with a critical eye. “Wait for me outside.”
She nodded and then swept out of the room in all her golden beauty. Kiyo walked over to my bed and sat down, running a hand along my cheek.
“I'm glad you're okay. When I walked inâ¦I thought you were dead.”
“I'm hard to kill,” I said lightly.
He smiled, shaking his head with exasperation. “I can believe that.”
Reaching down, he picked up my hand and brought it to his lips, eyes on mine. He lingered a moment, and my skin burned where he kissed me. Then carefully, gently, he laid my hand back down, lacing his fingers with mine.
“I'm going to make sure she crosses over okay, and then I'll be back to stay with you.”
“You gonna take care of me? Massage my feet and feed me chicken soup?”
“Anything you want,” he promised. “That's what friends do.” He kissed my hand again and then stood up. “Be back in a few minutes.”
I could still feel where he'd kissed me, but for once, my infatuation with him went on hold. I was thinking about the conversation I'd just had. It still bothered me, but I'd meant what I said. Learning gentry magic was about the scariest thingâother than rape by a mud elementalâthat I could imagine right now. Yet, I wanted no more storms in my living room, no storms anywhere that I was incapable of controlling.
And for what it was worth, that meant getting a grip on my power. I knew whom I had to go to for that control, and it held its own set of terrors. Necessary evils, though. I had no choice.
So while I waited for Kiyo's return, I began a mental to-do list. Summon Volusian. Plot strategy. Buy high-heeled shoesâ¦
I slept the rest of the day and most of the following one as well. Only the essentials got me out of bedâfood, the bathroom, one phone call, and a meeting with Volusian after Kiyo had to leave for Phoenix.
I was dozing around dinnertime that second day when Tim's angry voice in the living room woke me up.
“No! I don't care. She needs to sleep, okay? I'll give her the message, but stop calling.”
I'd heard Tim use that tone only on a few people, so I had a good idea whom he spoke to. For whatever reason, despite having never met, he and Lara hated each other. Throwing on my robe, I shuffled out to the living room and saw him talking on my cell phone. The only progress we'd made in cleanup thus far was to sort of clear a walking path through the debris. He pulled the receiver from his face.
“It's that bitch secretary of yours. I wouldn't have answered except that she keeps calling and calling. I told her you can't takeâ”
I reached for the phone. “It's fine. I need to talk to her.”
Glaring, he handed it over.
“Did your asshole roommate just call me a bitch?” demanded Lara. “He has no rightâ”
“Let it go,” I ordered. “Tell me what's up.”
“Well, I got your message. Did the shoes show up?”
“Yeah, they're great. What about the witch?”
“I set it up. He's going to come ward the place tonight. He'll need you to let him in.”
“No prob. I won't be here, but Tim will.”
“Okay, and about the other thing⦔
“Yeah?”
A long pause. “Well, I don't think I heard that part of the message right. It sounded like you said you needed a dress too.”
“I do need a dress.”
Silence.
“What's the matter? Didn't I leave you my size?”
“Yeah, you did, it's just thatâ¦a dress? I mean, you've asked me to get you some pretty crazy stuff beforeâand I'm still kind of uneasy about that one time with the nitroglycerinâbut this is really out there, even for you.”
“Oh, stop it. Just take care of this.”
I wasn't keen on the dress either, but Volusian had insisted during our earlier bedside strategy session. If things fell into place with Dorian, I'd be attending an Otherworldly party on Beltane rather than waiting for an attack back here. Volusian had insisted I start making arrangements. What an age we lived in when spirit minions advised on fashion.
“Any special requirements?”
I considered. “Nothing bridesmaid or prom-ish. Think cocktail party. Simple. But elegant.”
“Sexy?”
“Moderately.”
“Color?”
“As long as it looks good.”
“All right. Got it. I'll have it by next week. Oh, yeah, Wil Delaney called again.”
“You don't have to let me know anymore. I sort of take it as a given by now.”
“So you don't want to return it?”
“No.”
We disconnected, and I hit the shower. Beltane eve, the big night, was fast approaching. Tonight was the warm-up. The night I made my deal with the devil.
After digging out my dusty blow-dryer, I dried and brushed my hair until it gleamed. I didn't usually go for makeupânot having the patienceâbut a little foundation went a long way to hide the small bruises on my face from yesterday's blowout. I considered mascara superfluous with already dark eyelashes, but when combined with some smoky eye shadow, it did make my eyes look bigger. More lipstick, and I barely recognized myself. I didn't look slutty or anything, but it had certainly been a long time since I'd looked so polished.
I considered a skirt but couldn't go that far. Instead, I opted for tight jeans and the new half-heeled sandals. The tank top I selected was olive green, the same color as my moleskin coat, with thin straps meant to rest slightly off the shoulder. Each strap had a tiny ruffle along its edge, as did the low, cleavage-showing scoop neckline.
Examining my reflection, I couldn't help a wistful sigh. I looked better tonight than I had when I met Kiyo. If only he could see me now.
I spritzed on some Violetta di Parma, grabbed my coat and weapons, and headed for the door. Tim nearly fell out of his chair when he saw me.
“What are you doing? Are you going out? You can't do that! Not after what happened yesterday.”
“I'm feeling better,” I lied. Actually, it was only partially a lie. Did I feel good? No. Did I feel better than yesterday? Yes.
“You're crazy.”
“Sorry. Got business that can't wait.”
“Dressed like that?” he asked skeptically.
Ignoring him, I drove out to the gateway in the desert. The transition to the Otherworld was a little rough in light of my weakened physical state, but I managed. Volusian and Nandi waited for me at the crossroads when I arrived. Finn hadn't felt like showing. It was one of the downsides of not having him bound to me. We set out along the road.
Shortly into the walk, I realized wearing heels was the Worst Idea Ever. I took them off and carried them the rest of the way. If I was going to keep seeing Dorian, I would need to leave an anchor at his place to facilitate crossings.
“Don't cross his threshold without asking hospitality first,” warned Volusian. “They'll disarm you before you can enter. You don't want to do that without protection.”
I agreed, though I didn't like the idea of disarming in the first place.
No one ambushed us this time, and I practically walked up to the gates without incident. The guards recognized me and locked into a defensive stance, weapons drawn.
“Our mistress comes in peace,” said Nandi mournfully. “She would speak with the Oak King and ask his hospitality.”
“Do you think we're stupid?” asked one of the guards, eyeing me watchfully.
“Not exactly,” I said. “But I do think you were here last time and saw that I didn't cause any trouble. Maybe you also noticed I spent a lot of time in your king's bedroom. Trust me, he'll want to see me.”
They conferred briefly and finally sent one of their number away. He returned minutes later, granting me admittance and hospitalityâonce they had indeed disarmed me. They walked me through the same hallway as before but not up to the throne room door. Instead, we wound deeper into the keep until we stood at a set of glass doors leading out to some sort of garden or atrium.
“Our lord is outside,” explained one of the guards, about to open the doors.
Volusian blocked his way. “Get a herald to announce her. She's not a prisoner anymore. And use her titles.”
The man hesitated, glanced at me, and then called for a herald. Moments later, a stout man dressed head to foot in teal velvet hurried in. He looked at me and swallowed nervously before opening the doors. A handful of elegantly dressed gentry stood out in the gardens, glancing up at our entrance.
“Your majesty, I present Eugenie Markham, called Odile Dark Swan, daughter of Tirigan the Storm King.”
I winced. Yikes. I'd had no idea I'd had that much appended to my name now.
The soft conversation dropped. Apparently I should get used to having this effect while attending social events in the Otherworld.
From inside, I had expected a small courtyard type of garden, but this looked like it stretched out indefinitely. The grass was still green, but many of the trees had leaves in orange, yellow, and red. None were the dying brown of late autumn. These showed the perfect, beautiful hues one saw at autumn's finest. Heavy apple trees laden with fruit clustered in corners, and in the air, I could just faintly smell a bonfire and mulling spices. It was earlier in the day here than when I'd left Tucson. The end of the afternoon was giving way to twilight, the sky painted in shades of gold and pink that rivaled the leaves' splendor. Torches on long poles were set up to offer light.
The group parted, and Dorian strode forward. His red hair streamed behind him, and over a simple shirt and pants, he wore a robe-type garment made of wine-colored satin and gold brocade. I approached him, and we met in the middle. My spirits waited near the doorway.
“My, my. What a lovely surprise. I didn't think I'd see you again so soon.”
Dorian reached for my hand, and this time I let him take it. A flicker of mischievous amusement glinted in his eyes at this small concession, and I knew I had already piqued his curiosity.
“I hope you don't mind me dropping in like this.”
He kissed my hand, just as Kiyo had yesterday. Only Dorian's kiss was less of a
hope you get better
kiss and more of an
imagine my lips in other places
kind of kiss.
“Not at all.” He drew his lips back and laced his fingers with mine. “Come. Join us.”
I recognized a couple of the gentry standing there from dinner. The other two people hanging around looked like servants, waiting anxiously with long mallet-type things in their hands. I peered at them, then at the wickets spread out in the grass.
“Croquet? You're playing croquet?”
Dorian's face broke into a grin. “Yes. Do you play?”
“Not in years.” The gentry played croquet? Who knew? I supposed it was technologically simple as far as games went. It made more sense for them to play that than video games.
“Would you like to now?”
I shook my head. “You're already in the middle of something. I'll just watch.”
“As you like.”
He took a proffered stick from one of the servants. Watching him line up a shot, I could see he intended to hit his ball and knock out an opponent's near a wicket. A faint breeze ruffled his hair and the folds of his robe, and he had to take a moment to brush the fabric out of his way. When he finally hit his ball, it went wide, considerably away from his opponent's ball.
“Ah, well. It was close. I nearly had it, don't you think so, Muran?”
Muran, a lanky guy dressed in lavender, jumped at being addressed. “Er, uh, y-y-yes, your majesty. Very close. You were almost there.”
Dorian rolled his eyes. “No, I wasn't. It was an abominable shot, you wretched man. Let Lady Markham have your turn. Give her your mallet.”
Now I jumped.
Lady
Markham?
But the aforementioned Muran practically shoved the thing at me. Hesitantly, I approached his ball. I was pretty sure I'd been ten the last time I'd played, off visiting one of my mom's aunts in Virginia.
Remembering Dorian's hang-ups on his robe, I paused to slip off my coat. A servant immediately raced over to take it from me, folding it neatly over his arms. I turned back to the ball and mallet, sizing up the shot. I tossed my hair back over one shoulder and hit. The ball half-skittered, half-rolled through the grass and went through one of the wickets.
“Exquisite,” I heard Dorian say.
I glanced back at him but saw he wasn't watching the ball at all. His eyes were all over me. I tried to return the mallet to poor Muran, but Dorian wouldn't hear of it. He made me finish the game in Muran's stead. As we played, I immediately picked up on something peculiar.
Dorian was a terrible playerâtoo terrible to be real. He was obviously faking it, but his subjects could not bring themselves to do better than their king. So they too faked their own sort of appalling game play. Watching it was comical. I felt like I was in a scene from
Alice in Wonderland
. Having no such qualms about winning, I played normally, and even with aching muscles and no practice, I won pretty handily.
Dorian couldn't have been happier. He clasped his hands together, laughing. “Oh, outstanding. This is the best game I've played in years. These sheep won't know what to do now.” He glanced at his fellow players and beckoned them toward the building. “Go, go, your shepherd is tired of you all.”
I watched them go. “You don't really treat themâ¦respectfully.”
“Because they deserve none. Did you see the preposterous way they acted in that game? Now imagine that happening every second, every day of your life. That's what it's like to be royalty, to live at court among courtiers. Be happy you have no true throne yet. It's all simpering and groupthink.”
I almost heard a touch of bitterness in his light voice. Almost.
A servant handed my coat back, and Dorian addressed her and a couple of guards. “Lady Markham and I are going to take a walk now through the eastern orchard. Seeing as she's dressed for business, I imagine she wants to speak alone. Follow, but keep your distance.”
Turning, he offered me his arm again and led me off into one of the garden's winding turns, into a dense apple orchard. Like the other trees I'd seen, these were filled with fruit. Still more apples lay on the ground, round and red and waiting to be eaten.
When we were sufficiently alone, I said, “I'm not dressed for business, not in these shoes. I was dressed for business the last time I was here.”