“Maybe it is time to call it quits,” I said.
“Want me to come back to your place?”
“Nah. I’m pooped.”
“I can sleep on the couch.”
“Not necessary. But thanks.” A nice guy. Which no doubt explained why I still felt ambiguous toward him. God forbid I should get hooked up with someone nice.
Except that David had been nice, hadn’t he? Once upon a time. Before the troubles started.
My God, David. Was that the real reason I was ditching Patrick tonight? Because I was still hung up on my dead husband? Or more accurately, because I still hadn’t forgiven my dead husband?
Funny how much clearer you can see things when you’re sober.
“Just drop me out front,” I told him. “They’ve got so many people watching my place now, Houdini couldn’t get in.” I leaned over and kissed him on the cheek. “Night, Patrick.”
“Night.”
And I headed back to my boozeless, snoozeless, antiseptic hotel room, a yearning in my chest, my body complaining because I wouldn’t give it what it wanted, my heart aching because even if I didn’t know her name, I knew there was a girl out there dying tonight. One more person I had failed to save.
I pressed up against the door, eyes clenched shut. So this is what life is like sober? Wonnnnnnnnderful.
27
You’d think nothing on earth could be more innocent and stress-free than a stroll through the forensic lab. You don’t expect screaming and shouting-that happens upstairs, where we high-IQ detectives hang out. And you certainly don’t expect to see your toxicology expert getting into it with the boss’s son.
“Please please please please please please please please please please please,” Darcy said, over and over. He wasn’t exactly shouting. His voice was always loud. Near as I could tell, his theory was that if he didn’t give his opponent a chance to argue with him, then he won the argument. An approach I have to admit I’ve used once or twice myself.
“Listen to me!” Jennifer Fuentes (yes, now I knew her last name) was trying her best not to lose it. “There’s no poison!”
“Please please please please please please please please please please please.”
Jennifer was totally losing that cool detached scientist thing.
“What’s going on?” I asked.
“This guy is making me crazy!” Jennifer said. “The chief asked me to humor him. He didn’t say I had to take orders from him. Especially not stupid ones.”
Darcy looked at me, his face brightening. “Did you sleep well?”
“As a matter of fact, I did. Why do you ask?”
“Your breath.” And then he started right back up again. “Please please please please please please please please please please please.”
“Would you make him stop that?” Jennifer begged.
“Sorry. I work with him, but I don’t control him.”
“Try!”
I shrugged. “Darcy, lay off already. Before you get carpal tongue syndrome.”
He did. Instantly.
Wow. Feeling more powerful than a locomotive, I asked Jennifer, “What does he want?”
She rolled her eyes. “He’s got this crazy theory that Fara Spencer was poisoned.”
“Poisoned?” I winced. “Darcy, I think we all know how she died. You may have noticed that big hole in her chest?”
Darcy flapped his hands. “Did you know that one in five domestic murders are committed with poisons you can obtain without a prescription?”
No, and I was happier not knowing. “Any chance he’s right?” I asked Jennifer. “I mean about the poison.”
“None.”
“You did a tox screen?”
“Of course. Came up dry.”
“But as I recall, your previous tox screens didn’t detect the drug Edgar was using to paralyze his victims.”
“That was a totally different situation. We couldn’t miss the cause of death.”
You wouldn’t think. Still, Darcy had been right before…
“You know, Jen,” I said, slow and cautious, careful not to bruise any egos, “Fara Spencer was killed a good ten days before we found her. Any chance the poison might’ve broken down in the body? So it wouldn’t show through normal toxicology tests?”
“Yes, it’s possible, but we have no reason to believe that happened. Anyone can see how the woman died.”
“Would you mind testing a tissue sample?”
“For what reason?”
“To make me happy.” Seemed like a better answer than
Because I said so.
“This is very irregular.”
“Story of my life.”
She fidgeted with her rubber gloves. “I suppose I could cut away a little something near the exposed chest…”
“Mouth,” Darcy said.
“Huh?” we replied in unison.
“Do you think that maybe you could take the tissue from her mouth? Because I think you should take tissue from her mouth.”
“Why?”
“Did you notice that there were no blowflies in her mouth? I bet blowflies don’t like poison. I don’t think I would like poison. Do you?”
The toxicologist and I exchanged a look.
“Jen, do the test. I want the report on my desk ASAP.”
He held the tip of the pendulum delicately between two fingers. He had honed the blade until it was razor-sharp, and he did not want to cut himself. He pulled it back to the height of its arc, then released it.
JJ screamed.
“I suppose you know how this works,” he said, reclining in a chair near her table. “Everyone does. Even those who have never read the story. Have you read the story, JJ?”
“N-N-No.”
“Seen the film, perhaps?”
Her voice was choked and broken. Her eyes were fixed on the steel blade swinging back and forth only a few inches above her chest.
“Maybe. I-I’m not sure.”
“No matter. I just didn’t want you to have any erroneous misconceptions. You see, in the original text, the narrator escapes. Oh sure, he’s sliced once or twice across the breast-”
JJ’s face turned ashen.
“But he survives. My dear JJ-” He took her hand and squeezed it. “You will not.”
“W-W-Where are my clothes?”
“Burned. Nasty provocative little things. I’m astonished any reputable high school would allow you and your raffish companions to wear them-much less make them an official uniform.”
“Did you… do stuff to me? While I was out?”
“Like what?”
Tears welled up in her eyes. “Like… sex stuff?”
“Would it bother you if I did?”
“I’m only seventeen, and I’m still a virgin and-”
“Liar.”
“I am!”
“My dear, I can assure you I conducted a most thorough examination while you were unconscious.” He looked at her sternly. “You are no virgin.”
Her eyes were trained on the pendulum. “How-how high up is that thing?”
“At present, it swings about four inches above your lovely chest, but it is descending at a rate of an inch every minute. So you see, you still have a little time to enjoy the lovely mesmeric swinging-before you feel its cold blade slicing your flesh.”
Her head whipped back and forth, her face contorted with fear. “Why are you doing this to me? I haven’t done anything to you.”
“Oh, my sweet thing. Please listen.” He scooted his chair closer to the table-though careful to stay out of the arc of the pendulum. “I know this will be difficult for you to comprehend. So much of what we are told in life is simply… wrong. The emphases are put in all the wrong places. Look at you. Devoting yourself to cheering for the accomplishments of others instead making accomplishments of your own. Dressing up in that blatantly objectified costume that can serve no possible purpose other than the titillation of the dominant male hierarchy. Painting your lovely face.”
He reached forward and stroked her cheek. “You have fine features, my precious. Why would you smear paint all over them? Because society has taught you that your God-given looks are insufficient. In order to be attractive to men-and of course that is your principal function in life-you must add artificial color. It’s a shame.”
JJ licked her lips. “If-if I promise not to wear makeup, would you please stop that-swinging thing?”
“I merely use this as an example of what society has done to you. Just as it has taught you that because I take lives I must be some kind of monster. Just as it has taught you that your ephemeral life here on earth is so precious you must cling to it even when it is perfectly evident that your time is coming to an end.”
“I-I don’t want to die!”
“Darling,” he said, leaning close and whispering, “your life on earth is over. But because of my work, because of your sacrifice, we will all be translated to a better world, a happier one. We will leave behind this earthly plane of disappointment, discontent, and disillusionment. We will usher in a Golden Age.”
She trembled so much it was difficult for her to speak clearly. “Is-that-why I’m strapped to this table?”
“I would like to believe you have the strength to remain in position when the pendulum begins its final descent. That you would not run or attempt to save yourself. But the flesh is weak, even when the spirit is willing. And so much is at stake. I felt a few precautions were in order.”
“Where are my friends?” Her eyes followed the blade, back and forth, back and forth. It was so close now it never escaped her line of sight.
“They are in other rooms. Enjoying similar experiences I’ve devised for their delectation.”
She stared at the blade, barely an inch away now. “Is it going to hurt very much?”
“Yes,” he said, stroking her brow, “I’m afraid it is.” He pushed to his feet. “It’s almost time. I’ll leave you alone now.”
She quivered, then rocked hysterically, crying, wailing. And the pendulum kept swinging. She screamed hysterically. “Stop it! Please help me! Please!”
The pendulum swung again and this time she felt it crease her exposed flesh. She cried out. But it did not stop. Again it swung and again it cut her. A thin line of blood trickled to the surface. She cried out uncontrollably, insanely, crazed, her eyes wild with frenzy. The next pass would be the one, she knew. The next swing of the pendulum would kill her.
“Please, God! Someone!
Help me!
”
The pendulum descended even lower, sweeping toward her chest-
Then stopped.
She was so hysterical she couldn’t hold still. She arched her back and twisted, flinging herself from one side to the other, straining against her bonds, as if she’d lost all sense of time or place, all reason, all sanity.
Above her, holding the pendulum barely an inch from her breast, the Raven smiled.
28
The only thing more frustrating than knowing a killer is on the loose and not being able to do anything about it is knowing a killer is on the loose and not having anything to do. I was totally stymied. Waiting for reports. Waiting for lab results. Waiting for someone to give me the magic piece of information that would allow me to catch the miserable table-strapping picture-taking bastard once and for all. But that magic bullet was not forthcoming.
I thumbed through the stack of information that had trickled across my desk. They still hadn’t gotten a fix on who owned or had built the cabin out by the dam. Speculation was that hunters or fishers had slapped it together, maybe dug the basement to store or cure fresh kills. Edgar found it and took it over. Maybe killed the original occupants, who knows? There were few other dwellings in the area, and they had found no one who had any knowledge of who lived there. Some of the new FBI personnel working the case had managed to track down the identity of two of the girls found in Edgar’s basement-two out of twenty-two-by comparing the physical remains against old missing-persons reports in the FBI database. They were both runaways, both last seen in small towns in northern California about six months before. Although it was difficult to make reliable determinations about bodies so decomposed, the coroner believed they had been killed first, then brought to the shack sometime afterward. The logical conclusion was that our Edgar had a previous life-one in which he buzzed up and down the coast killing helpless girls, then dumped their corpses back here. All before the Poe motif fully developed.
I was feeling better. Not 100 percent, not even close, but given what that bastard put me through, I was pretty damn solid. I called Rachel, but she was out. Basketball game. Seems the team was still undefeated and if they won another game would be guaranteed a spot in the play-offs. Bully for them.
Called Lisa, too, but she was not at home.
Found a book on the corner of my desk, one I’d forgotten about in all the turmoil following my abduction. Edgar Allan Poe’s
Eureka: A Prose-Poem.
The only Poe I hadn’t read yet, as far as I knew. And weird as all get-out.
I opened the book and started to read. It was hard going. Strange. Poe as writer qua astrophysicist. Lots of cosmological theorizing, but couched in unscientific, poetic language that made it extremely difficult to follow. I’d read Poe’s bio-he was no scientist. Why had he written this? It was like Carl Sagan on an acid trip.
I had to reread a passage three times-some babble about irresistibly attractive forces-before I got any sense of what he was talking about. Then it occurred to me that what he was describing, an enormously powerful force in space sucking everything toward it, sounded a lot like a black hole. Did we know about those in Poe’s day?
Then there was the passage in the coded message Edgar sent us:
From that one Particle, as a center, let us suppose to be irradiated spherically-in all directions-to immeasurable but still to definite distances in the previously vacant space-a certain inexpressibly great yet limited number of unimaginably yet not infinitely minute atoms.
Which, placed in context, sounded for all the world like the big-bang theory, once I read it over about six times and decoded some of the nonscientific terminology. My history of science was sketchy, but I thought that idea came later, that in Poe’s era people were still mostly buying into the Adam and Eve bit. How could Poe know this?